The Villain Of The Strength-Oriented Classroom

Chapter 036 Become the number one in your heart

"Bang, bang, bang."

In the dormitory, Kushida punched the standing sandbag one after another, venting his inner dissatisfaction wantonly.

"Damn Horikita, drop me out of school quickly and go to hell."

Thirty minutes have passed since we returned to the dormitory, and Kushida's physical fitness seems to be quite good.

Ye Xue lay on her side on the bed and ate potato chips. Watching such a beautiful girl boxing and performing high kicks from time to time, she could also see the mysterious area of ​​Kushida.

Kushida didn't seem to care about Ye Xue's gaze.

There would be no problem in being promoted to Class A like this, but it was far from enough to want Kushida to follow him wholeheartedly after graduation.

Wanting to perfectly control a person is not something that can be easily accomplished with words.

It is not a bad thing to take the relationship between the two people further now.

Ye Xue asked curiously, "Little Kikyo, you must have destroyed an entire class when you were in junior high school. Can you tell me what exactly happened?"

"Are you curious?"

"Yeah!" Ye Xue nodded, "I want to know everything about Kushida."

"It's just a boring thing."

Kushida sneered and came to sit down next to Ye Xue. The latter handed him a bottle of black tea and sat upright in a listening posture.

After taking the black tea, Kushida drank it happily and murmured as if recalling the past, "Yexue, what personal advantages do you have that allow you to definitely stay first?"

"No."

Ye Xue shrugged indifferently.

Indeed, no, even in this school, Ayanokouji should be stronger than him in terms of inner strength. Ye Xue has a very clear self-understanding.

However.

Although this is a school where strength is paramount, this society is not.

Those who control resources will win the world.

Some people were born in Rome, and it would be easy to crush or block some geniuses.

"Right?" Kushida laughed self-deprecatingly, "This is a matter of course. No one can guarantee that he will be number one. There are always some guys who have special talents in some aspects."

"But..." Kushida quickly laughed evilly, "But I can't bear this. When I was a child, as long as I finished my homework, I would be praised by my parents. If I ranked first in the exam, I would be praised by my teachers and classmates. To flatter me, they would praise me as a genius and say that I will definitely be admitted to the University of Tokyo in the future.”

"I still remember how excited and happy I was at that time. From that time on, I worked hard to be the first in various fields. Only in this way can I win praise from others."

Ye Xue listened quietly. What Kushida was telling was a very common thing, and everyone would go through this stage.

Lying calmly next to Ye Xue, Kushida stretched out his palm, and the light shone through the fingers on Haoshou's face. Kushida smiled bitterly, "But things changed after I entered junior high school. I met In every field, there are guys who can surpass me, and they are geniuses who can never win through hard work alone.”

"Hey, Ye Xue-kun, everyone should be unwilling to lose to others to some extent."

Sensing Kushida's gaze that was seeking understanding, Ye Xue said bluntly, "But I believe there are not many people who care as much as Kushida does."

"As expected." Kushida didn't care and said to himself, "But I can't do it. I can't accept myself becoming ordinary. However, in the end I finally discovered that I can definitely maintain the number one position. I am better than anyone else. It is easier for people to gain the 'trust' of others."

"With my outstanding appearance, I am undoubtedly the number one in this regard. I share false smiles and false tenderness without hesitation, talk to annoying men, and associate with irritating girls... So I became a popular person in the class. My parents, teachers, seniors, juniors, and even strangers nearby loved me and trusted me."

"I have succeeded and am more trusted than anyone else. Whenever those idiots share their inner secrets with me, I will be very satisfied."

Although all these can be known from the original work, Ye Xue did find another important point, "Satisfaction is not happiness. Does Little Platycodon hate being trusted?"

"Haha, it's definitely not a bad thing if I'm really trusted by others." Kushida sneered, "But those guys just treat me like a trash can, venting all kinds of disgusting and jealous things to me. Listening to these words every day, I’m so sick that I want to vomit.”

"I see."

Ye Xue smiled and nodded.

Although he had read it in the original work, Ye Xue made a different discovery when he was immersed in it.

What Kushida cares about is not trustworthiness or class image.

Rather.

Stay first and be praised!

simply put,

It’s about maintaining Kushida’s sense of satisfaction and accomplishment.

However, due to the limitation of his talents, Kushida can only go further and further on the road of deceiving others.

In Ye Xue's opinion, this is right.

The gap in talent is an objective fact. You can't become Einstein through hard work alone. Kushida really wants to be the absolute number one, so he can only find another way.

Ye Xue poured her another cup of black tea and urged, "What next?"

"Then some boring things started to unfold." Kushida said unwillingly as he crossed his legs and drank some red tea. "In the end, I couldn't help but post all these secrets on an anonymous blog. This way I feel much more comfortable."

"Unexpectedly, I was soon discovered by my classmates, which resulted in me being isolated from the class."

As if he wanted to share some interesting things, Kushida joked, "Yexue, guess what happened in the end, how the class collapsed?"

"Little Platycodon was bullied, but she used some means to retaliate against the whole class, and was finally stopped by the school." Although she knew the answer, Ye Xue still gave the most common answer.

"Haha." Kushida sneered, and suddenly pressed Yexue on the bed, cupped his cheeks with both hands, and looked into his eyes. The dark eyes were extremely dark, as if he was mocking Yexue's innocence.

"That's wrong, I just exposed their personal scandals, such as who hates whom, who steals whom's crush, and the whole class actually got into a fight like this."

"The boys started to pick on each other, the girls started to pull each other's hair, and they started to spontaneously expose all kinds of dirty information about each other. In the end, I stood aside and watched all this like an irrelevant member of the public. The class could no longer run. The school was very distressed about this, after all, I did nothing, and eventually all the students in the class stopped studying at home to review."

"It's hard to believe, but it's the truth. This is the bottomless darkness of human nature." Holding Ye Xue's cheeks with both hands, Kushida whispered, "So, Ye Xue-kun, it's best not to believe those long-term people easily." beautiful girl."

"I'm not an idiot." Ye Xue said helplessly, "And, at least I believe that Little Platycodon is a very gentle girl."

After staring at Yexue for a moment, Kushida turned over and left to sit on the edge of the bed. He said helplessly, "Forget it. If you need help in any way, please discuss it with me first. Do you understand?"

Although showing weakness gained Kushida's trust, she saw herself as the one who needed to be taken care of.

It is not good to continue to develop like this.

More importantly, how deep is this trust?

Ye Xue sat up straight and looked at Kushida's back. She was silent for a moment and then suddenly said softly,

"Little Platycodon, I like you."

"..."

The atmosphere in the room suddenly became eerily peaceful.

The sheets were wrinkled by Kushida's grip, and he probably didn't even consider that Ye Xue would confess his love at this time.

It seemed that after some struggle, Kushida whispered with his back to Ye Xue.

"I'm sorry. Although I don't hate Ye Xue-kun, I have no intention of dating anyone in the past three years."

The answer was expected. After all, he has a date, and the class's evaluation will definitely be impressed. At this time, my own value is far less than the satisfaction brought by the class image.

Although he couldn't see Kushida's expression at this time, the other party was also the same. Yexue narrowed his eyes and fell into silence.

With Kushida’s strength,

It's not difficult to brush it off. If it were anyone else, Kushida would definitely bring up this topic casually.

Or, give ambiguous answers, continue to enjoy the other person's trust, and take advantage of the other person.

But Kushida has indeed refused outright now, and what he said is also true.

on the one hand.

I don't want to use the same methods to deal with other people to deceive Ye Xue.

on the other hand.

He didn't get up and make excuses to leave. He was also waiting for Ye Xue's reply. He didn't want to cheat, and he didn't want to lose Ye Xue, the only person he could trust.

It's such a complicated psychology.

In this case, it is not impossible to slowly reverse the relationship between the two from here.

"Little Platycodon doesn't need to apologize." Ye Xue forced a smile and said half-jokingly, "Actually, I only want to date you because Little Platycodon is cute. Little Platycodon doesn't need to seriously consider it at all."

"Sure enough, I knew it."

Kushida waved his hand in disgust, as if he already knew what Ye Xue was thinking.

Turning away from Ye Xue, who was smiling a little but feeling disappointed, Kushida showed a sweet smile and turned around to hug Ye Xue into his arms. He gently stroked Ye Xue's hair and whispered,

"Yexue-kun will definitely find a better girlfriend. I... am actually not as good as you think."

"Actually, I'm not as naive as you think." Ye Xue said softly as she rested her head in a proud place and had no intention of feeling the softness at this time.

"Yes, yes, Ye Xuejun is not stupid at all."

Kushida was still stroking his hair gently, not believing it at all.

Kushida also has some arrogance, or in other words, most high school students have some arrogance.

Thinking that you are the center of the world, as long as you think about it, you can definitely do it as long as you work hard.

Having identified Ye Xue as someone who needs to be taken care of, Kushida cannot easily change his mind.

It is really naive to like to think that you understand others without permission.

"It's already 1 o'clock, it's almost time to go back."

After the two hugged each other for a while, Kushida stood up and left.

Ye Xue also sent her to the entrance and watched Kushida put on her shoes before speaking.

"Little Kikyo, actually, it's useless every time you vent like this, right?"

Kushida's body paused slightly.

Of course she knew this very well,

Whether it's physical venting or overeating, she has tried all of these common-sense ways to relieve stress.

However, this is a psychological problem for her, and it is not a problem that can be solved by decompression methods at all. It can only have a soothing effect.

Sooner or later, the inner darkness will accumulate to the point where it cannot be suppressed.

"If you can, please tell me anything you hate about Little Kikyo."

Ye Xue spoke again. He wanted to be the person that Kushida could talk to. As long as there was one person who could share this darkness, Kushida would be much more relaxed.

Problems that originate from the psychological level can only be solved psychologically.

Eyes wandering, Ye Xue seemed to be desperately looking for a topic, "Also, no one can guarantee that he can become the number one, not even in terms of being trusted by others. Stars, idols, Internet celebrities, little Platycodon will meet him sooner or later. There are people who are more trusted than you, even Ichinose from Class B is more trusted than you now!"

"What do you want to say?"

Kushida suddenly turned around, stared at Ye Xue with sinister eyes, and scolded sternly.

No one can deny her way of living, not even Ye Xue.

Although he could tolerate Ye Xue doing many things, trust Ye Xue, be willing to take care of Ye Xue, and even hand over his body to him, no one was allowed to enter this restricted area.

"So, Kikyo-chan, why not think differently."

However, Ye Xue did not hesitate to look at her this time, "For example, if you become the number one in someone's heart, I want to date you because Little Platycodon is cute. However, in terms of cuteness, Little Platycodon is more important to me. In my mind, I am number one in the world.”

Kushida sneered, but before he could say anything, a few drops of cold sweat broke out on Yexue's forehead, his eyes began to wander, and he murmured, "And... and... and..."

Looking at Ye Xue who was desperately looking for a topic and not knowing how to speak, Kushida silently swallowed the words that reached his lips.

Ye Xue clenched her hands and slowly released them.

Slightly nervous expressions and hasty words can add a sense of reality to your own words.

[In Ye Xue’s heart, she is really the cutest in the world. 】

Kushida recognized the truth of this sentence, understood the reason for Ye Xue's hesitation, and did not want to accuse.

"What a fool."

Looking at the restless Yexue, Kushida sighed desperately, walked up and kissed Yexue gently on the face, "Don't worry, I told you, I don't hate Yexue-kun, it's just that I'm a senior in high school." I really have no intention of dating in Nian. As long as I have a partner, regardless of gender, my evaluation in school will drop rapidly. Now, I can't accept this."

"Really?" Feeling the moisture on her cheeks, Ye Xue touched her face and smiled stupidly.

"Of course, so tomorrow, we just have to do the same as usual."

Kushida smiled lightly.

It doesn't give people a particularly sweet feeling, nor does it have that violent temperament, but it is more real.

After Kushida left, Ye Xue also began to review what happened today.

His relationship with Kushida is not a couple, but more like close friends who trust each other. However, from Kushida's point of view, he is probably a little brother who is trustworthy and needs to be taken care of.

Even if you are tougher, it is easy to get Kushida. She will not resist now and she will have several opportunities today.

However, this alone is not enough.

He wants Kushida Kikyo to fall deeper into hell and have to kneel at his feet for the rest of his life.

It depends on how much impact today's words can have on Kushida.

At least, anything that happens in Class D from now on will be heard through Kushida.

but.

Although I can be 99% sure that Kushida today is real.

But no matter how Kushida performed, Ye Xue didn't believe it.

This is a woman who looks as sweet as a flower and can even offer her body without any reservation. Behind the scenes, she is even more willing to sacrifice everything and plans how to make you drop out of school.

Kushida Kikyo's obsession with being praised is extremely scary, but when she successfully transfers this obsession to herself, she doesn't know how it will behave.

Ye Xue couldn't help but look forward to it.

but.

Now it is difficult to judge from his words and actions whether Kushida is numbing himself or whether he really means it.

Only when Kushida can give up dealing with Horikita for himself and obey any of his orders unconditionally can Kushida be considered someone he can trust.

…

…

"Being number one in someone's heart..."

It was almost midnight when she returned to the dormitory. After taking a shower, Kushida Kikyo casually put on a bath towel and lay on the bed, looking at her phone.

on the screen.

It is the avatar of Ye Xue boxing, with sporadic beads of sweat on her forehead. Her muscles are very stylish and very attractive. This is the avatar that every friend can see in all school version of the chat software.

"Idiot, it's too late..."

Turning over and burying the phone in a proud place, Kushida Kikyo put the back of her other hand against her forehead, feeling a little warm, and stared blankly at the ceiling above her head.

Today made her really happy. This was the first time someone could trust her when they knew her true identity. Kushida didn't know why, but she also believed in Ye Xue.

Looking back now, Ye Xue praised her for being cute several times, which made her feel even more happy.

If she had met Ye Xue in junior high school, she would have become an enviable couple with him. After all, having such a beautiful girlfriend like him, Ye Xue would definitely be very happy.

"I can become Ye Xue's girlfriend." Looking at Ye Xue's profile picture, Kushida Kikyo couldn't help but smile and feel a little disappointed.

but.

That's not possible now.

He deceived so many people, even destroyed a class in junior high school, and then still wanted to deceive everyone and gain everyone's trust, and he didn't want anyone to discover his true identity.

Because she also knows that she is ugly inside, so she needs to disguise it.

"It would be nice if you weren't so naive."

Kushida couldn't help but think of this.

Ye Xue said that just because she discovered her true identity, she felt that the two of them could get closer.

Kushida couldn't help but clasp his little hands to cover his chest, feeling a little uncomfortable.

She understood this state of mind very well now.

After all, Ye Xue was too stupid, too stupid to be naive, so stupid that it was difficult for people to get close to him, which made Kushida feel a little inferior.

so.

Ye Xue's plan won't work.

She can still only rely on the trust of others to satisfy herself.

Want to be number one in someone's heart!

This idea.

Too luxurious...

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