In the twinkling of an eye is the season of spring flowers, although Jiangxia even spring breeze with chilly, but always weak I like here, just because there are people I love here.

As far as I am concerned, he is the God in the sky, shouldering the life of all the people. There are thousands of miles of clouds in his chest, and the journey is as heroic as the vast sea. As long as I see him, I am filled with joy and pride. I am so happy that I almost forget my dark plot, and I am so proud that I think I have the same brilliance as him.

Although he is only willing to be an ordinary husband and wife with me, merciless and without love, only responsibility and obligation, I am still willing to stand for him and wash my hands for him.

That night, as usual, I went to send him LAN Yuefu Zhi, which I cooked. But as soon as I got started, I felt unusual, because his eyes were as cold as ice on a cold day.

He always looked at me without warm affection, but he was as calm as water. But tonight, he was full of killing intention. Under my guilty heart, the tea in my hand fell to the ground and fell to pieces.

"What's the matter, princess?" He stood up, looked at me coldly, and walked slowly towards me, with murderous air in his eyes.

The months of guilty and fear, let my heart string instant collapse, in front of the person I love, can no longer disguise, I can't fall to the ground, sad inexplicably looking at him.

Although at the moment I have a weak woman who can move a man most pitifully, his eyes on me are full of disgust and disdain, as well as hatred.

A god of war, even a look is enough to make me fly to ashes, his eyes like a sharp knife into my heart, I blurted out, "you know?"

He glanced at the brown tea running around on the ground, and his face was filled with an unidentified smile. This was the first time I saw him smile.

But this kind of smile, but let me cold palpitation, he sneered: "I admit underestimated you, but you really think I hundred Li Changqing up to now still know nothing?"

The tone was so painful to me that I could hardly hear it myself. "How do you know?"

"Yinyang tiancangu!" He squeezed out a few words from his teeth, just like lingchi, "the princess really has a good heart."

"What is it?" I covered my mouth in horror.

At this moment, in his eyes, I was just a woman in a soft and virtuous coat. He sneered, "don't you know the princess?"

I tried my best to shake my head. I really didn't know. My father only told me that it was a kind of chronic poison. As for the efficacy, I really didn't know anything about it. I tried mother Hao, but I found that she didn't know much about it.

"Don't you think it's funny to still act now?"

For the first time, I saw the burning indignation and blood in the eyes of this omnipotent God of war, and he laughed at himself, "I can't imagine that my hundred Li Changqing has gone through life and death, fought a bloody battle in the battlefield, tried his best to support the eastern Lan Jiang mountain, and got the emperor's suspicion, and you, the virtuous and virtuous Princess of Duanyang."

"No, Changqing, I really love you!" I yelled

"Shut up A long, bright sword ran across my neck, and my cry stopped suddenly.

It's a killing sword and a blood drinking blade. The chill of the blade penetrates into my skin and makes me cold. It's like when my father saw me the night before I got married.

I believe that as long as his hand is a little further forward, I will be bleeding and dying.

He's going to kill me?

I can't believe looking at him. Since I married into Jiangxia palace, although he didn't love me, he did his duty as a husband. But what I want most is his love!

But my son-in-law wanted to kill me?

"The emperor sent you to spy on me. Naturally, I understand. But I didn't expect that the emperor suspected that your father and daughter were just like birds of a feather and used such a sinister trick. You really had a good heart!" He spoke with a gnashing of teeth, and every word was bloody.

I was shocked. At this time, I realized that the toxicity of yin and Yang tiancangu was far from being described lightly by my father and Emperor.

My tears could not stop flowing down, and I hastened to explain, "father, he is just in case, you can rest assured, as long as you are loyal to him, I will ask him to give you the antidote..."

He burst into laughter, which penetrated into the sky and filled every corner of the study with murderous spirit. "Does the princess not know that Yin Yang tiancangu is a poison without antidote?"

As if a basin of cold water poured down from the top of my head, my bones are in pain, I don't believe it, desperately shaking my head, "no, no, there must be an antidote, the emperor so trust you..."

My words suddenly ended, because the sharp blade quickly cut my skin, and the blood oozed out, but I couldn't feel the pain, so I looked at him and deceived myself, hoping that he could see my sadness, my pain and my love.

"Your hypocrisy makes me sick!" One word from him blocked all the words I wanted to say.

I closed my eyes in despair. If I could die in the hands of the people I love, it would be the only love in my life. "You kill me."

Suddenly, the sound of breaking wind came from the air, and the chill of skin cutting was far away from me. I opened my eyes doubtfully, only to see his back and voice without any emotion, "I don't kill women, you go!"

His figure is as cold as Qiushan. He doesn't even want to see me again.

I do not want to go, I would rather he hated me, hate me, at least also bet on the feelings, I do not want him to be so cold to me, I can not go, but, what do I want to tell him? I was forced? Am I forced? I can't help it?

At the same time, I poisoned him and pretended to be kind to him. I hurt my favorite with my own hands. It was so insidious and sinister that even I hated myself.

When he saw my hesitation, a word burst out between his teeth coldly, "get out of here!"

I'm like a puppet. I don't know how I came out of his study. Once upon a time, I imagined that one day, he would fall in love with me. My husband and wife were affectionate and fell in love with each other. I finally kept the clouds open, saw the moon, and harvested my happiness.

But now, all my hopes are shattered, in his eyes, I am just a wolf in sheep's clothing.

An eagle flying in the blue sky, so stiffly was held in the throat, that kind of humiliation, like a lump in the throat, when I want to understand, it has been irreparable.

It is no longer important whether he is willing to surrender or not. He has become the puppet of his father and the pawn in his hand as his father would like, and I am the initiator of all this!

But after all, he was a real hero. Although he knew that I was harbouring evil intentions, he did not restrict my freedom or even treat me harshly. Since then, he has completely forgotten me.

I am not reconciled, I can't see him, so I try my best to write to him and try my best to send them to him, but all the letters that have infiltrated all my efforts are like stone sinking into the sea, and there is no news.

Later, I learned that he didn't kill me, but he thought I didn't exist. He didn't want to see anything about me. All my things, even without the opportunity to send them to him, were burned.

When she saw that she had finished her work, she was completely relieved that there was no one to be around. She always had a smile at the success of the plot in her eyes. She was her father's man. As for whether I would be happy or not, she would not really care.

I'm very sad. My father, I'm afraid, never really loved me. He only regarded me as a pawn to restrain the powerful officials. When I thought I met the right one, he killed this emotion and ruined my happiness.

I think of my mother's happiness that I finally got married. On the eve of my marriage, she took my hand and said, "Dragon Boat Festival, the king of Jiangxia will be a good husband. At last, it's God's eye opening. As long as you live well, my mother's wife has nothing to ask for."

However, Changqing's resolution has made my heart gray, but I can't blame him. I blame myself for this. I hate myself very much. I sit in the empty Pavilion all day long and become a walking corpse. I also begin to drown my sorrows by drinking, dispelling the depression and sadness accumulated in my heart for many years.

I do not care about anyone's indifference, only Changqing, I am haggard day after day, such as Tingzhou remnant lotus, all day long to the shadow of self pity, dejected, clearly is the same age as flowers, but the heart is already in the twilight years, no life.

The little princess has gone to the lake again. She is so bright and gorgeous that she can't stand the gloomy and bitter atmosphere here. Besides, originally we were just a little sister-in-law.

From the bright spring to the hot summer, he never saw me again. I miss him so much that I almost go crazy. Although my heart has withered, I stubbornly stick to the last hope and refuse to completely dry up. I am looking for the only oasis in the wilderness, which is my hope to live.

On that day, I knelt in front of his study in the scorching sun. The dark red door had been dusty to me for many days. I no longer had the right to go in and out at will. I don't ask him to forgive me. I just ask him to see that in my painful struggle for many days, I can't help myself. I'm just a chess piece.

Scorching sun, weak body, I almost fainted in the past, but I strong support, this is my only chance, I want to let him see my confession, my helplessness, my heart.

"Changqing, I know I hate me. I don't ask for your forgiveness. I just want to repent for the rest of my life. Please give me a chance!"

I burst into tears. My mother said that when I was born, the sky was pouring with rain. It turned out that my whole life was spent in tears, and the only bright sun in my life was also buried by me.

However, the closed door reminds me that even the years of mutual respect will never go back.

I cry almost fainted, but the door is still dead like silence, coldly looking at my helpless struggle.

I don't know when, Chu Yao appeared behind me, his voice was so light that there was no ripple, "princess, I knew today, why did I have to start? The Lord is not in the house at all. "

what? I can't believe that he has gone back to the mansion. How can he not be in the mansion?

When I look back at him, his eyes twinkle with cold light. He no longer calls me princess, as if I was just an outsider of Jiangxia palace, and I poisoned his most respected prince. No matter how much I can't help myself, I can't be forgiven.

He added, "the prince has already left the palace, and the princess is good for herself!"

However, in despair, I had to seize the only chance to get close to the king of Jiangxia. I didn't care about the dignity of the princess. "Chu Yao, please help me tell the Lord that I really have to suffer."

Chu Yao is not moved, light way: "princess said is WanFei?"

I'm shocked. He knows everything?

Even if I was a princess, Chu Yao didn't hide his hatred for me. When he saw me, his eyebrows were blue. I believe if Chang Qing hadn't refused, he would have killed me.

"I don't want to know how much trouble the princess has, and I'm not interested. All I know is that the princess is the one who conspires to poison the Lord. As expected, the woman who looks like Liu Fufeng is the most insidious and terrible."

"I can't help myself. Please tell the Lord for me. I will..."

"Princess, don't waste your time." Chu Yao stopped me without expression. "The prince said that he didn't want to hear any news about the princess. If you violate the military law, the princess will die."

Chu Yao's words shocked all my illusions. Fate cruelly told me that some things happened, and it was impossible to go back to the past.

I don't know where the strength comes from. I'm not reconciled. "Chu Yao, tell me, who is the person that the Lord likes?"

Chu Yao's eyes flashed and looked at me in a complicated way. In the eyes of this handsome and resolute deputy general, their ideal princess was obviously not a depressed woman like me, but a bright girl like their little princess.

I don't expect him to answer me at all, but his eyes are shining, "a beautiful woman, all our brothers admire her."

I smile bitterly, I'm a princess, and all I get is disgust. However, that woman has been loved and admired by the king of Jiangxia and his brothers, and I lost to the ground.

When the moon rises, I am already in tears. The vicissitudes of my life are unbearable to look back on. The only residual dream awakens me. I am like a body without soul, and I have no meaning of existence.

I think of the warm and cool eyes of the crown prince and the emperor, and I wrote a letter to him. Maybe I want my pain and struggle to be known and understood by some people, so as to prove that I have really come in this world.

I end my life with a white silk. When my consciousness is gradually blurred, I seem to see his great figure coming from behind the pines and cypresses. He smiles at me and gently calls my name.

Changqing, farewell. Chu Yao is right. I have no right to get your forgiveness. I hope I will never repeat this fate in the next life. I'm just an ordinary woman. She doesn't love the city or the country. She tries her best to love and be loved.

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