The Stars In Your Eyes

Bai Yutang freezed. In a second his hands turned cold, and his heart beat fast. Like a war drum pounded, it reached his eardrums. He turned his head to see the person talk to him. He actually recognised the voice, and he was right. It was the senior who keep calling him fag.

"You're so gross. I heard your sugar daddy was an old man. Disgusting. Can't find someone in your age who want to fuck you? And why can't you keep that dirty little secret of yours? Why need to drag us the innocent one here in this faculty? I wonder why they didn't expel you yet?"

Cheng Jiao was the one of the oldest students here. If he can't graduate this year, he need to dropped out. He still need to retake another 5 subjects this semester and finish his final project. At this rate, it seems he can't finish his project this semester.. His damn counselor keeps finding faults with his project. He blamed his bad luck to get this damn old man who fussy about the details and even dare to ask him redo all his design and blueprints.

He already got help from one of those stupid bookworms with the design and the blueprints. Cheng Jiao suspected those little sneaky bookworms were sabotaging his final project, resulting in him having to redo all these damn projects.

Cheng Jiao was lucky to be accepted into this university. His grades in high school were not bad. But his bad luck started since he accepted here. He hates those students who come from outside B city. They're arrogant and looking down at him. So what if he comes from B city? It's true that B city students only need lower points to be accepted here, it's their privilege. But does he make those rules? Who told them to apply here? They could apply to their own native city.

His parents were not wealthy, they needed to work their bones dry to pay his tuition. And he hates those rich boys here who could have the latest gadget and expensive tools to help them. No wonder the professors keep failing him, he doesn't have enough gadgets and tools to make up for his designs.

Then he also hates those dumb girls who only looking at handsome and wealthy boys. He once really liked this cute junior of him, and he did everything to pursue her. But this girl keeps avoiding him to the extent she has several boys of her class accompany her every time they have class together. He was disappointed with this cheap girl who can't appreciate his sincere feelings. He hopes this cheap girl will get married to an ugly and bad husband since she dares to reject a good guy like him.

Failing in his study makes him realise he needs to vent his stress. He played games with his friends until late night. He found these people he found online give him the respect he deserves. They didn't look at him like he was a failure, they didn't mock him like these stupid people in this university.

These hypocrites in this university were all pretending to be someone kind and almighty while the truth is they are just cruel people who stepped on ordinary people like him. He hates that. Cheng Jiao then think he was smart when he found he actually could use these stupid bookworms to do the stupid job for him.

He didn't see what's the importance of doing all these stupid projects. When he graduates, he still has to follow what the clients or his superior's instructions. What is the use of fusing his idea and social impact? No one understands that. People will only praise beautiful designs.

Then he heard about this stupid fag who can't even keep his dirty little secret by himself. But maybe all the stinks and evil things was tend to revealed in the end. Cheng Jiao really hate this stupid cunt. He deceive everyone. He looked like a good guy, and even his counselor used his sketch as an example for him when he was lectured. His counselor said his sketch was messy and all proportions were wrong, then actually shown this little fag's sketches comparing to his own.

He already give lenient with this fag and ask him to re sketch his project, but this little cunt dare to reject him. Sure, he must be looking down at him, just like those students from outside B city.

How come he needed to redo his project and this dirty little bitch was enjoying his life? He hated it even more when he heard this little bitch was scholarship students for two years in a row. It was better if the scholarship was given to him rather than to a dirty human like him. Homosexual is a disease. 

His friends also agree with him. And all these little fucker here also talking about this little bitch, but they were all coward who only talk behind his back, even shamelessly received the foods brought by this little fag.

That's the most unfair thing Cheng Jiao can't accept. It's not enough this little fag wriggling his dirty tail and infected good people like him with his homosexual disease, but also dare to get scholarship while he proudly using his sugar daddy money to bribe all these little fucker here. And Cheng Jiao heard that this little fag's sugar daddy is old. No wonder, with face uglier than Cheng Jiao, only old man who want to sleep with this dirty fag.

Cheng Jiao satisfied to look at this little fag terrified face. He can't even say anything to him, he doesn't even dare to look at him. After this fag turn his head to look at him, he cowardly sit back to his chair and pretend not hearing him.

If only this little fucker wants to help him with the sketches, he will at least only lecture him and try to bring him to the right way. Why on earth does this little fucker want to be with a man? There's still a lot of women in this world. Well, maybe this little fucker can't get any girlfriend with that face. Or maybe he just needs easy money.

What a cheap person. Even though Cheng Jiao also lacks money, he will never sell himself to an old man.

"Really disgusting. You better pray you won't be expelled because of your indecent act, bring shame to all of us. Fag!"

Cheng Jiao was satisfied, his bad mood brightened after he lectured this little fag. He know this little fag will thankful to him someday once he realised Cheng Jiao words was right and wisely lecturing him about going back to the right path.

He walked toward his own seat. Look at all these cowards in this room, they all silently agree with him. Maybe this little fag will expelled for real. He will laugh and told this little fag better to back to normal. Don't strand away from nature. Men are supposed to be with women.

Bai Yutang's hand trembled when he pointed the cursor on his Revit1. He was angry and really wanted to shout back, but he didn't want to waste his energy and time. He was behind his schedule already, and he just wanted to finish his project as soon as possible, not seeing this bully anymore.

He really thinks that this is just a really bad day for him. And his mood even worse to remember how his lover once received this kind of treatment from Tang Yuxuan. Bai Yutang wants to wrap his target for today as soon as possible, and then back to his lover's arms.

Bai Yutang's face was hot, his blood still boiling and won't calm down even when night comes. He could feel dozens of eyes in this room still looking at him silently. Maybe all of them judged him like this bully did. He already knew, and didn't expect them to speak up for him. But once this happened, he can't help to feel sour and his disappointment surged. 

He missed his best friends.

His lover picks him up at night, and they have a warm dinner at a restaurant near the campus. It's only a simple dinner. Bai Yutang knew lots of T university students eat here too. Maybe one of them recognise him and talk behind him too right now. But he doesn't care about it again. They can all say anything they want. He just hoped he didn't inflict any of these bad things to his kind lover.

Once, he was really afraid that these kinds of things would be an obstacle for him one day. Expelled, or maybe he can't get a decent job. Just like all those scary stories he read in the forum. But once he lost his lover, Bai Yutang didn't care anymore. Nothing worse than losing the man who smiled in front of him.

His smile enveloped him with the warm embrace, shielding him from the cold weather and judgements. Bai Yutang doesn't care about all these things that happened to him, as long as the man in front of him loves him. That's enough.

Once they reached the apartment, he hugged his lover from behind. "I love you so much, gege.." His voice muffled on his lover's back. Bai Yutang could feel his lover a little bit surprised, and he felt right now his lover was smiling.

He was right, his lover turned around and hugged him back. Smiling gently at him.

"What happened with my handsome baby today?" His lover's hands who embrace him turn naughty and sliding down behind his shirt, touching his bare skin on his back, stroke him with feather touch. "Is this a signal of allowing me to serve you in the bed tonight?" His lover naughtily whispered in his ear.

Bai Yutang grinned and caught those naughty hands. "Take a bath first, gege. Both of us are sweaty and smelly."

His lover kisses his forehead, his eyes, his cheek, down to his neck.

"Mmm.. Really? Let me check. No, you smell good. Maybe I need to check your down parts, whether it is really smelly or not."

Bai Yutang giggled and shoved his naughty lover back. "Stop gege. Come, take a bath first."

Bai Yutang was tired, but having a 30 minutes steamy exercise turned out to be the best way to get rid of his bad mood and boiling rage. He was still breathing heavily and felt drowsiness soon will take him to dream land.

His lover hugged him from behind and asked him with a soft voice. "Are you having a bad day? Want to share with me?"

Bai Yutang was sleepy, his breath gradually turned back to normal. "Mmm.. Just tired, gege. I'm still behind my schedule, but I hope I can catch it this week."

Jian Kang Lu stroked his kitten's arms lightly. His kitten's speech was slurred, it seems he will fall asleep soon. He could understand his kitten was stressed and one of the reasons his kitten behind his schedule was because his birthday. 

Jian Kang Lu treats his friends on karaoke nights again two weeks ago, just like their tradition, after his kitten midterm exam. His kitten of course accompanied him. And also his kitten wasted two days when he had actual birthday, followed by his kitten's mid term exam. Jian Kang Lu regrets that he was not an architect so he can't help his kitten with anything. He could only order food from the apps and send it to his kitten's studio.

"You can.. I won't disturb you, and I know you'll finish your project ahead of your schedule. I know you can, and I'm proud of my handsome smart boyfriend." Jian Kang Lu softly whispered in his kitten's ear.

He could feel the soft vibrating from his kitten's chest, breathing. His kitten is asleep already. Jian Kang Lu smiled, and grateful tonight he still could spend his day with his kitten, sleeping with him curling in his arms. The love his kitten gave to him was free, and that makes it priceless.