The Stars In Your Eyes

"TangTang.. Baby.. Wake up.."

Bai Yutang tried to open his heavy eyes. His lover's soft voice heard so close. He also felt his left ear tickled, like a warm feather lightly brushed his ear lobe. His lover's voice calling him out from his dream, like summer wind swaying the gentle green grass.

The sound of soft blanket rustling with his movement. Bai Yutang's eyes catch the sun shining through their window, his lover already opens the curtain. Judging from the light intensity, Bai Yutang knew that he could not prepare breakfast for his lover this morning.. 

"TangTang.. Still sleepy? I'm sorry.. Have your breakfast first, okay? You can sleep again later."

Bai Yutang felt his eyes did not belong to his body. He really felt tired and sluggish. He let his lover propped his body to sit comfortably in his bed. He wanted to reach his phone, checking why his alarm didn't work this morning, but his hands were heavy. Just like his eyes, all of his body felt like a heavy shell captured him inside.

"Drink this first, slowly.."

His lover steadily held a cup of warm honey chamomile tea, making sure Bai Yutang could sipped it slowly. It felt good, moist his dry throat. The sweetness washed his body, giving him a little bit of energy back to nourish his body. He noticed he was still naked, but he didn't have energy to wake up and put some clothes on.

"Gege.." Bai Yutang felt weird, why was his voice so raspy and hoarse? Dry like a fluttering leaves wither in autumn.

"Mmm.. Eat a little, okay? After this I have to go to the hospital. You can sleep again later."

Bai Yutang's eyes slightly opened, focusing his gaze on the man beside him. His lover sits on the edge of the bed, and takes a bowl from the bedside table. He blew the spoon, brought it to Bai Yutang's mouth. Bai Yutang could only obediently let his mouth slightly open and let his lover feed him. It was a warm chicken porridge.

"Mmm, good. Here's the egg. Can you chew it?"

His lover cut the egg into small pieces, and fed him slowly. The chicken in the porridge also cooked until soft and melted in his mouth. Bai Yutang slowly recognised it, this must be ordered from the restaurant near the corner two blocks from their apartment. They offer a large variety of porridge and delicious.

"I'm sorry i haven't cooked for breakfast, gege.." Bai Yutang felt guilty. He was still on his holiday and didn't have anything to do except researching his final project. His lover already dressed for work while he overslept, and now had to feed him.

"I can eat by myself, gege.. Aren't you late for work?"

Bai Yutang saw his lover smiling bitterly, and kissed him on his forehead. His voice was soft and contained an amount of regret when feeding him another spoon of porridge.

"I'm the one who should apologise. Do you feel any pain anywhere? Let me massage you a little bit later."

Jian Kang Lu was really disappointed with himself. Why he can't control himself last night? He just realised how he acted like an animal when his kitten collapsed and fell asleep under him. He only noticed it when he didn't hear any moans from his kitten even though he was thrusting hard into that heavenly hole. Satisfying his own animal instinct. 

And what makes Jian Kang Lu disgusted with himself was when he jerked himself upon his sleeping kitten. The shame and the regret washed him like the ocean's wave in stormy wind when he saw his white liquid glistening upon his kitten's skinny back, mixed with their sweat.

His kitten didn't awaken even when Jian Kang Lu wiped his body clean with warm water. He even felt angry with himself when he saw his kitten pink hole a little bit swollen from his shameful lust. Jian Kang Lu hasn't done this for years. He didn't have any soothing cream he usually gave to his ex-lover to soothe their private part after a wild night.

Jian Kang Lu could only sleep for a few hours with guilt weighing his heart while hugging his kitten tight. He was awoken early this morning from his kitten soft alarm buzzing. His kitten usually awakens immediately, but this morning his kitten didn't even budge.

And now his kitten even apologises to him because he didn't make breakfast. Jian Kang Lu felt like he was a scumbag. He was the one who made his kitten like this. Just because his kitten tastes so good, he forgot to control himself. He was determined not to repeat his irresponsible act. But deep inside, he was not sure he could hold himself. His kitten was just like a succubus who sent him straight to heaven, awaken the beast inside him.

He just tastes so good, beyond words to describe.

His kitten shakes his head. "I didn't feel any pain, just sleepy.." His kitten obediently finishes his porridge slowly. Jian Kang Lu didn't hurry. He gave his kitten a glass of water after his kitten finished his porridge.

"Are you sure? Want me to massage your waist? Please tell me if you feel any pain." Jian Kang Lu massages his kitten's thighs lightly. His kitten needs to sit upright for at least 30 minutes before he goes back to sleep. He didn't want his kitten to have indigestion.

"Gege, I'm okay. You can go to the hospital. Are you not late?"

Jian Kang Lu sat beside his kitten, he didn't care if his shirt got wrinkled. He put his arms around his kitten's shoulder, let his kitten lean on him. His right arm is still kneading his kitten's thighs lightly.

"It's okay, you know that i didn't have to be there on time."

His kitten's breath slowly steady and heavy, it seems his kitten fell asleep in his arms. Jian Kang Lu waited until 30 minutes passed. He slowly put his kitten back to sleep, and whispered in his kitten's ear.

"I'm going first, TangTang.. I love you."

He closed the curtain to let his kitten sleep without disturbance. He looked at his kitten once again before he closed the door. He can't describe how much he loved the man who slept soundly under the blanket.

He was his world. His everything.

Bai Yutang awoken again with a lighter feeling. He blinked his eyes several times before his scattered soul went back to his body. He still feels heavy, but much better. He tried to remember whether this morning he truly had breakfast or just his dream. 

His phone was charged at the bedside table. It seems his lover was the one who charged it. The clock shows it was already 11 am. Bai Yutang is still disoriented, why is the room still a little bit dark if it is already noon? He then noticed the curtain was closed.

Bai Yutang saw his phone and saw a message from his lover.

[I order porridge for your lunch too. I put it inside the microwave for you to reheat. You can order something else if you don't want to eat it. Let me know if you are already awake. Love you so much.]

Bai Yutang replied to his lover's message. Bai Yutang knows that his lover must feel uneasy if he doesn't reply soon. 

His legs felt like jelly when he tried to walk. Bai Yutang could imagine he must have looked like a jellyfish trying to squirm on the shore. Luckily his lover was not around to see him almost stumbling from the bed.

He didn't even remember how many times he cum last night. It seems he just passed out last night due to tiredness. His butt felt a little bit sore, and his waist too. He felt ashamed. He was much younger than his lover, but why his lover freshly awoke this morning while he was knocked out. He didn't even remember whether his lover reached climax for the second time last night.

Bai Yutang felt a little bit better after taking a bath. He went into the living room and searched for his project's material again. His phone was ringing, and he saw his lover's name on the screen.

"Gege."

"Have you awakened, TangTang? I'm sorry I just saw your message. Did you feel any pain?"

"I'm not, gege. Stop worrying. What do you have for your lunch, gege?"

"We're going to eat beef braised noodles. You don't have anything to do today, right?"

"Mmm.. I just stayed at home today. Why?"

"I'll go back for a while later before my afternoon practice."

"Why, gege? You don't have anything to do? Or something you left here? Need me to bring it to you?"

"No. I just miss you."

Bai Yutang didn't know how to answer. His lips slightly curved to hear his lover's soft voice, filled with affection.

"Okay, gege. I'll wait for you."

Bai Yutang opened his lecture material again after the call ended. He knew he needed to schedule his time to go to the retirement house around the city to see it for real, and compare it to the theory. Retirement house basically was a residential area. His lecture material from his third year about healthcare facilities needs to be merged with it, since he wants to make his final project to be something more sophisticated than the regular retirement house.

His lover was back around 3 o'clock. Bai Yutang could feel the heat rise upon his face when he found that his lover was going back to the apartment not only because his lover missed him, but also to take care of his swollen butt.

"I can apply it on my own, gege." 

How could Bai Yutang let his lover strip his pants to look into his dirty hole. It was different when they're having sex. Reminded of what happened last night, Bai Yutang became even more ashamed when he felt his lower member slowly reacted. How come he felt aroused and ashamed at the same time?

"No, please let me do it. Mmm.. Mmm? Please?"

How could Bai Yutang reject his lover's puppy eyes? Pitifully begging for him showing his hole. Bai Yutang surrendered, let his lover stripped his pants and left his face buried in the pillow, not letting his lover see his reddened cheek.

He could feel his lover slowly rubbing the cold ointment at it. Bai Yutang had to admit that the ointment felt so good, soothing his overworked hole. He startled when he felt his lover's lips kiss his upper butt.

"Gege!!!"

"I'm sorry. Your butt just too cute and squishy. I can't help it."

His lover only spent 15 minutes in the apartment, he needed to go back to the hospital again. Bai Yutang was a little bit sad to wave him goodbye. He can't deny that his lover's attentiveness made him so happy today. It's good to be taken care of. To be pampered. 

His lover looked at him, showing him those open and loving eyes. Touch him with gentle hands, in his love there is deep gratitude. And more joy than there are moments to savour it.

"I love you, baby. Thank you for being patient with me."