The wretched heir of the main god

"Ah, Shirou, Yue's fate has fallen on you, and you have been targeted."

Liu Ke followed Shilang like a kite and smiled.

"It's no wonder that when I came back from get off work today, I always felt peeped. I don't know if this is from L or FBI, or both..."

When he said that, Shiro Weiguo had a huge wave in his heart at this time: These surveillances were pretended by the CIA people, or Nankong Naomi was acted upon by them and then cooperated with the CIA people.

He will be monitored, which is not unexpected by Shiro Weimiya. He can bear the FBI's secret investigation.They are the national violence agency, the defender of the existing order, and Shiro Weimiya himself is the dark justice, the red Kena, the order destroyer, and the two sides are in a natural hostile relationship... Hostility is justified. But what Shiro Eimiya didn't want to accept was Nankong Naomi who cooperated with the other party to monitor herself...

When jogging outside, most of the thoughts in Shirou's mind were entangled with how deeply Nankong Naomi was involved in this matter.

Chapter 19

While jogging, Shiro Wigiya did one thing. He asked Luc to go home and help him find the specific location of the surveillance equipment at home, especially the bedroom and bathroom of him and Nankong Naomi.

It’s not the first time Lucy has done this kind of thing. He has had the experience of helping with the search at Ye Shenyue’s house. He easily helped

Shiro Weigu found a large number of surveillance probes hidden in various hidden corners.

"Shirou, there are 13 in your bedroom and bathroom with Naomi."

When Lucy said this, Shiro Weigu was sitting in the study, pretending to read the book. This answer made him feel much better.

"This must have been installed secretly without telling Naomi. Nankong Naomi's character absolutely cannot allow others to monitor her privacy like this."

After realizing this, Wei Gong Shirou's heart became more angry.

"L, did you do this, or did the Americans do it? You really did not scrutinize any means to achieve your goal..."

Shiro Weimiya, who was sitting in front of the study pretending to read the case file, kept turning back all kinds of evil thoughts at this time.

He has exchanged half of his life for the Eye of Death, and he has seen L in the past. As long as he meets again, he can recognize his name and kill him with the death note.

"Shirou, this must have been installed by L or the Americans. Are you going to kill him? And kill the guys who are with him?"

Niuk offered advice with interest. He knew the difference between Shiro Weigu and Yagamitsu.There is no limit when Ye Shenyue kills. If he provokes him, he will kill with a note without hesitation, but Shiro Wei Gong is a man with strong self-control in this regard.

Compared to Yagamiyuki, who kills people with "unintelligible thoughts," Ruk wants to see people like Shiro Wigiya with strong willpower who can't resist temptation or suppress emotions and do things that violate their own principles. .

Shiro Weimiya didn't answer him, but instead tried to calm himself down.Because of being monitored, he did not answer, but his mind kept asking himself whether he should start killing at this time.

"The king must not be angry and thrive, and the soldier must not be angry and kill! It is too easy for the Americans to think of me when killing people at this time."

"I can kill, and the death note can manipulate the behavior of others before death to a certain extent, as long as it is designed well..."

Two completely opposite thoughts were constantly turning back in his mind, and they couldn't get rid of them.This is a question he will face immediately after he decides to use the power of the death note to take that path.

Should we use the power of the death note to kill for self-protection?

This is a question of denying oneself and going against his past values.

In the past, Shirou, when criticizing Ye Shenyue's behavior, restrained his behavior with the value of "I would rather be sent to the gallows than to kill those innocent people who discovered my secret".

But this concept is now shaking.

Sitting in the study, Shiro Wei Gong had countless thoughts in his mind.

"Some things, once the bottom line is broken, they will continue to fall. People are selfish creatures. It is biological instinct to find excuses to act in their favor."

Shiro Weimiya understands this truth very well. This is the various pains he will face when he faces the "war with himself" on this matter. This is just the beginning.

"This is not to kill for selfish gain, but to kill for the revolution. Revolution is not a treat for dinner, a essay, or painting and embroidery. It cannot be so elegant, so calm, gentle, gentle and courteous. Revolution is a riot, a one. The violent action of a class to overthrow a class. If you want to be a morally perfect, perfectionist who doesn't make any mistakes, then don't choose this path, just lie on the bed and do nothing!"

When Shiro Weimiya realized this, the negative emotions produced by killing 6,725 people with the death note as a tool during the day were crazily flooding at this moment.

"What am I afraid of? I am afraid that like the past month, when I have strong power, I will lose myself, think I am a god, and start to kill people unscrupulously? In the name of revolution... .. How many people I killed in one day today... I will kill more people in the future..."

Ye Shenyue, who claims to be "I am the god of the new world", gains self-identification with the mentality of "I am a god, dominating the life and death of all living beings is the power of God" to achieve self-identification, and achieve the mentality of wanton killing without stress. balance.

At this time, Shiro Weimiya also needs a fulcrum for "moral balance" of his behavior.

Killing so many people in one day, unless you are a chaotic lunatic like a clown, you need a moral theoretical fulcrum to support your behavior, otherwise a mental breakdown is inevitable.

In fact, this world’s Shiro, his former prototype, the man in the original comics, was hanged in the end, and after being hanged, he was chosen as the British by Alaya. In the end, he couldn’t bear the problem. Tortured.

Before becoming a hero, when he calmly chose the ending of being sent to the gallows, why didn't he seek relief from this painful toss.

After becoming Heroic Red A, while gaining more powerful and extraordinary power, he faced the same problem and the painful torture that was magnified more and more, so that he completely denied himself and even wanted to go back to the past. Kill yourself to end this mistake.

"This is a necessity for revolution!"

"I am justice!"

"This is a class struggle between revolution and counter-revolution! There is not so much leisure."

All kinds of reasons for explaining his actions are constantly pouring out, but in the end they are constantly being denied.

In the void, Wang Hao clearly felt the pain and entanglement of his incarnation outside of this world.

"If you want to change a world, an era, and the changers themselves, you must have the consciousness to endure these pains. You finally begin to feel these pains and pressures."

"Heaven and earth are not benevolent, and sentient beings are the humble dogs. This is the way of God. Being in the dark, carrying all the pains of the world, breaking through the thorns, breaking the world, creating a new world, this is humanity. Shilang, the so-called growth is The me of today, the me of the past. With the me of the future, the me of the present..."

The soul consciousness melted into the void. Seeing this "most mature and upright" self was immersed in the entanglement of constant self-identification and constant self-denial, Wang Hao in the void sighed softly.The changes in Shirou's mind made him also learn a lot from it.

In the end, Shiro Weimiya didn't use the death note, and wrote a new name on it.The reason is that he agrees with one point: no matter how he will deal with it next, he cannot kill people on impulse when his emotions have not completely calmed down.No matter what the reason is, you can't kill under emotional impulse.

Even if you want to kill, you must wait until you calm down perfectly, think carefully, and plan carefully before you can act.If he acted impulsively, he would be like Ye Shenyue at the beginning, exposing his own flaws because of his anger.

After finally calming down and suppressing the urge to anger, he then did one thing.

"Naomi, come in."

L, who was monitoring Shiro Weimiya's every move with the monitoring device, saw this scene later.

Wei Gong Shirou pretended to see something accidentally, called Nankong Naomi into the study, and then pointed to the ceiling chandelier.

"Naomi, there seems to be something there."

Then L saw that Shiro Wimiya and Nankong Naomi worked together to remove the newly installed monitor from the ceiling.

"Awful!"

In the monitoring room, the head of the FBI Japan Division's Mason yelled badly, and he blindfolded his eyes forcefully.

"Nankong Naomi is going to be offended! These idiots,"

The Secretary of Division Mason had the urge to rush all the agents who performed this task back to the secret service school to receive training again.