Their Intriguing Marriage

Ruan Feihan spoke faintly. Even if he was blessing his beloved, his expression was still shining, more dazzling than the light on the face of the Virgin Mary.

The more he rambles about like this, the more uneasy Li Qingning is. He licks his dry lips because of tension, but he doesn't know how to open his mouth.

He suddenly sat up on the back of the body, close to her and continued to ask: "is he good to you? Are you really happy? "

This series of questions let her brain completely dead machine, do not know how to answer.

Answer "yes"?

But this is not the truth, since these days, she has been living like a year every day, everything that happened, let her heart tired, eager to run away immediately.

Answer "not good, not happy"?

But what does she mean by saying that? She is seeking warmth and comfort from her old lover. She is so unbearable that she doesn't want to turn herself into a whore.

So she had to pretend that she didn't hear the question, pretended to be calm, and asked, "what's the matter with you coming to me today? If it's OK, I'll go first. "

Say, turn round to take a bag to get up to want to leave, because she knows clearly at the moment, no matter what, she should no longer and in front of this man relate.

"Qingning!" He took the other hand she put on the table, swallowed, and said pathetically:

"After so many years, even if we are not really together, we have deep feelings, so I just want to know if you are well. And... There is one more thing... "

Li Qingning quickly took out the hand he held in his hand, stopped preparing to leave and sat down. Somehow, when she heard that he had something to ask for, she breathed a sigh of relief in her heart.

Maybe for her now, the tug of an old lover is the most fatal thing. She can deal with everything else calmly.

"Hello, you two Qingcha."

The beauty waiter came over with a tray and looked at Ruan Feihan with a smile on her face. But when she put the coffee in front of her, she immediately regained her most formulaic smile.

The speed of this expression switching surprised her, and at the same time, she sighed silently in her heart that it was really a world of looking at faces.

Sipping the green coffee in front of me, the black liquid seems to be the traditional Chinese medicine stewed for more than ten hours, and the white air sways over the delicate white enamel coffee cup inlaid with gold.

Bitter liquid to the mouth, it seems to open the general, stimulating her taste buds.

Qingka's bitterness that makes people frown makes her want to cry every time.

But now, this kind of bitterness will still make waves in her mouth, but her sensory nerve has been numb, calmly facing the bitterness.

Metaphysics says that all things are divided into yin and Yang, and the world stresses the balance of yin and Yang. Maybe this kind of bitterness from the outside has an impact on taste, but it can also dilute the inner bitterness.

Ruan Feihan's hands were crisscrossed with ten fingers, and the index fingers of his two hands kept turning. He looked a little restless and restless.

For a moment he looked up at her, for a moment he looked down and thought, but he didn't say a word since she sat down again.

What Li Qingning has always been most afraid of is that two people look after each other without saying anything. This kind of quiet atmosphere is like an invisible rein, which is powerfully wrapped around her neck. As time goes by, it gradually becomes more and more tight, so it is more and more difficult to breathe.

She took a big sip of the bitter black liquid in her glass, cleared her throat and asked, "Mr. Ruan, what's the matter with you? Let's be frank. I'm still at work. It's not good to come out too long."

Ruan Feihan looked at her again. In addition to his usual look, there was something else in his eyes. That kind of indescribable feeling was just like he had been paying silently for so many years, but he could not get a response.

If he is in trouble at the moment, if Li Qingning doesn't immediately throw his head and blood, she will be the most heartless person in the world.

This kind of vision made her feel uncomfortable, and she even heard the sound of her back cracking.

But she returned with a kind of look, expecting you to finish soon, staring at his eyes without any dodge.

Finally, Ruan Feihan may feel that his inner drama is in place, and slowly say: "Qingning, you may remember that I studied international finance in University, but what you don't know is that I have always been very interested in advertising media industry, and I feel that I have the talent to do this industry."

He took a sip of the clear coffee in front of him, but he obviously underestimated the bitterness and destructiveness. When he swallowed it, his two eyebrows twisted into a knot, but he immediately regained the expression of "recalling the past and the extraordinary years" and told his ambition with pride.

"After graduation, I've been to one or two advertising companies, but, you know, it's so hard for a new entrant to get ahead. I can only start with an intern."

Smell speech, her heart burst of bitter smile, he only heard how she made the show at the dinner party, I'm afraid still don't know, she is just a small intern in the LAN group, every day struggling to survive in the cracks.

If he really just came to her today to tell her that he had no talent, maybe she could not help spilling the cold coffee left in the cup on his beautiful face.

Even though she thought so, she still opened her eyes and tried to be the most sincere, listening to him from the beginning of the story.

"I have a lot of ideas and good ideas, but no one wants to listen to me at all. What I do every day is something that runs counter to my own interests, so I feel that gradually, I am getting farther and farther away from my dream."

He continued to speak his heart with emotion, which was more emotional than the pupils in the recitation contest.

But at this time, Li Qingning's face had an expression of sympathy for each other. She knew that this expression was true, and it already existed before she realized it.

His words appropriately expressed her emotions these days, and inadvertently touched a soft nerve in her heart.

She moved her lips to say something, but before she could speak, he woke up from his sad and indignant memory and said with great enthusiasm:

"Qingning, you say, isn't it a waste of life? How many years of youth can we have? Why don't we do something we really like to do? "

She grinned. She didn't know what to say, so she nodded. At this moment, the feeling seemed to be back to the scene of party class in University.

The director of education and the teacher of introduction is full of both voice and emotion, spitting and preaching that we should devote our youth and life to the society.

Then at the end of the speech, I have to interact with the students: "students, do you think what I said is right, ok..." people can't help rolling their eyes and spending time in countless yawns.