The Undefined Love

Ning Xui Ying never thought that this day would ever come in his life. That he will ever get a chance to see her feeling the fear to lose him. Though he knew that she doesn't love him but at least she was giving him an opportunity to stand a place in her life. At the very least he has got some hope to support him and his heart. At a surge of his emotions he could not control his heart anymore. Looking her in front of his eyes, at such a close proximity he let his emotions and feelings get his best. Reaching her in one big stride he wrapped his one arm around her waist while the other went to turn her face to face him.  Without thinking much about anything, he placed his lips over his as if trying his best to confirm that all those words he had heard moments before and also feelings he was feeling inside were all true. That they are happening for real. It wasn't just in his thinking or the illusion that his mind was making him feel rather everything was happening for real. His mind did not care whether he was in the middle of the crowd or was alone, all that mattered to him was with whom he was there. Guang was also taken aback with his sudden attempt but she did not get any time to react nor to respond. Though the kiss was not very long but it wasn't even that short that she didn't see it falling on her. But the thing that made her go crazy was her own mind. When it happened she was too dumbstruck to do anything or think anything. And by the moment she was prepared it already got over. It got over the way, like it had never happened. It wasn't only her that was shocked at that place but all the other people around were shocked. They didn't see this kiss coming on the script they have planned. Su Yan has already diverted his eyes and was not able to see the scene anymore. No insult was as harsher as this one. The woman who he was claiming moments before had been kissed by some other man in front of his own face. Lifen and Daiyu's jaws were hung low like they can go mad at any near second. They can simply say that this man has got guts. He has dared to kiss the woman who has openly declared that she doesn't love him. Deming who was also witnessing this scene could not take it anymore. He quickly stood up and covered Lifen's eyes. It's not like he has any objection about people kissing in public. It's just that he does not want his woman to see other people kissing. When Lifen saw him shielding her eyes she asked looking at him, giving him an expression that was telling him 'are you from some other planet' "What are you looking at? Don't you feel shame in looking at other people kissing. If you want we can kiss too but don't look at them. It's a shame for a man whose woman loves to see other people kissing", he said, giving an expression of being wronged. Lifen's eyes got widened at his words. What type of weird logic was that? Wasn't it normal? Many people go to the theatre to watch movies where they normally show so many kiss scenes. How can looking at people kissing be shameful? She wasn't a kid to begin with. Daiyu, who has come back to sit beside Lifen, has also heard the man's word. Haring those words gave her an urge to laugh louder. She never thought that the person she has always thought to be an arrogant businessman can be this adorably cute. Now she get, why Lifen has been so happy with him. No matter how he has been with this world or other people around him. But he has always been very good and different to her. Lifen who has heard his unreasonable words and excuses raised her eyes at him. "Mr. Wang, can you please not be so unreasonable. Please get out of my sight so that I can enjoy the view at my best vision". She said as she shook her head twice to gesture hi to get aside. Deming could not go against her words but he has his means to get his word approved. He slid off her sight but then again came back with a glass of water and medicine. "Here I won't disturb you but get this medicine first. Your body needs to be taken care of. I can't go liberal with you in that case so …" he said extending the medicine just in front of her lips. Lifen knew what was his aim behind this sudden medicine. But there is no doubt that she could not reprimand him for taking care of her. glaring at him she parted her lips slightly to take the medicine in and then the water from the glass he has brought to her lips. By the time her medicines were over the romantic scene of the movie was already over. She sighed and narrowed her eyes at the man as if blaming him for everything. Looking at her like that, the only thing that he can think of was about the little cat who was ready to pounce on him to scratch him out till death. Her expressions enticed him to kiss her, so to satisfy his urge he forged forward and bended slightly to place a chaste kiss on her forehead. His gentleness brought a smile over Lifen's lips but she can't show him that. She was pretending to be pissed off at him. "What was that for? That was not funny." She said in a little irritated tone. But she cannot always fool him with her pretense. He looked at her and smiled, "That wasn't at all funny. Don't worry there is more coming on its way". Lifen's eyes widened at his suggestive words. She looked at the girl who was sitting beside him holding her giggle in. Of course she has heard those words too. How can she not when she was sitting so close to her? Reverting his gaze back at the man, she eyed the man dangerously. The man chuckled at the fierceness she was showing to him all of a sudden. "What those words weren't for you. I have said those to myself. I have also to calm my nerves down when I find my girlfriend getting so excited seeing other couples seeing" His words were enough to make Lifen's cheeks go red in embarrassment. "Who is excited?", she yelled, not caring how loud her voice got all of a sudden. All eyes turned to look at her. Even the couple who were lost in themselves were snapped out of their own land. Guang was all fl.u.s.tered. Her condition was not any less that Lifen, it was just the source was different. "Why are you yelling Little Cat? Of course it's me who is excited. Who else do you think you can excite?", his words were getting more and more shameless. Lifen could not take it anymore. She glared at the man and then hmphed loudly. "Shut up! Can you get a little less shameless?" "Sorry! But I really can't control myself around you", he said without giving any face to Lifen. She was really embarrassed. Her face got redder to the extent where there felt no difference between her and a ripened tomato. "Shut Up!" Not knowing how to stop his shamelessness, she avoided him and looked straight at the other couple who was also being a little shameless the moment before. She can see her friend's cheeks flushed red. When Guang got her friend's stare at her. She turned to look at the man who was being the cause of everything. Getting her accusing on himself, Ning Xui Ying quickly added, "Sorry I could not control it. I never thought that I would really get a chance where you yourself will ask me to marry" His words didn't lighten the situation, instead it heightened everything. Not knowing what to say anymore, he frantically started explaining. For some reasons, her gaze was making him lose the confidence about which he was proud of. "I am really sorry. I will try to not repeat the same mistake again. But don't worry, in this life I won't ever think of loving someone else as my heart will never allow me that. I have loved you and will always love you even if you can never love me back. For being with you, a plain sincere friendship will also suffice. You don't have to think that I will be the one losing here, because I am losing nothing, rather I am gaining everything my heart has desired for" He said everything in one go not even giving any chance to the people around to contemplate his words. Guang was also confused as she felt she had missed most of the words from his speech. So to get the gist it she asked a little confused, "So…" Before she could spill the rest of the words Ning Xui Ying confirmed, "Let's get married!"