The Song of Gendaya

The night is already deep, and the bleak cry of night owls can be heard outside, adding a bit of loneliness to the otherwise empty night goblin.

Leliana looked at herself in the mirror in a daze, she didn't seem to know the self in front of her anymore. Eyes full of bloodshot eyes, haggard and thin, without a trace of expression.

She raised her hand and slowly touched her long hair, which was originally beautiful and supple, but now it was so yellow and dry, without a trace of brilliance.

For her morbid appearance, she basically stopped taking seriously a long time ago. At this moment, only that kind of sad feeling occupied most of her body.

The news of Linde's death hit her extremely hard. During this time, she used to weep all day long, and she was so angry that she beat things all day, but in the end she fell into depression and hesitation.

When she really settled down the anger and sadness in her heart, she seemed to understand that all her emotional uproar was actually useless and nothing could be changed...

She hated Gilnasee at first, and she hated her for taking her away without telling her in advance. She even attributed half of the responsibility for Linde's accident to her. If she was with Linde at that time, maybe all the painful experiences would not happen.

Even in the face of her most vicious curse, Gilnasee never seemed to get angry, she would just sit beside her in silence for a while and then get up and leave.

Leilianna didn't want to spend the rest of her life in her sadness. She knew that this was not what Linde needed to see.

She also thought that the ebbing of time would eventually heal everything, but in the end she was disappointed. A feeling of affection will only last forever in my heart.

She told herself that she had to be quiet and she had to clarify her thoughts. And first she must go out, she must want to get rid of Gilnasee's imprisonment magic.

Although Gilnasse may be for her own safety, she does not need such care from this unrelated elder sister. There was a seed that had sprouted quietly in her heart, and that might be the source of motivation that supported her not to fall.

Vengeance!

Almost every night, when she was lying on the comfortable goose down bed and had difficulty falling asleep, the clear or fuzzy faces flashed in her mind, and her mouth also In the most vicious tone, whispered over and over again the names of those who had something to do with the killing of Linde.

"Ollinghut...Shirley...Oranges...Sandru Olastan...Wade Olastan...Alinda Orlastan... Earl Mondern...Lanqin Baron...Jernick...black clothed Knight...Fire warlock..." Apart from this there were many people, many fuzzy faces, they laughed sinisterly but they all hid in the dark. Peeping at Linde, and these talents are truly extremely dangerous.

Collecting her thoughts, Lelianna laughed at herself in the mirror. She even felt that her smile was so terrifying and sad. She almost scared herself. She even thought that the person in the mirror was not Own, but the real Demoness.

She doesn't want to see the image in the mirror again.

"Stay away from me! Devil!" she cried heartbreakingly. She grabbed something and slammed it at the mirror, and the mirror was smashed to pieces.

But she saw more of herself in the fragments of the mirror, and her expression was still so cold and ruthless. She vaguely saw herself before she met Linde.

Leliana left the cold and dark bedroom in horror like trying to escape disaster, and ran to the balcony.

"No...that's not me...I don't want to go back to that time, and don't change back to that appearance...I am Lelianna...Linde won't like Leli like that..." The girl grabbed the guardrail hard, she shook her head desperately and shouted hoarsely.

Her wailing cry echoed in the lonely night sky, just like those countless nights before.

...

Gilnarce came to visit Leliana again two days later.

As for the whereabouts of this elder sister who is also Demoness, Lelianna has never found a pattern. Sometimes she would come to see her once or twice everyday, and even accompany her to dinner, although she has no appetite for any delicious food.

Sometimes she would disappear for a day or two, or even longer, Lelianna vaguely remembered that the longest interval was eleven days. When she saw Gilnasee again that time, she looked extremely tired, and left in a hurry after only a few short words.

Lelianna speculates that Gilnasee is not here everyday, and she will also go out. But she didn't have a clue as to what to do.

And this time Gilnasee's arrival seems to be pretending to be something of a concern, but it seems that she is not in a bad mood. She pushed away all the servants and sat alone beside the soft bed.

And Leliana was sitting on the square chair in front of the dressing table. She estimated that Gilnasee was five days ago the last time she came to see herself.

"How are you doing, Lei Li." Gilnasay took a bite of a half-green apple in the sterling silver compote.

"As you can see, Elder sister, Gilnasse, I'm having a good time." Lelianna lightly laughed, and she tried her best to make her heart stop.

"It looks calmer than before." Gilnasay took another bite of the apple. "Perhaps you still hate me in your heart! Right? Lely?"

"No, how can I hate you? I know that everything you do is for my own good."

"Leili, this is not like your tone of voice, I hear you say that On the contrary, I felt a little uneasy in my heart." At this time Gilnasai had finished eating the apple and put the core on the table. She turned her head and stared at Leliana quietly.

"Elder sister, I have completely calmed down, maybe time really made me forget everything, such as sadness and hatred..."

"But you still haven't forgotten Linde!" Gilnasse smiled as she took the conversation.

Leilianna's eyes fluttered, but she was still as calm as before.

"You're covering up, aren't you? Leli, you just pretended not to care about anything in front of me, didn't you?" Gilnasse continued to ask.

"Linde already not in, how terrifying Shinowara’s tears are, don’t you and I know? I’m afraid I don’t know where his bones are! What else can I do? "Speaking of this, Lelianna's emotions are like a broken levee.

"Okay, don't cry...you understand what I mean." Gilnasee also wiped a trace of moisture in her eyes, and she stepped forward and hugged Leliana into her arms. "My poor Leili, time can't dilute your miss for him after all, what else can I say? You are always calmer now than before... Faced with a life and death, maybe you will become more mature than before. She is also stronger."

And Leliana didn't speak, she just sobbed quietly like a child.

"I have a message that I want to tell you today. Do you want to hear it?"

"What is it?"

"It's a news about Linde! "Gilnasee said seriously.