The ups and downs of the urban jungle

He walked out of the room and suddenly saw Ding Pei sitting quietly on the sofa, without turning on the lights or the TV. There was another tremor in his heart. He quickly turned on the big light in the living room and knelt down in front of Ding Pei.

"sister! sorry! I did not do it on purpose! please forgive me! Forgive my ignorance and recklessness——"

Sun Jian's face was full of tears, his head lowered, like a child who had made a mistake, waiting for punishment from an adult.

Ding Pei sat silently in the darkness, mentally punishing himself silently. It was not until Sun Jian turned on the light and knelt in front of him that Ding Pei woke up from his daze. Looking at Sun Jian kneeling in front of her, she was a little at a loss. There is a nameless anger and a sad heartache. But she didn't get angry or make a sound. Instead, she gently held Sun Jian's head and buried it in her arms. Keep stroking with your hands

"Sun Jian! Don't - sister - you're not angry——"

"sister! Don't be angry anymore! You make me feel like a sinner"

"Sun Jian! Sister--are you really not angry with you? Sister - I'm thinking - you are such an adult too! It’s all my sister’s fault. It’s my sister who told you that I won’t blame you anymore! Actually, it’s nothing. I know you like to be like this with me. It’s not that I can’t accept it. I’m just afraid.——"

"sister! sorry——"

Sun Jian suddenly pressed harder and sobbed repressedly. Ding Pei quietly held up Sun Jian's head. Looking at Sun Jian tenderly

"Sun Jian! Sister, I hope you can find a girlfriend soon——"

"No! sister! I'm not looking for it! I just want to stay with my sister like this, for the rest of my life——"

"No! Sun Jian! Sister, I hope you find a girlfriend soon!"

"sister——"

"Sun Jian! You - you have to listen to my sister. Otherwise, I will never do it again in the future.——"

"No! sister! Don’t—from now on, I will restrain myself and will never bully my sister.——"

"Sun Jian——"

"sister! I treat you like my sister. But, I can’t help but like my sister——"

"Sun Jian——"

Ding Pei suddenly closed his eyes tightly, a teardrop flowing quietly from the corner of his eye.

Sun Jian looked at Ding Pei silently, stretched out his hand tremblingly, and wiped away the tears from the corners of Ding Pei's eyes.

"sister——"

"Sun Jian! Sister - I won’t embarrass you anymore, Sister - I won’t blame you anymore, I allow you to hug me like this——"

"sister——"

Sun Jian could no longer control it, and tears burst into his eyes. He opened his arms and hugged Ding Pei tightly. Ding Pei also stretched out his hands and hugged Sun Jian tightly. Although the two of them just hugged each other, with the excitement of the liberation of their souls, each other could feel the burning of love and the indulgence of love.

Ding Pei slowly buried his head in Sun Jian's arms, sobbing tremblingly:"Sun Jian! Good brother! I'm really scared. I'm afraid - I'll hurt you.——""No! Will not! sister! I really like sister! I will never bully my sister! Trust me, sister——"Sun Jian let his tears fall on Ding Pei's shoulders.

The embrace between the two became obviously ambiguous, warm and trembling.

Ding Pei suddenly pushed away in panic, raised his head with a smile, and wiped away his tears.

"alright! Sun Jian! It is late! It's time to rest!"

"sister! you——"

"Sister - not angry! But we can no longer - you - go to bed early and get a good night's sleep. Sister, you can have a good sleep today."

"Um!"

Ding Pei lowered his head and walked silently to his room. Sun Jian couldn't help but chase after him, grabbed Ding Pei, held her tightly in his arms again, and murmured:"Sister! I love you! Love you!"

Sun Jian was extremely excited and eagerly searched for Ding Pei's lips. Ding Pei suddenly fell into a panic. Ding Pei struggled to block it with his hands and moaned softly:"Sun Jian! Don't - don't do this——"

"No! sister! I want! I love you!"

Ding Pei almost used up his last strength to block Sun Jian's hot lips:"Sun Jian! You - calm down! You said - you won't bully my sister——"

Sun Jian suddenly stopped and stared blankly at Ding Pei. Ding Pei was also stunned, blushing and lowering his head.

"sorry! Sun Jian! Don't blame me! Later——waiting sister——"

Ding Pei's last voice seemed to be for himself. She turned around cruelly and hid in her room again.

Ding Pei leaned quietly behind the door, covering her hot cheeks with both hands. Listening to the sound of turning off the lights outside and the footsteps walking away, Ding Pei suddenly burst into tears, covered her face tightly, and sobbed repressedly.

She knew that the emotion and feeling that she had been anxiously longing for and fearful about, that had long since withered but then revived, had been ignited unknowingly. No matter how cautious she was, no matter how cruel and determined, she simply could not stop the burning of life.

What should we do now? He was just a child who had just left school, and he was now her adopted little brother. How could she indulge herself and burn herself so much? She was afraid that she would burn herself to death and burn Sun Jian and her warm home to ashes.

Why? Why should she save him, help him, pity him and care for him like this? Just because of your own compassion? Is it just because of my own kindness and compassion?

Think back to the time when you took him under your wing without hesitation. What is her state of mind? What's the motive? She thought she had died a long time ago, and she was already prepared to die. But why is her heart and life so restless now?

It's all death, a lonely death, a burning death. How should she choose now?

She just huddled in her boudoir, struggling in pain and crying.