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I opened the backend in the middle of the night and suddenly found that my performance had collapsed to the point where my parents couldn't recognize me.

Google searched for TWKAN

It was much lower than when I was listed with 280 first orders.

Now, in addition to the useless average subscription, the subscription and new subscriptions have dropped too badly.

When I started the book, I had about 200 subscriptions a day and 800 to 900 new subscriptions, which were slowly increasing every day.

Now, I have more than 500 new subscriptions a day and a little more than 100 subscriptions.

This means that if I work as hard as when I started the book.

I probably didn't have the highest new subscriptions of 220,000 words when I was just listed.

Now I write about 5,000 to 6,000 words a day, but I don't even make 50 yuan?

In other words, I wrote for three months and finally reached a million words, but all the efforts were in vain!

Looking at this data, I really couldn't accept the reality for a while.

In the first three months, the performance was increasing every day. Even if it dropped, it was only the new subscriptions that dropped, and the average subscriptions were still increasing. I was full of passion every day.

Now all three are decreasing. Looking at the new subscriptions, I don't know how to continue writing.

I stop writing after writing a few words, and I don’t know how to continue writing.

Even if I know the subsequent development, I can’t write it...

I can’t find the problem, and there is no feedback from those who have not left, and everything is getting worse.

There are still a lot of things piled up in reality.

The work needs to be repaired significantly, some emotional logic has problems, and the description of the thought picture in the musical language is not in place.

In April, the German test B1 needs to be achieved in May and June, and I need to strive to reach B2, otherwise I may be ordered to drop out of school.

Because I applied to the school before to submit the German test results in August, and it takes two months to get the results.

In June, there are also social activities and concert tours at the end of the semester.

A lot of things are pressing on me, and seeing this result, my mentality is a bit broken.

So I took a leave and took a short break for half a day to a day. I re-read the previous article and thought about the rhythm.

Think about how to write in the future...

I originally wanted to write about 2 million, after all, there are still several competitions to play in the future.

He Shen has only reached the perfect level for Chopin. Liszt, Beethoven, Haydn, Mozart, Rachmaninov, and Stryabin have not been brought up yet.

The students are not yet able to stand on their own.

Jiangzhou Conservatory of Music has just started.

Now it seems that if I can hold on for the last time...

The editor said that I might give a life-saving push. If the life-saving push doesn't work, I will probably end it quickly.

After all, it's already a lot of pure piano articles to have written so much.