The Scum Shou’s Survival Guide

Sinking tightly clutches the wrist of the person in front of him, and the sharp and deep sight falls on the other side’s face. The trepidation that has just swayed in his heart has not faded. At that moment... he seemed to see Han Xu reappear in front of him.

For ten years, he never forgot that person, he was looking for him, waiting for him to come back... but the cruel reality made him have to recognize that the person who betrayed him and abandoned him would never come back, cold. The abandonment of him, he will not come back to give him the opportunity to retaliate.

Only ridiculous, still staying at that moment, can't walk out.

Ye Hao lowered his head and his lips were white. He did not expect to see Shen Yu again in such a sudden, the world has been blinking for ten years, but what happened that night is like yesterday.

Just a month ago, he accidentally learned the truth about his parents’ death, and his world was turned upside down... The hatred of not wearing the sky blew his heart.

He couldn't forgive himself, shouting a murderer who killed his own biological parents and shouted for his father for twenty years. He couldn't forgive Shen Dayao's actions... But he could not deceive his own heart and could not face the indulging love.

In the eyes of Ye Hao, there is a deep painful look. He can never forget that in the night, he fell into the pool of blood and looked at his desperate eyes... For him, Shen Dayao is an enemy who does not share the sky, but for Shen Yu But it is the most beloved father.

If we are destined to be only an enemy, it is destined to let your own eyes see the loved one kill another favorite person, bear the unresolved hatred and self-blame pain... then let you hate me, let you think that I am just for the money.

Ye Hao took a deep breath, and he tried to calm down the mixed thoughts in his chest. He slowly raised his head, his eyes had become calm, like a deep pool, no wind and no waves.

Shen Yan looked at the person in front of him and slowly raised his head. The familiar side of the face turned a little bit, and the black eyes fell into his eyes.

Shen Yu knows that this person is not Han Xu, he is younger and younger, probably only in his early 20s, like a college student, but... he is the first time in a person, feel the familiar atmosphere, not only Just because of the very similar face, but because of that look.

It’s like Han Xu is watching him.

But... it’s not the one he waited for.

Shen Wei decided to look at Ye Hao, slowly loosened his hand, and his voice was low: "What is your name?"

Ye Hao lowered his eyes and said: "Tao Xu."

Suddenly, his eyes were condensed, and he almost didn’t maintain his expression. There was also a word in his name... How could this coincidence happen?

Although Shen Yu was no longer the innocent young man, he has become accustomed to no more anger and anger, and has blocked his injured heart so that he will not be easily hurt again. He will no longer let others see through his thoughts. ... However, in this short period of time, he has been unable to maintain calm for a long time.

But he should wake up, this person is not Han Xu, even if it is like, it is not the person he deeply loved and hated, he is just a stranger.

He can't even deceive himself.

The indulging eyes slowly returned to indifference. He glanced at Ye Hao and said, "It’s okay, go out."

Ye Hao didn't look at it and looked at it. It seemed to avoid the general retreat.

Sinking at the back of Ye Hao's departure, his eyes passed over the overturned plate on the ground, turned back to the table and sat down, his expression calmed, as if nothing had happened.

The man who had just yelled at Ye Hao was confused. He had dealt with Shen Hao before, and he still knew about Shen Yu... And what kind of person is Shen Dao? It’s good to say that you don’t like to be a nosy, and that it’s not ruthless indifference. It’s not a kind of kind-hearted person. Like this waiter who is doing something wrong, how can Shen Shen be special for him? Even asked for his name?

Too abnormal!

He hesitated for a while, suddenly flashed a flash of light, smiled: "Shen Zong, are you looking at him?"

Although this reason is also ridiculous, after all, Shen Yu has always been difficult to get close to people. There are so many people who want to climb his bed and never see him who is swearing. How can you look at a waiter at a glance? But if it is not for this reason, what other reasons can he let him personally come out to help the waiter?

Shen Yan raised his eyes and glanced at the man.

The expression of the man was a little embarrassed, wondering if he said something wrong?

Shen Hao decided to look at him, his fingers tapped on the table, faintly said: "He, are you not telling me about the land in the development zone today?"

When the man stayed, he really wanted to sneak out for dinner because of that incident, but he hadn’t had time to open his mouth. He didn’t expect Shen Yu to take the initiative and smiled and said: “Yes.”

Of course, business is important, and the little episode just now was left behind by him.

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Ye Hao returned to the kitchen and was suddenly smashed by the manager and pointed at his nose: "Fortunately, the guest has no complaints, otherwise you have done this month. Do you know how important the table is?!"

Ye Hao bowed his head and said, "I'm sorry, I will pay attention to it later."

The manager still doesn't get rid of the gas, and he said with no anger. "Really, it usually looks good. It's not good at all the key moments. It's still a college student. It doesn't even have a plate. It's a waste!"

Ye Hao’s hand was tight, his face was slightly white, and he said, “I’m not right. I’m a little uncomfortable today. I want to take a break and go back and take a break.”

The manager said coldly: "If you do something wrong, you have to take time off, but you have to deduct money."

Ye Hao whispered: "But I am really uncomfortable, and some can't help it."

The manager looked at Ye Hao’s white face and had some drums in his heart. This kid should not be really sick, right? In case of accident at the hotel, I was in trouble. I finally said, "It is really trouble, let's go."

Ye Hao apologized again, and other people shouted to leave the hotel in advance.

He stood downstairs in the hotel and looked up. The light in the top box was faintly revealed. It was like a lamp in the night sky, and Shen Shen was there... Although he didn’t dare to look at it, he was addicted. The appearance is still firmly in his heart.

The indulgence in his memory is still very young, full of vigor and enthusiasm, and he will show his cozy and flamboyant smile. Today's indulgence, although still handsome, is more calm and deep, and less self-satisfied... In those black scorpions, it seems that they are brewing incomprehensible emotions, indifferent and unsmiling, even if they are in the crowd, they seem to be independent of the world.

Ten years, he is in his heart, it should be just a hated person...

Their love is originally a mistake.

Ye Hao paused and turned to the night.

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After Ye Hao left, the hotel people quickly came in and cleaned the broken dishes. There was no problem with this meal.

He and Shen Yu talked very happily. When they went back, they were full of alcohol and suddenly remembered. When he was joking and watching the waiter, did Shen Shen actually not deny it?

But if you really think about it, how is it possible? Maybe it's just too insignificant, so I didn't answer it. He always thought so.

When he came back to his home, he didn't drink much. He was very awake at the moment, and his home was dark. He reached out and touched the switch at the door. He slammed, and the dark house suddenly brightened, but... even if it was brighter. It is also empty and lifeless.

This is his apartment outside. He moved out of the house a few years ago and lived alone outside.

He walked to his bedroom, opened the drawer, took out a tin box from the inside, silenced for a long time, and the look of pain and nostalgia appeared in his eyes, and finally slowly opened.

There are a few old photos in the box, which is the only thing he brought out from home and belongs to Han Xu.

Shen Yan gently opened the photo, and finally his eyes fell on a photo. Han Xu and he were very young in the photo. That time... Han Xu went to pick him up from school, and they took it on the way home.

He stared at the people in the photo, but his thoughts returned tonight, when Ye Hao pushed the door into the scene...

For a long time, Shen Hao laughed and laughed and put down the photos. What is he thinking?

Just because of a similar person, I am thinking of you again without control, but what about you? I never thought about me. You are deceiving all the good things about me. All the love words you said to me are lies... and when you are cold and want to kill me and leave ruthlessly, probably ... never thought how painful I would be.

Even if this decade has inadvertently recalled me, I will only ridicule my stupidity. I mistakenly count the calculations as true.

Why don't you come back?

Because you dare not come back, right?

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Ye Hao left the hotel in advance and went back to the bedroom to sleep. Because there was no class the next day, there was no other person in the dormitory. I went to bed at noon and went to the cafeteria to eat.

[888: Shen Hao did not intend to do anything to you. It seems that your wishful thinking is not very useful. If you want to send it to your door, you have to see it. 】

[Ye Ye: Don't worry, don't worry about it. Always give him some time to think about it. He is not asking for dissatisfaction. He will never see a similar person, but I will let him know that I am different. Hee hee hee. 】

[888:......] This spicy chicken.

Ye Hao did not worry, lived a leisurely college life, and received several calls from Zhou Jiaping in the past few days. He refused when he came out.

[888: Are you not ready to break up? Why not answer the phone? 】

[Ye Wei: Yes, of course, I have to break up. No matter which aspect, my shell is not Tao Xu, how can I continue to talk to Zhou Jiaping about love, breaking up is a matter of course. 】

[888: Break up the points, I also respect you as a man. 】

[Ye Wei: ...]

[888: What? 】

[Ye Wei: This is the first time you said that you want to respect me as a man. I was so excited that I couldn’t speak to QAQ.]

[888: Then hurry up. 】

[Ye Wei: But I am even more distressed that I can't divide it now. After all, such an important thing, I have to hesitate to be normal. After all, I am not so cold and ruthless! 】

[888: ...Do you feel the conscience again? 】

[叶洺:o(∩_∩)o~]

Ye Hao An An hearted a few days of a relaxed and unskilled college career, once again received a call from Zhou Jiaping, Ye Hao and other calls rang a few times, and finally picked up.

"Xiaoxu, you didn't pick up my phone yesterday, what happened?" Zhou Jiaping's anxious voice sounded on the phone.

Ye Hao was silent for a while and said: "Let's go out to eat today."

Zhou Jiaping immediately said, "Well, still in the past? I remember that you like the pickled fish."

Ye Hao said: "Change one today."

Zhou Jiaping finally waited until Ye Hao answered the phone, naturally he would not object to him in such a small matter, and he readily agreed.

Ye Hao put on a t-shirt and jeans, a refreshing and sleek look, and then went out to take a taxi. He first came to the hotel, chose a light-filled location by the window, and then waited for Zhou Jiaping there.

Zhou Jiaping soon came. He is a tall and handsome young Sunshine. At first glance, it is very popular. Zhou Jiaping walked over and sat down directly opposite Ye Hao. He asked: "Xu Xu, you How do you ignore me these days? Is it where I am getting angry?"

Ye Hao looked at him with complicated eyes.

He can see that Zhou Jiaping really likes him. Zhou Jiaping’s feelings are very sincere. Even if he is clearly wrong, he is still reflecting on his own mistakes. He is eager to look at him and never think about it... maybe it is fundamental. Not his problem.

He couldn't help but think of Shen Shen. The sinking of the year was like Zhou Jiaping now. No... he loves him more than Zhou Jiaping. He believes in him wholeheartedly and loves him.

But he failed him.

Ye Hao agreed to come out with Zhou Jiaping today to break up. This is his deliberate decision.

He didn't know why he would live. He had been dead for ten years. He should have been sleeping in the world, but he was born again in another person. Maybe he was not reconciled to seeing him die. He gave him this. An opportunity to come back from **** to revenge...

For the rest of his life, there is only hatred. How can he drag another innocent person? And sorry, the person you like is actually gone...

So he decided to break up with Zhou Jiaping, but at the moment, facing Zhou Jiaping’s eyes, it’s hard to tell his voice. His decision is cruel to him who knows nothing about it.

But there are some things. Procrastination is not a solution. After the truth is revealed, it will only hurt more.

Ye Hao was silent for a while and slowly said: "You are right, it is my problem."

Zhou Jiaping suddenly looked at Ye Hao with concern. He said with comfort: "Is it not going to find a job? Don't take it slowly, I believe you are fine."

Ye Hao couldn't help but smile softly. In their eyes, the most difficult thing is just to find a job that is not smooth... their world has not so many hatreds that are inextricable, ordinary, warm, and People are envious.

Ye Hao looked down softly and he said, "Let's eat."

In any case, after eating this meal, Zhou Jiaping made him somewhat soft, but he didn't love him. Instead of waiting for him to discover this cruel fact, it is better to break up.

Give each other a sketch of a period.

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Sinking today came to the mall to choose a birthday present for her mother, but he chose to choose, and could not help but think of that person, his eyes slightly glimpse.

In the previous mother's birthday, Han Xu also personally selected gifts for her mother. No matter what she sent, her mother was very happy, but... now he is left alone to do this.

Since Han Xu took him and disappeared a decade ago, her mother has been unhappy for a long time, and that incident has become a shackle in her heart. She has loved her for 20 years as a son, but she wants to kill for the company. Her other son finally disappeared like this...

Sinking and self-deprecating, he chose a silk scarf and a coat. When the shopping guide helped him pack it, he sat there with some tired eyes closed.

However, what was involuntarily emerged in front of him was the scene in which Ye Hao suddenly opened the door of the hotel in the past few days and appeared in front of him.

In the past ten years, he has not seen people who are similar to Ye Hao. He walked in the vast sea of ​​people, and began to tide over with the tide. He occasionally passed away with others. He saw a similar back view and thought it was Ye Hao. ... can't help but catch up.

But the result was only a disappointment.

It’s not him, those people are not him, even if someone really looks like him, but with a glance, Shen will know that the other person is not him.

But this time, it took him a long time to realize this.

"Sir, your clothes." The shopping guide is careful, although the man looks very handsome and very temperament, but it seems to be in a bad mood.

Sinking open his eyes and taking it away without saying a word.

It’s ridiculous... Is it time for too long, hating someone for too long, and even the memory is blurred for a long time... So even a person with a similar appearance is so unforgettable? It’s just similar in appearance and what is the use.

He won't understand how painful he is.

After all, it’s just a passer-by, maybe I won’t meet again next time.

Indulging in this way, self-deprecating hooked the corner of the mouth, the elevator door slowly opened in front of him, he went out, but the line of sight fell in the opposite restaurant, the person sitting next to the glass window, the gentle and clear side face appeared In front of him.

The indulgent footsteps slammed.

The young man in the glass window sat with another young man, smiling softly, and the beautiful lips were slightly raised, and his hands were on the table. He seemed to be talking about something, the atmosphere was warm and embarrassing...

At this moment, he seems to have traveled through time and space. He returned to him more than a decade ago and saw that the person he once loved appeared again in front of him... He used to look at him like this, sitting opposite him, smiling gently.

But this time, his side is not himself, but another person.

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Ye Hao and Zhou Jiaping are very happy. Zhou Jiaping is a funny young man. He also knows how to take care of other people’s emotions when he speaks. He can see that he really likes Tao Xu. If there is no such accident... they may be true. Can go on.

Ye Hao thought of this, the happy mood was diluted, his eyes stunned, and he is enjoying something that does not belong to him.

The time of a meal is fast and fast, and it is slow and slow. Finally, it is time to end. Ye Hao looks at Zhou Jiaping seriously and licks her lips slightly. Some words still have to be said.

Ye licked his lips and just prepared to speak, suddenly interrupted by a low voice at the top of his head.

"It's so good."

The sound fell into the ears of Ye Hao, causing him to become stiff and slowly raise his head. He saw Shen Shen standing next to him and staring at him with some deep and dark eyes. "I didn't expect to meet again."