This Star is a Bit All-around

  Chapter 57 I was also in despair

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  Hope Primary School’s June 1 children’s show was over. Yang Qing exchanged a few words with enthusiastic school leaders, left contact information, and left with Tan Jin’er and the three daughters with the cuties.

   "Ker, thank you, and I'll trouble you to make a trip"

  Yang Qing hugged the drowsy little Dong'er, and smiled at Wang Ke'er who was walking beside her.

   "Hey, it's time to meet you, Brother Qing." Wang Ke'er blinked and said with a smile, "I'm also a member of our "Four Seasons Delicious""

   After finishing speaking, she looked at the couple walking in front of them holding hands happily, and said in an envious tone:

   "It's great that Chun'er and the others have you as a brother. Sometimes I also want to have a brother like you, who can protect my sister from wind and rain, but it's a pity..."

  Hearing this, Yang Qing smiled softly, turned her head to look at her and said seriously: "Love is always mutual, you only saw that I shielded them from the wind and rain, but you didn't see that they also shielded me from the wind and rain in my heart"

  The wind and rain in my heart...

  Wang Keer was taken aback, she looked at Yang Qing with trembling eyes: "Brother Qing, you..."

   "Hehe..." Yang Qing revealed a self-deprecating smile, and said softly, "I'm not a saint, so how can I be selfless?"

  He looked at the laughing children in front of him, and said with pity and guilt in his eyes: "I have also been desperate, and I have thought of giving up, and I even want to leave quietly alone."

   "Hehe, what is life? Life is daily necessities, food, drink, and living. Life is never idealized. Life is easy, but life is not easy"

   There was a trace of painful memories in his eyes, and a bitter smile appeared on the corner of his mouth: "Can you imagine a child who is only thirteen years old, fighting for food with stray dogs in order to survive, all bruised and bruised, but only for one bite?"

  “At that time, his sky was dark, there was never a ray of light, and he never looked forward to tomorrow. At that time, he lived a very simple life, so simple that he only wanted to eat a full meal, even if he would die the next moment”

  "Hungry is the original sin. What he was hungry was his stomach, body, and even his soul. He had received warmth but was ruthlessly taken away, so he never looked forward to it at that time."

  Yang Qing said, Wang Keer listened, and she looked at the man beside her with some distress, and said with a slightly choked voice: "No... isn't there an orphanage?"

   "Welfare home...hehe..."

  Yang Qing showed a hint of stubbornness at the corner of his mouth and said: "When you have the warmth you have never had before, even a warm home where someone feeds you, sleeps you, and plays with you, will you be willing to leave?"

   "No! But life has always been like this. When you need to rely on other people's assistance or even charity to survive, all your efforts and all your struggles are nothing but a joke in the eyes of those big shots!"

"Businessmen seek profit, and how many people can withstand the test of their hearts in front of money, let alone for a group of orphans who have no blood relationship, and they will not feel guilty, because they have already arranged the whereabouts of these orphans , this should be the best, but for him, his home is gone.”

"So he ran away stubbornly and stubbornly. He was afraid, and he was afraid that he would lose after gaining it. You can think that he was extreme, but the fact is that he would rather starve and wander from now on, and he was extremely and stubbornly unwilling to experience it again. A broken home!"

  Wang Ke'er trembled with some depression: "Then...then what happened next?"

   "Later..."

There was a happy and warm smile on Yang Qing's face, and he said softly: "It was winter, it was very cold that day, and there was a thick layer of white snow on the ground, like a cotton quilt, so he slept on the bed with bruises all over his body. At that moment, he seemed to have returned to the home that gave him warmth and had many younger brothers and sisters.”

   "Later he woke up, lying on a white hospital bed, and when he opened his eyes, he saw a kind face full of pity and smiles"

  “There he was cured and fed. He felt warm again, but he still fled in fear.”

"He ran away, but that kind face seemed to be engraved in his mind, and he couldn't get rid of it, so he sneaked back to the snow field, where he was disappointed that he didn't see the kind old woman , but saw a bowl of rice that had been cooled.”

   "So, since then, he has eaten there every day. There are cold and hot dishes, noodles, vegetables and meat. This seems to be a tacit understanding between her and him, a kind of tacit warmth and love."

"Until one day, when he was wolfing down the already cold meal, a voice of pity sounded behind him, and she asked if she would go home with her, she said she was alone, she said she and he were both It's the same, they are all alone, she said that she and him can form a family"

   "So he cried, and buried his dirty face full of snot and tears in the arms of the old woman"

"Finally, in that cold winter, he was brought back to a small courtyard by the old woman. She gave him a name. Because her surname was Yang, so he also had the surname Yang. She said she hoped that he would be like Bai Yang." Like a tree, it can still thrive after weathering wind and rain, and it will last forever.”

  Yang Qing said with memories: "After that, he called her grandma, and she always gave him what she could, sent him to school, taught him how to read and write"

"Later, he grew up. At the age of eighteen, he graduated from elementary school and lost the opportunity to go to school again. But he was not depressed, but very happy, because he could finally earn money to support his grandma, so he went to school. construction site"

"One day, when he came back from the construction site and returned home excitedly with the month's wages, he was stupid because there was another one-year-old girl in the family. Since then, he has had a younger sister. The home became a home for three”

   "Later, from three people to four people, and then to five people, he worked harder and harder, because he had to feed his grandma and younger sisters"

   "At that time, he never thought of giving up, because he wanted to repay his kindness, and he wanted to repay grandma's kindness, so as long as grandma loves him, he loves too."

  “Even one winter, he brought back a little doll on a snowy day. He just wanted to make grandma happy, and grandma was indeed very happy that day, praising him as a kind and good boy.”

   There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and a hint of sadness was revealed in a smile, and his voice seemed to be slightly choked.

   "Birth, old age, sickness and death will never change because of kindness. Grandma finally left. On the day she left, she told me and even begged me to say..."

"She said... she told me not to abandon my sisters no matter what. She said... that they were little angels left in the world. I cried and agreed. I didn't want her to leave with regrets, and I didn't want her She saw that the first child she brought back was a heartless one"

"Since then, I have worked very hard to earn money to support my younger sisters. I am greedy from morning to night, but the money I earn is pitiful. It is so pitiful that since Chun'er and Xia'er went to school, I even bought one for each of them. I have no money for new clothes”

  "So I was desperate, I was so tired and wanted to give up, I knelt in pain in front of my grandma's grave and cried out my suffering, my despair"

   "That night, I knelt and cried all night. In the end, I struggled with guilt and despair to convince myself that I decided to leave. I wanted to escape... escape from this hopeless home"

   Speaking of this, Yang Qing paused, looking at the laughing little figure in front of him with tears in his eyes, a pity smile appeared on the corner of his mouth and said:

   "But when I got home and returned to the small yard, looking at the scene in front of me, my heart was suddenly stung, it hurt very painful"

"It was five o'clock in the morning, it was very dark and cold, but Chun'er was washing Dong'er's **** in the cold room, her face was red from the cold, I asked her why she didn't light a fire, she said Coal should be saved, she grinned and said she is not cold"

"Xia'er ran out of the kitchen. Her little face was covered with black ash. There were two clear and glaring tear stains on the black ash. She held two hard-boiled eggs in her hand. She said that brother gave you Eating eggs, she said she didn't want to go to school, she said she didn't want to make me so tired, she said she would go with me to earn money, earn money to support my sister"

   "Hawk!"

  Hearing this, Wang Keer cried. She covered her mouth hard to keep herself from making a sound, but tears flowed down her fingers into her mouth, salty and bitter...

  Yang Qing continued talking, he looked at Xiao Qiuer who was holding Xiao Xier's little hand in front of him and smiled:

"At that time, Qiu'er was very young, but she was very sensible. She ran out of the house crying, stared at me with big red and swollen eyes, and said to me, brother, please don't go, please, don't leave your sister behind. And my sister, she said she can earn money with me, earn money for my sisters to go to school, earn money to buy new clothes for Dong’er”

   "So, since then, she has gotten up on time at five o'clock in the morning every day, and then went out with me. She has never complained that she is tired, and she is happy every day."

   "Actually... Actually, I know that she is afraid, afraid that I will leave without saying goodbye and abandon them, but how could I make that inhuman decision again?"

   "The wind and rain in my heart have been blocked by their small bodies"

   After Yang Qing's story was finished, Wang Ke'er, who was listening to the story, trembled and finally couldn't help crying.

  Gently, a tissue was handed to her, it was Li Wanxiao.

  At this moment, her eyes were red and tears were flowing, she hugged Wang Keer gently.

  I don't know when, she and Tan Jiner followed Yang Qing and listened to his story.

  Tan Jiner gently hugged his waist from behind him, leaned her pretty face full of tears against his back, and said softly:

   "Brother, from now on... I will always be with you, and with them, forever..."

   "Well, forever"

  (end of this chapter)