The Wolf Without A Name

Christian P.O.V

I saw myself within a large, dark field filled with smoke. I was alone and naked within my human form. I remembered being here as a child. I was only 8 at that time, until I woke up not being able to control my beast anymore. Was I dreaming? I thought as I walked around the field, clueless of where I was going.

I heard a growled. It sounded familiar. I realized it was my wolf. I turned around and saw my wolf appearing from the white smoke. Staring at me with his blood-red eyes..

I did not understand what was happening. Why was my wolf not within my body and now stood before me as if it were someone else? I wanted to believe it was another wolf, but deep down I knew it was mine. It growled standing away from me. I continued to stare at it as it too did the same.

What does it want? I questioned myself. It was as if it was waiting for me to say something.

Finally, I spoke. "What do you want?" I asked my beast. It said nothing continuing to gaze at me. "Why can't I control you?" I again asked it. Still, it said nothing. I break down into tears remembering my mate. I wanted to protect her and feared that my beast will not allow me to do so. "I don't want to hurt my mate?" I told the beast.

It walked up to me, getting closer, and stopped.

"I will never hurt my mate," it finally spoke.

"Then why won't you allow me to take control?" I asked.

"The time is near," it said as it walked back into the thick, white smoke.

"I don't understand," I told it.

"You will soon," it spoke until I saw it disappears.

"Wake up Hun, wake up," I heard a female voice.

I slowly opened my eyes and saw that I was dreaming. My mom rubbed my face worriedly. I got up quickly from the bed remembering what had happened.

"Where is," I was about to question about my mate, but my mom stopped me, answering me.

"Your father is fine, he's within his room trying to heal from a broken rib and a fractured arm," she told me.

I wanted to feel sorry about him, but I could not. I could feel my wolf within me angered by his name. It hated that he abused our mate and wanted nothing to do with him. Sometimes I felt a strange feeling within me that he was not my father. I did not know why, but every time he was near me, I felt so.

I needed to know where my mate was and ask again. My mom again spoke.

"I know that red-headed bitch was evil the first day I met her," she described my mate harshly as she ran her hand through my hair. I held her hand removing it from my long dark hair, hating how she was describing my one true mate, placing her hand gently onto my bed.

"Don't worry," she told me. I looked at her wondering why she had said that.

"She won't be here anymore to use evil in controlling your beast," my mom said.

I was shocked hearing what she said and wanted to shout at her, but I just sat there staring at her, wondering if the words that escape my mother's lips were hers are was it, my father's. I knew my father and too brother had their ways, but my mom I thought she was different, or after dwelling with my father for such a long time, she had now become him.

"She's not evil," I told my mother.

"I saw her control your wolf and she is nothing to you, and me as your mother I could not do that," she told me.

She was something to me, I wanted to tell her, but a strange feeling within stopped me from doing so. I removed myself away from her. I did not want to be next to her right now when she was describing my one true mate so badly. I walked up to the wall, praying to the moon goddess that my mate is out there, and she is fine. I must search for her, I thought.

"You have changed ever since that bitch came along," my mother said angrily.

I turned around angry and shout at her. "Don't describe her in such way!"

My mother jumped frighteningly and covered her mouth. She removes her hand from her mouth, surprised by my behaviour.

"I should have gotten rid of you a long time ago," she said. "I should have listened to your father," she again said.

I felt my wolf within me growled at her angrily. She ran from my room shutting the door behind her as she cried. I ran across my room hitting down everything I could find angry at what she had said. I thought my mom was good, but she was just evil as the others. My anger suddenly disappears remembering my mate. I had to find her. I sat within my room, trying to find an escape plan, without anyone knowing. The first attempt I had made meeting her within the forest. I had no idea how I did. I could only remember wishing to see her so badly until I did at the back of my yard. I laid on my bed speaking to my wolf, hoping he could allow me to see her again.

Suddenly I heard a knock at the door.

"Go away!" I shouted.

"It's me, Francine," the person answered.

I got up quickly hoping she knows the whereabouts of my mate and told her to come in. She pushed my bedroom door open. In her hand, I saw a cup of Juice and a sandwich that smelled like chicken. She gave it to me, and I placed it on the ground. Francine looked around the place seeing how badly it looked and asked if she could start cleaning now.

"No," I told her. I was not planning on staying here anyway.

"Do you know where the red hair maid is?" I inquired her since I had no name for her.

Francine turned to look at me and answered, "I heard from Josh she was fired, I just got here after the Luna rehired me," she told me.

I took up the grape juice and started to drink, preparing to ask her another question. Suddenly I taste a strange taste within the drink.

"This juice tastes funny," I told Francine. Francine came over to me taking the juice and smelled it.

"It smells fine," she said. "but I didn't prepare it your mother did," she told me

I dropped to the floor feeling weak. My body felt like it was giving up on me.

Francine places the cup on the floor and ran over to me helping me onto the bed.

"Please find my red hair mate and bring her way up into the forest away from everyone into a cabin, the secret spot I showed you where I use to ran off to, at a younger age," I told her.

"Christian what's happening?" she asked me frighteningly.

"Please find her in protecting her and tie her down when the full moon comes, so she won't come to find me," I told her.

"What's happening?" she kept on asking as she held my face, worried.

"My mother gave me wolf sleeping powder," I told her. It was a powder that allows you to sleep for a year as if you are hibernating or kill you if you were not lucky.

"Protect my mate," please I told her as the place started to get dark. "She's my everything," I again told her.

"I will sir," she answered me. I then heard footsteps entered my room. I was unable to see but hear it was my mother.

"Get out!" she ordered Francine. I heard Francine left the room. She was my last hope in saving my mate.

"Why?" I had to ask my mom.

"I'm sorry son, but it is the best for my family. I won't let that bitch ruin our lives," she said.

"You knew she's my mate?" I asked her, as I felt myself passing out slowly.

"The day I saw her standing outside your door like a last puppy," she said.

"I thought I was wrong, but when I saw her take control of your wolf, I knew I was right. I will never let her have you," she told me until I heard her no more.