Yu Huan is a very patient person. Although Cui Yu almost ignored her, she still visited Cui Yu every day.

A month later, when Cui Yu saw the photo of Jiang Zixi in Yu Huan's hand, a glimmer of light finally appeared in her dead eyes. She covered the photo in her chest like a baby and cherished it.

"In my memory, my father has always been a drunkard. After drinking, he loves to beat people, and my mother is often beaten up and injured by him." Cui Yu said lightly.

Before Jiang Zixi appeared, her world was devastated.

"Aunt Yu Huan, I have said everything that should be said. In the future, you should not come again."

"Your world is colorful and smooth, but I Only the elder sister, without the elder sister, I have nothing

"Do you want to tell me that the world is still beautiful? But aunt Yu Huan, the world in your eyes may not be the same as mine. "

"Over again?" Cui Yu laughed at herself, "how can I do it again? In this world without my sister, how can I start over again? "

She leaned forward and her eyes were full of consolation: "Cui Yu, I hope you can fight for yourself and start over again."

"You are still young, how to understand the world, you have not lived for yourself, why give up so quickly?"

"If you don't want to see Cui Yuxi alive, I'm sure."

She coughed twice and then said:

that was the first time that Yu Huan saw Cui Yu so out of control. She held back her heart and said, Cui Yu's voice choked, she sobbed, and then burst into tears.

"At that time, I really thought my life was about to start again." Suddenly, she said, "but my sister is dead, she is dead!"

Learn about go. At school, she stood out for me, invited me to eat hot pot, and even let me live in Jiang's house. "

"She didn't know go, but she found time to watch me play go, and because I went to

Cui Yu had a pure smile:" being liked by her was the luckiest thing in my life. At that time, I really thought there were gods in the world. The gods heard my prayer, so they sent angels to save me. "

"She was like a beam of light, shining into my life, and then I realized that it was such a wonderful thing to be treated as a human being."

Just as a bystander, she felt choked with pain, and Cui Yu had gone through all this once.

Yu Huan looks at Cui Yu with a bright smile and foresees the pain of Cui Yu's loss of Jiang Zixi. He is almost unable to restrain his own grief.

"She didn't know that my pain, since I was born, has never changed."

Just go. "

"She is the only one who looks at me without discrimination and dislike. She also tells me that some of the pain is only for a period of time, so I went to jump into the river." Said here, Cui Yu eyes a red, but showed inexplicable light, "is my sister saved me."

"When I was in high school, I was bullied even worse. They gave me a name and said that I was a smelly girl. No matter where I was, no one wanted to see me. For a period of time, I kept thinking about how to die."

Cui Yu shrugged her shoulders indifferently:

Yu Bing's eyes turned red: "Cui Yu, it's not your fault..."

So when I met Jiang Zixi for the first time, Cui Yu would say, how can a good-looking person like Jiang Zixi know what pain is like.

"I I don't understand why this sentence can be regarded as the truth. I really want to ask, besides being ugly, what else did I do wrong? "

Cui Yu's voice finally trembled:

"one of my junior high school teachers' favorite words is that there must be something hateful about a poor person. Every time she says this sentence, the students in the class will look at me, as if I have something disgusting in my body."

With her temperament, she could not have done it.

Although she said so, she did not have a trace of killing in her eyes. Yu Huan knew that Cui Yu just thought about these things.

"I can't control myself to hate them. I love reading suspense novels. I think when I have strength, I will kill them one by one, and then disguise myself as suicide."

Cui Yu bit her lip and said, "I'm understanding. I let them bully me, but I don't understand them? I know they have no malice, but aunt Yuhuan, I hate them

Let me be more considerate of them

"There was a psychology teacher in the school who said that she could help us out. I went to her and she told me that the students didn't mean any harm. We were all classmates.

Yu Huanji's hand stopped and she looked at the girl in front of her. Her heart was very heavy.

"The only thing I did wrong was to be so ugly, as ugly as an alien."

"Yes.""At that time, I thought I did something wrong, and I would only apologize if I was beaten. But as I grew up, I found that I didn't do anything wrong.

Cui Yu obviously didn't care whether she answered or not, but continued to say:

Yu Huan couldn't say anything when asked by Cui Yu:" I... "

"It's just, why am I the only one to suffer from this?" Cui Yu's eyes filled with a trace of doubt, "I clearly have not done anything, even to them even a heavy words have not said."

Cui Yu smiles: "it doesn't matter. I'm used to being beaten at home. They don't do as much as my father. I can bear it."

Yu Huan nose acid: "Cui Yu..."

"The teacher's action is equivalent to giving the students an edict that they can bully me at will. They are no longer satisfied with verbal attacks on me, and they start to attack me."

Put me alone next to the dustbin and sit at the same table with the dustbin. "

Cui Yu continued: "even once, but too many times, the teacher thought that I had a problem, began to scold me, said I was stupid and stupid, and then

she looked at Cui Yu with some pity. What has happened to this child?

Yu Huan hears Cui Yu calmly say these things, breathes a breath.

Coax, say he likes me, say he will marry me, such jokes make those table mates very embarrassed, after that they will apply to the teacher to transfer seats

"At that time, every time there were boys at my table, everyone would get up

" people in the school hated me. They said that I was dirty and smelly, and that I was the most disgusting person in the world. In fact, I loved to be clean. "

Cui Yu didn't feel sad. She just gently touched the photo of Jiang Zixi and laughed slightly:

the person who hit me became me, but I was a student living in school and was not at home most of the time, so she didn't get killed by him. "

"One year later, my mother left. Since then, when my father talked about his parents after drinking too much,

, Cui Yuwan didn't have much emotion on her face if she was talking about other people's affairs:

" but in order to live, my mother had to endure the pain of illness and continue to work. After several months of hard work, she finally fell ill. "

"When I was ten years old, my mother broke a rib by him because of his heavy hand, and had no money to cure it. She cried bitterly all night."

Cui Yu didn't stop Yu Huan, but took a deep breath and continued to say:

this is the first time Cui Yu has said about his past. Yu Huan was stunned at first, then took up his pen and began to make a record.

Jiang Zixi's appearance brought light, but Jiang Zixi left. Now, in her view, the world is full of darkness, and there is no hope.

Yu Huan looked at Cui Yu, who was walking farther and farther away. She only felt that she was emitting a breath of stillness. There was a deep despair in the dead breath, which made people feel painful and breathless.

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