The Stars In Your Eyes

This year, Jian Kang Lu feels that he has the best birthday in his life ever. He turned 38 year this year. Two more years he will turn forty years, a new milestone in human life. An old man.

Jian Kang Lu didn't understand why some of his colleagues that have younger mistresses like to be with someone young and said it will make them feel young too. Looking at his young kitten, Jian Kang Lu only feels older. As if reminding him that when his hair starts to turn grey, his kitten just will start to spread his wings.

Jian Kang Lu remembers when he was 22 years old, he didn't really know what he wanted. He learns about human's betrayal in friendship and love life. He learned how it feels to struggle and just trying to walk the path he chose before as a doctor. But the future is vague, and he often changes his mind.

That makes him insecure.. As a 38 year old man that saw almost everything, he already knew what he wanted and stick on to his decision. But his young kitten has not yet looked at many things, not yet experienced many things. Jian Kang Lu is the first lover his kitten had.

Some people said that the first relationship was destined to fail. How many people in this world stick to the first lover they had? For Jian Kang Lu, he wants his kitten to be his last. But for his kitten, how does he know that he wants to stay with Jian Kang Lu for the rest of his life?

Just like his life principal, Jian Kang Lu tried to brush his own insecurity. He knew that he just needed to do his best. If things didn't work out, at least he had no regret. He treated his kitten as best as he could. Love and cherish this perfect man so he could be sure that Jian Kang Lu is the right man and deserved to be his first and last relationship.

The moment when he turned 38 years old, his kitten woke him up at midnight and sang happy birthday to him, bringing a small cake with candles on top of it into their bedroom. Jian Kang Lu tried to blink his sleepy eyes several times, and saw his kitten smiling softly at him. Ask him to make a wish and blow out the candle.

'I wish we could always be this happy, for a long long time.'

That simple wish popped up instantly in Jian Kang Lu's mind, and he blew the candle. As tradition, he didn't tell his kitten what he wished for. He smiled and hugged his kitten.

"Thank you baby."

Jian Kang Lu knew this cake must be made by his kitten himself. Just like last year. The soft orange mousse cake with crunchy nut biscuit melting in his mouth, and the portion is small. Just eight scoops of small spoons for both of them and it's gone. Perfect for a light snack at the middle of the night.

His kitten picks the empty plate and the spoon, and returns it to the kitchen. When his kitten laid back to his arms, Jian Kang Lu still could smell the orange scent from his kitten's lips, and it still tasted sweet when he kissed it slowly. Those pale pink lips always welcome him and enchantingly inviting for more.

The kiss deepened, and somehow both of them just understood what they wanted next. They didn't worry about waking up late in the morning. This already Saturday, they can wake up a bit late.

Jian Kang Lu saw how his kitten moved his body on top of him, and looked at him from above. That phoenix eyes squinting, tried to focus his sight in the dimmed room. Then he slowly lowered his head until both of their nose tips brushed lightly.

"Happy birthday, Gege."

That soft lingering voice soon drowned in the wet sound of their entangling lips and tongue, and the rustling sound of fabrics took off from their body. His kitten's hands tried to support his own body, laid in the pillow next to Jian Kang Lu's head. His kitten let Jian Kang Lu run his fingers freely on that soft milky skin. Jian Kang Lu brushes it lightly, teases his kitten, and tries to transmit his own desire.

Jian Kang Lu loves to strip his kitten naked when they are in bed. He loves how his skin touches the texture of his kitten's soft skin. From the head to the toe. To embrace the warmth emitted, and inhale the scent from his kitten's body. His heart itched every time the naked skin touched each other, fluttering with raw emotion.

Sometimes, he just wants to blend with his kitten, want to bite him, swallow him whole, and fuse their flame together. Unite two bodies into one.

Jian Kang Lu also likes to open his eyes when they make love. He sometimes kept his eyes half open, looking at his kitten's dazzling gaze, blushed from their kiss, lusted for his touch. He likes to see all his kitten's expressions painted on his face, and his hands need to touch his kitten constantly, never leaving that smooth skin.

As if Jian Kang Lu was afraid, that all of this was just his own imagination. He needs to see, to hear, to touch, to feel. To make sure that all of this is real.

Heat rose from Jian Kang Lu's heart to his lower abdomen and spread to all over his body. The orange scent with a hint of vanilla from his kitten's nape filled his nostrils. Blinded him. They sleep together every night, they kiss many times each day. But still, every time they kissed, his kitten's soft petals always managed to make his brain stop working. Set the sparks inside his brain.

His kitten is so close to him. The one that he dreamed, he desired, was there, lay on top of him, tried to kiss his neck and bite his shoulder lightly. The wave of warmth from his kitten's tongue brushing his collarbone made all Jian Kang Lu's nerves react instinctively. Jian Kang Lu grabbed his naughty kitten's waist, and slid his fingers to one of his kitten's buds.

Jian Kang Lu could feel his kitten's hand grip the pillow tighter when he played with that bud, and his kitten's tongue trailing down from his collarbone to his own bud. That wet velvety muscle tried to look for the small protrusion from Jian Kang Lu's chest, and playfully circled over there, again and again.

Jian Kang Lu brushed his kitten's silky hair, and caressed his back. They make love countless times, both of them know that when his kitten is on his top, that's when his kitten wants to take control. Jian Kang Lu let his kitten pinned his shoulder down, grip it tightly while his kitten trailing every corner of his body with small kisses raining all over.

For Jian Kang Lu, making love with his kitten just like the meaning of the word itself. It was the language of their body, and spoke with each other about what they feel inside their heart. It was not just sex, not only their body moved together searching for pleasure. There are no words in this world that could depict how he feels about his kitten. And his honest body tried to express how much he adored his kitten.

How much he needs him.

Some people said best sex happened because their body is compatible with each other. But Jian Kang Lu knows that without love, no matter how great the sex, it won't fill your heart. No matter how many people you slept with, how many times you do it, your heart will empty if you do it with someone you don't love, nor love you back.

His kitten whispers in his ear while stroking his member softly with his own erection.

"Gege, let me serve you tonight.."

Those words tickle his heart. Jian Kang Lu kissed his kitten's forehead softly. Under the soft light from their bedside, he could see the shadow soften his kitten's figure, look at him with a soft gaze. How he loves this man so much. The man that gave him everything. Love, affection, trust, kindness.

The man that gave him home. A place where he could come back to lay his tired heart.

Jian Kang Lu can only groan when his kitten starts to envelop his member with that soft and warm mouth. His kitten's skill now really improved and gave Jian Kang Lu so much pleasure. That tongue lightly struck his member, caressing it with utmost care. As if that was the most precious thing in the world. The waves, just like butterfly wings flapping in his heart, rush all the blood flow to his lower member.

Jian Kang Lu looked at his kitten. Their eyes locked at each other. Lighting the sparks around them brighter. And it hypnotised Jian Kang Lu even more. The pleasure spreads slowly, burning him. Silenced his thoughts, and made him want this man even more.

They make love intimately, warmly, and slowly that night. His kitten stroked their member together and kissed him passionately.

"Gege, I want you to cum in my mouth."

Those seductive words make the beast inside Jian Kang Lu that laid docile lately jumping wild inside and it burns him with desire. That night, for the first time since they're together, Jian Kang Lu cum first.

Somehow it made his kitten's face brighten under the soft yellow light illuminating his pure handsome face. That phoenix eyes sparkling, beaming with happiness and satisfaction, looking at him while he receives Jian Kang Lu's cum.

Jian Kang Lu tried to make his kitten spit his own liquid, but his kitten swallowed it all. He didn't look uncomfortable at all, and just hugged him from above, kissed his buds, and his neck, whispered in his ear.

"It's okay, Gege. I always want to try it."

Then his kitten let Jian Kang Lu do what he wants, and cum so fast under Jian Kang Lu's caress. Their breath is still heavy after the exploding sensation. Panting, Jian Kang Lu felt the slender fingers and slim arms enveloping his neck.

"Gege, happy birthday. I love you so much."

In the morning, his kitten cooks noodles with clear chicken broth for their breakfast.

"May your life be smooth and long, just like this noodles, Gege." His kitten uttered those auspicious words while serving him.

At the hospital, Jian Kang Lu received so many wishes and he smiled back, politely received the wishes and said thank you. The nurses and residents already know Bai Yutang so well.

"What do you cook for your gege's birthday today, Yutang?" The senior nurse asked him.

His kitten answered he cooked longevity noodles, just like everyone will receive at their birthday. While Jian Kang Lu started his round, he could hear how the nurses and his kitten discussed the best and easiest way to cook the broth.

At night, they have dinner at the new restaurant in town. It was created by a three star Michelin's chef from French and offers 7 courses. With its sophisticated ambiance, five luxurious private dining rooms and separate lounge bar, the restaurant is the dining darling of B city most elite circles.

They close the night with hugging each other, just like every other night. Jian Kang Lu looked at his kitten in his embrace, and felt that his heart was really full of happiness.

"Gege, I'm sorry I could only give that pen for your birthday." His kitten's soft voice whispered in his ear.

Jian Kang Lu just smiled and tightened his arms around his kitten.

"I like it so much. And it will accompany me during the day when you're not around when I work. So every time I missed you, I could hold and look at the pen from you."

His kitten snuggled in his arms, and said, "I hope it could make you think of me. Just like I always think of you everyday."

His kitten rarely said romantic words to him. To hear it today, and remembering the day he spent with his kitten, it truly was the best birthday he ever had. To Jian Kang Lu who lived for 38 years, birthday is nothing special. It's just a day where people say happy birthday to him.

But today, his kitten turned his ordinary birthday to be a memorable day in his life. Every day, his kitten turns his ordinary day into a happy day.

His kitten gives him happy moments, turning him to be a happy man.