The Road to One Day Be the Strongest

A long time ago.

The town and all its surroundings were destroyed in an explosion.

As the only survivor, I survived.

When I woke up, I soon realized that I had no memory.

Normally, I think it would be confusing.

Strangely, I was able to grasp the situation immediately.

Even though I don't remember, I can't use the word "selfish...", but my thought circuit seemed completely different.

I can still wake up today.

Outside the window is cloudy, and many people have gathered outside the hospital since this morning. Oh, you're here to take pictures of the unlucky boy again today. I don't like television stations anymore.

And I put my hand on my chest.

I've lost something.

That's the only feeling I've ever had.

Is it a memory or a family?

Important memories.

Maybe it's all about that.

Grab a fist and scratch the futon.

It's not like tears come out.

If only you could cry about it.

I never thought about it that way.

As I crouch on the futon, the young nurse opens the door. [M]

"Do you remember? I'm going to change the infusion today."

That said, the nurse turned my drip into a new one.

Looking at it, I thought.

Infusion... what's in it?

I asked honestly. [M]

Then the woman opens her mouth with a smile.

"Actually, this stuff is mostly a sports drink. Hehe, you're surprised!

That's right, nurse.

I made a mistake when I saw her. [M]

I made a big mistake.

--Oh, it's the right thing to ask.

Lost memories, nothing, the first thing I learned.

Ask someone about the unknown and make it known.

I'm sure that's correct as long as you're an adult.

But it's not the case with children.

"Hey, nurse."

I asked. [M]

Look out the window.

Look down on the deaf press.

"Why are they working with one misfortune?

Why can I eat rice by broadcasting people's misfortunes?

I didn't know that. [M]

That's why I asked.

I came back with two eyes that looked strange.

From there, I don't know anything.

You should be right to ask.

Nothing should go wrong.

Don't let what you don't know go unclear.

I'm sure that's right. But why...?

"Hey, did you hear that? That surviving boy...."

"I know. I hear all kinds of weird things."

"She... went crazy in the accident."

"If you say it's disgusting..."

The nurses are talking.

Hiding behind the pillars, I was listening to it.

Press the stand with the infusion hanging and walk out to your hospital room.

Why, why.

Everybody's crazy.

I'm supposed to be right.

I shouldn't have been wrong.

Why is it strange for a child to ask questions?

Why can't I talk as I want?

"... help me."

I was most surprised when I said that myself.

Who the hell did I ask for help with?

I don't know, I don't remember anything.

Still, I'm sure I was there. [M]

Someone dear will help me.

When I thought about it, I couldn't stop anymore.

- That night, I escaped from the hospital.

Walk on the street with an infusion stand on a cane.

I fell many times, scraped, and ran into pain.

I never stopped, and I never cried.

Until you see the sight.

"Ah, ahh...! Ahhh!"

It was hell.

No, the traces of hell were spreading.

The flames have already disappeared.

However, the broken city remains intact.

On a small hill, I fall into the sight. [M]

Why am I so shocked? [M]

The answer was clear.

--I couldn't remember anything when I saw this scene.

I don't know.

I don't know....!

Why, why!

Why don't I have anything!

I don't have any allies!

No one will protect us!

Around me... there are only people who eat me and people who whisper at me in a creepy way!

Someone I asked for help with.

Someone I cared about.

Someone who cared about me.

I've forgotten everything.

Forget it, I didn't want to forget it!

"Who...?"

Who, the people I cared about!

I can't remember his name or his face!

But my chest hurts and I can't stop.

I can't help but feel painful and nauseous.

"Why..."

I'll use words. [M]

I'm sure you shouldn't say that line.

"Why... I didn't die either!

I didn't want to live with this.

I wish I had been dead.

Tears spread through my cheeks.

If I'm careful, I'm unconscious. [M]

When I woke up, I was in the hospital again.

I understand.

In this world, I am the one who is unusual.

A genius kid on TV.

When I saw it, I thought it was too naive.

At that point, I must be extraordinary.

That's why I gave up.

I gave up being me. [M]

I decided to wear a mask. [M]

A shapeless mask of a man that I think is mediocre.

Lay down the lies plainly.

Laugh plainly, grieve plainly.

Average anger, ordinary joy.

I won't break myself.

I don't smile at all times.

I built a boy like that.

I don't think there is anything wrong with the surroundings.

Such a boy who is familiar with the surroundings in a mediocre way, is not required by anyone, and is not required by anyone.

I'm sure that boy's life has no meaning.

Still, we have to live.

I couldn't die. [M]

When I wanted to die, I survived unlucky.

At that point, I think I should live.

I don't know what kind of past it was.

I don't know what kind of thoughts I'm living on right now.

Still.

Because I have some thoughts, and I think I'm alive.

I have to live.

No matter how unusual.

Even if it didn't mean anything in this lifetime.

Even if no one showed up enough to trust you.

I'll live.

Living is my purpose. [M]

I stand in front of the mirror. [M]

I've already trampled on my old self.

I forced my cheeks to hang.

It's still ugly... but soon, it'll follow the board.

I look up at the sky thinking so. [M]

Fucking cloudy weather.

In response, I also want to sigh.

But I laughed.

Laughing was the only strength the weak could have.

"Come on, let's get well again today!

That's where I started.

A nameless boy died.

The moment the personality Gin-Crashbell was born.

"Ah Rujima!

"Hmm!?

It was the worst awakening.

When I woke up to shock and pain, I saw bald hair spreading out into my vision.

And I immediately understood whose voice it was.

"Nfufufu... Master! The happiness of having a concubine in front of you when you wake up!

"Oh, I want to kill you."

I pulled my stupid hair, and the girl said, "Oh, my God!" he cried. But he seemed happy. You pervert.

Several people who entered the hospital room stared at such a pervert bitterly.

"A little daytime... in the hospital room, let's be quiet.

"That's right. Immediately after the LORD fought the wolf. I'm pretty tired.... hey? Wolverine Fenryl"

A small girl and a tall woman spoke.

The tall woman turns to the other girl in disgust.

There stands a girl with platinum-branded hair.... this is the Wolf Fenryl, so I don't know how to turn my life around.

"I'm sorry. As an apology... yes. How about my undressed, light underwear? Of course it's free."

But that wolf Fenryl is an exposed maniac.

Really, I don't know what's gonna happen.

The three of them make noise at Fenrir's words.

With a bitter smile on the three of them, I hug the lion, who has come up on the bed. [M]

I was dreaming.

It was a very old dream.

I think there are many things I have forgotten now.

That despair, that sadness.

I can barely remember that tear anymore.

Still, that's all I remember.

A feeling of helplessness when I tried to give up.

Tens of years to live.

I decided to live it all for nothing.

Something I felt at that moment.

No one can believe it.

No one cares, no one cares.

Live on your own until you die. That's life.

That's the way I live.

... that's what I thought.

"Hey, Lord! He's crazy!

"Don't say that, you pervert."

"What the heck!?

"Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey!

"Master, I'll take it off now, so please wait a moment."

I narrow my eyes in noisy days. [M]

My hands were trembling a little.

The lion sitting on my lap presses his face against my trembling hand. [M]

It's warm and fun.

I accidentally forgot my mask.

I smiled and wiped my eyes. [M]

"Ah, fuck you, fuck you!

I'm alive now.

Now I'm happy. [M]