Since the mobile phone does not reply, chatting from the Internet is obviously more rational. Open QQ, the head of the witch is still black and white, without any sign of ever on the line.

It's another number we used to share that's changed location.

Of course, the head is black and white, but it is not the original name, but her head and her name, quietly stay there.

For a long time, I didn't deliberately pay attention to this number. I always thought that it was just a number that we could use each other. From the beginning of application to the end, I didn't use her name.

But at this time, I really saw the familiar head and the name, Wang Jin, which had been engraved in my heart for a long time.

It's all dark now, and light rain begins to fall outside the window.

Turning the chair, I gave my upper body to the windowsill.

Some cold, because I opened the window, want to let those from the endless darkness of the rain gently fall on me, although not pinned on the hope that those small drops will cause any ripples, just hope that the deep and endless night sky can feel their urgency. In this southern city, there is so much rain that it's annoying.

I'm not hungry at all, but I haven't eaten for a day. I smoke too much, so that I can smell the choking smell when I breathe.

I remember that there is still wine in the room. Drinking some wine at this time can not only warm me up, but also make me more adapt to this rare situation.

A mouthful of wine, a mouthful of smoke, a paragraph of text;

recalling, excited and happy.

Unknowingly, a bottle of liquor becomes a wine bottle, and cigarette butts in the ashtray pile up like a mountain.

Make yourself a little drunk.

There is a kind of * * in my heart. I want to hear the voice of the witch. The more I suppress this * *, the more I can't stop pressing her number.

I've heard that recording so many times that I can recite it.

In this state of being drunk, these are far from satisfying me.

I know, once the tacit understanding told Xu Feier, also told himself can't disturb her, since this period of time he has been silently abide by, although think again can't go against.

But I can't help it. Although it's far fetched to blame drunkenness for my disobedience, I'm drunk after all.

**I'm going to press the number that I can't be more familiar with.

The phone was on and my hands were shaking.

Excited, very excited.

Remorse and climb up the heart, why do I have to comply with the tacit agreement and not to contact her, if I put down the so-called tacit agreement, will not let the witch wait for my contact.

It's all my own fault. I don't know her heart very well.

The phone was still on, but no one answered and no one hung up.

The last blind sound comes from no answer.

Fight again, as before.

After several times, I gave up.

Control time, in addition to the witch deliberately did not answer the phone, it seems that there is no reason to explain the past.

"Witch, are you ok? Would you like to hear your voice and answer the phone?" The original excitement was like Titanic sinking into the sea.

Is he too abrupt?

"Witch, I know it's me. I hope you can answer my phone, OK?" Once again, the request is the same.

Remember from a mobile phone forum once saw that you can set some kind of settings and then hide your mobile phone number, so turn over and over the google tutorial.

It's a long tutorial. I feel dizzy. Besides, after drinking wine, my eyes are a little blurred.

It takes a lot of mobile phone software to do it. I haven't had the patience to do it all the time, but now I do have extraordinary perseverance.

It's not easy to make it almost. I tried to find a friend's phone, but it didn't show.

After being scolded, people must be angry to disturb them in the middle of the night.

It's going to work anyway.

Call again or not.

It's almost ten o'clock. Do you want to call?

For the last time, if I don't pick up again, I really have no move.

It's doomed to be a sleepless night of disappointment and disappointment.

The next day, red eyes and the smell of alcohol and tobacco, get up from the bed.

The settings on the mobile phone indicate that the car should be serviced today.

Also, I forgot when the last service was. I've only been driving for some time.

Drive to the service station in a daze.

Just stepped into the customer lounge, the witch's message came coldly.

"Don't you call and text me? Say it! What's the matter? " There's no temperature in there. It's cold.

Even so, my heart beat faster and my palms were sweating all the time.This is a bit abrupt, I have no preparation to meet the question of the witch.

The words of the witch are not only cold, but also a little impatience.

Probably last night also let my SMS and phone toss enough, did not have a good rest.

Think of here, the heart suddenly rose a burst of heartache and remorse.

But anyway, after all, the witch contacted me, no matter whether the content of the message and the tone of questioning belong to what she wanted.

That's enough.

When the real Witch wants to ask, what I wanted to say to her is hidden in the shadow under the sunshine, and my brain is almost blank.

"Wang Jin, I want to know about you Is that ok? " This is what I want to know most. There are too many things in it, such as missing her, caring for her, worrying about her, and the urgency of her In a word, they are integrated into several Chinese characters that they think can be fully represented.

"Want to know about me? Or curiosity? Sorry, no comment! " Witch's reply is not slow, but more cold, does not seem to want to give me a ray of sunshine.

"Don't get me wrong, witch. I'm not curious, and I don't mean anything else. I hope you can have a good life now. Your happiness is just a kind of greeting, but I don't mean anything." The reply of the witch was beyond my expectation, but it was also reasonable, but it also disrupted my mind solidly. Although in this process, my heart beat faster to make me feel a little empty, and anything I wanted to express in my heart was confused at this time.

I'm not in the mood to take care of the consultant who comes to sell auto products, but I'm embarrassed to refuse. I walk around and hide and collapse.

"If you really want my life to be better, please don't give me any more greetings." The ice is still there.

"Witch, I only know that it's all my fault. It's all my fault that has harmed you for so long, so I dare not ask for your forgiveness. I just hope to get the news that you are safe and happy, and I don't expect anything else."

The continuous coldness has made me sink into the deep sea where I can't see anything. There is darkness everywhere. No matter how good my psychological quality is, I can't accept this kind of refusal. It's my fault that I don't understand her psychology. But no matter how I look at it, I don't know how to understand it. I'm stuck in my throat and can't digest it.

"Don't put money on your face. No one is good or bad. I think I don't owe you anything, and you are the same. So don't let me feel that I owe you too. I want to live a quiet life. Please don't disturb me any more. I hope this is the last communication, because I don't want to know anything about others, and I don't want to tell them anything about me I'll be grateful. Thank you. "

The combination of long Chinese characters constitutes the reply of the witch. Looking at the words full of heartlessness and coldness, it's like falling into the deep sea and biting me by those unknown carnivorous fish. Then, only a pair of bloody skeleton slowly sinks into the deepest sea floor, never floating up again.

Read again and again, although do not believe that this is the witch that beautiful fingers pressed the text, but it really exists in front of me.

"Wang Jin, I said that this is the last true love in my life. I will never forget it. I will always keep it in my heart. At last, although I am very reluctant, I promise you that I will not disturb you any more. I don't expect anything from you, but I reserve the right to bless you."

This is the most helpless and useless answer, in addition to these, I can't think of any other words to deal with the coldness of the witch.

"I don't have a story with you. Well, I won't send you a word again, and I don't want to receive half a word from you. Today, I can take the initiative to send you a text message not because of any ambiguous relationship, but because of my respect for you, and more importantly, a kind of trust. I believe you know better than anyone else, and you'd better keep each other's dignity, Don't let the beautiful things change their quality, then there is really nothing to be nostalgic about. "

this is the last message from the witch to me. I really don't have anything to say about it. What the witch said is very clear.

Think of a few weeks ago, Zhang Shaoyang's company opened and rushed to celebrate, also received a call from the witch.

In order to Xinhuang, she went to negotiate a project. Maybe the process was not smooth. Maybe she ran into a wall, so she called me.

Faintly, she expressed the hope that I could be by her side at this time, or help him to face the embarrassment and bear the unbearable feeling of being rejected.

On the phone, she wanted me to go and was afraid to let me go.

I think it's her inner hope.

I'm afraid it's her inner struggle.

Of course, my hope is also urgent. Although I am helping my friends, if the witch agrees, I will put everything down here and run to see her, to be a strong psychological support and a warm haven for her.

But, the witch refused, the rejection is very clever.I don't want to disappoint or worry myself.

Although a few months have passed, her habitual phrases and familiar voice still linger in my ears. How can I accept and face her coldness now?!

It's very different.

She is more painful than me. Can I blame her?

I'm extremely upset.

This is a wound, the deepest one in my heart.

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