The Second Generation of Xiu Only Wants Salted Fish
Chapter 45: Emotional confusion
Jing Yueshan was so damned in her heart that she was so persuaded by her mother.
She was completely desperate for herself, and she did not expect that she had the potential to be a scum.
The education she had received since childhood did not allow her to do this kind of behavior that started chaos and finally abandoned, so until she returned to Qingling Peak, her inner entanglement still did not dissipate in the slightest.
Cang Yue was still sitting under the flower tree on the top of the mountain, his eyes closed slightly as if he was meditating. He opened his eyes slightly after hearing the sound of footsteps, and raised his eyes to look at her.
"You're back."
The full moon hangs high in the sky, and the bright moonlight illuminates the scene in front of you like daylight. Cang Yue wore a white dress, with a huge full moon above his head, leaning against the blossoming trees, and the breeze slowly blew his clothes into the air as the Buddha floated, like a fairy under the moon.
Jing Yueshan only felt her throat dry, and it took a long time before she responded, "You...Why haven't you slept yet?"
Cang Yue's face was as deep as water, his eyes focused on her, "Waiting for you."
"What are you waiting for?" Jing Yueshan said softly, "What if I don't come back tonight?"
Cang Yue smiled, and the soft moonlight spread evenly on his delicate facial features, his tone was calm.
"The sky is the seat of the ground, the essence of the lonely moon at night, and the breeze and rain in the morning, very good."
Jing Yueshan couldn't help but smile, "Why does Xianjun need to be like this?"
Cang Yue's expression was leisurely, shaking his sleeves and looking up at the moon, "I'm happy."
Jing Yueshan's smile faded. She looked at him for a while, then walked slowly to the stone bench opposite him and sat down.
She looked straight into Cang Yue's eyes, and whispered softly: "Xianjun knows that my cultivation base is low, and I don't know how long it will take until I can cultivate to the tribulation."
Cang Yue still confuses her with the upper realm, "You can have a faster way."
Jingyueshan's smile completely closed, "Xianjun knows that I never want to rely on the determination of others?"
Cang Yue turned his head and stopped looking at her, "If you don't want it, naturally I won't force you."
Jing Yueshan didn't say a word for a long time, and it took a long time before she said, "Even if we don't get a result in the end, does Xianjun still remain unwilling to change?"
Cang Yue's tone was firm, "That's natural."
There was a complicated light in Jingyueshan's eyes. After a while, she sighed, "It's late at night, Xianjun rest." After that, she got up and left.
Cang Yue looked back at her back again, with a dazed expression. I don't know what she meant. She was clearly shaken. How could they still have no result in the end?
Array Spirit struggled to get out of his cuff, and said in a dull voice: "She still doesn't want to let you go to the upper realm."
"Tsk tsk, your charm is still not good, you can't catch her."
Wan Yuebai gave him a glance, raised his head to look up at Mingyue, with a slight triumphant tone, "Because she couldn't believe in me before, she didn't want to, as long as I always behave well..."
As long as I work hard to gain her trust, she will definitely be willing to rely on me and devote all her body and mind to me.
Zhenling whispered, "I don't think she will be willing anytime..."
"I'm talking nonsense again." Cang Yue interrupted him, "You have never been accurate about her, and I will never believe you again."
"Hey." Array spirit turned and ran, "Believe it or not, you'll know when you touch another nail."
Cang Yue's gaze turned deep, he made perfect preparations this time, and he certainly won't go home like he did before, but his time is running out...
He held his aching chest, took a deep breath and looked up at the sky.
At this time, Tiandao's rejection of him couldn't stop for a moment. The injuries he suffered from frequent opening of Tianmen were suppressed by the Spirit Gathering Array in the past few days, but it did not mean that he could stay in the lower realm indefinitely.
The longer he stays in the lower realm, the more severe will be suppressed by Heaven’s Dao. Sooner or later, he will have to return to the upper realm because he can’t bear the rejection of Heaven’s Dao. At that time, if Jingyueshan is still unwilling to follow him Back to the upper bound...
Cang Yue's eyes flickered, and she denied the worst result in her heart. She was clearly moved by him. As long as he worked harder, Jing Yueshan would be willing sooner or later.
He would be nice to her, the things Jing Yueshan worried about would never happen to her, absolutely not!
Cang Yue swears secretly in his heart.
The morning sun leaped out of the clouds as it did in the past, spreading golden brilliance over the earth, and the spiritual mist in the sky reached a dense peak at this time, and even slightly condensed into a milky white mist.
Jing Yueshan walked out with a smile, and greeted Cang Yue with a smile.
"Xianjun, early."
She walked to the top of Qingling Peak and found a good place to sit cross-legged, looking at the white clouds and green vegetation under the mountain, took a deep breath, closed her eyes and started the morning class. .
Cang Yue sat beside her quietly, staring at the same scenery before her in a daze.
It's not that he doesn't use gong, but that his cultivation base has reached the limit that this world can carry, and no matter how hard he works in the future, his cultivation base won't be able to advance any further.
He was just wondering Jing Yueshan's attitude towards him, and there was a hint of intimacy in his politeness. It was not as if she had to keep a distance from him in the past. Could it be that her attitude really softened?
Cang Yue became happy, only to feel that the day when the husband and wife returned their homes was getting closer and closer.
The aura in the morning quickly dissipated, Jing Yueshan opened his eyes and smiled brightly at Cang Yue.
"Xianjun, let's have breakfast together today."
Cang Yue was stunned, not only astonished at Jing Yueshan's closeness to him, but also astonished at how she wanted to eat.
After knowing that he was likely to explode and die at any time, Jing Yueshan changed from the lazy style of the past, practiced desperately, and was fully arranged for daily learning, and did not dare to waste a minute and a second.
However, she suddenly figured it out last night. Fortunately, she felt that the Jingyue shirt was too tight in the past, and now she seems to have gone back the same way.
Even if there is the pressure of death before, she can't be so tight before crossing the robbery, life still has to go on, and if she lives in terror all the time, it will be a waste of her to wear it in vain.
Since she is likely to die all the time, it is better to have fun in time.
Jing Yueshan raised her eyes and looked at Cang Yue, the smile on her face was sweeter than ever.
"The food delivered from the Deacon's Hall is too indifferent, so we might as well make it ourselves."
Cang Yue is even more confused, cooking by himself?
This is something he has never experienced in his hundreds of years of life.
Jing Yueshan was very interested. She ran to the back mountain cleanly and shot a Linglu, then took out various bottles and cans from the storage bag, ready to have an open-air barbecue.
Cang Yue was at a loss and didn't know what to do. Jing Yueshan assigned him a meat-cutting job, which was to divide the spirit beast into corpses.
The more the work can be done, the quicker his hands and feet quickly divided the Linglu into smaller pieces of equal size.
Jing Yueshan took out a bamboo stick and skewered the meat piece by piece, keeping his hands alive, and his mouth was not idle.
"Xianjun never cooked before?"
Cang Yue was silent for a while before saying: "No."
"Then what do you eat when you go out to practice and eat when you have a low level of cultivation and fail to fasten?"
It's not like going out to experience the town all the time. It's normal for the barren mountains and mountains to eat by themselves. Jing Yueshan has the memory of cooking outside in the past in her mind.
Cang Yue became more silent, and then said astonishingly, "I drew breath into my body when I was three years old, and I had already built my foundation when I was six years old. When I can go out and practice, I can already bigu."
Jing Yueshan: "..." Is this the gap between genius and mortal? ! She is still sad, and will burst and die if she can't keep up with her cultivation speed. She is still climbing up like a rocket when she is not an adult!
I really shouldn't ask this, because I have suffered a lot of harm to myself.
Jing Yueshan changed the subject, "Xianjun likes to eat barbecue. I heard that the meat of this artificially raised deer is fresh and tender, and the roasted taste is truly superb."
Cang Yue was silent again, and after a long time he said softly, "I haven't eaten it."
Um?
Jing Yueshan was shocked again. Gein's barbecue is a very common food in the world of Xiuxian. Cang Yue hasn't eaten it yet?
Cang Yue suddenly switched to the melancholy mode, "I have been indulged in cultivation since I was a child, and my peers' cultivation base is much lower than me. I am uncomfortable with me, and my parents..."
He paused, and then said, "I only ate in the Zongmen Canteen before Bigu, and never eaten food again after Bigu."
Jing Yueshan: "..." This is too pitiful.
I just wanted to understand his past, but I didn't expect it to be such a pitiful little one.
Jing Yueshan's love and compassion stopped after seeing Cang Yue's face. He was an inexperienced genius, who was at the top at a young age, so it was her turn to have her affection and love.
Cang Yue lowered his head to cover up the corners of his mouth.
The pity that flashed in Jing Yueshan's eyes was keenly caught by him, and he realized it in his heart, and then took the initiative to speak.
"I have lived alone since I was a child, and I have never had friends. My father and mother only care about their own happiness and never care about me. This is the first time I ate with others today..."
Jing Yueshan once again said: "..." The more he said, the more pitiful he became, and my compassion was about to be overwhelmed. How to break...
Cang Yue continued his efforts, "My parents left me a hundred years ago, and I have no relatives in this world. My father pityed me, and he decided to marry me before his death. I hope my husband and wife will love me in the future and I will be lonely. I don't know..."
He sighed and stopped talking, just glanced at her faintly, and forcibly changed the subject in a harsh tone.
"Stop talking about this, let's make a fire."
Jing Yueshan was speechless to the extreme, this man really caught a chance and would not let it go.
However, she had clearly seen his true purpose, but her heart was still sour, and she couldn't restrain it no matter how.
After a long while, she sighed, pinched a fire, and hung the skewered meat over the fire and turned it to and fro.
The scent spilled out after a while, making people smell the index finger violently.
Array Spirit struggled to get out of Cang Yue's cuff, looking at the fleshy string that was tumbling on the fire.
"Okay, no, hurry up."
"It's ready soon."
Jing Yueshan sprinkled condiments on the meat skewers swiftly, and the first one passed to Cang Yue's hands.
"Eat it."
Jin Ling pouted aside, "I want too."
Jing Yueshan ignored him, and sent the meat skewers in her hand to Cang Yue, "Hurry up and take it."
Cang Yue took it, took a big bite slowly, and the fresh and tender flavor burst in his mouth. I don't know if it was because the skewers were too hot, but he felt warm in his heart.
Jingyueshan, as the main force of barbecue, roasted the whole venison after he was busy, and then he sat down and rested.
"Give you."
Cang Yue sent a piece of lotus leaf to her, and the lotus leaf was piled up with roasted meat skewers.
"Why don't you eat it?" Jing Yueshan was surprised. She had just baked it specially for him.
Cang Yue picked up a skewers of meat and handed it to her, smiling at the corners of his mouth, "Eat together."
Jing Yueshan smiled, took it, and sat opposite him, "Okay."
The atmosphere in the air gradually became different, and the formation spirit couldn't bear the stickiness of these two people's words, and suddenly stood up and ran away like a gust of wind.
The two of them were looking at each other now, but in fact their inner thoughts were very different, but his reminder, the idiot, didn't listen. Then let the big idiot touch his head and break the blood, and then know that what he said is really right, the formation spirit thought triumphantly.
The spiritual fire gradually extinguished, a lot of bamboo sticks were left in front of them, and the atmosphere of the conversation between the two became relaxed and happy.
Cang Yue ironed the post in his heart, and he took out the jade pendant that he had set to kiss, and the light in his eyes was like stars.
"you…"
If you are willing, you can take back this jade pendant again. Although he didn't say it clearly, he did all the expressions in his eyebrows.
Jing Yueshan looked at the jade pendant in his hand, feeling deeply moved.
This jade pendant was once in Shen Yanning's hands, and now Shen Yanning has returned it, Cang Yue naturally hopes that the thing will return to its original owner.
However, Cang Yue was destined to be disappointed.
She shook her head slightly, seeing the light in Cang Yue's eyes gradually extinguishing, but her heart didn't shake at all.
Everyone is an adult, and a lot of things don't need to be said too clearly. Cang Yue understood that Jing Yueshan still hadn't made up his mind at the moment with only a slight temptation.
However, the rare closeness today made him full of confidence, not in a hurry, he still has time, Jing Yueshan will definitely be able to make a choice that everyone is satisfied with before he has to leave.
The awkward meal at the beginning and the end was over. After a short break, Jing Yueshan devoted himself to intense study again.
All the difficulties nowadays are due to her lack of strength. She cultivated as soon as possible. The devilish breath in her body and the emotional confusion of He Cang Yue can all be solved clearly.
Since Shen Yanning removed the devil in her heart, she only felt that her mind had never been widened. The trivial things that had troubled her in the past seemed to be not Er Er, and she really didn't understand why she was stuck in it and couldn't get rid of it.
As soon as her mind turned the corner, she suddenly became ashamed of what she had done in the past.
Sister Jing has nothing to make up for at the moment, and what she wants to remedy most is to save Li Wu.
Shen Yanning didn't know why at the beginning, it was like being blinded by lard, so determined to ascend to the upper realm. For this reason, she even gave up the wholehearted Li Wu for her. Now that she thinks about it, she can't wait to slap herself a few times.
She is repentant now, and she doesn't know if Li Wu is willing to forgive her. After hesitating for a long time, she still came to Taixuyuan Mansion and contacted Li Wu by bulletin.
The talisman paper popped up for a long time without a response, and Shen Yanning's heart slowly became cold. She covered her face and started crying.
She was too much before, and Li Wu couldn't forgive her as she should. She really shouldn't bother him again.
After clearing up her mood, she was about to turn around and leave, but a familiar voice came in her ear.
"You...how did you return to the lower realm?"
Shen Yanning shouted in surprise: "Li Wu!"
Li Wu's face was cold, and his attitude towards her was indifferent and estranged. "I heard that Emperor Shen Daojun had been married to Cang Yue Xianjun some time ago and was able to ascend to the upper realm. I don't know why he is back now. Why are you looking for me?"
Shen Yanning's tears fell one by one, she rushed forward and hugged Li Wu's waist, buried her head deeply on his chest, and kept apologizing: "Li Wu, I was wrong, I'm sorry."
Li Wu's original cold expression became flustered. He stretched out his hand to push her away, but he was afraid that he would be too heavy. He kept saying: "Shen Daojun, please respect yourself. You are already married to Immortal Cang Yue, don't you again. It's so unclear."
The movement of Shen Yanning's ascent to the upper realm that day was quite noisy.
Although Li Wu didn't show up on that day, he could still know the grand occasion from the surrounding population.
He was sour in his heart, but he couldn't confide in anyone. Although I had hesitated in my heart, it was Jingyueshan that was clearly engaged to Xianjun, why on that day, the person who ascended to the upper realm was replaced by Shen Yanning?
The scene that Shen Yanning came to make a decision with him that day was played back and forth in his mind, and it was also thought that Shen Yanning and the incarnation of Cang Yue Xianjun had fallen into a secret realm together, and Li felt that Shen Yanning must have been in the secret realm with Cang Yue. Xianjun developed feelings, and the person who soared to the upper realm was replaced by her.
Thinking this way, Li Wu was even more discouraged. Originally, Shen Yanning's reason for severing ties with him was the gap between their cultivation bases. Although he was angry and bluntly said that he would break with her, he calmly thought about it later and realized that he did. You should practice well, otherwise Shen Yanning is worthy of Shen Yanning, but if Shen Yanning is separated from him because of Cang Yue Immortal Monarch, he is really powerless.
Cang Yue Xianjun was an existence that the entire Taixu Yuan Palace disciples looked up to. He was like a benchmark and was out of reach. Thinking of competing with him, Li Wu immediately stopped thinking.
Originally, he had let go of this short-lived relationship, but he had just received a message from Shen Yanning, who was logically already in the upper realm. He was frightened for a while, and he hesitated for a long time before he made up his mind to see what was going on.
"Shen Daojun, you are already the Daoist companion of Immortal Cang Yue, this is not appropriate."
Li Wu stiffened, struggling to push away Shen Yanning, who was holding him and crying.
"I didn't... I didn't marry Fairy Cang Yue!"
Shen Yanning cried out of breath and exhausted all his strength to explain.
"What happened on that day was an accident. I didn't know that that day was the day of great rejoicing for Senior Sister Jing and Cang Yue Xianjun. I just got their trustworthy by accident..."
Shen Yanning said the cause and effect once and for all, while admitting that she was wrong, "Li Wu, I was wrong, I shouldn't just leave you behind, I acted too aggressively before, and I look down on myself..."
"I originally planned to make a look in the upper realm and then connect you to it. I thought it was too simple..."
"I really know I was wrong, can you forgive me..."
Li Wu, who was quietly listening completely, became more and more calm. He quietly watched Shen Yanning crying and making trouble in front of him, but he did not respond with a few words.
After a while, I heard him ask softly: "You really didn't marry Fairy Cang Yue?"
"No, no." Shen Yanning hurriedly patted her chest to pack the ticket, "Xianjun likes Senior Sister Jing. He lives with Senior Sister Jing now. They seem to be..."
Jing Yueshan is suspected of having an illegitimate child. Jing Lezhang has already clarified this matter. Originally, Shen Yanning did not believe it, but recently I heard that the illegitimate child of the suspected Senior Sister Jing told people that he and his father lived in Qingling Peak and waited for Senior Sister Jing. Change your mind.
Others don't know who lives on it, but Shen Yanning knows, isn't it Cang Yue Xianjun? Suddenly, the suspicion of an illegitimate child seems to be a little more real. Could Senior Sister Jing, like Daojun Yue, have a child but refuse to get married?
Shen Yanning will tell Li Wu listen to the doubts in his heart, and repeatedly explained, "Cang Yue Xianjun likes Senior Sister Jing. Their affairs are quite complicated, but it has nothing to do with us outsiders. I really have nothing to do with Cang Yue Xianjun..."
Li Wu's heart was indeed ups and downs, when did Xianjun go down again? He has not heard the elders of the sect say more than half a point.
Xianjun can't easily lower the realm, otherwise he will be severely sanctioned by the laws of heaven and earth. Similarly, he should not overly intervene in the affairs of the lower realm, otherwise he will also be backlashed. This is something that the elders of the sect have been emphasizing to the children of the sect since he practiced.
Shen Yanning cried for a while, and gradually calmed down. She drooped her head and said in anticipation: "Li Wu, I really know that I was wrong, can you forgive me?
Li Wu looked at her quietly, without any waves in his eyes.
"Shen Daojun, since you have practiced, you should know the truth that it is hard to get over water. You abandoned me in the first place. Now that you hit a wall, you come to me and reconcile again. Forgive me, it's really hard to accept."
The light in Shen Yanning's eyes went out, and her tone was dull, "I really don't do personnel affairs, it's all I deserve."
Li Wu nodded, "Shen Daojun needs to understand that not everyone will be waiting for you in place. You have to bear the consequences if you make your own choice."
Shen Yanning nodded with tears, "You are right, I have done something wrong myself, and it is impossible to erase the lightly sorry sentence completely."
Saying that she let go of Li Wu, she still lowered her head and said softly: "I will disturb you today. I won't show up in front of you and make you upset anymore, I will go now."
Said that she turned and was about to leave, but she was grasped by her wrist.
Li Wu's mood was ups and downs, and his tone was not good. "Is your apology so light? I just denied it and you gave up?"
Shen Yanning's eyes burst into surprise: "You..."
Li Wu let go of her hand, and his face returned to a calmness, "I can't forgive you for the time being."
Shen Yanning hurriedly wiped away tears, "I know, I will let you see my sincerity..."
Li Wu raised his head and looked at the sea of clouds in the distance, and sighed heavily inside. He probably owed Shen Yanning all his life...
It's just that now he learned from Shen Yanning that Xianjun is now living in Guiyuanzong, and his heart is entangled again.
Now that the fairy is in the lower realm privately, does the head still know? Li Wu was entangled in his heart. He hesitated for a long time, but after separating from Shen Yanning, he reported the news that Cang Yue Xianjun was now living in Jingyueshan of Guiyuan Zong.
Mao Xun Taoist priest got the news the first time, and he was immediately furious.
"absurd!"
He went straight in the hall angrily, "Xianjun is so confused!"
Before Cang Yue opened the Heavenly Gate, his body was already greatly depleted, and he managed to raise him in the Spirit Gathering Formation. In a blink of an eye, he went to the Jingyueshan woman who didn’t know the so-called so-called woman, and was rejected again. .
I thought he should give up this time, so he returned to the upper realm without tossing, but he ran away secretly again. This time it was good and went directly to the house.
After opening Tianmen so frequently in a short period of time, Taoist Master Mao Xun could already imagine what his body would look like in ruins.
Where would Gui Yuanzong be like Taixu Yuanfu, who would not hesitate to use up countless treasures and treasures to save him, he could not figure out what he was like now.
"Ugh!"
His own child was not up for it, and Maoxun Dao Zun had no trouble, and he simply gritted his teeth and flew towards Gui Yuanzong himself, anyway, first to see how his injury was.
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