Ch43 - Singing the Greatest Show (20) — Good Looking, but Useless

If Su An knew what He Changhuai was thinking, he would probably just say with a smile, Second Master, don’t waste your time, wash up quickly.

He Changhuai gathered up his emotion and entered the door. Ye Su’an had already entered the bathroom. The mist overflowed through the crack of the door. He Changhuai took out a cigar, but remembering that Su An didn’t like it, he put the cigar back again. 

“Su An,” He was exhausted, “We need to have a good talk.”

The person in the bathroom remained silent.

He Changhuai rubbed his brows and dragged his heavy legs over to knock on the door, “I know you don’t want to see me. I also know that you don’t like me meddling in your business, but you and I agreed on three laws. Boss Ye, you have to come back before ten o’clock in the evening, do you remember this one?”

Su An: I remember, I remember. But there has to be a reason for you to vent. 

“Ye Su’an,” He Changhuai said a lot, but Ye Su’an just stayed silent. His voice then gradually became colder, “Open the door.”

“…” Hey, hey, hey, charge in if you can.

With a “bang”, the bathroom door was kicked open. He Changhuai stepped into the door with a gloomy face, and he really rushed in.

Su An was stunned and looked at him dumbfounded.

He Changhuai pulled off his tie, took off his vest, and was about to take a bath with him. The water vapor softened the hostility in his words, “Baby, we can also talk about this now.”

“He Changhuai, I have nothing to talk about with you,” Ye Su’an recovered and continued to take a shower calmly, “Close the door, I’m a little cold.”

He Changhuai closed the door and hugged him, “Don’t want to talk to me?”

Ye Su’an was annoyed, and said: “I don’t want to.” 

The man was silent for a moment and said lightly: “Really? Then let’s go to bed and talk.”

Carrying the person out, He Changhuai’s anger and fear accumulated over the past month erupted, whistling into a violent storm. Su An was crying beneath him, crying with despair in his eyes and weakness in his body, looking very pitiful.

He Changhuai kissed his forehead feeling very distressed and whispered, “I’m sorry, Su An, but I can’t control it.”

But his actions were still fierce. He Changhuai was always like this, he said that he was distressed and apologized, but in his behavior he was always persecuting strongly. Su An raised his head, and the layers of finger marks on his snow-white flesh were terrifying. He murmured: “He Changhuai, let me go.” 

He Changhuai’s breathing became heavier.

Crying in whispheres, like a fledgling powerlessly falling off a cliff, Su An followed the ups and downs of the sea of ​​desire, and said confusedly: “I shouldn’t have met you…”

He Changhuai closed his eyes, his soul was devastated. “It’s a pity, you just met me,” He Changhuai said hoarsely, “Su An, shall we get married?”

Even though he knew it was impossible, he still had a little hope. But Ye Su’an’s exhaustion and disgust had nowhere to hide, “Are you kidding me?” 

He Changhuai’s Adam’s apple rolled, “…okay, we’ll get married next month.”

Ye Su’an, “Crazy.”

He Changhuai gritted his teeth and said: “Ye Su’an, how can you stop being so hostile to me? Is it bad for us to be together, you’re already mine! I can give you anything you want, what’s wrong with me?”

Su An said quietly: “I want freedom.” 

He Changhuai took a breath and was speechless.

“Can you give me freedom?” Su An murmured, “Just let me go, He Changhuai, this is what I want most.”

He Changhuai’s hands trembled and stiffened.

“…impossible.” 

Ye Suan laughed sarcastically, and his sweet cry carries the perfunctory sound of going kidney and not going heart.

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Ye Su’an seems to be thinner than before. He Chaihuai doesn’t know if it was because he took off his winter clothes or because his waistline is slender, stretching like a lake.

He Changhuai was fascinated by him by accident, and it was only when the fire burned his hand that he regained his senses. After running to the bathroom to rinse his mouth, He Changhuai carefully hugged Su An in his arms. 

Su An’s black eyelashes were wet with tears, and He Changhuai just watched him in a trance. After a while, Su An turned around uncomfortably and fell asleep with his back to He Changhuai again.

He Changhuai: “…”

Depression struck.

He Changhuai persuaded himself before that it was enough to get Ye Su’an. But he now knows what he wants most, if Ye Su’an’s heart is not in him, getting this person is just torture. 

Su An slept sweetly, and when he woke up, he met He Changhuai’s gaze.

“…” Oh my god, scary.

He Changhuai’s eyes were blue and black, as if he hadn’t slept all night. Su An stabilized his thumphing little heart, and prepared to get out of bed.

He Changhuai, “What do you want?” 

His voice was hoarse.

Su An habitually sneered and pulled up the bathrobe on his shoulders, “I want you to let me go and never appear in front of my eyes again.”

He Changhuai said lightly: “Okay.”

Su An: “…” 

He cried bitterly in his heart and ran away with his luggage.

He Changhuai looked at his ruthless back that did not hesitate and smiled bitterly, this is what it’s like to want something but not get it.

…

Su An rented a brand-new courtyard house. The spring sun was gone, and the sun was getting warmer. He had grapes and peach trees planted in the corners. After finishing the kennel, Su An turned his eyes and went to find Yu Qiong. 

Yu Qiong was sent to school. He was good-looking and had a good temper, and soon made two or three friends. Su An was waiting for him at the school gate and went back to Ji residence with him.

Yu Qiong smiled with a mouthful of small white teeth, and he couldn’t hide his shyness, “You seem to be in a good mood today.”

There was a black car quietly parked in the shadows behind.

He Changhuai looked at them from the car window. 

“It’s not bad,” Su An smiled, like a breeze, “I heard that a caravan has come from Jincheng?”

Yu Qiong nodded obediently, “Yesterday, someone came to discuss business with my father. I heard that President Jiang is also here…I was told that he would come to my home to apologize in person.”

As early as three months ago, Jiang Zhengrong followed the news released by Ye Su’an and followed “Yu Qiong” all the way to the north. In the end, he found nothing, so Jiang Zhengrong turned around and turned south again, and between the coming and going, he missed Su An perfectly.

Now Jiang Zherong was preparing to come to the Ji residence to apologize, and he should be aware of the matter of Yu Qiong’s ancestral recognition. 

Yu Qiong hesitated, “How are you and Second Master He recently?”

Su An said coldly: “He had another whim yesterday, but this time I hope he can do what he said.”

After the two of them left, a street vendor on the side quietly came to the black car. He Changhuai pulled down the car window and listened to what Su An and Yu Qiong said as he relayed it.

He Changhuai’s brows were indifferent, but his heart throbbed with pain, “I see.” 

The car followed Su An all the way to the courtyard.

It rained at night, He Changhuai originally wanted to guard here for a while and then leave, but suddenly heard Su An’s hasty scream, “Ah——”

His eyes changed, and he got out of the car and went straight to the courtyard. When he ran in front of Su An, he already looked like a drowned rat.

Su An shook his hands and looked at him in surprise, then he frowned: “Why are you here?” 

He Changhuai didn’t bother to answer, he took his hand and saw that Su An’s index finger was scalded by the fire. He was very distressed, and hurriedly ran around to get cold water, needles and ointment. Ye Su’an looked at his embarrassed appearance, his brows locked even tighter.

The wound was carefully treated and cleaned, and Ye Su’an softly said, “Hiss——”

With the embroidery needle, He Changhuai used it to pierce through the blister directly into his own flesh.

“He Changhuai,” Su An lowered his eyes, looking at the mottled candlelight on the ground, “Are you following me?” 

“I,” He Changhuai opened and closed his mouth, “I’m sorry.”

The atmosphere was silent for a moment. Su An then stood up, he sneered, but silently took off his clothes.

He Changhuai was surprised, his face turned slightly red, and his eyes dodged, “Su An, what are you doing?”

Obviously, he had already done everything, but his face still heats up and his heart jumps at Su An’s initiative. 

“Second Master He stayed outside the door in the middle of the night, isn’t it for this kind of thing?” Su An laughed at himself and took off his last cover. His white skin under the light was delicate and warm, like the finest suet jade, “Second Master He helped me treat my injuries, so I’m sure you wouldn’t want to take anything else back. Since Second Master He likes this body, then I’ll take this body back to you.”

He took a step forward, then got into He Changhuai’s arms, and said nonchalantly: “Come on.”

He Changhuai froze for a while, but still hugged him.

His body was tough, but Su An was not like that. The smell of rouge and power was fragrant and sweet. But when he was holding Su An, He Changhuai’s heart became more and more empty. He looked down at Su An’s face and leaned over to kiss him, but Su An turned his head to avoid him. 

He Changhuai’s mouth was bitter.

Are you happy to be Ye Su’an’s man?

Happy, but what’s the point of this if you can only get his body.

And it was a body that I obtained through power. 

How can I get his heart?

He Changhuai whispered, “Su An, Su An…”

Su An gritted his teeth, fvck, why are you happy just calling Lao Tzu.

“Su An,” The man on top of him suddenly said, “I love you.” 

Su An gritted his teeth, he swallowed his voice, and looked at him through his misty tears.

The man’s chin was dripping with sweat, his eyes were like stars, and he couldn’t help but say, “I love you so much.”

The heavy emotions were pressed in his throat. It turned out that sine words did not need to be deliberately brewed, and could be said naturally.

I love you is obviously a happy sentence, but how can it be so sad when it was him who said it. 

Su An thought in a trance.

I like you a lot too.

The sinful relationship between them in the two worlds was very fateful.

But I don’t think you love me. 

Because you didn’t even want to tell me who you were in the last world, scumbag, big liar.

Su An unilaterally fell into the role of the victim, looking at He Changhuai’s eyes becoming resentful. He Changhuai called Su An so many times, and then he left in the heavy rain after giving Su An a bath.

Su An watched him leave, “…”

The quilt, which was still hot just now, became somewhat a bit lonely. 

He yawned, rubbed against the pillow to sleep, and the door was pushed open again.

The wound on his hand was gently checked by He Changhuai. Su An only then knew that he did not leave, but just went to get medicine.

Su An touched his heart silently and muttered to himself.

Ye Su’an. 

Have you been moved by him?

…

Ye Su’an’s attitude towards He Changhuai seemed to have changed slightly.

He Changhuai seemed to have sensed it, but when he wanted to seriously pursue it, he was unable to. He didn’t dare to appear in front of Su An openly, so he could only take a look at him from a distance in the dark. 

Ancheng businessmen are smart people, as long as they see the figure of Boss Ye in their stores, they will hurry to send someone to inform Second Master He.

On this day, when Su An went to see the goods, he finally saw Jiang Zhengrong who had come from afar.

Jiang Zhengrong stared at Su An for a while, “I’ve been looking for you for a long time.”

His robes and feet were stained with dust all the way, and his face could not hide his tiredness, but his appearance was outstanding. Several ladies and wives in the cloth shop gave Jiang Zhengrong several glances. 

Su An glanced back and saw a tall figure hiding in the ladies’ cheongsam shop. He hid a smile at the corner of his mouth, “President Jiang, long time no see.”

Jiang Zhengrong sighed, “Boss Ye, let’s find a place to eat and talk slowly.”

The two arrived at the mutton restaurant and ordered two large bowls of mutton soup and four dry buns. Jiang Zhengrong finished most of the bowl in one breath before taking a long breath, “Now I’m back to life again.”

Su An laughed twice. 

Jiang Zhengrong wiped his mouth, “Since I entered Ancheng, I heard many stories about Boss Ye and Second Master He everywhere.”

Ye Su’an’s expression was slightly cold, “I’m afraid they’re all unpleasant words.”

Jiang Zhengrong acquiesced and said: “This place is full of people and ears, why don’t we go out and talk, it just so happens that I also have something to say to Boss Ye.”

He Changhuai, who was eavesdropping on the sidelines: “…” 

When the two left, He Changhuai followed with a cold face. There are people coming and going on the street, so it’s pretty easy to follow. But as they walked, the two came to a sparsely populated lake.

He Changhuai pressed his hat, the root of his nose left a sharp shadow, he then gave the flower boy a piece of silver yuan, “Have you seen the gentleman in the blue shirt? Go and listen to what they are saying. If you hear more than two sentences, I will give you another silver yuan.”

The little boy ran over happily, and ran back after a while, saying innocently, “Sir, they are scolding a man named He Changhuai.”

He Changhuai: “…” 

The boy continued” “He said that if he had not been reborn in the He family, he would have been a bandit and a robber.”

“They also said that He Changhuai was a pretentious, good looking man, but was useless, and that it was bad luck to have caught his eyes.”

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Old He, look at you, can you still do it? 

Two more chapters to finish off this world arc.