There Are Always Teachers Asking Parents

Her voice was as soft as a Hongyu, slowly falling on Qi Yan's heart, so the indifferent face was cracked, the cold eyes were warmed, and her heart was sour that she was soaked in lemon soda.

Qi Yan's lips squirmed slightly, as if there was something to say. At this moment, there was a teacher inside who was going to come out. She sideways to give way, and her thoughts immediately cleared up. She glanced at Lu Zhiqiao, then at Niuniu, stepped to the corner of the stairs, and turned around.

Lu Zhiqiao quickly followed.

"I've seen it, I'm fine." Qi Yan said quietly, his eyes fell on Lu Wei, and he chuckled softly.

The smile was very shallow, but in Lu Zhiqiao's eyes, she was very precious. Even if she smiled at her daughter, she was happy, and she felt that the two would be well soon. She whispered: "The last time I..."

"I have to get off work, you should go back soon." Qi Yan quickly interrupted. Although he was speaking to Lu Zhiqiao, his eyes were always on Lu Wei.

With her hair cut short, she looks a little less seductive and more capable, like the kind of cool woman who walks with wind, her face is still the same, but stranger than before. Moreover, the necklace on her neck was gone.

After she finished speaking, she touched Niuniu's head and walked straight to the office.

"Qi——"

Lu Zhiqiao just wanted to call her to stop, a teacher came out of the office, walked up the stairs here, and passed in front of her. The rest of her words swallowed back into her throat.

The person didn't seem to hear it, and without looking back, he entered the office.

Lu Zhiqiao was stunned.

The clear sky, the setting sun slanting west, the noisy campus, the corridors that can't see the end at a glance, the tiles that can be seen. All things, static and dynamic, testify to her bitterness at the moment. As long as she sees these in the future, she will surely remember her embarrassed and sad state today.

Oh, and the daughter behind me.

Lu Wei looked at his mother quietly, trying to associate scenes from novels and TV dramas, but could no longer be substituted. She still doesn't quite understand her love affair, but she feels that real life is not completely connected to the virtual world.

She thought that her mother and Teacher Qi were just having a little temper, and it would be better in a few days. The routines in the novel are all like this, but when she witnessed it with her own eyes, she realized that it didn't seem to be that simple.

She doesn't understand.

"Little girl..." Lu Zhiqiao turned low, saw his daughter staring at him in a daze, smiled helplessly, and said, "Let's go."

Lu Wei nodded and took the initiative to take her arm.

At night, the eggshell lamp glowed yellow, faintly silent, like a knight silently guarding the darkness.

Lu Zhiqiao was sitting on the bed, holding a family photo frame and looking closely. There are six people in the photo, three generations in the same house. She slowly wiped everyone's face with her thumb, staying there, a wave of waves rolled up under her calm eyes, and she sighed.

Then there is a photo of a man alone, and a photo of a couple together.

These photos have been pressed by her under the box for more than ten years. She can't see them and pretends that they don't exist, so sometimes she even forgets that she has family. But the memory cannot be erased no matter what, as long as she is still alive, the past will be with her for life.

She had escaped for so many years, her crime was not reduced by half, but she was embarrassed and hurt her daughter unintentionally.

This is not her original intention.

Lu Zhiqiao stared at the photo, frowned slightly when he saw the faces of his parents, his mind was full of bad memories. Moving her gaze to the side, she saw her elder brother's face, and her eyebrows were very similar to her. She immediately laughed and remembered something very warm and happy.

Moving a little further, seeing the gentle and beautiful sister-in-law holding a baby under one year old in her arms, her heart ached.

If that disaster did not happen, this would be a happy family of three.

[Can't avoid it, so I accept it calmly]

Thinking of Wen Zilong's words, Lu Zhiqiao took a breath and looked at the eggshell lamp in a blink of an eye.

The dim yellow light reflected the small print at the bottom: Where are you, where I am. There was a mist in her eyes, her lips curled and she chuckled, as if Qi Yan was by her side at this moment, giving her confidence...

Lu Zhiqiao was born in a dual-employee family. Both parents were "decent people" of that era. They had good incomes and good treatment at the work unit. They were given back to the house and their family background was average. There are two children in the family, she, and a six-year-old brother.

Her birth was an accident. At that time, to catch up with "family planning", the government encouraged each couple to have only one child. Said to be encouragement, in fact, it also means some disguised compulsion. For example, after the mother accidentally conceived her, she was reluctant to have a baby, so her good job was gone and she was hiding in Tibet.

Fortunately, the family has a little relationship, so that both of my parents will not be laid off. At first, I could barely make a living on my father's salary.

My mother is a very powerful woman, but her thinking is very traditional. What she directly shows is contradiction. She feels that a woman should both work and take care of her family, and she is proud of it. So afterwards, I took care of some relationship and looked for another job. Although the treatment was not as good as that of the original unit, the income was increased, and the family life was obviously much better.

In comparison, his father has an honest personality, saying that he sounds good is kind and loyal, and that he sounds bad is cowardly and unintentional. When I was a child, my mother lost her temper at home and beat and scolded the brothers and sisters.

Because she is a girl, her mother is extremely strict with her. Hair is not allowed to exceed the shoulders, skirts are not allowed to be shorter than the knees, physical contact with boys is not allowed at school, and you cannot go out after 8 o'clock in the evening.

On the contrary, the older brother is very free, casually wearing shorts shirtless, going out with classmates, staying home all night, how crazy he wants to be.

When she was a child, she thought everyone was the same, but when she got older, she realized that she was the only one who saw other people's daughters.

Mother always instilled some shame in her. When she started to develop, let her hunch her chest and do not show an X shape. During her menarche, tell her that her menstrual period is dirty and be careful to hide it. She also told her that she would not be able to marry if she had too many contacts with boys.

From childhood to adulthood, no matter how well she did, no matter how outstanding she was, she couldn't get a single word of praise or recognition. If you do it well, you should be scolded if you don't do it well.

The words mothers often say are nothing more than "I am your mother, you have to listen to me" and "You have worked so hard to live and raise you, what else do you want?" These words are like layers of heavy shackles. Set on her unformed soul.

He said it was patriarchal, but it didn't look like it. The mother beat his brother harder, but his brother had a thick temper, and the more he beat him, he would do what he would do the next day after the fight, completely skipping the mother's suit.

My elder brother has always been very good to her. He took care of her when he was at home. When he went out to have delicious and fun food, he also thought about her. Unfortunately, after going to college at the age of eighteen, there was only one child left in the family and no one would take her for her. Block the unprovoked anger of the neurotic mother.

On the day she was beaten because of the quilt, she cried and called her brother who was thousands of miles away. She was just talking to her, but she didn't expect her brother to ran back the next night and had a big fight with her mother.

At that time, she was very eager to go to college.

It lasted for six years, depressed and cringed, and finally got through to the third year of high school graduation. She originally wanted to take a foreign school, but under the strong intervention of her mother, she had to report to the local Jiang University.

Although she is in the local area, there is still some way to go away from home. She lives in school and has reason not to go back.

On the university campus, she met many friends from all over the country, was exposed to a lot of new things, the door to the new world was opened, and the whole person began to change.

The girl she met during the military training in her freshman year was scolded as "disgusting" because she confessed to a girl she liked in high school. In her sophomore year, she decided to cheer herself up, make a facelift for herself, and prepare for the future to break free from her mother's bondage.

But a sudden change destroyed all her dreams.

In 2005, my brother got married and his sister-in-law was his classmate. He was two years younger and grew up in a single-parent family. Soon after the marriage, the sister-in-law was pregnant, and the whole family was looking forward to the arrival of the little life.

On May 7, 2006, the little niece was born, named "Wei", which means lush vegetation, which means tenacious vitality and strong growth. The little name Niuniu.

During the Spring Festival of 2007, the whole family returned to the countryside to accompany grandma to celebrate the New Year.

Grandpa died of an illness at an early age, and grandma refused to move to the city, so she lived alone in an old house in the country, planted some vegetables, raised chickens and ducks, and lived a comfortable life. The whole family will come to visit during the New Year's Day and the Spring Festival every year for about seven days.

The New Year in the countryside is very lively, with fewer restrictions, and much more freedom than in the city.

On the night of New Year's Eve, Lu Zhiqiao and the children in the village set off fireworks. The parents and grandma had already fallen asleep, and the children had gone back. She felt unhappy and played alone in the backyard.

You can’t put the big ones, just play with the small ones. After having fun, he went upstairs to sleep.

I still remembered that when I passed the hall, I smelled something burnt, very weak. She thought it was the smell of fireworks on her body, but didn't care.

The night was silent, and there were a few dog barks from time to time.

Later, she was awakened by the sound of the door being slapped. When I opened my eyes, I smelled a smell of smoke. I thought I was dreaming of setting off fireworks. I didn't suddenly wake up until I saw my elder brother anxiously saying that it was on fire.

The old house is mostly made of wood and has three floors. Grandma has inconvenient legs and feet. She lives on the first floor, her parents live in one on the second floor, her elder sister and niece live in the other on the second floor, and she lives on the third floor alone. My brother thought that she lived at the highest level, and asked her to run first, and then went to call her parents and grandma by himself.

She panicked too, and she felt the heat wave rushing over when she was standing on the stairs, and she ran out without even thinking about it.

At that time, my sister-in-law and Niuniu had already ran outside, and when they saw her coming out, they were worried that her husband would not be able to call the three of them alone. Besides, her grandmother had inconvenient legs and feet, and it was difficult to walk, so she asked her to take care of Niuniu and rushed in again.

There was a fire blazing into the sky, and billowing black smoke obscured the moonlight.

After Lu Zhiqiao watched his sister-in-law rush in, the door beam was burnt down, the fire pillar fell down, and then the entire load-bearing beam also collapsed, and the first floor instantly turned into a sea of ​​fire.

She panicked and hugged Niuniu to call for help, but in the middle of the night, every household was asleep, and it was difficult to wake up for a while, and the old house was a little far away from other portals. When she woke up the neighbors nearby, she used her mobile phone to call. Fire|Alarm, the old house has been completely surrounded by fire.

Niuniu, who is only nine months old, can't walk yet and doesn't understand what's going on. It's just that the baby feels scared instinctively and keeps crying.

Lu Zhiqiao put her in the nearest house and rushed back with the others to fight the fire. At that time, there were no fire fighting measures in the village, so it relied on the pumping well to connect the leather pipe, a long one, and artificially press the water.

But the fire was too strong and windy, and the wooden structure burned up very quickly. After a while, the floors gradually collapsed.

The blazing flame resembled a fierce beast, devouring the entire old house with its teeth and claws...

When the firefighters arrived, the old house had collapsed, and the charred wooden pillars were piled up. From a distance, it looked like a golden mountain of flames, staining the sky as bright as day.

Lu Zhiqiao didn't respond at the time, and his mind was blank.

After that, the fire was extinguished, and five corpses were lifted out one by one. She couldn't help vomiting on the spot, collapsed, and she knelt on the ground and cried heartbreakingly.

That was the beginning of her nightmare.

......

Lu Zhiqiao stroked the photo frame, the mist in her eyes glowing, her thumb stopped on her brother's face, and a tear slid down.

The cause of the fire is unknown. She always believes that she accidentally lit a haystack in the backyard while setting off fireworks, and did not find out in time that caused the fire.

After the incident, the sister-in-law's father found out and couldn't stand the shock for a while and died of a heart attack. He raised his children alone and grew up. It can be said that he treated his daughter like fate, and he was not in good health.

Of the seven people in the old house, only Lu Zhiqiao and Niuniu survived.

My father is an only child, distant relatives are unfamiliar, and close relatives do not have them. On the mother's side, my grandfather was forced to death in "Wen|ge". There is no news of my grandma's remarriage. There is only one uncle, but he froze with his mother when sharing the property. , And there has been no contact since then, missing.

After searching for the relatives within three generations, no one can let their aunts and nephews take refuge.

At that time, Lu Zhiqiao was in junior year and lost everything overnight. Suddenly a heavy burden fell on her shoulders. She was confused, anxious, fearful, and even depressed, and almost dropped out of school. Later, with the help of a psychiatrist, she gradually accepted the reality and was ready to live with her little niece for the rest of her life.

In this way, she passively became the child's mother.

Their parents’ colleagues and friends helped them a lot, plus inherited some inheritance, life was not difficult at first. It's just that the money will always be spent one day, there is not much, and can't stand the toss of a few years, out of guilt, she has no other thoughts in her heart, just trying to make money and let Niuniu live well.

This is the source of her crux.

Over the years, Lu Zhiqiao seldom recalled the events of the year, avoiding it and dared not look directly at it. She did her best to make up for Niuniu materially, and regarded her child as more important than herself, because she was a sinner, and she lived only for Niuniu all her life.

But now I think about it, if my elder brother knows in heaven, he certainly wouldn't want to see her alive like this.

Just like Wen Zilong said.

[If she is still alive, she would definitely not want me to be depressed, decadent and self-castrated]

[So I live a good life, take care of my body, do more good deeds, and guard their property]

[Let it down does not mean forget it]

The old things restrained her for too long and made her lose the ability to love herself and others. She was immersed in it, and inadvertently hurt the people around her. She used to be her daughter, but now it is Qi Yan.

But what's wrong with the people around you?

Lu Zhiqiao glanced sideways at the eggshell lamp, the line of small characters was very clear, and it gave her a steady stream of confidence and strength. She raised her lips and smiled, wiped away her tears, put the photo frame back, got up and turned on the computer.

The document that was too late to send last time lay quietly in the folder.

She rearranged it a bit and wrote in more detail, then attached what she wanted to say, renamed it "Time", and sent it to Qi Yan's WeChat. Regardless of whether Qi Yan watched it or not, or how she reacted after seeing it, she didn't think it was important, so she took advantage of this incident and this opportunity to let her thoroughly examine herself.

Afterwards, Lu Zhiqiao changed his WeChat nickname to "Yu Sheng" and Qi Yan's remarks to "good person".

One is Lu Yusheng and one is Qi Liang.

May I find a beloved for the rest of my life.

It rained on the weekend and it was sultry outside.

Qi Yan went to visit Chinian with gifts and large bags of maternal and child supplies. I haven't seen it for a long time, Chi Nian has a lot of roundness, his belly is also very obvious, and the whole person exudes a maternal gentle temperament.

She is at home alone, her husband works overtime, and her mother-in-law is in poor health all the year round, she needs to take medicine and can't take care of her, so she cooks her usual lunch by herself.

Qi Yan originally came over happily, but when she said that, she became a little unhappy, and she became cold.

"Oh, my husband will do housework after get off work. He will also buy some food in the morning, so I will make some simple food by myself, and I am preparing to invite a babysitter. It's okay~" Chi Nian softly coaxed her, not knowing that she was pregnant. For this reason, I have stayed at home for a long time, becoming more and more like a little girl.

Qi Yan raised his eyebrows: "He has a conscience."

After that, they washed and cut the fruit, put the fruit on the plate, and put it on the coffee table. The two of them sat down and chatted while eating.

"By the way, tell you something."

"Um?"

Chi Nian peeled a grape to feed herself, her round cheeks bulged, "My mother has a colleague's daughter, who is also pregnant, but she has low progesterone and needs injections to save her baby. It is troublesome to ask for leave every day, so she resigned."

Qi Yan was keenly aware of what she wanted to say.

"Furthermore, she's a clerical job. She has a nine-to-five weekend. It's easy, but she still can't stand it. There's no way..."

"After all, children are important." Qi Yan smiled, peeling grapes one after another to eat, pretendingly.

Chi Nian frowned, and suddenly sighed, "I think I blamed Director Lu." After speaking, it was like saying to himself: "My mom, the colleague’s daughter, is a bit like me, but I’m tired in that position. I think she has to resign from such a leisurely clerical job, then I—"

Suddenly mentioning Lu Zhiqiao, Qi Yan was startled, as if he had forgotten something, but at the moment he focused on Chi Nian and didn't think about it.

Just about to speak, Chi Nian turned his head and looked at her: "Director Lu has a relationship with you recently?"

"No..." Qi Yan was excited, and said vaguely: "I recently lived in my parents' house, and she is also very busy, usually just meet to say hello."

Chi Nian pursed his lips slightly and nodded to himself.

"It's a bit hot, I'm going to change clothes." She said and got up.

Qi Yan quickly put down the grapes, drew a paper towel and wiped his hands, and helped her: "Don't get up so hard, really." After speaking, he carefully helped her back to the bedroom.

Chi Nian smiled helplessly, opened the closet, took out a loose thin short sleeve, and took off his shirt without saying a word. She thought subconsciously, anyway, they were all women, and they didn't shy away from it, but when she realized Qi Yan's orientation, her coat had already taken off.

"..."

Qi Yan suffocated a smile, turned his eyes awkwardly, from the corner of his eyes he caught a glimpse of dark red marks crawling on her stomach, froze, and turned back, "Is this a stretch mark?"

"Yeah, it's ugly, it's still a lifetime." Chi Nian smiled bitterly, and couldn't bear to look down at her stomach.

"You will have children after you have given birth?"

"Usually it will, and some are not long."

Qi Yan stared at the dense and loose dark red traces, suddenly thought of Lu Zhiqiao, memories came surging like a tide, and his thoughts suddenly returned to the night of the first encounter in the bar.

She remembered...

Lu Zhiqiao's belly is smooth and flat, without any traces.

The author has something to say: 　　 Qi Liangren: Okay, I know that the kid’s mother is "fake" [funny.jpg

Don’t worry, the reconciliation is not so fast. There is always a process to get fat. Thanks to the little cuties who follow the serialization. This chapter will send 50 red envelopes at random~

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