Their Intriguing Marriage

Li Qingning took a deep breath and said softly, "I didn't see your joke unless you thought it was a joke."

Lan Qing chuckled and said faintly, "I'm standing so high. When I fall off the top of the mountain, there are many people here." His voice was so light that he seemed to talk to himself.

"But in addition to those who are waiting to see you down, there are many people who care about you... They don't want to see you like this." Li Qingning urgent voice excuse, five years ago that stubborn refused to admit defeat of her, as if never changed.

"For example?" He looked at her with an eyebrow on his face and argued stubbornly.

She dropped her eyes, and the strength just released instantly, and said: "for example, Mrs. LAN, and sissy..."

"Not including you?" He seemed to have some expectation in his eyes, but he didn't wait for her affirmative answer.

He turned his head and looked at the picture of his father smiling on the cold stone tablet. There was no light in his dark eyes, just like a candle blown out by the wind.

"In fact, I don't care what others think of me. I just... Feel sorry for my father... Maybe he didn't know that his wife had so many things to hide from him until he left the world..."

At this point, he took a deep breath, his heart blocked. He should have thought that his mother was so protective of Lin Jianxiong and prevented him from dealing with the Lin family for many times, because they had a relationship between them?

In fact, it's not that he doesn't know, but that he doesn't want to think in that way. Some things are better than knowing.

Li Qingning never comforts others. In her adolescence, when she saw a girl crying because of love affairs, she would only silently hand over a tissue and pat her on the shoulder at most.

At this moment, she is also equally powerless, standing quietly, watching Lan Qing pour the liquid with the hallucinogenic aroma of alcohol into her throat.

"You go, Li Qingning. Don't you want to leave me for a long time? Isn't this your chance? " The faint smile around his mouth always brings a trace of irony, even a little self abandonment.

Looking at his appearance, Li Qingning suddenly couldn't move her steps. Her heart was so hot that she almost subconsciously said: "Lan Qing, do you know? It's not that I don't love you. I don't dare to love you any more. "

Her voice sounds very calm, and five years ago she is very different, a little more determined and helpless.

He sneered, poured another glass of wine, and the scarlet liquid spilled a little because of his shaking.

"Just like today, when I am with you, I never know what I will face in the next second. Although you have given me a lot of things that others can't catch up with, this sense of insecurity and uncertainty makes me have no courage to stand beside you any more."

"Lan Qing, I used to think that as long as two people fall in love is enough, but later I gradually understand that to support two people together, only one love is not enough. To be fair, have we ever had trust? "

She didn't know where she had so much courage. She confessed to him in a gloomy cemetery. Her hands were clenched into fists and her nails were embedded in her hands.

Seeing that the man didn't respond, she lowered her eyes and continued: "five years, I know you must be looking for me, and I know you can find me with your ability, so I've been waiting for you, Lan Qing. I've been waiting for you for so long. When Sisi was born, the first time she would climb and walk, the first time she spoke, I thought about how good it would be if you were here. I told myself that if you came to New York to find me, I would be desperate to come back with you, but you didn't... "

She gave a wry smile. She looked very serious and her voice choked. "Five years ago, I thought you really gave up our feelings, but why do you want to do this when I return home? Is self-esteem so important to you? I really don't understand you, Lan Qing. I can never understand what you are thinking. Maybe our fate is here... You can go back with me. After solving these things, we can separate. It's too long. I'm really tired... "

She said what she had buried in her heart all these years, and then quietly waited for his explanation or response. However, he was always quiet, as if he could not hear his breath later.

She raises Mou, looking at the head of blue Qing to hang low, the appearance looks a little decadent. She went to him tentatively, crouched down and called Lan Qing in a low voice, but there was no answer. His eyes were closed gently, and his long eyelashes cast a shadow on his face.

At this time, she was really a little flustered. She put out her hand and touched his broad shoulder. His tall and broad body fell down and fell under the smiling face of Rambo Wei.

"Ah..." she couldn't help standing up, covering her mouth and exclaiming. At that moment, she really realized the feeling of cardiac arrest, so real and strong.

But in the open and quiet cemetery, in response to her exclamation, except for a few insect calls, there was silence. The driver is still waiting at the gate of the cemetery, so he won't come.

Looking at Lan Qing lying there quietly, she felt that her scalp was numb, and her mind was filled with ten thousand possible situations. The last one she wanted to face was that Lan Qing... Suddenly died.

She summoned up the courage to go to him again, squatted down, bravely stretched out a finger under his nose, a few seconds later, slowly breathed a sigh of relief, there was still breathing.

She took a look at the stone tablet, and her father laughed kindly and sighed softly. She broke off Lan Qing's body and pinched him fiercely. But the biology class in middle school didn't seem to play any substantial role, and Lan Qing was still sleeping soundly.

But she didn't bring her cell phone when she came out in a hurry. She thought for a moment, took the whiskey bottle with the last mouthful, raised her neck and poured the liquid into her throat. A cold and pungent stimulation made her body a little stronger.

She stood up, picked up Lan Qing's heavy body, clenched his teeth, put his arm on her shoulder, and then dragged him out of the cemetery.

The driver had been dozing in the car. After seeing such a scene dimly in his eyes, he was scared to be sober. With a long sigh of relief, he quickly pushed the door open and got out of the car to get a handle.

On the way back, Li Qingning looks at the sleeping city outside the car window. There are several clouds floating around the lonely and bright moon. The whole world seems to be filled with a great sadness.