Chapter 036 becomes the first in your heart
“Bang, bang, bang.”
In the bedroom, Kushita punched and punched on the vertical sandbag, wantonly venting his inner dissatisfaction.
“Abominable Horikita, hurry up and quit the old lady and die.”
Thirty minutes had passed since he returned to the dormitory, and Kushida’s physical fitness seemed quite good.
Yoyuki lay on her side on the bed eating potato chips, watching such a beautiful girl boxing, high kicking movements from time to time, and you can also see the mysterious area of Kushita.
Kushita didn’t seem to care about the night snow’s gaze either.
There will be no problem in getting into class A just like this, but it is not enough to let Kushita follow him after graduation.
Wanting to control a person perfectly is not something that words can easily do.
It is not a bad thing to take the relationship between the two further while it is now.
Ye Xue was curious, “Little Kikyo, I destroyed a class when I was in junior high school, can you tell me what happened?” ”
“You’re curious?”
“Hmm!” Yoruyuki nodded, “I want to know everything about Kushida. ”
“It’s just a boring thing.”
Kushita sneered and came to sit down next to Yoruyuki, who handed over a bottle of black tea and sat up straight in a listening gesture.
Taking the black tea, Kushita drank it happily, as if recalling the past, and muttered, “Yexue, do you have any personal merits that can absolutely remain first?” ”
“Nope.”
Night Snow shrugged indifferently.
Indeed, even in this school, in terms of strength at the inner level, Ayakoji should be stronger than himself, and Yexue is very clear about self-awareness.
However.
Although this is a school where strength is paramount, this society is not.
He who holds resources wins the world.
Some people were born in Rome, and it is easy to pinch or block some geniuses.
“Right?” Kushida laughed self-deprecatingly, “It’s a matter of course, no one can guarantee that they will be the first, there are always some guys who have special talents in some way.” ”
“But…” Kushita quickly laughed evilly, “but I can’t stand this, when I was a child, as long as I finished my homework, I would be praised by my parents, and if I was the first in the exam, I would be praised by teachers and classmates, and I would praise me as a genius, saying that I would definitely be admitted to Tokyo University in the future.” ”
“I still remember how excited and happy I was at that time, and since then, I have tried to be the first in various fields, only in this way can I be praised by others.”
Ye Xue listened quietly, Kushita told a very ordinary thing, everyone has this stage.
Lying calmly beside Yexue, Kushita stretched out his palm, the light shone on the face of the fear through his fingers, and Kushita smiled bitterly, “But after entering junior high school, it has changed, and in every field I have encountered, there are guys who can surpass me, and they are geniuses who can never win by hard work alone.” ”
“Na, Ye Xuejun, everyone should be more or less in the mood of not wanting to lose to others.”
Feeling Kushida’s comprehension-seeking gaze, Yoruyuki said bluntly, “But I don’t believe there are many people who care like Kushita. ”
“Sure enough.” Kushita didn’t care, saying to himself, “But I can’t, I can’t accept that I’m ordinary, but in the end, I finally found that I can definitely stay the first place, and it is easier for me to gain the ‘trust’ of others than anyone else.”
“With my excellent appearance, I am undoubtedly the first in this regard, I do not hesitate to share false smiles, false tenderness, talk to annoying men, socialize with girls who make people angry… So I became a popular person in the class. Whether it is my parents, teachers, seniors and juniors, or even strangers in the neighborhood, they all love me and trust me. ”
“I succeeded, I was trusted more than anyone else, and whenever those idiots shared their inner secrets with me, I was very satisfied.”
Although these can be known from the original book, Ye Xue does find another important point, “Satisfaction is not happy, does Little Kirito hate being trusted?” ”
“Hehe, if you are really trusted, it is definitely not a bad thing.” Kushita scoffed, “But those guys just treat me like a trash can, and they have to vent everything disgusting and jealous to me, and every day listening to these words, I am so disgusted that I want to vomit.” ”
“So it is.”
Yexue smiled and nodded.
Although it has been seen in the original book, when it is immersed, Night Snow has a different discovery.
Kushida doesn’t care about being trustworthy or about the image of the class.
But.
Stay number one and be praised!
In simple terms,
It is to maintain Kushida’s sense of satisfaction and accomplishment.
However, due to the limitation of talent, Kushita can only go further and further down the road of deceiving others.
In Night Snow’s opinion, this is right.
The gap in talent is an objective fact, and with hard work alone, he cannot become Einstein in any way, and Kushita really wants to be the absolute first, so he can only find another way.
Ye Xue poured her another cup of black tea and urged, “And then?” ”
“Then there’s some boring unfolding.” Kushita drank lipstick tea with his legs folded, unwillingly, “In the end, I can’t help but post all these secrets on anonymous blogs, so that my psychology is much more comfortable.” ”
“Unexpectedly, I was soon discovered by my classmates, resulting in me being isolated by the class.”
As if wanting to share something interesting, Kushita teased, “Yoruyuki, guess what, in the end, how did the class collapse?” ”
“Little Kirito was bullied, but what means was used to retaliate against the class, and finally the school stopped it.” Although the answer was clear, Ye Xue still made the most ordinary answer.
“Huh.” Kushita sneered, suddenly pressed Ye Xue on the bed, held his cheeks with both hands, and looked into his eyes, the dark eyes were extremely dark, as if mocking the innocence of Ye Xue.
“Wrong, oh, I just blew out their interpersonal black material, like who hates whom, who robs who likes whom, and the whole class actually fights like this.”
“The boys began to pick each other, the girls began to pull each other’s hair, they began to spontaneously burst out each other’s various black materials, and finally, I stood on the sidelines and watched all this like an unrelated mass, the class could no longer run, and the school was very distressed about this, after all, I didn’t do anything, and eventually all the students in the class stopped studying at home.”
“It’s hard to believe it, but that’s the truth, this is the bottomless darkness of human nature.” Holding Yoruyuki’s cheeks with both hands, Kushita whispered, “So, Yokyuki-kun, it’s best not to trust those beautiful girls easily.” ”
“I’m not an idiot.” Ye Xue said helplessly, “And, at least I believe that Little Kirito is a very gentle girl.” ”
Pressing on Ye Xue’s body and staring at it for a moment, Kushita rolled over and left to sit on the edge of the bed, and said a little helplessly, “Forget it, if there is anything you want to help, discuss it with me first, understand?” ”
Although she is trusted by Kushida, she sees herself as the party to be taken care of.
It is not good to continue like this.
More importantly, the extent of this trust has been.
Ye Xue sat up straight, looked at Kushida’s back, and was silent for a moment before suddenly whispering
“Little Kikyo, I like you.”
“……”
The atmosphere in the room was instantly quiet and a little eerie.
The sheets were also crumpled by Kushita, and I am afraid that I did not consider that the overnight snow would confess at this time.
As if he had experienced a struggle, with his back to the night snow, Kushida whispered.
“I’m sorry, although I don’t hate Yexuejun, I have no plans to associate with anyone in the past three years.”
The expected answer, after all, with the person you are with, the evaluation of the class will definitely be impressed. At this time, his own value is far less than the satisfaction brought by the image of the class.
Although he couldn’t see Kushida’s expression at this time, the other party was the same, and Yoruyuki narrowed his eyes and fell silent.
With the strength of Kushida,
It is not difficult to perfunctory the past, and if you change anyone, Kushita will definitely bring this topic at will.
Or, give an ambiguous answer and continue to enjoy the trust of the other person and take advantage of the other person.
But Kushita has now bluntly refused, and what he said is the truth.
On the one hand.
I don’t want to use the means against others to deceive Ye Xue.
On the other hand.
He didn’t get up to make an excuse to leave, and he was also waiting for Yexue’s reply, not wanting to deceive, and not wanting to lose Yexue, the only person he could trust.
It’s really complicated psychology.
In that case, it is not impossible to slowly reverse the relationship between the two from here.
“Little Kikyo doesn’t need to apologize either.” Ye Xue barely squeezed out a smile and said half-jokingly, “Actually, I just wanted to associate with you because I saw that Little Kirito was cute, and Little Kirito didn’t need to seriously consider it at all.” ”
“Sure enough, I knew.”
Kushita waved his hand in disgust, as if he had known Yoyuki’s thoughts for a long time.
Skimming his eyes and smiling at Yexue, who was a little lost, Kushita showed a sweet smile and turned around to take Yexue into his arms, gently stroking Yexue’s hair and whispering
“Yexue-kun will definitely find a better girlfriend, I… It’s not as good as you think. ”
“Actually, I’m not as naïve as you think.” Pillowed in a proud place, Ye Xue really did not have the heart to feel this softness at this time, and said softly.
“Yes, yes, Yexue-kun is not stupid at all.”
Kushita was still gently stroking his hair, not believing it at all.
Kushita also has some arrogance, or in other words, most high school students have some arrogant problems.
I think that I am the center of the world, as long as I think about it, as long as I work hard, I can definitely do it.
Having identified Yoruyuki as an object to be taken care of, Kushita cannot easily change his mind.
It’s naïve to like to think that you understand others.
“It’s already 1 o’clock, it’s almost time to go back.”
After the two snuggled up to each other for a while, Kushida got up to leave.
Yoruyuki also sent her to the genkan and watched Kushita put on her shoes before speaking.
“Little Kirito, actually, it’s useless for you to vent like this every time, right?”
Kushita’s body paused slightly.
She was naturally well aware of this
Whether it is physical venting or overeating, these common sense methods of relieving stress in the world, she has tried.
However, this is a psychological problem, not at all a problem that can be solved by the way of decompression, and can only play a soothing effect.
Sooner or later, the darkness in the heart will one day accumulate to an irrepressible degree.
“If you can, if you have anything nasty about Little Kirito, you can tell me.”
Yoruyuki spoke again, he wanted to be the object of Kushida’s talk, as long as there was one person to share this darkness, Kusuda would be much easier.
Problems that come from the psychological level can only be solved from the psychological aspect.
His eyes wandered, and Ye Xue seemed to be desperately looking for a topic, “Also, no one can guarantee that they can become the first, not even in terms of being trusted, stars, idols, Internet celebrities, little Kikyo will meet someone more trusted than you sooner or later, and even now even Ichinose of Class B is more trusted than you!” ”
“What do you want to say?”
Kushita suddenly turned around and stared at the night snow with gloomy eyes, scolding sharply.
No one can deny her way of living, not even the night snow.
Although it is not a big problem to be able to tolerate Yexue to do many things, trust Yexue, be willing to take care of Yexue, and even give his body to him, no one is allowed to step into this forbidden area.
“So, Kikyoko might as well think differently.”
However, Ye Xue did not hesitate to look at her this time, “For example, to be the first in someone’s heart, I want to associate with you because Little Kirito is cute, but in terms of cuteness, Little Kirito is the first in the world in my mind.” ”
Kushita sneered, and before he could speak, a few drops of cold sweat broke out on the corner of Yexue’s forehead, his eyes began to wander, and he muttered in his mouth, “And… And also… And…”
Looking at Yexue, who was desperately looking for a topic and didn’t know how to speak, Kushida silently swallowed the words that reached his lips.
Ye Xue’s palm was weakly grasped and slowly released.
The slightly tense performance, the hasty words, can add realism to one’s own language.
[In Yexue’s heart, he is really the world’s number one cute. ] 】
Kushita recognized the truth of this sentence, and also understood the reason for Yoroyuki’s hesitation, and did not want to blame.
“What an idiot.”
Looking at the restless Yexue, Kushita sighed as if deadly, stepped forward and kissed Yexue lightly on the face, “Don’t worry, I said, I don’t hate Yexue-kun, it’s just that there is really no intention of dating in high school for three years, as long as there is a relationship partner, both men and women, the evaluation in school will drop rapidly, and now I can’t accept this.” ”
“Really?” Feeling the wetness on her cheeks, Ye Xue touched her face and smiled stupidly.
“Of course, so tomorrow, we just have to be the same as usual.”
Kushita smiled faintly.
It doesn’t give people a particularly sweet feeling, nor does it have that violent temperament, but is more real.
When Kushida left, Yorayuki also began to review what happened today.
His relationship with Kushita is not a couple, but more like a trusted best friend, but in Kushida’s opinion, he is probably a trustworthy little brother who needs to be taken care of.
Even if she is tougher, it is easy to get Kushida, she will not resist now, and there are several opportunities today.
However, this alone is not enough.
He wants to plunge Kushita Kikyo into a deeper hell and kneel at his feet for the rest of his life.
It depends on how much impact today’s words can have on Kushita.
At least, anything that happens to Class D in the future will reach his ears through Kushida.
But.
Although 99% sure, today’s Kushita is real.
But no matter how Kushida behaved, Yoruyuki didn’t believe it.
This is a woman who is as sweet as a flower on the surface, and can even offer her body without reservation, but behind the scenes, she will only sacrifice everything and figure out how to get you out of school.
Kushida Kirito’s attachment to being praised is terrifying, but when he succeeds in transferring this attachment to himself, he doesn’t know what will happen.
Night Snow can’t help but look forward to it.
But.
It is now difficult to tell whether Kushita is paralyzing himself or really in words and actions.
Until Kushita was able to give up dealing with Horikita for his own sake and was able to obey any orders of his own unconditionally, Kushita could be regarded as someone he could trust.
……
……
“Be the first in someone’s heart…”
It was nearly midnight when he returned to the dormitory, and after bathing, Kushida casually put on a bath towel and lay on the bed, looking at his mobile phone.
On the screen.
It is the avatar of Ye Xue boxing, with sporadic sweat hanging from the corner of his forehead, and his muscles are very shapely and quite attractive, this is the chat software of all school LINE, and every friend can see the avatar.
“Stupid, it’s too late…”
Turning over and burying the phone in a proud place, Kushita Kikyo pressed the back of his other hand to his forehead, feeling a little hot, and his eyes stared blankly at the ceiling above his head.
Today really made her very happy, it was the first time that someone could trust her when she knew her true face, and Kushida didn’t know why, and he also trusted Yoyuki.
Looking back now, Yexue praised her for being cute a few times, which also made people feel happy.
If you met Yexue in junior high school, you should become an enviable couple with him, after all, with such a beautiful girlfriend as herself, Yexue will definitely be very happy.
“Can be Yexue’s girlfriend.” Looking at Yexue’s avatar, Kushita Kikyo couldn’t help but show a smile and a little lost.
But.
Not now.
After deceiving so many people, he ruined a class in junior high school, and then he still wanted to deceive everyone and gain everyone’s trust, and he didn’t want people to discover their true colors.
Because she also knows that her heart is ugly, she needs to be disguised.
“If only you weren’t so simple.”
Kushida couldn’t help but think so.
Yexue said that because she found her true face, she felt that the two could get closer.
Kushita couldn’t help but hold his small hand over his chest, feeling a little uncomfortable.
She now understands this state of mind very well.
After all, Yexue is too stupid, stupid to simple, stupid to be unapproachable, so that Kushida can’t help but feel a little inferior.
So.
The night snow scheme will not work.
She can still only rely on the trust of others to satisfy herself.
Want to be number one in someone’s heart!
Such thoughts.
Too extravagant….
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