The Wolf Without A Name
Chapter 45 - 45: Preparing To Reject My Mate.
"What?" Ares said surprisingly; as he removes himself from his chair immediately; standing up.
"Cindy is my mate?" he again said, surprisingly.
"Yes," I answered him as I sat up.
"She sold me in getting rid of me, jealous of the strange connection we both shared," I told him.
"How do you know she is my mate? Ares inquired me.
"Because she told me, I answered him. Also, Francine had to give her a weird powder in trying to calm her down when you were on top of the secret cottage."
Ares quickly ran from the dining room hearing the terrible news. I try to chase after him, but my father stopped me.
"It's good you told us about this before he marked her. The pack doesn't want a Luna like that," my father said.
"I'm sorry this had to happen to him if only we didn't share such a strange feeling his mate wouldn't have done that," I cried as I hugged my father.
"None of this is your fault; the great connection that you and your brother as just allow it to show the true heart Cindy as which is pure evil," my father told me.
I removed myself from him; wiping away my tears and stared within his eyes, finding comfort in his words. What he said was true, but still, I hated that my brother had to go through something like this now when he was excited about the full moon tonight.
"I'll go talk to him," my father said as he gently touched my left cheek and went upstairs to my brother.
"You did the right thing," I heard Luna Lila behind me.
I spin around to face her right away.
"Don't ever blame yourself for this for who knows what she would truly become if she one day rule over the pack with your brother," Luna Lila said.
I returned within my chair agreeing with the Luna. For all along I thought Cindy was good until she stabbed me within my back. Who knows what else she is capable of?
"Let's give your father some time in handling this horrible situation with your twin brother and let us go shopping for some new clothes," Luna Lila said.
"No, I don't want to be away from my brother now," I told Lila sadly.
Luna Lila got up from her chair and stood in front of me.
"Your father is an alpha he as handles bigger problems than this; he knows what to do believe me," Lila assured me.
Hearing what she had said. I decided to go for she was determining in carrying me; also, the clothes I was in were the only pair I had for myself now.
I looked upstairs sadly knowing my brother was not happy and exited the house slowly behind the Luna. A black car was waiting for us with the door open. The Luna and I got in. I stared through the dark car glass at the house sadly as we drove off.
"Please don't worry too much Aria, I told you alpha Logan got this," Lila again reminded me.
I smiled at her; hoping he really does. For the Luna knows my father more than me.
Soon the car stopped, the driver quickly got out of the car and opened the door for us. As we walked away from the car, I glanced behind me seeing the driver standing outside in his full black clothes which seems it was his working clothes.
"Let us go to the hairdresser first and then we can start on purchasing your new clothes," Lila said.
"Okay," I answered and followed her into a large and beautiful building. Inside I saw a long line with a seat of ladies looking through books waiting on their turns in combing their hair.
"Good morning Luna," A tall well-done hair lady came to greet Lila.
"Good morning, Lila, greeted her back. This is my new daughter, Ares twin, Aria," Lila introduced me to the lady.
"Ho, the alpha's lost daughter I've been hearing about the whole time yesterday," she said excitedly.
"Yes, the Luna said.
"I'm Jasmine, the owner of this hairdressing place and you my child are as beautiful as your brother," she said as she smiled at me.
I smiled back shyly at her.
"I need you to give her a beautiful stylish haircut," Lila told her.
"No problem miss, you don't have to wait; follow me," she instructed us.
We followed her into a room away from the crowd. The lady gave the Luna a seat to sit and instructed me to sit into a highchair before a large wide mirror against the wall. I obeyed her.
"I'm going to give you a beautiful pixie haircut; since your hair is already short," the lady said.
Soon she started to cut my hair. I watched her through the mirror until she was done. I smiled loving my new hairstyle. It was beautiful. Lila too loved it. Looking through the mirror was like I was looking at someone else. I was beautiful and looked very mature. Lila paid the lady. Soon we were out of the hairdressing place into a shopping store for new clothes. Entering the store my eyes widen seeing so many clothes; they were beautiful.
"Don't worry about the price choose whatever you want," the Luna told me.
The clothes I choose Lila hated them. They were too colorful and were not suitable for a powerful alpha's daughter she would say. And so, she started to pick out my clothes. They were very stylish. Soon we went onto underwear and bra until I became so tired of putting on new clothes. Finally, our shopping was over. One of the ladies within the store helped us in carrying the clothes to the cashier.
"Oh, Lila said frighteningly. I forget to get you some makeup," she said.
I did not understand what she was talking about. She pulled my hand carrying me to a weird section of the store that did not have any clothes but some small colorful dull and bright things.
"Please help me chose the right makeup for her skin tone," the Luna asked a lady within the store.
She did and gave her tonnes of makeup. Talia purchased them. The lady places them into a beautiful bag and gave them to me. I looked at them strangely; wondering what the heck they were.
"Don't worry, Lila assures me. I will teach you everything you don't know and make you become the beautiful confident lady your father wants you to be."
I smiled hearing her said that.
Soon we were out of the store with the shopping bags assisted by a worker. The bags were placed at the back of the car and then we started off home.
The car stopped in front of our home. Sadness crept over my heart thinking of how sad my brother must be. Slowly I went to the back of the car in taking up my bags, Lila stopped me. Our maid will come for them and carry them to your room; she told me. I nodded and walked to the house, while my brother's terrible issue haunts me. The maid greeted me and quickly went for my bags bringing them into my room.
My heart raced within my chest as I saw my father coming downstairs.
"Is everything alright?" his Luna inquired him.
He nodded. "It's painful of hearing such a terrible news but he will be okay," he said.
"Good," the Luna said.
Alpha Logan kissed his Luna and touched my face gently.
"I'll be home soon, I promise," he said and went off closing the door behind him.
I watched him as he leaves and turn my head staring upstairs sadly. I glance behind me the moment I felt Lila's hand against my shoulder.
"Go and see him now," she told me gently.
I nodded and went upstairs. I paused at the front of Ares bedroom door, resting the tip of my fingers against it sadly. I took a deep breath and knock it gently. The door shoved open slowly. It was not close and there I saw Ares sitting on the side of his large bed covered within the red sheet sadly. His room was beautifully decorated.
Ares did not turn to see who it was remaining within the same position lowering his head. I entered his room slowly closing the door behind him.
"Ares," I called him sadly.
He raised his head to look at me and lower his head back; staring at the white tile of his room covered in red rose petal sad as ever. I walked over to him pushing away the petals from the floor not wanting to step on them and sat beside him on the edge of his bed.
"I'm sorry this had to happen," I apologize to him.
"None of this is your fault, he said as he turned to look at me with tears within his eyes. I only hate that I had to be her chosen mate."
I nodded.
"You can forgive her," I said foolishly to him, wanting everything to be back to normal. I wanted us to be happy again.
"I will never accept her knowing what she did to you," Ares said angrily. "Tonight, I will reject her."
I hugged him sadly from his side.
"I too will reject my mate," I told Ares. I was worried about doing so, but since my brother was rejecting his mate for me, I was now eager to reject mine as well.
Ares removed me from his shoulder staring into my eyes.
"I don't want you to reject your mate for me only because you are sorry for me," Ares said sadly.
"No, I have to do it, I told him. Dad and mom agree, and it is better that way for I am not ready."
"I understand sis, but it is not going to be easy to break such a powerful bond," Ares told me; while he let go of my face and started to stare at the wall decorated in beautiful red and white.
I rested my head back onto his shoulder; feeling a terrible feeling within my gut that it will not be easy to reject my mate tonight.
The entire day I sat with my brother within his room that was going to be used as his mating room tonight. Soon we both lay down on our side while our faces turned to each other; in preparation for rejecting our mates. Ares tried hard allowing us to forget the evening which was near; for the place had started to lose its light. He would tell me the wonderful things he did as a child and too compliment me about my hair. I smiled and thanked him, but still, I was worried. I turned away from him staring through his window seeing that the moon was appearing. I jumped up immediately frighteningly. Ares sat up as well. Soon we heard a knock at the door.
Ares went to open it and there I saw my father with great worries within his eyes.
"Come, both of you," he told us.
I started to feel scared.
Ares and I followed him; until we were within a strange room. My eyes widen seeing Lila was there and that she was running all over the place. Soon two of the maids came along inside as well.
"Quickly use four curtains to block the moonlight so it doesn't take my children away, Lila commanded them and instructed them to do so fast. Soon the inside was dark. The maids then leave the room.
"What is happening?" I inquired dad scared.
"They are concealing us from the moonlight so that it won't pull us to our mates," Ares answered me instead.
"Instead, your mate will come to you," Lila said.
"And there you can reject them," my father said angrily.
My body had started to tremble at what was about to happen. I thought it would be easier, but seeing all of this I was scared.
"Everything is going to be okay," my father tries to comfort me." "I will be on the lookout for your mate and as soon as I see them; I'll let you reject them.
"But how will you know our mate dad?" I inquired him curiously.
"Don't worry, I'll know," he said as he and his Luna exit the room locking the door from outside.
My brother and I sat within the room for hours, anxiously. I wanted the night to end quickly and to move on with my life the entire time we sat in the darkroom. Suddenly I felt something strange within me; it reminded me of being next to Christian. I held my gut wondering if my mate was here or was the full moon causing it.
"That bitch is here," I heard my brother said angrily.
I turned surprisingly to look at him right away and there I realized who he was talking about. Cindy was here. Was my mate here that is why I was feeling that strange feeling? I thought. My body jumped as I heard the door being opened. And there I saw it was my father returning.
"Your mate is here?" he said as he looked at us. His look towards me was much different. It was as if he had great doubts that I was not going to reject my mate tonight, but I was going to. It was the right thing to do.
I walked behind Ares as we were about to exit the room. My father stopped me right away.
"I hope you do the right thing tonight," he said sadly.
"I will dad," I answered him, exiting the room.
My heart started to race within my chest as I walked towards the hall. Suddenly I started to feel the strange feeling that was now pulling me outside. I started to enjoy the feeling eager to get closer to it. Quickly I opened the door and there I saw alpha Christian. He was shirtless showing off his hard muscular body. It was as if he shifted back into his human form and only put on a shirt in visiting me.
I held my head as I stand still staring at him.
"He is the one; he is our alpha mate," I heard my wolf for the first speaking to me and jumping excitedly within me wanting me to go to him.
I was shocked more than ever. How can I reject him; knowing he was my mate. I did not have the heart to nor was my wolf going to let me. My body jumped as I felt my father's hand against my shoulder. I glance behind me seeing him nodded to me with pure sadness within his eyes, reminding me of my plan. I could not it was the hardest thing to do. I could feel my wolf inside of me crying hating the thought of ever doing so.
I slowly took one step and made a pause. As I was about to take another glance at my father; telling him I could not; he closed the door.
"You're even more beautiful," I heard my kind and charming mate described me.
I slowly turned to look back at him; as he waited outside for me, enjoy seeing the handsome alpha. I cannot do this I kept on repeating as the wonderful feeling grew even stronger. Suddenly I break down into tears.
Alpha Christian immediately came closer to me worried. Quickly I moved away from the porch, meeting him. As alpha Christian and I stood outside in the middle of the front of the yard. I turned to look at the side of the house seeing Ares leaving from the back of the house; within his eyes, I saw tears. He stopped as he saw Christian and I knowing what I was about to do. Suddenly I saw a wolf running quickly away. I then realize it was Cindy. It was hard to reject my one true mate knowing the person he was. He was good. But seeing that my brother rejects his mate for me. I now had no choice but to do so, even if it was going to kill me.
I gently turned my head around to the alpha the moment I felt his soft hand against my face. I lower my head not being able to stare him in the eye and tell him I did not want to be his mate for it was the right thing to do.
"What's wrong my beautiful Luna?" Christian called me for the first; as he gently moved his hand away from my cheek touching my chin softly; raising my head to his.
"Ha...!" I screamed out while I close my eyes as he continued to hold me; trying hard to fight the strong feeling.
"Aria," alpha Christian called my name for the first. I open my eyes surprisingly at him taking a deep breath and there I said the hardest six words that made my wolf within me so angry as if it was going to burst its way from my belly; wanting to go to her alpha.
"I reject you from being my mate," I said to him sadly.
I pushed him away as I said it, running back to the house. Suddenly I felt his hands against me not wanting to let me go.
"Please don't do this," I heard him begged me which made me cry even more; hating what I did.
'Let me go!" I shouted at him.
Suddenly I saw my door burst open and there I saw my father come running to me.
"Let go of my daughter!" my father shouted at him.
I slowly felt Christian letting go of me. I ran inside the house the minute I did, crying my eyes out. The Luna carried me upstairs into my room; trying her best to comfort me. But no matter what she said. She could never make me feel anymore better. Inside I felt my wolf like it was dying that started to make me feel sick.
I removed my head from Lila's shoulder the minute I heard a heavy step within my room and there I saw it was my brother and father. The Luna gently removed herself away from me as she saw her mate. Ares came towards me and took me into his arms sadly.
"I know it hurts," he said as he rocked me within his arms.
"Is everything over now?" I heard Lila inquired father.
"Yes," dad answered her.
My father then came towards me and sat resting one of his hands against my back, while my brother continues to hold me.
"I'm sorry this had to happen to both of you," my father told us.
Suddenly I heard my brother above me crying out. I gently removed myself away from him, staring into his eyes. Seeing that he was trying to comfort me even though he too felt the same way. I slowly moved my hand to his eyes wiping away his tears.
"We'll get through this together," I told him sadly.
We again hugged each other.
The night was sad even more when the rain had started to fall. I could not stop recollecting the horrible thing my brother and I had to go through, rejecting half of us, our soul mates. My brother stays with me the night sleeping next to me and my parents they both sat in a chair next to the side of the bed falling asleep not wanting to leave us. I could not sleep. I could not stop thinking about Christian. I hated what I did to him and wish it had never been like this. I loved him. I jumped from the bed. The moment I heard a loud shout outside.
"Aria!" the voice shouted in pain in the rain.
"Christian," I said softly.
I covered my ears; pushing my body close to my brother; knowing he was still outside. Forever hurt by my dreadful words. I covered my ears trying hard to block him out not wanting to run to him; until I heard his shouting no more.
The morning was even worst. Alpha Christian would keep on visiting me. I would hide within the house not wanting to see him for I knew I would surely return with him to his home. Days he kept on doing so until I saw him no more. I was sad, but at least I had my family who loved me and a brother who was going through the same thing as me who understand what I was feeling. Lila and dad try their best in allowing me and Ares to forget the painful memories. Ares was trained every day by dad in becoming a good alpha one day and I on the other hand was home-school by Lila and a teacher she hired on everything I was robbed from; in becoming the person who I should have become. Ares and I started to feel much better as we both went on with our days taking on new duties and being thought new stuff; also having a wonderfully supportive parent. We learned to forget the past and moved on with our lives, eventually.
~The End~
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"Cindy is my mate?" he again said, surprisingly.
"Yes," I answered him as I sat up.
"She sold me in getting rid of me, jealous of the strange connection we both shared," I told him.
"How do you know she is my mate? Ares inquired me.
"Because she told me, I answered him. Also, Francine had to give her a weird powder in trying to calm her down when you were on top of the secret cottage."
Ares quickly ran from the dining room hearing the terrible news. I try to chase after him, but my father stopped me.
"It's good you told us about this before he marked her. The pack doesn't want a Luna like that," my father said.
"I'm sorry this had to happen to him if only we didn't share such a strange feeling his mate wouldn't have done that," I cried as I hugged my father.
"None of this is your fault; the great connection that you and your brother as just allow it to show the true heart Cindy as which is pure evil," my father told me.
I removed myself from him; wiping away my tears and stared within his eyes, finding comfort in his words. What he said was true, but still, I hated that my brother had to go through something like this now when he was excited about the full moon tonight.
"I'll go talk to him," my father said as he gently touched my left cheek and went upstairs to my brother.
"You did the right thing," I heard Luna Lila behind me.
I spin around to face her right away.
"Don't ever blame yourself for this for who knows what she would truly become if she one day rule over the pack with your brother," Luna Lila said.
I returned within my chair agreeing with the Luna. For all along I thought Cindy was good until she stabbed me within my back. Who knows what else she is capable of?
"Let's give your father some time in handling this horrible situation with your twin brother and let us go shopping for some new clothes," Luna Lila said.
"No, I don't want to be away from my brother now," I told Lila sadly.
Luna Lila got up from her chair and stood in front of me.
"Your father is an alpha he as handles bigger problems than this; he knows what to do believe me," Lila assured me.
Hearing what she had said. I decided to go for she was determining in carrying me; also, the clothes I was in were the only pair I had for myself now.
I looked upstairs sadly knowing my brother was not happy and exited the house slowly behind the Luna. A black car was waiting for us with the door open. The Luna and I got in. I stared through the dark car glass at the house sadly as we drove off.
"Please don't worry too much Aria, I told you alpha Logan got this," Lila again reminded me.
I smiled at her; hoping he really does. For the Luna knows my father more than me.
Soon the car stopped, the driver quickly got out of the car and opened the door for us. As we walked away from the car, I glanced behind me seeing the driver standing outside in his full black clothes which seems it was his working clothes.
"Let us go to the hairdresser first and then we can start on purchasing your new clothes," Lila said.
"Okay," I answered and followed her into a large and beautiful building. Inside I saw a long line with a seat of ladies looking through books waiting on their turns in combing their hair.
"Good morning Luna," A tall well-done hair lady came to greet Lila.
"Good morning, Lila, greeted her back. This is my new daughter, Ares twin, Aria," Lila introduced me to the lady.
"Ho, the alpha's lost daughter I've been hearing about the whole time yesterday," she said excitedly.
"Yes, the Luna said.
"I'm Jasmine, the owner of this hairdressing place and you my child are as beautiful as your brother," she said as she smiled at me.
I smiled back shyly at her.
"I need you to give her a beautiful stylish haircut," Lila told her.
"No problem miss, you don't have to wait; follow me," she instructed us.
We followed her into a room away from the crowd. The lady gave the Luna a seat to sit and instructed me to sit into a highchair before a large wide mirror against the wall. I obeyed her.
"I'm going to give you a beautiful pixie haircut; since your hair is already short," the lady said.
Soon she started to cut my hair. I watched her through the mirror until she was done. I smiled loving my new hairstyle. It was beautiful. Lila too loved it. Looking through the mirror was like I was looking at someone else. I was beautiful and looked very mature. Lila paid the lady. Soon we were out of the hairdressing place into a shopping store for new clothes. Entering the store my eyes widen seeing so many clothes; they were beautiful.
"Don't worry about the price choose whatever you want," the Luna told me.
The clothes I choose Lila hated them. They were too colorful and were not suitable for a powerful alpha's daughter she would say. And so, she started to pick out my clothes. They were very stylish. Soon we went onto underwear and bra until I became so tired of putting on new clothes. Finally, our shopping was over. One of the ladies within the store helped us in carrying the clothes to the cashier.
"Oh, Lila said frighteningly. I forget to get you some makeup," she said.
I did not understand what she was talking about. She pulled my hand carrying me to a weird section of the store that did not have any clothes but some small colorful dull and bright things.
"Please help me chose the right makeup for her skin tone," the Luna asked a lady within the store.
She did and gave her tonnes of makeup. Talia purchased them. The lady places them into a beautiful bag and gave them to me. I looked at them strangely; wondering what the heck they were.
"Don't worry, Lila assures me. I will teach you everything you don't know and make you become the beautiful confident lady your father wants you to be."
I smiled hearing her said that.
Soon we were out of the store with the shopping bags assisted by a worker. The bags were placed at the back of the car and then we started off home.
The car stopped in front of our home. Sadness crept over my heart thinking of how sad my brother must be. Slowly I went to the back of the car in taking up my bags, Lila stopped me. Our maid will come for them and carry them to your room; she told me. I nodded and walked to the house, while my brother's terrible issue haunts me. The maid greeted me and quickly went for my bags bringing them into my room.
My heart raced within my chest as I saw my father coming downstairs.
"Is everything alright?" his Luna inquired him.
He nodded. "It's painful of hearing such a terrible news but he will be okay," he said.
"Good," the Luna said.
Alpha Logan kissed his Luna and touched my face gently.
"I'll be home soon, I promise," he said and went off closing the door behind him.
I watched him as he leaves and turn my head staring upstairs sadly. I glance behind me the moment I felt Lila's hand against my shoulder.
"Go and see him now," she told me gently.
I nodded and went upstairs. I paused at the front of Ares bedroom door, resting the tip of my fingers against it sadly. I took a deep breath and knock it gently. The door shoved open slowly. It was not close and there I saw Ares sitting on the side of his large bed covered within the red sheet sadly. His room was beautifully decorated.
Ares did not turn to see who it was remaining within the same position lowering his head. I entered his room slowly closing the door behind him.
"Ares," I called him sadly.
He raised his head to look at me and lower his head back; staring at the white tile of his room covered in red rose petal sad as ever. I walked over to him pushing away the petals from the floor not wanting to step on them and sat beside him on the edge of his bed.
"I'm sorry this had to happen," I apologize to him.
"None of this is your fault, he said as he turned to look at me with tears within his eyes. I only hate that I had to be her chosen mate."
I nodded.
"You can forgive her," I said foolishly to him, wanting everything to be back to normal. I wanted us to be happy again.
"I will never accept her knowing what she did to you," Ares said angrily. "Tonight, I will reject her."
I hugged him sadly from his side.
"I too will reject my mate," I told Ares. I was worried about doing so, but since my brother was rejecting his mate for me, I was now eager to reject mine as well.
Ares removed me from his shoulder staring into my eyes.
"I don't want you to reject your mate for me only because you are sorry for me," Ares said sadly.
"No, I have to do it, I told him. Dad and mom agree, and it is better that way for I am not ready."
"I understand sis, but it is not going to be easy to break such a powerful bond," Ares told me; while he let go of my face and started to stare at the wall decorated in beautiful red and white.
I rested my head back onto his shoulder; feeling a terrible feeling within my gut that it will not be easy to reject my mate tonight.
The entire day I sat with my brother within his room that was going to be used as his mating room tonight. Soon we both lay down on our side while our faces turned to each other; in preparation for rejecting our mates. Ares tried hard allowing us to forget the evening which was near; for the place had started to lose its light. He would tell me the wonderful things he did as a child and too compliment me about my hair. I smiled and thanked him, but still, I was worried. I turned away from him staring through his window seeing that the moon was appearing. I jumped up immediately frighteningly. Ares sat up as well. Soon we heard a knock at the door.
Ares went to open it and there I saw my father with great worries within his eyes.
"Come, both of you," he told us.
I started to feel scared.
Ares and I followed him; until we were within a strange room. My eyes widen seeing Lila was there and that she was running all over the place. Soon two of the maids came along inside as well.
"Quickly use four curtains to block the moonlight so it doesn't take my children away, Lila commanded them and instructed them to do so fast. Soon the inside was dark. The maids then leave the room.
"What is happening?" I inquired dad scared.
"They are concealing us from the moonlight so that it won't pull us to our mates," Ares answered me instead.
"Instead, your mate will come to you," Lila said.
"And there you can reject them," my father said angrily.
My body had started to tremble at what was about to happen. I thought it would be easier, but seeing all of this I was scared.
"Everything is going to be okay," my father tries to comfort me." "I will be on the lookout for your mate and as soon as I see them; I'll let you reject them.
"But how will you know our mate dad?" I inquired him curiously.
"Don't worry, I'll know," he said as he and his Luna exit the room locking the door from outside.
My brother and I sat within the room for hours, anxiously. I wanted the night to end quickly and to move on with my life the entire time we sat in the darkroom. Suddenly I felt something strange within me; it reminded me of being next to Christian. I held my gut wondering if my mate was here or was the full moon causing it.
"That bitch is here," I heard my brother said angrily.
I turned surprisingly to look at him right away and there I realized who he was talking about. Cindy was here. Was my mate here that is why I was feeling that strange feeling? I thought. My body jumped as I heard the door being opened. And there I saw it was my father returning.
"Your mate is here?" he said as he looked at us. His look towards me was much different. It was as if he had great doubts that I was not going to reject my mate tonight, but I was going to. It was the right thing to do.
I walked behind Ares as we were about to exit the room. My father stopped me right away.
"I hope you do the right thing tonight," he said sadly.
"I will dad," I answered him, exiting the room.
My heart started to race within my chest as I walked towards the hall. Suddenly I started to feel the strange feeling that was now pulling me outside. I started to enjoy the feeling eager to get closer to it. Quickly I opened the door and there I saw alpha Christian. He was shirtless showing off his hard muscular body. It was as if he shifted back into his human form and only put on a shirt in visiting me.
I held my head as I stand still staring at him.
"He is the one; he is our alpha mate," I heard my wolf for the first speaking to me and jumping excitedly within me wanting me to go to him.
I was shocked more than ever. How can I reject him; knowing he was my mate. I did not have the heart to nor was my wolf going to let me. My body jumped as I felt my father's hand against my shoulder. I glance behind me seeing him nodded to me with pure sadness within his eyes, reminding me of my plan. I could not it was the hardest thing to do. I could feel my wolf inside of me crying hating the thought of ever doing so.
I slowly took one step and made a pause. As I was about to take another glance at my father; telling him I could not; he closed the door.
"You're even more beautiful," I heard my kind and charming mate described me.
I slowly turned to look back at him; as he waited outside for me, enjoy seeing the handsome alpha. I cannot do this I kept on repeating as the wonderful feeling grew even stronger. Suddenly I break down into tears.
Alpha Christian immediately came closer to me worried. Quickly I moved away from the porch, meeting him. As alpha Christian and I stood outside in the middle of the front of the yard. I turned to look at the side of the house seeing Ares leaving from the back of the house; within his eyes, I saw tears. He stopped as he saw Christian and I knowing what I was about to do. Suddenly I saw a wolf running quickly away. I then realize it was Cindy. It was hard to reject my one true mate knowing the person he was. He was good. But seeing that my brother rejects his mate for me. I now had no choice but to do so, even if it was going to kill me.
I gently turned my head around to the alpha the moment I felt his soft hand against my face. I lower my head not being able to stare him in the eye and tell him I did not want to be his mate for it was the right thing to do.
"What's wrong my beautiful Luna?" Christian called me for the first; as he gently moved his hand away from my cheek touching my chin softly; raising my head to his.
"Ha...!" I screamed out while I close my eyes as he continued to hold me; trying hard to fight the strong feeling.
"Aria," alpha Christian called my name for the first. I open my eyes surprisingly at him taking a deep breath and there I said the hardest six words that made my wolf within me so angry as if it was going to burst its way from my belly; wanting to go to her alpha.
"I reject you from being my mate," I said to him sadly.
I pushed him away as I said it, running back to the house. Suddenly I felt his hands against me not wanting to let me go.
"Please don't do this," I heard him begged me which made me cry even more; hating what I did.
'Let me go!" I shouted at him.
Suddenly I saw my door burst open and there I saw my father come running to me.
"Let go of my daughter!" my father shouted at him.
I slowly felt Christian letting go of me. I ran inside the house the minute I did, crying my eyes out. The Luna carried me upstairs into my room; trying her best to comfort me. But no matter what she said. She could never make me feel anymore better. Inside I felt my wolf like it was dying that started to make me feel sick.
I removed my head from Lila's shoulder the minute I heard a heavy step within my room and there I saw it was my brother and father. The Luna gently removed herself away from me as she saw her mate. Ares came towards me and took me into his arms sadly.
"I know it hurts," he said as he rocked me within his arms.
"Is everything over now?" I heard Lila inquired father.
"Yes," dad answered her.
My father then came towards me and sat resting one of his hands against my back, while my brother continues to hold me.
"I'm sorry this had to happen to both of you," my father told us.
Suddenly I heard my brother above me crying out. I gently removed myself away from him, staring into his eyes. Seeing that he was trying to comfort me even though he too felt the same way. I slowly moved my hand to his eyes wiping away his tears.
"We'll get through this together," I told him sadly.
We again hugged each other.
The night was sad even more when the rain had started to fall. I could not stop recollecting the horrible thing my brother and I had to go through, rejecting half of us, our soul mates. My brother stays with me the night sleeping next to me and my parents they both sat in a chair next to the side of the bed falling asleep not wanting to leave us. I could not sleep. I could not stop thinking about Christian. I hated what I did to him and wish it had never been like this. I loved him. I jumped from the bed. The moment I heard a loud shout outside.
"Aria!" the voice shouted in pain in the rain.
"Christian," I said softly.
I covered my ears; pushing my body close to my brother; knowing he was still outside. Forever hurt by my dreadful words. I covered my ears trying hard to block him out not wanting to run to him; until I heard his shouting no more.
The morning was even worst. Alpha Christian would keep on visiting me. I would hide within the house not wanting to see him for I knew I would surely return with him to his home. Days he kept on doing so until I saw him no more. I was sad, but at least I had my family who loved me and a brother who was going through the same thing as me who understand what I was feeling. Lila and dad try their best in allowing me and Ares to forget the painful memories. Ares was trained every day by dad in becoming a good alpha one day and I on the other hand was home-school by Lila and a teacher she hired on everything I was robbed from; in becoming the person who I should have become. Ares and I started to feel much better as we both went on with our days taking on new duties and being thought new stuff; also having a wonderfully supportive parent. We learned to forget the past and moved on with our lives, eventually.
~The End~
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