The Stolen Five Years

I found a window seat and sat down. In just over a month, Yuan Yushan has lost so much weight. She is almost the same height as me, and her figure has always been rounder than me. Her waist length hair has been shortened by a few inches, so she looks clean and tidy. Skin is still very white, thin chin that bright pendant is still hanging between the neck, silent irony of our past.

I was not interested in their affairs. Due to the face of director Qin, I had to sit down and listen to her complain.

According to Yuan Yushan, Liu's work is more and more smooth. Naturally, time is less and less. Although they live together now, they really spend less time together. Liu Nanhao often works late into the night. Yuan Yushan gets up early every day. Recently, the film and television company where she works has some problems in business, laying off staff and being cautious during the day. Go home at night to let the tight nerves relax.

However, every time Liu Nanhao comes back, she always wakes up from her sleep. For several months, her sleep quality and time are greatly reduced. Her face looks yellow and thin. Slowly, she begins to quarrel with Liu Nanhao. At first, she ignores each other. During the cold war, she changes from three or five days to half a month, and then she quarrels with each other, Often in the middle of the night, the neighbors were scolded by people pointing their noses at the whole floor. Later, Liu Nanhao didn't go back at all, saying that she was sleeping in the office. Yuan Yushan believed it. Last week, she got up in the middle of the night and went to his company to find him. She found that he wasn't in the office. Then she went to his communication tool and read the chat records to find out that he had gone to a female colleague's home.

Yuan Yushan sat opposite me and talked for half an hour. I summed it up in one sentence, that is, Liu Nanhao was cheating again.

I ha ha a smile, early know today, why at the beginning.

Director Qin filled yuan Yushan's cup with drinks. Yuan Yushan took a look and didn't bring it to drink immediately. She held the cup in both hands and said in a low voice, "Yan Yan, I can understand your original feelings now. If you give me another chance, I won't listen to Liu Nanhao's bewitching."

Ho, do you have to wait until you experience such a pain to know how bitter other people's tears are.

I said it coldly“ There won't be such an opportunity. Even if there is, I'd rather be alone all the time. "

It's better to be alone than to waste five years.

Director Qin took a look at me, and his eyes gradually deepened. He suddenly thought of something and asked yuan Yushan, "is Liu Nanhao bewitching? I'm a little curious about how he tricked you. "

As soon as Yuan Yushan was about to speak, I immediately interrupted, "take out the word" men. "

Although it's the most regretful thing I've ever done to be with Liu Nanhao, it's really your love and my wish to be with him at the beginning. There's no "bewitching" saying. Moreover, in my opinion, there's no such saying in my feelings. Liking someone is a special feeling sprouting from the bottom of my heart. This feeling comes from people's subjective consciousness, not from other people's "bewitching". What can be bewitched is never true feelings. It can only be passion.

Passion comes and goes quickly, but once you have true feelings, illness comes and goes. Illness is like a thread. Once this feeling is over, there will be a kind of flesh and blood peeling, heart splitting pain.

I don't know if yuan Yushan has this feeling in her heart. Her state seems not as desperate as I used to be. Maybe she is stronger than me. Or maybe she's already prepared.

In the face of director Qin's question, Yuan Yushan was silent for a long time. The glass full of drinks whirled in her palm, and she gave me a look. He bowed his head and said, "in fact, before I introduced him to Yanyan, we had a chat. Yanyan met him for the first time. It was he who asked me out. Because I didn't dare to go out alone, I lied to Yanyan and said that I would introduce Liu Nanhao to her. I just didn't expect that Yanyan's first impression of Liu Nanhao was so good. After they were together. I have thought about breaking contact with him, but he said that we are all friends, there is no need

"Yanyan showed me the chat records between them, and I really want someone to say those ambiguous and warm words to me. He said similar words to me almost every day after he knew it... I was just an ordinary girl, also eager for warmth, he was an excellent boy, many girls in the school were chasing him at that time. I don't know how to fall into his sweet words. " Yuan Yushan's bangs fell down in front of her forehead, fell into the cup, and her hair was wet by the drink. She didn't care, and her tears fell down. "Now think about it, I was really stupid before. How can I believe his words so easily? I thought it was true that he said he loved me, because he was really good to me, but I didn't expect... "

"I didn't expect that all this was a mirage!" I took her word.

without doubt. Yuan Yushan's words expressed the sadness and bitterness in my heart. My feelings were similar to hers. At the beginning, I fell into the sweet words of Liu Nanhao and fell into his gentle trap. He will also have careful time, there will be romantic time, love words from his mouth can let me heart for a long time, but I am different from Yuan Yushan. At that time, I thought he only said that to me. After all, his public identity was my boyfriend.

And Yuan Yushan is in know Liu Nanhao with me under the premise of still keep ambiguous with him, accept that does not belong to her gentle, I can only say she deserved.

Break up, you deserve it. No matter how painful it is, I deserve it.

The more yuan Yushan thought about it, the more aggrieved she was. She just cried on the table. Looking at her twitching shoulder, my heart softened a little.

But my mouth is not at all from the heart, still saying mean words, "when you preached that ridiculous sovereignty in front of me, I told you that what he said to you used to be all said to me. Did you listen? You will say that I gave up our friendship for more than 20 years for a man. Why don't you think that you would rather believe a man than the advice given by your sister for more than 20 years! "

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." her voice came from under the table. The cry grew louder and louder, until director Qin couldn't bear it. He comforted: "now that things have come to this point, don't cry. I remember you had a good relationship at school. After all, it's not worth losing your friendship for more than 20 years. In my opinion, let's let it go and make up again."

He tried to persuade yuan Yushan and me as Liang Sheng and Ling Yu did. Liang Sheng and Ling Yu didn't make up yet. Yuan Yushan and I are more difficult!