The Scum Shou’s Survival Guide

Lu Xiuwen was held by Ye Hao and looked back at him. His voice was low and steady. "You are not afraid of me?"

Ye Hao’s eyes flashed through the tangled look, but he still gritted his teeth and said, “I just just...” He said that he didn’t know how to say it. If he said he was not afraid, why did he refuse? But when it’s scared, Uncle Lu should be sad and sad...

Lu Xiuwen looked at Ye Hao’s uneasy and embarrassed look and sighed deeply. He turned and re-emerged Ye Hao into his arms. “Forget it.”

Ye Xiu was held by Lu Xiuwen, the skin was close to each other, feeling the temperature of his arms, feeling inexplicably warm and reliable, but with a trace of uneasiness... He felt that he was really crazy, how could he think of Uncle Lu? This is not his problem, it must be the fault of the kiss!

Lu Xiuwen holds Ye Hao, his chin rests on his neck, sniffing the breath of the young man, his arm is slightly forced, and he tries his best to bring out the leaves, just to find such a chance to get close to him. It’s so hard to hug this person, let alone kiss.

Just because in Ye Hao’s eyes, he is his elder, not a lover who can hug and kiss.

Lu Xiuwen bowed his head slightly, his lips gently touched the necklace on the neck of Ye Hao, and the light to the leaf 洺 could not detect it. The voice was low: "You have been carrying it."

Ye stunned, and then understood the meaning of Lu Xiuwen, Nono said: "This is what you sent me..." Such a precious necklace, if you don't bring it, will not pay much attention to Lu Shushu's mind.

Lu Xiuwen has a gentle look in his eyes. If you can always do this, I forgive you for the fault of your life, and will protect you from loving you... You will stay with me all the time, right?

Ye Hao couldn't see Lu Xiuwen's eyes, and he didn't know what he thought. He only felt that his heartbeat was very fast. He was so close to Lu Xiuwen and felt the atmosphere of Lu Xiuwen, when he was with An Xiaoqi... It made him even more nervous.

But Uncle Lu is so calm and calm, he must not be as cranky as himself. He is simply afraid that he is cold, but he is confused.

This is his problem!

Ye Hao was held by Lu Xiuwen in a complicated and awkward mood, but it was about that the embrace was too warm, so that he finally fell asleep.

Lu Xiuwen has always kept an action holding Ye Hao, his arm is numb, but he did not move until Ye Hao was completely asleep. He only bowed his head and kissed Ye's lips, like a hidden in the darkness. A thief, carefully stealing something that does not belong to him.

But he is not satisfied with this. He wants to have this person with a bright and honest attitude. He can take possession of him anytime and anywhere, and let him open his body and heart for himself.

He is eagerly awaiting the arrival of that day.

Already impatient.

When Ye Hao woke up the next day, the sky was already bright, and the rain had stopped.

When he turned around and wanted to get up, he found that he was still in his arms by Lu Xiuwen, and he bumped into something hard and hard, and his face burned again.

Lu Xiuwen felt the action of Ye Hao, knowing that he woke up, and if he let go of his hand, his voice was mild and low, with a smile: "It’s just a normal reaction of a man. Where do you want to go?"

Ye Hao’s face is redder, and she can’t wait to bury her head in the ground. How is Lu Shushu’s thoughtful person, why should this thing be clarified! It’s too embarrassing.

Lu Xiuwen smiled and smiled, leaning down to Ye Hao, in his ear: "Because I like men, so you think more?"

Ye Hao shook his head again and again.

Lu Xiuwen looked at him meaningfully. "But... just think more, it doesn't matter." He finished the sentence and got off the bus. The people who came to pick them up have already arrived.

Ye Hao was sitting in the car, still thinking what the words that Lu Xiuwen had just said, that is, I think that I want to be more okay, anyway, they are not the kind of relationship, let them not mind... or say, themselves I think it is right, so it doesn't matter?

No, it must not be the second one. The expression on Ye Hao’s face is solidified. This is the person he respected as an elder from an early age. He has no father and no mother. Lu Shushu is like a father to him.

How could he have this idea for him?

Lu Xiuwen brought his clothes under his hand. After Lu Xiuwen changed it, he put the clothes into the car and replaced them with Ye Hao. Finally, he drove down the mountain. As for the off-road vehicle that can't be fired, it was left in the same place to wait for his hand to dispose of it.

Ye Hao didn't dare to look at Lu Xiuwen all the way. He felt that his mentality might be a bit of a problem. As long as Lu Xiuwen was close to him, he would be nervous. He also felt that Lu Shushu seemed to be jealous of him intentionally or unintentionally, but... Reason also told him that Uncle Lu could not do such a thing, and his mood was very contradictory.

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The day did not cause any waves. Ye Hao went to school as usual, but because of the reduction of activities with friends, the time spent at home increased, and most of the time was with Lu Xiuwen.

[Ye Wei: Ah, it’s so boring lately, I’m all ready, waiting for Lu’s uncle to confess! 】

[888: Oh, you are waiting for a confession, are you waiting for something else? 】

[Ye Wei: Brother, why do you understand me so much? 】

[888:......] Hey, who wants to know you as a spicy chicken?

[Ye Wei: I think, for so long, Lu’s next step should be ready? 】

[888: Didn't I tell you all? Just waiting for peace of mind. 】

Ye Hao thought happily, Lu Shushu was really a steady and considerate person. When he was not acting well, his assists were arranged for himself.

Lu Xiuwen’s debunking his identity at school is only the first step, let him lose his current calm life and friends, almost no independent space, and then arrange new friends when he is lost, so that he only has him. The person is gone, everything is invisibly controlled by him.

It can be said that possessiveness is very strong and far-sighted.

Just a few days later, one day Ye Hao was in class, a spirited young man sat by his side with a smile and said: "Gu Shao, I know, my name is Zhang Hongzhi."

Ye Hao had already made clear his information, but he pretended to be an unexpected expression: "Hello."

Zhang Hongzhi is cheerful and lively, humorous, and has small assets at home. He is a rich second generation. For him, it is a simple matter to become friends with Ye Zi’s innocent and simple white rabbit. Only before did he dare to fight Ye Xie’s idea.

Ye Hao is easy to lie, but Lu Xiuwen is not easy to fool. Some things they dare not do, and they dare not touch Lu Xiuwen's bottom line. This is why Ye Hao has never had any messy friends.

But now it is different. Lu Xiuwen not only injected money into his family, but also signed several cooperation agreements, which gave him a lot of benefits, that is, let him come to be friends with Ye Hao.

Zhang Hongzhi's eyes narrowed. He looked not too handsome, but he looked comfortable and kind. He said: "Really, I didn't know that Gu Shao was in our school before, or I must come to know you soon. ”

Ye Hao was somewhat uncomfortable and smiled and said: "You are too polite."

Zhang Hongzhi did not care about Ye Hao’s alienation. He smiled and said: “At night we have a few friends to go out to play together. Gu Shao comes together. Everyone is a school classmate. It’s no harm to know.”

Ye Hao hesitated a moment. He and Zhang Hongzhi are not familiar with it. I am afraid that it is not appropriate to go out with him.

Zhang Hongzhi saw his doubts and his eyes smashed the bodyguards outside. He said with a smile: "What are the people in Lu, what are you afraid of, or do you say hello to Lu and say that you will go back later?"

Ye Hao has not gone out to play with her classmates for a long time. Hu Lei has long been alienated from him, and he has no intention of dealing with those who are flattering, but now... he actually wants to go out, he recently Uncle's getting along is always a little weird.

What happened to Zhang Hongzhi is probably just a suitable time. Moreover, he is also a person who is a circle with him. He should be comfortable with himself.

Ye Hao thought about calling Lu Xiuwen and saying that a new friend would ask him to go out to play at night.

Lu Xiuwen seemed to be very concerned about the other party's name, and personally let Zhang Hongzhi take the call, and finally agreed, but asked Ye Hao to go home before ten o'clock in the evening.

Zhang Hongzhi was a bit scared when he received Lu Xiuwen’s phone call, but his face did not show up, but the first time he spoke, and he promised it well.

Hanging up the phone, Zhang Hongzhi looked at Ye Hao, his eyes were meaningful. To be honest, he was very shocked when he received this task.

There are always a lot of Ye Hao's upper circles in the gossip, and what versions are there, everyone will be very cautious, but Lu Xiuwen will protect Ye Hao very well, they have no chance to contact Ye Hao.

Many people have rumored that Ye Hao is the illegitimate son of Lu Xiuwen. After all, Lu Xiuwen liked the story of Gu Xueya. Their fathers knew that it was not a secret, but they never imagined that Ye Hao was not only the son of Lu Xiuwen, but instead It is a person that Lu Xiuwen likes.

How much does Lu Xiuwen like him to protect him so innocently? But now it seems that I am afraid that I will not be able to sit still with the city government of Lu. So I arranged myself to come close to him.

If this matter is done well, Lu will certainly not be jealous of his family.

Zhang Hongzhi thought a lot in his heart, but if he had nothing to do with Ye Hao’s shoulder, he smiled: "That is fixed, I still have something to do, and I will wait for you at the school gate in the afternoon."

Ye Hao nodded.

Zhang Hongzhi’s goal was reached, and soon a few friends had booked a place for evening gatherings. In the past, these rich second-generation gatherings were not a bit smoky. Today, he repeatedly asked those few people not to bring any female companions to come, to behave in a civilized way. If you swearing less, you must help him to serve Ye Hao, the little ancestor.

Ye Hao had never played with this group of people before, and she was still very nervous at first. But after she went there, she found that everyone was especially gentlemanly. They looked at him like a brother and sister. They were very comfortable and comfortable. Put aside the war.

Lu Xiuwen didn't have a rest when he went back in the evening. He was still dealing with the official business. He looked at Ye Hao and smiled and asked: "Is it fun?"

Ye Hao smiled and nodded.

Lu Xiuwen seemed to be very pleased. He looked at him gently and said, "I will say that you will make new friends and get used to it."

Ye Shuxin said that Lu Shushu said that he had not adjusted his mentality before. Now it is not bad. Zhang Hongzhi’s group is not as difficult as he thinks. On the contrary, he is very old and very comfortable. Ye Hao, a naive little newcomer, is simply unrelenting.

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Since that day, Zhang Hongzhi went out to play with Ye Hao for three days, and soon the two became familiar with each other. Ye Hao felt that Zhang Hongzhi was a very funny and intimate friend, and gradually said nothing.

Although life has changed somewhat before, it has been restored to calm, but only a new way has been used.

Well, the only thing that didn’t recover was the strange feeling when I was with Lu’s uncle. Not only did it not return to normal, but it became more and more strange. I used to think that Lu Shushu was perfect. Now when I get close to him, I feel very kind. A strong man's breath, even Lu Xiuwen's normal care of his actions on a regular basis, and occasionally his heart rate is accelerated, he thinks that he is probably too good.

This evening, Zhang Hongzhi went out to eat with Ye Hao. This time, he rarely brought his boyfriend. Zhang Hongzhi’s boyfriend is a handsome and handsome boy. They are also a school. Two people kiss me and me at the dinner table. Everyone is joking about them.

For the first time, Ye Hao saw the people around him bring his boyfriend. He watched Zhang Hongzhi help his boyfriend to pick up the food for a while, and helped him to pour the paper for a while. The gentleman and the gentleman were thoughtful, and suddenly remembered that Lu Shushu had dinner with him. It's the same... even more gentle and considerate.

One day, Ye Hao has never forgotten. Finally, he asked Zhang Hongzhi: "You, do you still have a boyfriend?"

Zhang Hongzhi said calmly: "Yes."

Ye Xie looked a little unbelievable, and had never seen it before!

Zhang Hongzhi said with a smile: "Are you surprised that I have a boyfriend, or am I surprised that I like men?"

Ye Hao is a little embarrassed, but still directly said: "There are some points."

Zhang Hongzhi patted Ye Hao’s shoulder and said, “I have always had a boyfriend. We have been talking for a long time. Even my mom knows it, but I’m not familiar with you before, but I’ve not brought it out. Now Everyone is a good friend, I don’t think you will be alienated from me because of this incident?"

Ye Hao shook his head again and again, and he had no prejudice against homosexuality.

Zhang Hongzhi showed a sigh of relief and smiled. "That's good."

Ye Hao paused, and seemed to say with some emotion: "I think you are very good to him, and he has been taking care of him when he is eating."

Zhang Hongzhi grinned. "Of course, we are all big men. If I like him, will I do this?"

I like it... because I like it, but the elders are not very concerned about the younger generation? Ye Hao couldn't help but think, his face showed some awkward look, and he licked his lips.

Zhang Hongzhi noticed the look of Ye Hao and smiled: "What's wrong? Is it a favorite person? Or someone likes you?"

Ye Xie’s inner question is hesitant and contradictory for a long time. At this moment, when Zhang Hongzhi is here, he finally can’t help but confide, as if he is very eager to get answers from others, but he can’t say that he has a strange feeling for Uncle Lu. Hesitated for a while and said: "I... there is a man recently. When he approaches me, I am very nervous, I..."

"You like him." Zhang Hongzhi said that he did not use the interrogative sentence, but the statement sentenced this sentence.

Ye Hao’s face suddenly turned red, and he waved his hand and said, “No, you listen to me, we are not that kind of relationship.”

Zhang Hongzhi’s expression of listening to the ear: "Then let's talk."

Ye Hao paused and thought about the wording. He said, "In fact, we have... I have known for a long time. He is much older than me. He has always cared for me, but once he was drunk, he accidentally kissed me. I think it is because of this reason that I am always uncomfortable to see him."

Zhang Hongzhi’s eyes are like watching an idiot, and he sighs: “He kisses you, you don’t feel disgusted, you just don’t feel nervous after watching him. It’s not like, what is it?”

Ye Hao’s heart is shocking. He never thought about this. He likes Lu Shushu very much, but definitely not like that!

Zhang Hongzhi glared at Ye Hao’s shoulder and looked at his face. It meant a profound way: “Brother, your face is red, we are all men, do you like this?” If you don’t like him, you Wouldn't it be tangled? It will make you feel entangled."

Ye Hao is very difficult to accept this answer. He said: "We should not be such a relationship. I really don't like him. I always treat him as an uncle, and... although he has been taking care of me, he certainly does not. I will have that kind of mind..."

Zhang Hongzhi said with great interest: "Then tell me how you usually get along with each other. I will give you analysis and analysis."

Ye Hao thought for a moment, blurring Lu Xiuwen’s identity and telling about some of the things they got along with, including the camping thing...

Zhang Hongzhi heard this and shot a thigh: "Gu Shao, I am not talking about you, he obviously likes you very much! It is so obvious that you still can't see it?"

Ye Hao feels incredible. "I know that he is very good to me, but shouldn't that be like that?"

Zhang Hongzhi smiled and wretched: "It's not that kind of love that will harden you. If you hold you hard, you can't hold on to you. This is very much like you! Hey, I know why he didn't say it because You are not open."

Ye Hao was flustered, and Zhang Hongzhi’s words seemed to have all the things in his heart that he could not think of, but he and Lu Shushu should not be like this...

However, Zhang Hongzhi still refused to give up and continued to analyze: "You see, he is a busy man with a busy life. Every time he travels, he does not forget to buy gifts for you. He will take you out to play. When you eat, you will take care of it. You will use that. Kinds of ways to warm you, but also give you a necklace to make a gift... I said that you don’t blame me, Gu Shao is not a child, it is a man, no elders will care for the younger generation, that is, his brother is not with his brother. This will be the case, only for those who like it."

Ye Hao is in a mess, Lu Lushu likes him?

Zhang Hongzhi said: "You think about what I said right, you should actually feel that he is different from you? Otherwise he is close to you, what are you nervous? Explain that you subconsciously think that he likes you, just Because you are too familiar, the relationship is too close, but it affects your judgment. If other people care about you, you already know that he likes you."

Ye Wei: "..."

[Ye Wei: This brother is a good eloquence, I am afraid that I did not practice in advance, right? 】

[888: What? Is there a feeling of sympathy? 】

[Ye Wei: ...]

[Ye Wei: I think Lu Uncle is going to prepare for a showdown. He is letting others give me a vaccination. 】

[888: Excited? Excited? 】

[Ye Wei: A little bit ^_^]

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Ye Hao returned home at night, Lu Xiuwen has returned this time. Dinner is a dish that Ye Hao likes to eat, but he sat at the table today, thinking of Zhang Hongzhi’s words. Zhang Hongzhi said that Lu Shushu liked him and said that he I also like Uncle Lu...

This simply overturned Ye Hao's everything. He couldn't accept this result. In any case, Uncle Lu was the one who raised him. This kind of feeling gave him a sense of shame.

It shouldn't be like this.

While Ye Hao was thinking about it, Lu Xiuwen cooked a chopstick dish for him. Ye Hao looked at the dish in the bowl. He thought about Zhang Hongzhi’s action of giving his boyfriend a dish. He said that he likes to take care of others. of……

But my uncle used to take care of himself like this. Zhang Hongzhi must have guessed because he didn't know their relationship.

Ye Xie's heartbeat began to get faster again. He looked up at Lu Xiuwen's handsome and deep face. He didn't know why he suddenly said: "Uncle, why are you so good to me..."

When he asked this sentence, he felt that he was really crazy. He wanted to bite off his tongue and should not ask what he should not ask.

Lu Xiuwen made a move, slightly turning his eyes and looking at Ye Hao.

Ye Hao was flustered and wanted to bow his head. At this time, Lu Xiuwen suddenly put down the chopsticks, lifted the chin of Ye Hao in one hand, and picked up the handkerchief to help Ye Hao gently wipe the corner of his mouth.

Ye Hao felt Lu Xiuwen's gentle movements, and the whole person froze.

Lu Xiuwen smiled and said: "The rice is smeared at the corner of the mouth. It’s such a big person, and the meal is still like this."

Ye Xie smiled and he knew that he wanted more. Really... Lu Shushu clearly only helped him wipe his mouth. He decided not to want Zhang Hongzhi’s words. Zhang Hongzhi did not understand their relationship... it was He said.

Lu Xiuwen's fingers were slightly cool, pinching the chin of Ye Hao, Ye Hao some uncomfortable want to over-the-head, but unexpectedly found Lu Xiuwen's fingers force, so that he could not escape, the next moment... bowed his head and kissed His lips.

Ye Hao dared to open his eyes and looked at the face that was close at hand. He remembered the scene where Lu Xiuwen pressed him to the bed that night.

The difference is that Lu Xiuwen was drunk, but this time, Lu Xiuwen was clear and clear, his expression was calm and steady, and his movements were gentle and firm.

He is very serious and very awake to kiss him.

Ye Hao’s body trembled a little, and even the resistance was forgotten.

This...this must not be true... Uncle Lu, actually kissed him... kissed him soberly...

Lu Xiuwen’s kiss was gentle and solemn, but his lips touched each other. There was no other movement. In a few seconds, he released Ye Hao, and the dark black scorpion looked at him. His lips were slightly open, and he slowly said: “You just Ask me why it is so good for you, this is my answer."

"Because I love you, not the love of the elders to the younger generation, but the kind of love that men have for those they like."

Lu Xiuwen speaks clearly, his eyes are clear, and he does not give Ye Hao any chance to misinterpret the meaning of his words, and directly and clearly express his own mind.

Ye Hao’s eyes were confused and his face was red and white. He had not thought about this possibility before. Perhaps, as Zhang Hongzhi said, he thought this way in his subconscious mind. He thought that Lu Shushu might like him...

Therefore, he was hesitant to struggle, because this feeling made him feel terrified, and his reaction made him feel more fearful.

He does not want or intend to break their current relationship. The strong relationship that has been maintained for more than ten years is already a very important part of his life. Lu Xiuwen is also a very important person. He is not a loved one, but he is suddenly changing. In another state, it is difficult for him to accept.

However, Lu Xiuwen’s words and actions made him unable to escape even.

Lu Xiuwen was determined to look at Ye Hao. The look in the black scorpion was so dignified, and the tenderness was with deep affection. The eyes of the repressed and forbearing in peace day were completely different. When it was hot, it almost melted everything. He slowly said to Ye: "I love you, are you willing to be my lover?"

Ye Xie's look at Lu Xiuwen, suddenly stood up suddenly, even the chair was brought down on the ground, and then turned around and rushed out!

Lu Xiuwen looked at the back of Ye Hao’s escape, and the pain in his eyes flashed away. Is he still anxious? But if he doesn't say, will Ye Hao never understand his mind?

He can no longer let Ye Hao escape this way. He must clarify his own mind. Although he is adventurous, he has to take such an opportunity to force Ye Hao to make a choice.

If you don't force him, you can't take this step with Ye Hao's character.

In the last life, he was repeatedly jealous. He couldn't bear to force Ye Hao. He couldn't bear to let him be embarrassed. He was always patient... Tolerance to the end, even the mind did not show that he lost this person, so blindly waiting for forbearance is wrong, love This person must possess him.

Lu Xiuwen looked at the direction of the door. Ye Hao had already disappeared, but he did not go out to chase, but sat there, waiting blankly.

Waiting for Ye Hao to give him an answer, he has faced many choices in his life, but this time he is so painful and painful that he would be afraid that he would not get the answer he wanted... fearing that he overestimated the leaves He cares about him.

But I am afraid again, and now I have to wait.

Ye Hao Canghuang left Lujia. At that moment, he looked at Lu Xiuwen’s eyes and listened to what he said. He suddenly did not know how to face it. Because he did not know how to face it, he fled.

It turned out that Lu Shushu really liked him, and he held such a mind to him.

At this moment, I remembered the bit by bit before I remembered that Lu Xiuwen’s kiss on him, his arms and his care, all changed his taste. It was no longer an ambiguous jealousy, but a naked love.

But can he really accept this feeling? Accepting this feeling, his relationship with Uncle Lu is no longer the same as before, no longer a relative, but a lover...

But...but how can this be?

At this moment, his mind was in a mess, and he couldn’t think of anything. He only knew that it was wrong, it was not.

The land is on the outskirts. This road has been gone for a long time. No one is there. The night is very cold and quiet. Ye Hao is tired and falls to the ground. Finally, he does not want to leave. He is kneeling with his knees and his face is stunned.

If he left this way, he would lose Lu Uncle later. He refused Lu’s confession. What other face will he accept after his care? Can I be so despicable to know Lu’s mind, and refuse to let him know what he is doing to himself?

He is not such a person.

If he leaves here today, it means that he completely lost Lu Xiuwen, lost the world who is the best for him, and the one who loves him the most.

When I thought about it, I felt pain in my heart and couldn’t help but tears came out.

But how is he going back? Going back means accepting Lu Xiuwen's mind, which also makes him unacceptable. At this moment, he would rather not understand it. He would rather not say Lu Xiuwen, so he can pretend that he does not know to continue this way.

Ye Hao rested for a while and continued to walk away.

But walking and walking, I couldn't help but think of Lu Xiuwen who was left behind by himself. He just said that he loved him, and he left it scared. How sad it should be... and he can't be with him in the future. Losing him, this is even more sad for him to die.

If they are separated, it is such a painful time, why not try it together...?

It is obvious that he cares about that person as well.

And leaving Lu Xiuwen, where can he go? His life, his world, his everything is Lu Xiuwen, he is his whole.

He can't live without him.

He has long since been inseparable from him.

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It’s been a few hours since the time, the meals on the table have all been cold, and the cold moon outside is shining around the house, which seems a bit deserted.

Lu Xiuwen still sat in the original position, resting his hands on his abdomen with his fingers crossed, his eyes closed and his breathing steady.

He is still waiting.

If I wait until tomorrow, I haven’t waited for the person he has to wait for, he will take him back, even if he hates himself, blames himself, he will not let go of him again... this world, let them stay together Let's go.

In the past ten minutes and a second, the wall clock on the wall made a very light sound. When Lu Xiuwen’s heart was cold, he heard very slight footsteps.

Lu Xiuwen slowly opened his eyes, his fingers were slightly forced, and his chest was undulating. He saw the man he was waiting for and finally reappeared at the door.

Ye Hao’s thin figure was awkward, and it seemed to fall over. There was a little mud on the clothes, tears on his face, and his eyes were fragile. He stood there, like an abandoned puppy. The road was difficult to turn a big circle, and finally stumbled, or returned home.

At this moment, Lu Xiuwen looked at him, filled his chest with distress and pity, but he did not walk as usual to hold him, comforting him gently, but his expression was calm, his eyes were deep and he was looking at him. Word opening: "Do you know, what does it mean to come back?"

Ye Hao’s hand clenched into a fist trembled, and the eyes flashed through the difficult color, and for a long time he slowly nodded.

Lu Xiuwen stared at Ye Hao, his lips slightly raised, his eyes dark as the sea of ​​the abyss, he said: "Come here."