The Undefined Love

Lifen was yanked forcefully and before she could react, she was already in a room which dark enough for her to see the face of the person in front of her. The only source of light in the room was the illuminating moonlight which was coming from the big glass window.

"What are you doing?" she asked and turned to look at the person who has grabbed her before. It was so dark that she wasn't able to see his face. The only thing visible to her was his tough silhouette which was hovering in front of the door. The door of of the room was close shut.

The touch of the person who has grabbed her wrist was somehow familiar to her. She can guess the person standing in front of her. Though she knew him, but still at this moment she can't be overconfident about it.

She put her guards high and again asked in a high alert tone, "Who are you?"

The person didn't responded to her. She asked again, "I asked who are you? And why did you bring me here?"

The man stepped forward towards her. His silhouette slowly came into the illuminating moonlight and slowly his legs and then followed by his body and face came to her sight. As per instinct, it was the person she was thinking of.

She slightly furrowed her brows and asked, "Why did you bring me here?"

"What were you doing before, Lifen? Do you even have any idea what have you indulge yourself into? " he asked in a stiff tone. His eyes were concerned for her, but now she can't believe his eyes. It had already betrayed her before.

There was something that made her more astounded. It's the first time he has called her by her name. If she remembers correctly then, till now he never called her by her name. She thought about it. Why is he behaving like he still cares about her and all that happened before in between them was a lie. Why is he still pretending to care for her.

She shrugged off her thoughts, ignored his expression and with confused eyes, "Sorry, but I don't think I am getting your words".

Looking at him like this was giving her second thoughts, she wanted to leave the room as soon as possible. When she saw he wasn't responding any more. She thought to wrap their conversation up, the conversation which actually didn't happen.

She said again, "If there is nothing else to talk, then I will make a move. I have to leave, Chang might need me. He must be waiting for me". With that she tried to walk to the door but was blocked in the mid way.

Deming stepped forward, too close to her. Lifen took two steps backward to create some space between them. Being with him in this close proximity makes her heart beats faster and she can't let him know about it.

He again stepped forward and Lifen again took her steps backward. This continued until Lifen's legs got obstructed by the legs of the bed made for the patients, but Deming didn't stop. She walked close enough to her that he can feel her warm uneven breath and heartbeat.

Her chest which was heaving up and down due to her panic was only few centimeters away from his body. She tried to escape from the right but he blocked her way. She again tried from left but again it was effectively blocked.

"H-Hey, what are you doing. Let me go and plea...", she was stammering because of his closeness.

"Shhhh...", he gently put a finger on her lips, "First accept your mistake and undo everything".

Lifen pressed her both palms on his chest to push him away from her, "Let go me. I don't know what are you talking about. What mistake?"

Deming got little distant with her push not because she has pushed him great force, but for looking her expressions more clearly. "Everything you have done and said in that room was a mistake. Just go there and deny everything. Say him, that you can't be his girlfriend", he was saying as he was very much confident that she will do as he say.

She didn't like his confidence and that too after what he has done to her heart. "Huh, really you are still being confident that I will do that. Tell me something, why would I do that. I don't want to".

Deming frowned at her words, "What do you mean that you don't want to? You don't love him, then how can you be his girlfriend?"

Lifen left out a mocking chuckle, " Really, but I am sure I can be his girlfriend. He loves me and his love will be enough to me fall for him. Don't worry about my matters, you should..."

He grabbed her shoulders roughly, pulled her to himself and gave a rough shake to her body, "Love is not that easy, girl. You can't fall for him. You already have me in your heart. Don't you dare say that you can love anyone else".

Lifen was shocked with his words. "It's my herat Mr.Wang . You can't take its decision. Whether I love him or not only concerns me. So don't bother yourself with such a trivial matter"

She shrugged off his grip and walked away from him. "Huh, 'Love is not easy'. You are right Mr.Wang . I know that much better than you. But you should take one thing clear, I have loved you before but now I don't love you and will never do. You should care about your girlfriend. She needs you. Thanks for your help today. I would leave now".

She waved her hand and was about pull the door open, when he grabbed her tightly and slammed her back at the french glass window, pinning her both hands on it with his hand and his legs almost straddling her sides.

"So you don't love me? You had stopped loving me. Answer me, Little Cat. Answer me or I will...", he said in a hoarse seductive voice.