The Scum Shou’s Survival Guide

The two words are like some kind of spell, and they have taken all his strength. Ye Hao stood there and did not turn around.

But even then, he seems to be able to feel the icy sight behind him.

The last thing he regretted in his life was that he took the child away. He only tried to retaliate at first, and he wanted to let Jiang Sheng try his pain. So he stole his child and vented his desperate and hatred of the world's powerlessness on an innocent child, hurting him to abuse him, as if all this was revenge on Jiang Sheng...

After five years, he suddenly woke up and watched the little skinny child look at him weakly, as if he suddenly woke up from a long nightmare.

He asked his heart, what are you doing?

From the moment you studied medicine, you vowed to save your life with your conscience and dignity, and to dedicate your life to the medical cause to help those in need.

But the cruel reality eventually killed him, and hatred made him a mouse that lived in the gutter even his own disgust.

Isolated from the world, imprison your soul in the depths of hell.

At that moment, he suddenly thought that he could not go wrong any more. He hated Jiang Sheng, but it has nothing to do with this child.

Finally he took the child out of the door, wanted to let him go, they came to the station... He looked at the little face of the child, the child instinctively clutched his hand, the black eyes were strange to this The fear of the world is uneasy.

He does not know anyone other than him.

Even if he hurts him like this, he still does not want to leave himself, because he is the only one in his world.

He looked at him slyly, thinking that if my son is still alive, it should be so big...if my son is still alive...

He knew he should let go, but in the end, he could not release the little hand.

The hands of one big and one small were tightly held together and returned to their home again.

He made a selfish decision, and he wanted to raise the child as his own child.

He named him "resignation", meaning to say goodbye to the past, start again, his life is no longer ridiculous, he can raise a child of his own, he is the only medicine for the terminally ill.

In this way, revenge became a life-abiding one. In the most desperate and painful days, when I wanted to give up the liberation many times, this child let him survive and persisted. He looked for the meaning of his existence from his eyes.

He selfishly left him by his side, deceiving himself to occupy something that is not his own, and indulging in the false illusion of happiness.

Because hatred and selfishness are wrong again.

Until Jiang’s 16 years old, he bought him a birthday cake and watched the child call his father. When he said that we had to spend the rest of our lives with incomparable and sincere eyes, he finally had no way to continue to deceive himself. I almost have to shed tears.

I am not your father.

I am a person who steals you, hurts you, and deceives you. You could have a wonderful family, love your biological parents, full of sunshine, and I ruined it all, and dragged you into my dark abyss.

I let you live as a substitute for my children, give you the so-called gentle care, and seek everything that should not belong to me.

When you know the truth one day, you will hate me.

But I can no longer treat you as a child of enemies. I love you just like loving my own children. I have already penetrated my bones. Some things are so hard to be so clear... You gave me a chance to regain a new life. And the only thing I can give you is to let go.

The revenge farce that lasted for 16 years should come to an end and you should return to your true loved ones.

Just because I don't want to hurt you again.

I can't forget the hatred of Jiang Sheng in my life, but it has nothing to do with you. You are one of my most loved ones.

Ye’s hand in the case was very hard, his fingertips were white and shivering slightly.

The painful memories of those sealed hearts broke out in such a moment.

He came to this distant city and fled far away. Even he did not hesitate to let go of hatred and forget the past. He probably refused to face the child’s hatred of him, so he escaped like a coward.

But I did not expect to see you all the time.

Jiang’s right hand held his left hand and took a few blood marks on his back. The pain made him calm and clear.

Even after eight years, no matter what the person looks like, he can recognize him at a glance!

The darkness of Jiang’s remarks began to accumulate, and the pain was unwilling to come to his heart again. His thin lips opened slightly and spit out a cool voice: "You seem to be unhappy to see me."

I am thinking of you like this, but what about you?

You just turn around and leave.

Cold and ruthless, like eight years ago, does not leave a little thought.

"Why don't you look back because you dare not face me?" Jiang said, looking at Ye Hao's back.

Ye Hao finally turned slowly. He looked at the youth in the hospital bed. He could finally look at him carefully. It turned out that you have grown into this...

I am so eager to see you, but I can't see, I shouldn't see you.

Jiang’s words narrowed his eyes, his pupils contracted, and he fixed his eyes on the man in front of him.

The appearance of the man is still handsome, and the time makes him appear more calm and restrained, like the fermented wine, the precipitation of the years passed, the invisible gentleness is fascinating.

He was wearing a white coat and holding a case in his hand.

It seems that these years have been good.

It’s good, you are still alive.

This is the first thought of Jiang Ci. When he was abandoned, he did not want to believe this fact. He thought that Ye Hao had a hard time, or had an accident. He did not give up waiting for him at their former home. Even if he knew that he was stealing himself, he still wanted to explain an explanation.

But he couldn't wait.

Later, he thought that eight years have passed, maybe this person is already dead, otherwise why not? If he really cares a little about him, why should he not say goodbye, is it true that the ten years that have been living together are all false?

And now all these doubts are gone.

You are still alive - so that I can no longer fool myself into deceiving myself. You are just an accident.

This is the second thought of Jiang Ci.

If you really care about me, how can you be willing to disappear? When you lived in another distant place, have you ever thought about all the pains that I have suffered from being left alone?

It’s a selfish and cold person.

A liar, a criminal, after giving alms to you, ruthlessly took everything and forced me to accept the cruel truth.

[叮, Jiang Ci blackening value +30, the current blackening value of 90]

Jiang’s lips swelled slightly, but his eyes were cold. "If you don't see it for a long time, you have nothing to say to me?"

Say, as long as you say, I am willing to listen.

Give you an opportunity to explain.

Ye Hao’s lips moved slightly. What can he say? From the moment he left there, from the moment he left him, he had already anticipated the situation today, and all this was a distortion.

The look that he was reluctant in his eyes swept past, and finally he said: "I let other doctors come to see you."

I will leave here when I turn around.

Jiang’s words suddenly burst into the forehead, and the fists clenched and gave a cold drink: “Don’t go!”

The bodyguard at the door had just realized that something was wrong. He immediately blocked the door and looked at Ye Hao with his cold eyes.

Ye Hao looked at the tall black suit bodyguard, took a deep breath, measured the difference between each other's strength, and finally turned back: "What do you want to hear?"

Oh, you are so calm.

To make such a despicable thing, even a heart of repentance is not there, still living a happy and happy day, by what?

In this moment, the hatred in Jiang’s heart is like the sound of a viper, circling along his internal organs. The hatred does not make his eyes dark as an abyss, and he uses everything to restrain the impulse of inner temper.

Jiang resigned to look at the nameplate on his chest and slowly said: "Is Dr. Chen treating the patient like this? It is disappointing... But someone like you who has no conscience will probably not be a qualified doctor. ”

His dark, cold eyes looked at him. "You said, if I report to the hospital that you were a kidnapper, you said that you still have the job and everything?"

Ye Hao’s face finally changed slightly, but he still didn’t say anything.

No matter what the reason, you can't erase the mistakes you made. If Jiang is determined to report him, then it is his retribution.

He has nothing to do with this. To say that the only unwillingness of this life is that Jiang Sheng did not get his retribution.

Jiang resigned as he looked at Ye Hao’s slightly pale face, and his lips finally showed a smile. It meant a profound way: “But this is not completely impossible to discuss. After all, you also left my life and compassion. Let me go. So... As long as you come to see me once a day during my hospital stay, I will help you keep this secret. What do you think?"

This is a little accidental, and he looked at Jiang’s remarks.

Treating him like this, does he not hate himself? Just need to visit him once a day to not tell him? Is it easy to let him go?

Ye Hao’s heart faintly felt that things would not be so simple. Jiang’s eyes seemed to be swallowing his life, but... How should he refuse this? Doesn't he want to see him?

This is not a threat to him, it is like a bait, let him step in and willingly.

Ye Hao said: "Just like this?"

Jiang said: "It's just like this."

Ye Hao decided to look at him and coveted: "Okay, I promise you."

Jiang smiled, his expression seemed to have returned to calm, and the hatred in his eyes disappeared. It was like a long-awaited friend. He chuckled and said, "Don't forget, Dr. Chen."

After talking about the bodyguard made a look.

The bodyguard York got the permission of Jiang Ci, let the door open and let Ye Hao go out.

Jiang Ci saw Ye Hao leave, his eyes suddenly darkened, his smile on his face disappeared, his hand clutched the quilt, and he licked his lips without saying a word.

The bodyguard York has been around Jiang’s remarks for several years. Although Jiang Sheng sent him to Jiang’s remarks at the beginning, he has already been accepted by Jiang’s resignation. Now he is his confidant and absolutely loyal to him.

York cautiously closed the door and said to Jiang: "Young master, what happened to the people just now?"

Jiang’s eyes are complicated, and the painful struggle has flashed. He said: “You have to investigate his experiences over the years. Also look at him. Don’t let him escape. He is likely to try to escape. ""

York replied that he has always been serious about doing things, and when he is ready to go out, he listens to Jiang and calls him.

Jiang resigned seriously and said: "This is my personal grudge. You should do this for me. Don't tell my father for the time being, understand?"

He knows how much Jiang Sheng hates Chen Zhao. If he knows the whereabouts of Chen Zhao, he will ruin him by any means.

York nodded and went out to arrange it.

Jiang retired and lie down. In fact, he didn’t even understand what he was doing. The moment he saw Ye Hao, it was probably excited and overwhelmed, but it was a pity that this person still let him down. It is.

He should not have any expectations for him at all...

Despite this, he was not willing to send him to jail, to see him go to death, he knew that it was correct to hand it over to his father, but he concealed it.

Before he thought about how to retaliate against this person, he only wanted to trap him at his side, so that he could not get out of his control.

I will not give you another chance to abandon me.

..................

Ye Hao returned to his office, soaked a cup of tea and picked up the newspaper to start watching.

[888: Did he let you go like this? ? ? 】

[Ye Wei: How about not doing this? Could it be that the bodyguards yelled at me and then sent me to the Public Security Bureau? 】

[888:......]

[Ye Wei: You shouldn’t really think so! (⊙v⊙)]

[888: I just simulated the normal way of thinking of human beings. 】

[Ye Wei: ...]

[Ye Ye: My son will not be like this to me! He is not a cold-blooded person! 】

[888: Hehehehehe]

The next day, Dr. Liu came back. His date with his girlfriend was very successful. He said that he would like to ask Ye Hao to eat. Ye Hao did not have any feelings and had to shirk and say that he was not feeling well.

Dr. Liu was concerned about whether he was ill or not, and Ye Hao said nothing.

Ye Hao promised to go to see Jiang's remarks every day. He struggled and hesitated. He knew that this was not right. Jiang Ci must have hated him, but he could not control himself and promised him.

He really missed him.

He took him away from his biological parents for so long. Is he now back to Jiangjia? Is Jiang Sheng good for him? These are all things he wants to know, but unfortunately, from the moment he let go, he has no qualifications to care for him.

Jiang Ci is not a patient of Ye Hao. Ye Hao is not good to see him every day, so he lied that Jiang Ci is the child of his former friend. This is to visit occasionally, and others will not be suspicious.

At night, Ye Hao had been squatting for a long time, and he still stepped into the ward of Jiang Ci.

Jiang resigned quietly on the hospital bed. There was a laptop on the table in front of him. It seemed to be working. His side face was cold and his face was calm. He looked young and had a disappointing momentum.

Ye Hao couldn't help but think of it. Before the child started from a very young age, it seemed to be too mature, and these eight years seemed to make him more lonely and incomprehensible, with an icy atmosphere that refused people thousands of miles away.

Jiang Ci heard the sound turned his head, his finger gently tapped on the table, and pressed the lid of the notebook.

One day, enough for him to inquire about the recent situation of Ye Hao, who came to the hospital three years ago, and his work is also very serious. It is said that he is a younger brother of Li Lanan, and the previous events are not short. Time can be investigated.

After all, he stole himself and then hid in Tibet. He had to avoid the pursuit of his father and the police, and he would definitely hide his identity.

If you don't meet yourself here, I am afraid I can't find him all my life.

Jiang resigned as he looked at Ye Hao's uneasy look, and his heart sneered. It seems that you are really afraid to see me? Is it difficult to be a little shy?

He faintly said: "Sit, feel free."

Ye Hao sat down on the sofa next to him. He was silent for a long time and said: "What do you need me to do?"

Jiang Ci seems to think about it and said, "You cut me an apple."

Ye stunned for a moment, did not expect Jiang Ci will raise such a request, is he still missing people to cut apples for him? But he didn't ask much, just picked up the apple and cut his head.

Because of his head down, he could not see Jiang’s greedy eyes watching him.

Jiang resigned as a man who concentrated on cutting apples. When they were together, they were sick. He would take care of him. He was so gentle and careful, as if he was really his child... he would sit I asked him in front of the bed and smiled, eating apples?

Jiang’s words were awkward, but his heart was as painful as bleeding.

Those who eventually become the moon in the mirror are the things that he will never want again. At the moment when the truth is revealed, he can no longer have that kind of gentleness, but now he wants to cut an apple for himself. Use commands and threats.

If you don't plan to ask me, why should you be good to me later? Why don't you just be cruel and cruel?

In the past eight years, reason and emotion have been fighting in the heart of Jiang.

His emotions made him unable to let go of this person, always want to make excuses for him, want to see him, and longed for him to come back. But sensible and constantly laughing at him, this person is a liar, he ruthlessly abandoned him, he is not his child.

He is unwilling to accept this cruel fact - acknowledging that this person may not have loved him at all.

Ye Hao cut the apple and raised his head to hand over the apple to Jiang.

Jiang’s expression has returned to indifference. When he took over the apple, his fingertip touched Ye Hao’s fingertips. A terrible squirming moment swung his body, letting him almost shake his hand and drop the apple. .

Jiang Ci quickly took the apple to take back his hand, but did not eat it, just looking at Ye Hao.

He has not touched him for eight years.

Ye Hao couldn't face the line of sight of Jiang Ci, as if he was blaming him for questioning, so he turned his head slightly and sat there with his hands twisted together.

Jiang resigned and looked at Ye Hao’s appearance in a difficult situation. He suddenly laughed out: "You can go, come back tomorrow."

Ye Hao’s erroneous look up, what the **** is he doing?

Jiang’s voice was low, and he looked at him meaningfully. He joked: “Don’t you want to leave?”

Ye Hao Huo Ran stood up and went out without looking back.

Jiang resigned and looked at Ye Hao’s back, and looked down at the apple in his hand. Some hesitantly took it and took a bite. Then he changed his face and changed his face as if he had done something stupid. Kneeling on the ground! The apple rolled into the corner and was covered with dust, like a discarded garbage.

His eyes are full of pain, is he crazy? Until now, like a poor worm, begged the man to cut an apple for him.

No, this is not what he wants at all!

Apple is sweet, but he only feels bitter, sick, and disgusting.

He should retaliate against him! Hurt him! Let him also try his own pain, let him pay for his actions, and be sanctioned!

This is the right one!

However, his feet seem to be swamping, unable to move, unable to walk, shackle and gradually sink.

I can't forget everything that he used to love.

York came over and silently picked up the apple and threw it into the trash can. He had already known Ye Hao’s identity because he helped Liu Jiang’s investigation. Ye Hao was the one who had kidnapped the young master.

He looked at Jiang’s painful expression and clearly hated that person, but he did not do it.

Although the young master is young, he has always been clean and neat. This is the first time that York has seen such indecisiveness in Jiang’s resignation. York feels incomprehensible.

What are you hesitating about this kind of person? If someone dares to steal his son, he must kill him directly.

"Young master, do you need me to help him with him?" York volunteered, the thick hands of the joints creaked, and the eyes showed cold light: "Make sure the hands and feet are clean and not troublesome."

He has a way to kill and ruin a person.

Jiang quit his eyes: "I have my considerations, you can help me optimistic about him."

York is very sorry, he is also ready to show his talents. It seems that the young master is a little bit unable to put up the kidnapping. Is it the legendary Stockholm disease? Or is it to cultivate feelings? I heard that when the young master just came back, he had been escaping from home. Later, it was hard to get chaos, and Jiang always had a headache.

York felt that if he couldn’t really get it, he wouldn’t care if he didn’t care, and he didn’t want to do anything.

Why is it?

After a while, Jiang resigned his eyes and said: "You tell your father that there is a bit of twists and turns in the business here. I may have to postpone it for a while."

York shrugged. "Okay."

..................

Ye Hao basically goes to Jiang's ward every day for a while. Jiang does not need him to do anything. He only needs to pour him a glass of water and cut an apple. But the inverted water never drinks, and the cut apple never eats.

The two will maintain such a strange atmosphere.

[888: No progress at all. 】

[Ye Wei: Hey. 】

[888: Or do you tell him the truth directly, the blackening value can be quickly hurry. 】

[Ye Wei: Not suitable. First of all, my people should not know how Jiang Sheng said to him. It’s not easy to talk about it, and even if it’s true, it’s hard to verify the truth. After all, there is no evidence of dust settled 20 years ago. . Secondly, although this method is easy to drop in the early stage, Jiang’s resignation will alienate me and cause two situations that are not in arrears. After all, this cannot erase the fact that I abandoned him. It can only mean that I have a hard time. Difficult, it is not the best time to throw it. 】

[Ye Ye: I want to find a way to lower the blackening value, and then wait for him to find out the best, so that it is difficult after the first time... and in fact, it will not be difficult. After all, my son will not really take me. His father is the one who can hold hands. 】

[888: This method is easy for you. It is not for him. It seems that you don't seem to really like him. 】

[Ye Wei: ... who said that I don't like him! 】

[888: Is it? 】

[Ye Wei: I am not seriously pondering how to eliminate the blackening value? First of all, I have to figure out how to make him deflated. Now he doesn't want to understand himself. I am not good at moving. I can only continue to observe. Grievance jpg

[888: Oh. 】

After a few days of this, once Ye Hao worked overtime, Li Lanan came to see him after staying up late.

Ye Hao met and was very happy to eat. My heart is good, this is a good friend. He is very satisfied with him!

Li Yanan is one year older than Ye Hao. He is a very mature and attractive man. He is very handsome. Even a single father with a son is also the diamond king of all women in the hospital. It’s just that this diamond king does not seem to be Indulging in female color, how many people sigh.

In fact, they got the wrong direction. Li Lanan didn't like women. When the wife was forced to die at home, it was strange to be addicted to women.

Li Lanan met Chen Zhao three years ago. It took a while to recognize him. After all, Chen Zhao’s change was quite big, and it seemed to be a bit too late. He vaguely heard that this younger brother seems to have disappeared after a short time after graduation, but he did not pay much attention because he was unfamiliar, but he kindly arranged a temporary job for Chen Zhao.

Although Chen Zhao was silent, but the work was very hard and the ability was not bad. Li Lanan was relieved, let him officially work in his hospital, and occasionally invited him to eat at home.

Chen Zhao didn't have anything. He liked the children very much, and he also liked the children. After several contacts, Li Siyang liked him very much.

Gradually, the two sides have more to do.

I don't know when Li Xiaoan gradually took this person into his eyes, thinking that if it was Chen Zhao, it was indeed a very suitable person to live, and his son liked him.

Gradually, I was moved. Recently, I heard that Chen Zhao has been working overtime. He came to see him late at night.

Li Lanan has always been a gentle and considerate person. He smiled and said: "You are not young, and you don't have to work so hard. Working overtime makes those little young people do more."

Ye Hao is always not good at saying that he doesn't like to work overtime. He just has no way to stay and see Jiang's resignation. After all, it is more appropriate to go to see it at night, and it will not look good in the daytime.

He showed a sly smile and laughed. "Nothing, anyway, I am also a person, unlike them, no family needs to be with them."

Li Lanan saw that Ye Hao said that it was easy, but it was a little sad to listen to. At their age, being alone is not something worth showing off. After all, people want to be a companion. It’s just that I have never met the right person. There are too few people who can sink their hearts. After playing the age of play, I just want to find someone who can live, and my son can accept it.

But what about Chen Zhao? Why have you been alone? Not even children?

Li Xiaoan didn't ask much. He used to knock on the side. Chen Zhao was very reluctant to mention the past. He was probably hurt. He smiled and said: "With you, don't get tired, just eat hot."

Ye Hao immediately went to eat happily, but still paid attention to staying reserved, and yawned after eating and drinking.

Li Yanan noticed that he couldn’t help but smile: "I don’t want to be too tired, or if you take a break, I am here to help you watch, something is calling you."

Ye Hao is embarrassed: "Is this not good? Li Ge, you still go home early, Siyang will be afraid of being alone at home."

Li Lanan smiled stunnedly: "It’s not a primary school student. What are you afraid of? If you know that you are accompanying you, and you are not chasing outside, he will not say anything."

Ye Hao was still waiting to be rejected, but Li Xiaoan was very stubborn and had to rest on his lounge chair with his eyes closed.

Li Lanan sat on the side of the phone, a very relaxed and comfortable look, this mode of getting along is a bit like a veteran wife who has been in love for many years.

Ye Hao closed his eyes and slept.

[Ye Ye: It’s awful. I just had a very happy meal. I forgot to see my son. Who knows that Lao Li is coming, he will not leave. 】

[888: ...Do you remember the business? 】

[叶洺:QAQ]

Li Lanan looked at the phone as if nothing had happened. After a while, Ye Hao seemed to be asleep. He turned his eyes and looked at him, his eyes showing some explicit look.

In the past few years, he has been single, no longer likes to play like young people. It seems that it is good to be alone, but once you are thinking about a person, suddenly it is out of control.

Li Xiaoan looked at Ye Wei's well-defined face. The neat and thick eyelashes were shallow shadows under the eyes. The lips were pale pink. It looked very soft and tastes good.

If you look closely, his skin is still very delicate. Although there are no strong beauty of the youngsters, the eyebrows are so flowing, very eye-catching, and very comfortable with him. If your partner is this person, you may not be tired.

Now this person is sleeping in front of him. Li Lanan suddenly can't control his feelings of wanting to get close to him. He has been worried that Chen Zhao does not accept his heart, so he suppresses the feelings in his heart, but this time he begins to be tempted.

Li Yanan bent down slightly, staring at Ye Hao's face from the extreme distance, watching him sleep well, could not help but gently kissed his forehead, his eyes showed a gentle look.

Do you know that I actually like you?

Jiang Ci came to the duty room and saw the scene of Li Yan’s gentle kiss of Ye Hao.

He was originally in the ward and waited for Ye Hao. Although he hated this person in his heart, he couldn't help but expect him to come. It seems that all day passed, just to wait for a short moment.

However, Ye Hao did not come over on time today.

Jiang resigned that he might have something, and waited for a while, but Ye Hao still did not come... He finally stood up and took a cane out of the ward.

Who ever wanted to see such a scene?

Ye Hao quietly slept in the chair, so warm and sullen, while another man looked at him with love and pity, kissing him as if they were a loving couple... This scene is so enviable and eye-catching Bleeding comes.

Oh... so this is why you didn't come to see me? Because you have other people in your heart now.

What am I in your eyes? !

Jiang Ci tightly grasped the crutches in his hands. The embarrassment and hatred in his eyes were almost as basic. He just wanted to rush in and separate them at all costs!