The Undefined Love

Seeing Lifen upset again all of a sudden, Deming felt that if he did not solve the problem soon then it would only turn worse. So the moment she got back to her room, he pulled her strongly towards himself.

When he brought her to close enough proximity with himself, he didn't regret using this seduction trick on her. He got the exact reaction he had expected from her. He can feel her body stiffening under his touch like this was something she was anticipating for long.

"Deming! What are you doing?", she asked, trying her best to bring her voice as firm and strong she could. She was upset with him and she did not want to come weak in front of him like this. Not want to let him know that his touches are enough to bring out her weakest side.

"What do you think? We have got our marriage registered early in the morning. And there is no doubt I have got the most beautiful wife of this world. What do you think I am planning to do?", he said very smoothly and seductively in her ears.

His warm breaths hitting her senses, giving her a tingly feeling all over her body. She wanted to push him aside to let him know that she did not accept this type of apology but her body and senses were going against her. She was already losing her mind with a speed where she did not know till when she would be able to withhold herself.

She was feeling her limbs going limp, the same like the day when she was given that drug. What does that mean? Does this man have the same effect as that drug had on her system?

Seeing her getting all in his effect, Deming did not wait any longer. "Deming, you …", Lifen tried to speak out something but was silenced when he started his seduction on her.

Bending himself more into her, he let out his breath near her ears and shoulder skin, "Shhh … don't say anymore. I have waited for this day for so long. I have waited for you this long. Now you better not try to stop me anymore"

He said while brushing his lips near over her skin and gliding his finger over her hand. That sensation was enough to make Lifen fall on the ground craving for strength, but the moment Deming sensed it he hooked his arms around her waist to make her stable and lean on him for support.

"Little Cat, I never knew you could just go this soft just with the sensation of my breaths. If I knew I would have torture you every time you tortured me. Seeing you around but restraining myself hard was the biggest task I have done in my life. Now you have to pay me back", he said, turning her back towards his front, so that he can have better access to her neck, ears and other sensitive points.

Lifen's breath hitched hard when suddenly her position in his embrace was changed. Gathering all her strength she tried again. "D - Deming, I – I was at hospital before and have yet to get freshen up. So let me go and also I don't think …"

Before she could complete her words his one hand went up from her shoulders and moved towards her lower face to hold her chin carefully. And in the next second it was tilted and her lips got captured like it had never been before. "Mmmm … ummm"

The kiss was fierce but at the same time very calm and careful, much like a cherishing moment. A moment of celebrating the victory of their love. She didn't even realize when his hand slid inside her top and started caressing her skin inside.

When he realized she was about to say something when suddenly he said, "I didn't find anything wrong with you like this. You look all fresh", he said lightly nibbling on her ears, giving small wet kisses on her collarbones and nape, not giving her any chance to come out from that temptation web he has been building around.  "And don't worry I know what is my extent and I will never force you. Just trust me and that will be enough"

His voice was reassuring her, comforting her nervousness. His voice was encouraging her to not fear about anything, telling her to believe him and depend on him totally. Not to care about anything and just to feel the sensations he was giving to her and her body have been anticipating.

When Deming was sure that he had made Lifen understand their feelings and his words, he bent down and scooped her up in the bridal style. Her eyes got shut a little at first feeling shy but when heard him say the way he wanted her, she put on all her courage and opened her eyes to look into his.

"Sweetheart, though I call you both Little Cat and Little Rabbit, I still love to be in the form of a wild little cat, especially when in a situation of reunion. Don't shy like a rabbit but bring out the bolder side of yours to challenge my each action with yours"

Though his words made her blush but it also gave a surge into her system to come out bolder, in a way he wanted her.

Looking at her obediently accepting his words, his lips curled up into a smile, a smile that almost mesmerized her to the core.

He brought her up on the bed and placed her very carefully, like she was some porcelain doll, which he feared to break if not handled her with care. Lifen only realized where she was when she felt the soft mattress touching her back lightly.

Laying her in the middle, Deming too lied beside her. Since her body was still at a recovering stage, he has never thought to get to the extreme ultimate point. His only aim was to cuddle her in the most romantic way, enough to make her forget all those things that were upsetting her and making her mood go foul.

He leaned over her side, looking at her close while caressing her face. His fingers gave attention to every inch of her soft skin that was visible to his eyes. Lifen was dumbfounded finding the sudden change in his mood. Looking at her with such expression, Deming almost let out a chuckle, "Silly I know You are still weak. I can't take any risk with you"

The woman was touched by his words of concern especially after knowing the hard reaction his body was showing for her. "But won't that hurt you if you … you ... "

Deming shook his head in denial. "No I will be fine if you are fine. So don't worry". He paused and suddenly his expressions turned a little hurtful as she said, "You know, how much you have hurt me in the past two weeks?"

At his words Lifen was confused. She looked at him as she reached to hold his face. There was pain in his eyes. She can say that in the past week she must have done something that has hurt him but he has not made it obvious in front of her.

"What did I do? How did I hurt you? Are you talking about the past which I have kept hidden from you?" she asked.

Deming shook his head in denial. Though that was something that has disappointed him, but that was something where he has understood her reasons. He might have been angry at her but after cooling down, he never thought about it. He was happy enough that she was with him at that moment.

"Then?" she asked again, not understanding what she did wrong.

"You knew what you meant for me. I have already confessed my feelings so many times to you. Yet you doubted my love, you doubted yourself", he said

Lifen was still confused when he cleared his words. "At the time when you were on the wheelchair, you doubted my love. Do you really think that my love would change just because you were like that? You even doubted yourself thinking that I could get someone better than you"

"…", she didn't know how to respond. Though she had never thought their love to be that fragile yet she could not help but think that their relationship has become weaker.

She was about to apologize when but then he added again, "You know, for me no one can be better than you because we were destined to be together from the beginning. The moment we met 12 years back, we were tied up together. No one can be better for me other than you. You are the only piece made for me"

He said in a very sincere tone. His words reached her heart directly. At this point the only thing that came out of her lips were the words that were enough to make the man happy.

"I love you!"