The Tip of the Gangster’s Heart

  End feelings

  ————————————

  It's over...[laughs]

  I’m so sad...

  As a mother, I wrote this story by myself.

   wrote down, the story of Guaisheng and Dabai.

  Although I don’t know how many people will see the end,

  But I still want to express... my feelings.

  Write this story,

   was born on December 16, 2019.

  I remember the days very clearly,

  Because I always remember the tension and excitement in my heart that day.

  This way, forget it, it’s been a year.

  Really, I think it’s amazing when I think about it.

  I have completely outlined the world in my mind. [laugh]

  Although I bumped and bumped all the way, some people swear, some encourage,

  I have been apprehensive about this, and I am overjoyed.

  Because of such a story,

  I follow them happy, and happy, follow them sad, and sad,

  Sometimes I write crying and laughing, like a fool. [laugh]

  As a person who wrote the story by himself,

  I have experienced all kinds of things between them,

so,

  I am the one who can best explain the characters.

  This process of writing a book,

  In fact, it is not easy.

  Because you have to follow your own ideas, or follow everyone’s ideas, it is actually difficult to weigh the two.

To tell the truth,

  Sometimes, when someone criticizes me, I am actually a little bit unhappy, and still not convinced.

  Because you don’t understand me or the intention in the book.

but…

All right,

  Actually, I am very happy again. [laugh]

  Because you are all watching my story seriously,

   takes them seriously, so they get angry and blame.

so,

   Very happy, you are serious. [bow]

  ...

  ...

  This book is over,

  But the story of Guaisheng and Dabai continues.

  When writing this book,

  I often feel that they are not my character, but...

  Living people.

  They live in another time and space, and I am just the teller of their story.

  Some people often say that the story shouldn’t be like this, it shouldn’t be like that,

  Actually, I think it shouldn’t be the case.

  However, after I write down, I often do not control it. [laugh]

  It's probably because...I can't change them, right?

  ...

  ...

  The end of the story is not actually the end.

  Because they are still alive, there will be... the next story.

  A Tang works very hard, she will try her best to outline the world in her heart,

   will also work hard to complete their dreams.

certainly,

   wrote to the end,

  I am actually...a little sad.

  I even want to cry a little.

  I feel that when it is over, they can only be dusted in my memory.

  Some years later,

  I will come back and have a look,

  May be smiling, looking at his immature writing, and then slowly red eyes.

   Actually tell the truth,

  The beginning of this old book is actually really ugly.

  A variety of weird adjectives, and chaotic logic lines,

  I look at it myself, and I feel that I write very badly.

but…

  Why not modify it?

  Because...this was once a dream I typed down word by word... [laughs]

  A naive dream,

How can    be destroyed because it is bad?

  ...

  ...

finally,

  A Tang wants to thank herself.

  I like to do things halfway,

  For the first time, it was perfect to the end.

  In this year,

  I have experienced a lot,

   Ups and downs, bitterness dominates.

  When it’s sad,

   is the world in this book, which makes me a little bit happy.

  It can be said that it is the sweetener of my life.

  When I write outside,

  I wrote it with a smile.

  For every character, I have worked hard to give them the best ending.

  Whether it is a villain or a supporting role,

  I all hope that they will have a good time.

  Real life is very bitter,

but…

  The heart is sweet, so it will be sweet anyway, right? [laugh]

  ...

  ...

last of the last,

  Everyone, don’t be too frustrated with Atang!

  It’s the last time! [laugh]

  ...

  ...

  A Tang wants to thank you all. [bow]

  Thank you, I can always see the last of you.

  Although the number of people may be small,

  Maybe no one is reading my book now.

  But...I still want to say thank you. [laugh]

  Thank you for tolerating the deficiencies in my pen, tolerating my laziness, and for tolerating Dabai and goodwill.

thank you all,

   makes me feel... so I am not... that bad.

original,

  My little dream can really be realized little by little. [laugh]

so,

thank you all. [Bow deeply]

  ...

  ...

  Alright~

   said so much,

  I’m so verbose,

  Don’t think I’m annoying...[laughs]

  This book is over,

  Everyone can leave~

  The green hills remain unchanged, the green water flows long,

US…

  Goodbye bye. [Waves vigorously]

  —2020.12.08 stay

  ...

  ...

last of the last,

   Mention my new book

   "Does the heroine of today give up her studies?"

  —Author: Stir-fried fat chestnuts with sugar.

  There are also short stories-public account: Write the world

  (End of this chapter)