The Yandere’s Kiss Extends My Life

Yan Mu wiped away her tears, put a piece of clothing on her body, and hurried out the door.

There are no electric lights in this era, and because most of the villages are farmers, they are not willing to light candles at night.

So at night, it's black and scary.

This body is in poor physique and seems to be somewhat night blind.

Yan Mu took a withered bamboo as a walking stick, dragged his injured leg and limped to find Yu Yuan.

The air was filled with faint water vapor, a few dark clouds floated to cover the moon, and the sky was gloomy and terrible.

It seems that it is about to rain.

Yu Yuan's wound can't touch the water, he has to find him quickly.

Yan Mu cautiously walked out of the yard, losing the light of the candlelight, her vision was suddenly black.

"Yu, Yu Yuan?" Yan Mu whispered.

There was silence around, only frogs and insects cried one after another.

"Yu Yuan, are you nearby?" Yan Mu squinted and tried to find Yu Yuan's trace, but she still couldn't see anything.

The endless darkness seemed to engulf her, Yan Mu swallowed, and when he spoke again, he was already crying.

"It's going to rain soon, can we talk about something tomorrow? You come back to take shelter from the rain first." Yan Mu said earnestly.

The only answers to her were the sound of frogs and insects. Yan Mu sighed in disappointment and hung his head.

The bright apricot eyes became gray, and the loss in the girl's eyes almost overflowed.

Yu Yuan leaned against the wall, coldly watching Yan Mu spin around like a headless fly.

The air became more and more dull, and a dazzling light flashed through the gray sky, tearing the sky in half, and then there was a deafening thunder.

He saw the girl stiffen after hearing the thunder, and his expression became even more flustered.

She dragged her injured leg and couldn't see the way. I didn't know what she was stepping on, staggering and almost falling down.

Because of this sudden change, the bamboo pole used to explore the road in his hand rolled to the ground.

"Yu, Yu Yuan..." The girl still called his name in her mouth, but her movements were completely messed up.

Yu Yuan hugged his arms, watching Yan Mu walk farther and farther indifferently, and he ran into the wall in a panic.

Three meters.

Two meters.

one meter.

"I'm here." Seeing that Yan Mu was about to hit the wall, Yu Yuan clenched his hands and finally couldn't help but utter a sound.

"Yu Yuan!" The girl's eyes were lit up for an instant, beautiful and splendid like fireworks in the night sky.

Obviously knowing that Yan Mu can't see herself, but out of the guilty conscience of just standing idly by, Yu Yuan still turned his head uncomfortably.

Yan Mu couldn't see the night blindness, so he had to rely on ears to tell Yu Yuan's direction.

She dragged the injured leg and fumbled.

Yu Yuan did not reach out to help her, but silently stood closer to her.

Lightning flashed across the sky again, and Yan Mu seized the opportunity this time, relying on the light of lightning to finally find Yu Yuan standing beside her.

Yan Mu stretched out his hand and quietly grabbed Yu Yuan's sleeve.

Yu Yuan restrained the subconscious urge to throw her away, he opened the courtyard door sternly and let the light shine through the courtyard.

He felt that Yan Mu would definitely be very angry, and at the same time, he was ready to ask him why he didn't say anything in the first place.

Maybe when Yan Mu got angry, she would look at him with disgust and contempt like everyone else, thinking that he was a wild species that was not visible, and she would cut off contact with him ever since.

He stood stiffly in place, like a prisoner waiting to be executed.

He lowered his head, not daring to look at Yan Mu, for fear of seeing disgust in Yan Mu's eyes.

He waited for a long time, but did not hear Yan Mu accusing him, but waited for a pair of small hands.

He widened his eyes and raised his head sharply.

The girl's eyes were clear and bright, and she looked at him as before, without the emotions Yu Yuan had imagined.

"Your wound is almost inflamed. Remember to use this ointment." Yan Mu said softly, then stuffed the ointment into Yu Yuan's hand.

Yu Yuan took the ointment and looked at Yan Mu blankly.

He just wanted to ask Yan Mu why he wasn't angry, when he saw Yan Mu smile at him, pulling the corner of his clothes into the courtyard.

"It's about to rain, come in now." Yan Mu seemed very happy, even his steps were lighter, "Come in and eat rabbit meat~"

Seeing the smile on Yan Mu's face, Yu Yuan silently suppressed the question he was about to say.

As soon as he walked into the warm room, there was a thunderous sound of rock cracking outside the house, the wind was roaring, and the big raindrops crackled on the eaves.

There are two worlds separated by a wall.

Yu Yuan lowered his eyes.

"I will give you medicine."

Yan Mu took off/put down his jacket, stretched out his hand in front of Yu Yuan, and motioned to Yu Yuan to put his hand up.

Yu Yuan raised his eyes and looked at Yan Mu with unknown meaning.

Although Yu Yuan didn't say anything, Yan Mu could clearly read "I don't want to" from his eyes.

"If you don't want me to give you medicine, then do it yourself."

Yan Mu angrily moved a stool to Yu Yuan, and stood beside him as an old mother.

Yu Yuan looked at Yan Mu, she was deadlocked for a long time.

For the first time, he looked straight at Yan Mu.

Yu Yuan's eyes were very dark and bottomless, like a trench where no sunlight was seen all day long, with a bit of mystery in the darkness, and the depth almost sucked away the human soul.

Yan Mu was violently beaten by Yu Yuan's beauty, and even his legs became soft, so there was no need to worry about being angry with Yu Yuan.

She didn't understand why Yu Yuan didn't apply medicine.

But she knew that, whether it was for herself or for Yu Yuan, she couldn't let Yu Yuan's temperament be fooled.

So she stretched out her hand hard, trying to pull Yu Yuan's hand to apply medicine to him, but saw that Yu Yuan retracted her hand like an electric shock.

"...I'll do it myself." Yu Yuan gave in.

"Then I... I'll turn it over first?" Yu Yuan was wounded all over, and he must take off his shirt after applying the medicine.

"No need, I won't apply it on my body." Yu Yuan lowered his head, cherishly squeezed out a soy-sized ointment, and then gently smeared it on the wound in his palm.

"No! You must at least apply the wound on your upper body today." Yan Mu akimbo, trying to make a fierce look.

Yu Yuan kneels and gets punished every time, so the back is the most severely beaten place. She remembers that there are several wounds on Yu Yuan's back that are very serious.

"That's what you want to watch me undress?" Yu Yuan asked abruptly.

"You, what are you talking about!" Yan Mu was blushing when Yu Yuan asked, and he directly flew his hair.

There was an example of "voyeurism" being arrested before, and she seemed to be lacking in defense even to argue.

"Last time you fainted in the rain, I saw that the wound on your back was very serious." Yan Mu said, "The village doctor who treated me said that there used to be several people who died of a high fever because they left their wounds alone. "

In ancient times, there were no antibiotics, wound inflammation could not be suppressed, but death was not caused by infection.

Seeing Yu Yuan thoughtfully, Yan Mu hit the iron: "Why don't I let my father apply medicine to you?"

Yu Yuan raised his head and looked at Yan Mu's full-fledged eyes, and felt that he couldn't say what he wanted to refuse.

He pursed his lips, and finally nodded.

He saw Yan Mu cheered and limped to the kitchen to look for his father with the injured leg.

This was the first time in his life that someone was concerned about his injury and worried that he would die from a high fever due to wound infection.

But Yu Yuan didn't feel happy, on the contrary, he was a little sad.

He lowered his head again, staring at his shadow in a daze.

The wind and showers were still outside the window, the shadows of the trees were swaying, and the rain seemed to be getting heavier.

A cool breeze came in from the window, the candlelight flickered, and even his shadow became terrifying.

What is the difference between a person like him, dead and alive?

To live for a few more days is just to suffer for a few more days.

The author has something to say:

The world's malice towards Yu Yuan is too great, and there is really no person or thing to make him miss, so Yu Yuan is actually a little self-destructive.