There Are Always Teachers Asking Parents

The door was slammed up, and there was a gust of wind. Lu Zhiqiao's heart shook, and the fingers holding his clothes suddenly loosened, supporting the table with both hands and hanging his head.

-Pata

Tears smashed on the wooden table, splashing imperceptible water, drop by drop into the ocean. She bit her lip, trembling, and took a deep breath. Her heart hurts like being burned by a fire, and the burning sensation rushed to the fingertips, making her numb and unconscious.

A photo frame of the mother and daughter was placed on the dining table. Lu Zhiqiao stared at the photo, his vision was blurred and clear repeatedly, and the smiles of himself and his daughter were sometimes faint. Then, there was a raging fire in front of her eyes, old old houses, charred wooden pillars, sparks splashing, and figures in the firelight.

"mother."

The door of the second bedroom opened, and Lu Wei carefully stretched out his head and looked at her.

Lu Zhiqiao suddenly returned to his senses, raised his head, embarrassed in his teary black eyes, "Little girl..."

She raised her hand and wiped her eyes indiscriminately. She hugged her daughter and kept kissing her forehead and face. Her bloodshot eyes flashed a trace of panic, and she murmured: "Little girl, mother will protect you, don’t you Just listen to anyone and just trust your mother, you know?"

Lu Wei nodded, his black eyes rolled left and right, and he stopped talking.

I thought that when she was in school, her mother would scold her, and she would definitely be beaten when she went home, but she didn't expect her mother to protect her and believe her, she felt so happy. In contrast, the friction with the elder sister didn't matter. Anyway, those people couldn't beat her, and they weren't in the same class, so just don't play with them in the future.

But just now, she heard her mother and Teacher Qi quarrel in the room. She heard every word very clearly. She felt that she understood something, but she still didn't understand it vaguely.

"Mom, have you quarreled with Teacher Qi?" she asked in a low voice.

Lu Zhiqiao lowered his eyelids and did not answer.

She sucked her nose lightly, stroked her daughter’s face, and said, “Niu Zai, although you apologized today, but you remember that you did not do anything wrong. It was them who were wrong. If you encounter this kind of thing in the future, the same Call back."

"Actually—" Lu Wei pursed his lips, "In the beginning they were fighting with the senior sister, they didn't hit me."

"That's because they force you to invite dinner first. This is bullying you, and you should resist."

"Well."

Lu Wei nodded, seeing his mother's eyes flushed with tears, thinking of her quarreling with Teacher Qi, he hesitated for a moment, and finally couldn't help saying: "Mom, before you came, they had already apologized to me..."

Lu Zhiqiao was startled and asked urgently: "What's the matter?"

"As long as we were fighting, Director Wu saw that he wanted to punish me and Yan Shuyao. The teacher in Class 5 was also angry at first, thinking that we were hitting someone. Then Yan Shuyao and I explained, but the three senior sisters did not admit it. , I can’t make it clear. Director Wu was angry and said that all the punishments had been recorded. Then Teacher Qi said that we should look at the monitoring first before deciding, so we went to watch the monitoring again."

"Then what?"

Lu Wei pouted, with a trace of contempt in his eyes, and continued: "They admitted, the teachers in Class 5 are so fierce and they keep scolding them. Teacher Qi tried to speak several times but was interrupted by her. Then Wu The director said that we were fighting in groups and we had to call the parents. The teacher of Class 5 stopped scolding. Teacher Qi asked them to apologize to me. The teacher of Class 5 stared at Teacher Qi. I didn't know what was going on. Then they apologized. Then you came..."

Lu Zhiqiao silently listened to her daughter's words, and her heart turned into a pot of porridge. The boiling anger hadn't cooled down yet, she didn't want to think about it, so she hugged her daughter and kissed again. "Anyway, they should apologize to you, but you don't have to apologize to them, you are not wrong."

"Uh-huh."

Lu Wei let go, grabbed the kettle on the dining table, and poured a glass of water for her.

In my memory, my mother seldom cried in front of her, let alone crying so sad. She still doesn't quite understand some things, but this feeling of being protected, understood and believed, made her suddenly realize that her mother actually loves her very much. Although my mother was not less aggressive and criticized her when she was a child, she was always on her side at critical moments.

For example, when she was in elementary school, a boy made fun of her, she retaliated and accidentally pierced the boy's arm with a pen core. In the face of the teacher and the boy's father, the mother did not panic at all, and firmly defended her, and finally asked the boy to apologize to her.

She always felt that her mother was very powerful and omnipotent.

Now she still has Teacher Qi.

Two amazing and beautiful mothers, both belong to her, so happy no matter how they think!

Lu Zhiqiao drank the water, put down the cup, and embraced his daughter, "Little girl, you are wronged this time, isn't it..."

"I don't feel wronged." Lu Wei shook his head, raised an eyebrow, and looked a bit disdainful. "I won, why should I be wronged? They have to be wronged. Okay, it's too bad, three people. I can't beat the two of us. And, mother, let me tell you, Senior Sister Yan Shuyao is super good, she has learned to fight, really! It's a fierce to beat someone, piapiapia!"

As she said, the little girl made bright stars in her eyes, and she stretched out her hand and gestured twice.

Lu Zhiqiao was originally unwilling to see his daughter like this, but he was a little bit dumbfounded, his swollen eyes curled slightly: "Little girl, do you want to learn?"

"what?"

"Fight."

"Senior sister can teach me~" Lu Wei smirked.

Lu Zhiqiao smiled, touched his daughter's hair, and said: "Learning this is for self-defense. You resist when you are bullied, but you can't take the initiative to beat others."

"I know."

The mother and daughter held each other comforting. The sun was sinking and the sky darkened. Lu Zhiqiao asked his daughter to do homework while cooking for himself.

The refrigerator was full, and when she opened it, she thought of Qi Yan when she saw the ingredients.

She is busy and doesn't have time to buy vegetables. Qi Yan buys all the dishes at home. The person is always worried that the ingredients are not enough, so she should make up immediately after eating a little bit, and all she and Niuniu like to eat are the dishes she buys.

Lu Zhiqiao stood in front of the refrigerator, stunned, his throat astringent.

After a while, she took a few dishes out, put them on the counter, put on an apron, and handled them in the same way. The phone rang several times in the middle of the journey, and it was all from the assistant. The work was verbose, and she had to work overtime tomorrow.

Because it was too early, she was not in a hurry, and slowly chopped and washed vegetables, and her mood gradually calmed down.

I skipped the afternoon scenes in my mind repeatedly, and chaotic and noisy sounds echoed in my ears.

I remember that in the office, the other three parents were anxiously noisy. After watching the surveillance, she was anxious to protect her daughter, but didn't pay much attention to her surroundings. Later, the "doll" was arrogant and provocative, and was reprimanded by the teacher. Then Qi Yan asked her daughter to apologize. She was anxious and did not think about the reason. She determined that Qi Yan forced her daughter to apologize.

Things happened so quickly that the child apologized without pain, and the parents were reluctant, and the "doll" came out to interrupt again and took Niuniu directly away.

Then she chased it out.

Go home.

There is hardly any time for reaction or thinking.

She was getting angry, treating Qi Yan as a teacher for a while, and her own person for a while. She was in a state of confusion. How could she consider it well, but subconsciously felt that she had missed something. Hearing what his daughter had just said, it suddenly dawned on him that he was very likely to have misunderstood Qi Yan.

What is missing is the explanation from Qi Yan.

Lu Zhiqiao paused, the kitchen knife stopped and fell slowly, and then fell on the cutting board with a "clang".

She slid her mobile phone and clicked on WeChat. Seeing the orange cat head starred by herself, her heart trembled and her fingers tremblingly poked. I want to ask or say something, but my mind is blank.

She turned around and left the kitchen, grabbed the cat's eye in front of the living room door, and looked at the door through the small hole.

902 room door closed tightly.

Lu Zhiqiao took a light breath, stepped back and leaned back against the door, his heart beating fast, his palms oozing wet and chilly.

Shouldn't they... talk about it again?

Just finished the quarrel, I am afraid that Qi Yan will not pay attention to her in the past, and both of them need to calm down. She thinks that the day after tomorrow will be the weekend, so she can sit down with Qi Yan and have a good talk.

Lu Zhiqiao raised his hand to cover his heart, panted for a while, and walked slowly to the kitchen.

Friday the next day.

Lu Zhiqiao didn't go home until after seven o'clock in his busy schedule. When he entered the door, he saw the light in the kitchen and there was a sound. Subconsciously, he thought it was Qi Yan. She changed her shoes, put a bag, and walked over, only to see her daughter standing in front of the stove, cooking.

"Little girl, what are you cooking?"

"Noodles." Lu Wei looked up at her, "I'm done, mom, do you eat it?"

Lu Zhiqiao looked at the noodles in the pot, added green vegetables and eggs, it was quite hearty, and said in amazement, "When did you learn it?"

"Ms. Qi taught me before."

"..."

The kitchen lights were cool, making Lu Zhiqiao's face pale. She opened her mouth and asked in a low voice, "Where is Teacher Qi?"

Lu Wei turned off the fire and shook his head: "I knocked on the opposite door, no one opened it, as if he was not there."

"…Oh."

Lu Zhiqiao nodded sadly and turned to get the bowl. The little girl put down the chopsticks in her hand, turned her head and said: "Mom, the three women were punished yesterday... Today, the criticism was announced, as well as Senior Sister Yan Shuyao, well." After speaking, she pursed her mouth and said something unpleasant. Happy.

"How about you? No?" She frowned.

"No." Lu Wei shrugged, his mouth still pursed, "Oh, by the way, Teacher Qi asked me to bring you a letter."

The child turned around and ran back to the room. After a while, he ran over with a large envelope in his hand and gave it to her.

Lu Zhiqiao took the envelope hesitantly and opened it. There were five pieces of letter paper inside.

Rows of vigorous handwriting came into view:

[Joe:

First of all apologize to you, sorry. I didn't care about your emotions that day, and I said something that made you sad, which was very inappropriate. It is because I am too anxious, or I am too self-righteous, or too selfish, just trying to analyze the whole thing from a rational point of view, but ignoring your state at the time. I should have comforted you first, and waited until we were all calmed down, and then explained to you why. This is my fault.

Let's talk about the fighting incident again. I think I need to reorganize the process for you, and clarify my thoughts and explain the motives of my behavior at that time.

According to the children's dictation, the four senior sisters were in the same class and made friends. Three of them are called abc for the time being, and the other is called y. After they met Niuniu, they often talked with each other. Because Niuniu has a lot of pocket money and generous shots, regardless of small gains and losses, ABC gradually began to take advantage of Niuniu. After y discovered it, he blocked it several times, but ABC didn't take it seriously. (Supplement: abc has a psychological superiority to the school girls) Until noon that day, the four school sisters and Niuniu went to eat together. While walking on the road, abc proposed to let Niuniu treat guests to an outside restaurant to eat. Y rejected and proposed to go to the cafeteria. Niuniu was unwilling to invite people to dinner, and agreed with y's idea of ​​going to the cafeteria. Abc didn't refute immediately, and then y went to the toilet. Abc took turns to persuade Niuniu to go outside. Niuniu disagreed, and she was surrounded by a corner unknowingly.

During the period, Niuniu was agitated and mocked by ABC. It was pointed out that clothes and shoes were expensive, and money should not be stingy. At this time, ABC did not do anything to Niuniu, but Niuniu has shown obvious anger. After y came back, she saw abc surrounded by Niuniu and asked, Niuniu answered truthfully, y was not happy and questioned abc, c grabbed Niuniu’s clothes, and roughly said that Niuniu had money and had a few meals with a dress. At this time, y First started pushing abc away, and the tone was not good, so abc quarreled with him. During the process, Y kept pushing abc, Niuniu was always in the corner, and then Y and abc changed from pushing and pushing to fighting. At first, Niuniu didn't go up to help immediately, but verbally persuaded her to fight. The last four people fought fiercely. Y took the advantage and Niuniu joined.

Y and Niuniu have obvious advantages in height and physical strength. The five people quickly changed from a scuffle into a group to two unilaterally playing three. It happened to teach the director and the other two teachers to pass the sight and immediately drink and take away.

The above, strictly speaking, does not reach the level of "campus bullying", but if it continues to develop, it may evolve into bullying. And Niuniu’s motive for beating people was not to "resist violence", but to join in and help out of friends' loyalty. After that, the five children beat each other.

I was eating at the time, and the first thing I thought of when I got the news was "Who will do it first" because it involves whether Niuniu will be punished. Selfishly speaking, when the consequences are immeasurable, I don't want things to make a big mess, and I don't want Niuniu who is at fault, so I see her punished. Then I thought of you. I guess you will be anxious when you know it. You may lose your mind and pin your hopes on me. Then I began to think about how I should deal with this matter. If it is not handled well, would you blame me and push me away again, because I really don't have the confidence to ensure that my position in your heart is stable.

I’m sorry here. I take you and Niuniu for granted as family members. I think that no matter what happens between the family members, they can understand each other. It’s better to go home if you have something to say. So the fastest and most effective way I can think of is to let The children reconcile privately and go back and explain to you. But I was wrong, I'm sorry, I am self-righteous again. I will reflect on it afterwards. I should make this point clear when I notify you. At that time, I was chaotic and anxious. I had no experience in dealing with this kind of thing. Besides, with the leadership, I didn't know what to do. I have an inescapable responsibility for causing you to lose control of your emotions. I'm sorry.

Before the parents came, Teacher Liu from Class 5 severely criticized Abcy, and I was reluctant to scold Niuniu, I knew it was not her fault. But I couldn't help but watched by the leader. Teacher Liu also watched. All five children participated in the fight and four children were criticized. I couldn't blatantly favor Niuniu, so I dragged it to you.

The whole thing is not your fault, nor my fault. I and you are just standing in a different position, but they are tied together again. Maybe you think you have misunderstood me, and you are surprised at how I can have that attitude. That's not the me you know, right?

The girl who jumped off the building died in front of me. The school took into account its reputation and took the money without pain. The boy who met me was slapped by me, and the parents were reluctant, and the leaders each played 50 boards, and settled with the mud. Similar things have happened before, and the results are similar. It took me only two months from never giving up to accepting my fate. I used to think that I was rich and wealthy, and that I would be free enough in my life, but in the past few years when I entered school and worked, I realized that some things are more powerful than assets. There is money outside of money, and power outside of power. I finally understand how heavy the gravity of reality is in such a miniature environment.

In my opinion, teachers are just a profession, no different from other professions, but in this land, it is seen by the public as a more positive and bright side, and it is also given more and higher requirements. . A few years ago, I stepped into the campus with enthusiasm, thinking that as long as I adhere to the professional principles and moral bottom line, I don’t need to be bound by any more. I always remember Master’s teachings and don’t step on the red line, but I also retain my persistence. , That is not to sacred it, not to bear unnecessarily shackles. It’s a pity that in front of the sturdy tall buildings, this persistence was fragile and vulnerable. I gradually discovered that the freedom I wanted only existed in a certain circle, but I was like a tempted bird, flying away from what I originally belonged to. A specific circle, stopped in this circle that does not belong to me and has rules of the game.

In the past few years, I have been confused, doubtful, and shaken. I began to understand that people like me are naturally unable to adapt to the rules of the game here. Of course, I am not willing to completely integrate myself, so after careful consideration, I decided to leave.

What kind of person am I?

I am very fortunate to have a pair of parents who are tolerant, able to bear hardships and stand hard work, and know how to educate their children relatively scientifically. They worked hard when they were young, accumulated a wealth of family assets, and created an extremely generous family environment for me. I am rich in material, full of spirit, surrounded by deep love from childhood, so the world I see is colorful and colorful, and the people and things I come into contact with are rich and interesting. I can sit back and relax in my comfort circle and have absolute freedom. . But because of this, I know that the world is very big and people are very small. His life is short for several decades, and he must have fun in time. If I love, I will let go and love boldly, holding out my whole heart, if I don't love, I will simply turn around and don't be muddled. Even if I am injured, I can heal on my own. I don’t lack love. To me, love is ordinary and ordinary. Such me, no one, no environment can be trapped.

When I met you, I thought that the so-called "love at first sight" was to see|sex. However, there are too many people like you under the same conditions, who have been around me since childhood, but why it is you.

When you said "If I were not a lively woman, how could my children have poetry and distance", I suddenly understood that you are not them, not a simple symbol, or a beautiful skin. I see your fierceness buried under the misery, the tenacity wrapped in your weakness, and you are like a stubborn, pungent and rough weed, fresh and vigorous. It was a temperament that was completely opposite to mine. I approached you with curiosity, got to know you, and gradually discovered that your heart is actually fragile, as if it could be defeated at any time. But I know that no one can beat you, except yourself. I think you are the "hero" as I understand it.

You are like a mystery, and I have never really touched your heart. The more so, the more unable to extricate myself and the more urgent. What I have, give you, what you have, attract me, we should complement each other, but obviously, there are still many problems that have not been resolved between us, and we want to last for a long time. Hormonal throbbing is not enough. You are not perfect, and I am not perfect. We carefully show each other's imperfections to each other, and we urgently need to break in. However, it is a pity that we did not get to the point where we could run in with each other.

What happened that day was just a matter of anger, detonating the problems buried deep between us.

I am a teacher at get off work, and I am Qi Yan after work. Maybe the frequent change of identity makes you dizzy and makes you unable to accurately judge what I am in your mind. I believe that you care about me, have seen your changes with your own eyes, and understand that you are willing to come to me. I was pleasantly surprised and happy, thinking that the last hurdle was about to cross. But today I realized that the real obstacle has not disappeared. It has been there all the time. When we were detonated, it fell.

It is so tall, so big, and under your control, I looked up at it, and lost all power.

I'm tired.

Maybe we all need to go back to our respective worlds, calm down, and re-examine ourselves.

The road to life is not yet finished, and the scenery is constantly changing, coming and going, just passing by. May I find a beloved for the rest of my life, peace and health, and happiness.

-Word】

After reading the letter, Lu Zhiqiao froze in place.

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