For as long as I can remember, I have had a little tail following behind me.

Her name is Bei Zhi.

my little sister.

She always looks timid. When her parents are not around, she will come forward and call me brother in a soft and waxy voice.

At that time I didn't know why everyone didn't like her.

She is obviously so cute.

I don't understand why my parents don't like me playing with her.

In order not to make my parents angry, I could only find her secretly and bring her delicious food.

Every time I see her sweet smile, I feel that nothing is better than her smile.

I watched her grow from a little dumpling into a little girl.

Her life is monotonous.

Go to school, get out of school, go home.

Then she stayed behind closed doors, and even when she ate, the servants brought her to her room.

Later, my parents became busier and busier, so I didn't have to worry about my parents being unhappy. I went to the room to eat with her.

But one time she was caught by her mother, who lost her temper and put her in solitary confinement.

After that, she seemed a little afraid of contact with me.

I tried many methods to get her to slowly accept me again. I was very careful and only went to find her after I was sure that my parents would not come back.

When I was thirteen years old, I heard my parents talking.

They were talking about sending her away because she was not their child.

I was scared that she would be sent away.

Then I would never see her again.

I know that my parents want to send her away because of my relationship.

Because I pay too much attention to her.

I thought about it a lot that night.

I think I have fallen in love with her.

It's not the brother's liking for his sister.

But before I could sort out those complicated feelings, Bei Zhi left.

Her parents didn't send her away, she asked to leave.

Since then, I rarely see her.

Every time I look for her, she either avoids me or is extremely perfunctory.

I felt very sad and didn't know what was wrong, but I didn't dare to say anything, so I could only follow her.

I knew she would avoid me every time she came back, so I deliberately avoided her.

I know she doesn't like her parents, so when she comes back and sees her parents, I will find an excuse to call her parents out.

I know……

Until she transferred back to Alice School.

When I heard the news, I was extremely excited. At that time, I already understood a lot of things.

For example, why her parents don't like her, or why they hate her even more when I get close to her.

So at that time, I could only suppress the excitement in my heart.

I still remember the day she returned to Bei's house.

She stood quietly under the vines, the breeze blowing her black hair, and the hanging vines were like curtains, laying out a beautiful picture behind her.

Just like the girl in his memory, so perfect.

I'd love to go over and talk to her.

But I know I can't.

It will scare her.

She will ask her parents to send her away again.

I'm not strong enough to protect her, so I can't get close to her.

I thought I had enough time to grow up enough to be able to protect her.

Unfortunately I was wrong.

Someone appeared next to her.

That man's name is Fu Kuan.

I don't have much interaction with Fu Kuan. I only know that he is the only heir to the Fu family, but he has a very weird temper.

Seeing her and Fu Qui walking together, my heart felt like a knife, but I could only watch silently.

Watch her walking towards others step by step.

Sometimes I wonder why I should be a child of the Bei family.

If I wasn't, I wouldn't have to worry so much, I just need to stand in front of her and tell her loudly that I like her.

But, I can't even do this.

On the day of the heavy rain in Shaoyang Mountain, I was trapped on the mountain. It was because I was worried about her that I insisted on going down the mountain despite Ji Xiaoyu's obstruction.

As a result, the road was slippery and it was dark, so I actually hurt myself.

Knowing that she and Fu Que were upstairs, she also knew from Ji Xiaoyu's mouth that she was the one who rescued Fu Que.

I admit, at that time, I was jealous.

They had only known each other for a few days.

She would risk her life to save Fu Ku?

However, it wasn't long before she left the country.

The time when she went abroad was the darkest time for me.

Bei's family suffered heavy losses.

Faced with enemies on all sides.

At that time, there was a girl who stood beside me without hesitation.

I remember her because she was around a lot.

Her name is Lin Yin.

But I didn't need her, so I made things difficult for her in every possible way.

But she gritted her teeth and persevered. No matter what I did, she endured it silently.

She walked with me through the most difficult road, saw the cruelest human heart with me, ate the most unpalatable meals with me, and was punched and kicked with me...

She has been involved in the most embarrassing scenes in my life.

I know that when the Lin family threatened her with death because of me, I felt heartbroken and shocked.

At that time, I thought, I should let her go.

There is a girl in my life that I should protect.

I made a vow in the Lin family that within five years, I would definitely marry Lin Yin with grace.

Mrs. Lin gave me funds and the capital to stand up again.

All this is because of her, Lin Yin.

I didn't expect to see her again three years later. I thought I would never see her again in this life.

She is almost the same as she was three years ago. Standing next to Fu Kuan, she looks very suitable.

At that moment, I suddenly felt relieved.

She is doing well, what else do I have to worry about?

It is impossible for one person's heart to hold two people.

What I love now is Lin Yin, the girl who gave me rebirth.

Therefore, the love you once had can only be kept deep in your heart and sealed away. Maybe you will see the light of day again when you die.

Once upon a time, I also liked Beizhi.

However, Lin Yin told me on her wedding night that she was able to stand by my side without hesitation because she told her.

Just do it if you want to, even if she loses, there is a way to get her back to the starting point.

She said, I believe her.

So, I put all my bets on you.

I do not know what to say.

It turns out that everything I have was given by her.

Without her words, Lin Yin would have given up on me because of family pressure.

Without her words, Lin Yin would not have threatened her with death and asked Lin to help me.

Without her words, I would not have married Lin Yin, nor would I have a wife who loves me several times more than I love her.

Later, I learned about her from Lin Yin. She seemed to love mentioning her very much. Every time she mentioned her, she was more excited than seeing me.

It makes me dumbfounded every time.

I really doubt whether the girl I vowed to love back then was actually her.

No matter how I look at her, I feel like I married me just for her sake.

To be honest, sometimes I feel a little jealous of her. Even if you haven't seen each other for several years, she still treats her as before.

Bei Zhi.

Thank you.

Thank you for leaving a huge mark on my world.

When I like you, I don't have the courage to chase you. That is my biggest regret.

-- Kitazawa

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