The Wolf Without A Name

Chapter 33 - 33: Ashamed Of My Feelings For Him

"No, it couldn't be. It could not be," I said shockingly.

"You feel it and I feel it, don't you?" Ares questioned me.

Tears started to escape my eyes as the feeling inside increases, trying to pull me back towards him. I sobbed as I held my chest, fighting the compelling feeling.

"You are my mate," Ares again said. .

I wiped away my tears as I looked at the attractive red hair man behind the bars.

"We are not mates," I told him.

"Then what are these feeling. Why do I feel the need to protect you and why I won't be able to leave you?" Ares kept on questioning me.

I could see within his eyes he too was unable to control this strange feeling.

I stood silently; not knowing what to say.

What if Cindy did not tell me he was his mate, would I have believed him? I thought. What if she thought wrong and Ares is not her mate; I thought even more. No, no; I shook my head as I tried to remove the thoughts from my head.

"Tell me?" Ares again asked as he hit the bars of the cell creating aloud sound.

Frank run into the cell the moment he heard the sound. I dried my eye; making sure he did not see I was crying.

"What's wrong?" Frank inquired me worried.

I looked at Aries. Ares turned his back sadly and walked over to the walls of the cell; not wanting to look at me anymore.

"Nothing," I answered Frank as I continued to stare at Ares. Ares glances at me as I answered Frank and again turned his back towards the wall.

I exit the cell. I could not handle what was happening and that it could lead to ruining a good relationship with Cindy. Frank followed me still curious as to what had happened and stopped me within the kitchen.

"What truly had happened in the cell?" He inquired me as he pulled me by the hand, turning me towards him.

I slowly turned my head aside. I did not want to stare into his eyes as I told him the truth. Suddenly I heard Cindy entering the kitchen. Eager to find out what had happened between me and her one true mate; Or the handsome male wolf she thinks is her mate, I thought wrongly. I closed my eyes, running my hand through my thick red hair; trying to get rid of the stupid bad thought from my head. He is Cindy's mate, I reminded myself and answered Frank.

"He is a born alpha," I told him instead, and not that the red hair man believes we are mates.

"Fucking hell," I heard Frank said as he walked up to the kitchen counter holding onto it, shockingly.

"He will be an alpha one day," Cindy said as she walked up to me, holding me by both of my hands happily. "I'm going to be a Luna," she said excitedly as she jumped.

I watched her as she danced happily forgetting her mate was somehow attractive to me only. Sadness again swept over me; remembering what Ares had said to me.

"Look what you have done Cindy," Frank lashed out on her.

"I'm sorry but I had to save him," Cindy apologize to him. "I could not leave my mate out there to die," she explained as she began to cry and walked over to me, hugging me sadly.

I felt so uncomfortable being close to Cindy knowing what was happening between me and her mate.

"We are in some deep trouble; his father is probably looking for him." " We have to create a plan in getting rid of him quickly," Frank said.

Cindy moved away from me right away; hearing what Frank had said. "Get rid of him?" she repeated.

"I'm not going to kill him, don't worry," Frank assured her.

Frank came over to me and held me by my shoulders with great worries in his eyes.

"I'm going to deliver the letter right now I won't take long, please don't visit him nor you Cindy," he glances at tearful eyes Cindy disappointedly.

I nodded.

"The cell is strong and won't allow him to escape," I will be back quickly," he said as he moved his hands away from me and ran into the living room, exiting the secret cottage and closed the door behind him.

Soon it was only me and Cindy. I glance at her and went into the living room waiting on Frank to return. I suddenly started to become quite tense being around her; knowing I was betraying her when she had been so good to me. As I sat on the couch, I quickly jumped up frighten by Cindy. I did not realize she was following me and was about to take the same couch. I held my chest frighteningly.

"I'm sorry I startled you," Cindy apologize.

"I just can't believe I will be a Luna one day and too mated to an alpha, it's unbelievable," she kept on saying happily.

I took another chair beside her and smiled at her, hiding my sadness.

"Can you please tell me his name?" Cindy begged me.

I stared at the wall before me not having the heart to look at her without crying, holding onto the hands of the soft smooth chair tightly, and answered her.

"His name is Ares," I told her softly.

I glance at her seeing her lower her head as she smiled brightly and back towards the wall.

"He as a beautiful name," she said.

At that moment I wish there were nothing more she wanted to inquiry me about Ares and waited impatiently for Frank to return. Being close to Cindy was killing me as I kept on remembering the moment I had shared with her mate.

"I can't wait for the full moon to come for us to mate," she said. I can't wait to be loved and touch by him, she again said as she hugged herself happily.

I got up from my chair quickly not wanting to hear her talk about Ares anymore.

"Reds, what is wrong?" she stopped me as she ran in front of me.

"Nothing," I answered, as I gave her a fake smile.

"Okay," she said as she went back to her chair excitedly.

I turned around watching her, curious as to how she knew Aries was truly her mate If I too felt a strange feeling for him. I felt like I and Ares belonged together.

"Cindy," I called her.

She looked at me with a bright smile, happy.

It was hard to ask her this question, but I needed to know. I needed to know if what she felt was true. I held my hand playing with my fingers, lowering my head nervously.

"What is wrong?" Cindy asked me as she got up from her chair coming towards me.

I raised my head staring into her eyes.

"How do you know he is your mate?" I inquired her; not being able to hold back my tears anymore.

"No," Cindy said as she places one of her hands against her left bosom and took one step backward: away from me.

"Please don't tell me Reds. Please don't tell me you've fallen for my mate?" she inquired me sadly as tears pools from her eyes.

I sobbed as my nose run.

"Answer me!" Cindy shouted angrily at me allowing my body to jump frighteningly.

"I don't know," I answered her as I cried even more. "I don't know what this feeling is that I share for him.

"You are a bitch that's what you are?" she said angrily.

The door opens quickly banging against the wall. We both looked to see who it was and there I saw it was Frank.

Cindy ran into the bedroom crying her eyes out the minute she saw Frank.

"Cindy," I called her.

I fell to the floor resting my head in the small chair before me; not caring Frank was there. I heard the door closed and the sound of his hard boot as he came towards me. I glance at him; seeing him staring at me; knowing exactly what had happened between me and Cindy and walked away.

"He has received the letter now all we have to do is to wait," he said as he left the room; not caring about the condition I was in.

I sat up on my knees and watched him; wishing he could say something to me; something that could take my mind off what was happening, but instead he went to the room where Cindy was. I again lower my head to the couch, sobbing.

"Come with me to my land and I'll protect you," I remembered Ares's voice; that made me wanted to run to him; leaving here, but I could not, I had to save Christian after what he had done for me.

I rested my head on the couch sadly; continuing to cry.

Suddenly I heard the doorknob being touched. I wiped away the tears from my eyes sadly; knowing who it was. I stand the minute she entered the house and watched her as she closed the door behind her.

Frank came to greet her and glance at me disappointedly. I looked away from him feeling a shame.

"The alpha is looking for her; he sends out dozen of his men in search for her," she told her mate, shockingly.

"No," Frank said, worried.

I too was worried hearing such terrible news.

"We need to lay low as possible and find her father quickly," Frank told her.

"Did he receive the letter?" She inquired Frank.

Frank nodded.

"Good," she said. "Now all we have to do is to pray for safety and wait."

Frank took her jacket and the bag she had brought with her, hanging up the brown jacket and carrying the bags into the kitchen.

I walked over to her slowly. Knowing what I wanted; Francine answered me.

"He looks fine, but I do not know if he truly his," Francine inform me about Christian.

"I brought food; you need to eat to gain strength for who knows what can happen now," she said worriedly.

I followed her into the kitchen. The meal she had carried with her, smelled good, but I had lost my appetite after what had happened earlier. I am not hungry I told her as I exit the kitchen and went into the room. I stopped at the entrance door of the bedroom as I saw Cindy. She came off the bed and exit the room hated seeing me.

"I'll be sleeping in the next room," she said angrily as she left me.

I watched her sadly and went into the drawer taking out a short thin white dress, I remembered Francine had given me when I was at the devil's house, and went into the bathroom for a quick bath. Completing my shower, I dried myself putting on the dress and returned to the bedroom. My eyes widen seeing Francine sitting on my bed waiting for me. The moment she saw me she came over to me.

"What is wrong?" I asked her as she got close to me.

"Ah!" I cried out as I felt an acute pain across my face.

"Not every man who shows interest in you; you should run to them with an open leg," Francine said angrily.

"No, it's not what you think," I tried to explain to her, but she grabbed me by my shoulders shaking me.

"Focus on finding your father and saving Christian who fought only for your safety," she said as she pushed me backward allowing me to fall on my butt and exit my room, closing the door behind her.

I sat there crying; holding my cheek; until there were no more tears left to cry. I went over to my bed; climbing onto it and laid down; hearing the night bugs. I detested what was happening after Ares had come into my life. I never meant for what had happened nor did I blame Ares. It was the strange feeling our wolves were feeling.

I stared at the wall in front of me as I lay on my side. Suddenly I heard my door room opened. I turned around; seeing if Cindy was returning, but I was surprised. As I saw a muscular, attractive, shirtless tall man only within a long black pant. I got up immediately; wondering how he escapes from his cell.

"How did you escape?" I asked him frighteningly as he walked towards me, while his bright red hair light up the room.

"Wherever you are I'll find you?" Ares said as he came on my bed sitting beside me staring into my eyes.

I did the same loss in the beauty of his eyes; soon I felt his warm large hand against my cheek.

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