The ups and downs of the urban jungle

Ding Pei's parents' house is very large, with four bedrooms and two living rooms, spacious and bright. Even after Sun Jian moved in, Ding Pei's own boudoir was still the most mysterious and forbidden place in the family. Except for Ding Pei herself, neither her parents had the key to the room.

Ding Pei keeps the beautiful memories of her girlhood intact in her boudoir. These beautiful memories are only reserved for Ding Pei herself. Normally, even Ding Pei's parents were not allowed to enter at will, and Sun Jian even regarded it as a forbidden area.

But that day, Ding Pei took advantage of her parents to take Mengmeng downstairs for a walk, and took the initiative to invite Sun Jian to visit her boudoir.

When Sun Jian followed Ding Pei into this mysterious space, a warm warmth hit his face, making Sun Jian's heart beat involuntarily.

Ding Pei pulled Sun Jian and looked at the graceful artistic portraits on the wall. He recalls his beautiful youth with pride. Of course, in Sun Jian's eyes, Ding Pei is still as beautiful and radiant now.

Ding Pei's bed also remains the same. The white and neat bed is usually occupied by a variety of toy animals and velvet dolls. There is a piano beside the bed, which was obviously Ding Pei's old favorite. Although Ding Pei only has very little time now and will occasionally go home to stay, this room will always belong to her alone, and everything will be reserved for her forever.

"sister! You are so good, why should you give up?"

"In this life, you have to learn to give up on many things at many times! You will understand later!"

"sister! It’s not that I don’t understand! It’s just—it’s a pity!"

"Sister - there is nothing to regret! Isn’t it great that sister is like this now? If I had persisted in pursuing it so persistently, my life might have been even more tiring and miserable now!"

"No! Will not!"

"meeting! And it’s very possible!"After Ding Pei finished speaking, her eyes drifted into the air in confusion, showing helpless sentimentality. After a long time, she looked at Sun Jian again:"Actually, when I just graduated, I was also full of enthusiasm and took the pursuit of art into consideration. It is so sacred that it should be regarded as a lifelong career and pursuit. However, my sister's dream was soon shattered by reality. Art is indeed sacred, so it is not something that ordinary people can pursue. In the reality we live in, most of us are ordinary people and are not qualified to pursue any art at all. If you insist on pursuing it, you must first turn yourself into the majority. Only then can you be in harmony and join in the evil deeds."

"Therefore, I would rather give up than join the others.

Ding Pei smiled sadly:"Sister, I thought it was, but it's actually the same." Society is like a big dye vat, and there is no pure land in the world. We all have to live in society. If we don’t join this trend, we will follow that trend; if we don’t suffer, we will suffer this crime. No one can hide and no one can escape. Unless there really is some kind of paradise or alternative space in this world, people can live a surreal life"

"sister! I just hope you are happy and happy!"

"Sun Jian! Sister is very happy and happy now"

"But my brother-in-law is too busy at work and doesn’t have any time for you and the children. It’s really bad."

"In the past, I really felt that my home was deserted and my life was really boring. I'm feeling better now"

"Why is it better now?"

"My parents have adopted a godson? The young man is not bad, has a good heart, and has a decent EQ and IQ. He makes his parents happy every day. The whole family is also lively"

"But I just don’t know how to make my sister happy too"

"Do you think my sister is not happy now?"

"I think sometimes my sister is really happy, and sometimes she just pretends to be happy."

"Does sister have it?"

"There is sadness and helplessness in many of my sister’s smiles"

"Why! Don't go too far? Are you trying to pry into my sister's privacy? Don't do this in the future. There are no rules at all. Do you know that this is very rude?"

"I don't, I'm not, I just care about my sister, I'm worried about my sister"

"What are you worried about, sister? Do you still need to worry about it? Sister now - she doesn’t have to work hard and her life is comfortable. Now that my parents have you as their godson to take care of them, I only think about how to enjoy life. Isn’t this a happy life?"

"As long as you feel happy, sister"

"What I'm most worried about now is you."

"What are you worried about me for?"

"I'm worried that you are just like the newly built Maokeng Sanxiang. As long as you are always so filial to your parents and so well-behaved to your sister. Sister, I will be satisfied in this life"

"As long as this is my sister's happiness, I will only do better in the future"

"real?"

"absolute!"

"Why! Sun Jian! Do you think you are excellent?"

"I-it's okay!"

"In fact, in my sister’s eyes, you are actually very good!"

"Yeah?"

"In modern society, conditions are better, the educational environment is also better, and many people are excellent. However, in society, not all outstanding people can be successful or live well!"

"sister! I-I'm so grateful to you! From the bottom of my heart, if I hadn’t met you, maybe——"

"This is life! Therefore, many things in this life are unclear! Half of it depends on oneself, and half of it can only rely on luck and fate!"

"sister! My health has almost recovered. I want to find a job as soon as possible. I can't always stay at home and just eat."

"Okay, sister, I can understand how you feel now! Don't worry! Since your brother-in-law has agreed! He will find a way for you, and he also has this ability. Nowadays, the city is full of college graduates who just want to find a job, which is not difficult. But it is still not easy to find a stable job with hope and future. You should take this time to adjust yourself and think about the future! Nowadays, there are only children in the city, and my sister is a married daughter. Your parents will still count on you in the future!"

"sister! do not worry! You are so kind to me, my parents are so kind to me! They have already surpassed their relatives! I - at least know how to repay kindness!"

"That's good! Even if I saw the right person, it’s not in vain.——""Heartbroken and pitiful!""how? Not happy again? I am the elder sister and you are the younger brother. Even if I feel sorry for you, why am I wronging you?"This is my blessing, my happiness. I just want my sister to feel sorry for me like this all my life."""Beautiful thought!"Ding Pei raised her head and rolled her eyes at Sun Jian. Unexpectedly, her face turned red. She quickly changed the subject to cover up:

"Why! Sun Jian! Sister, I see that you also like music very much and are very artistic. Go get your guitar and let's play together"

"good! I'm learning from my sister!"

Sun Jian quickly went back to the room and brought the guitar over. Ding Pei opened the cover of the piano, and the two adjusted it, and played and sang a few popular songs tacitly. Ding Pei's parents came home. They hadn't heard their daughter play the piano for a long time, and they hadn't seen each other for a long time. My daughter is so happy and cheerful! The two elders hugged Mengmeng and quietly enjoyed the wonderful music and singing.

Mengmeng inherited Ding Pei's artistic talent. Although she was only in kindergarten, she already showed her talent in singing and dancing. As soon as she entered the door When he heard the music played by his mother and uncle, he ran into the house and danced to the music, which made the whole family burst into tears.

Ding Pei’s own piano was several grades higher than her parents’, and she usually taught lessons at home. Mengmeng practiced the piano and sang. At this time, Mengmeng was even more expressive. She stuck to her mother and uncle to play a few children's songs that she knew how to sing. She danced and danced while singing, which was a real joy.

Since Ding Pei took Sun Jian to visit In their own boudoir, the two of them would play and sing a few songs together when they had the chance. Music is sometimes the most touching thing, especially when it comes to singing love songs full of tenderness, sweetness, gentleness and ambiguity. Both of them would play and sing together at the same time. Feeling flustered.