Thorny First Marriage

I stopped and didn't walk past. Sang Qi saw me and walked towards me. I waited for him to slap me in the face.

He just stood in front of me, he didn't speak, he was like a big popsicle, his body sent out a cold breath, cold I shiver.

I never feel that Sheng Yanyan can insert between sang Qi and me. In my heart, she is not my rival at all.

"Then what do you want him to do, play with me?" I patted Gu Yu on the shoulder: "sleep: the group will hold a meeting tomorrow morning."

Gu Yu sighed heavily: "you, you are so thoughtful. It's related to a Qi's attitude. Why does he always give you a look?"

"I'm not a psychological problem." I said: "when Sheng Yanyan didn't die, I didn't often dream that she would come to pinch me. It's really strange. I never felt guilty for her, but why do I always have such a dream?"

After I woke up again, she handed me a glass of water, then patted me on the back anxiously and said to me, "little madman, it's not a way for you to go on like this! Go to see a psychologist with me tomorrow! Heart medicine is needed

So many nights I wake up in the nightmare of cold sweat. Gu Yu sees that I am not in good condition, and she has been sleeping with me these days.

She hated me to the bone. She said she would never let me go as a ghost.

I usually wake up in the middle of the night by nightmares. Sheng Yanyan's appearance in the dream is especially true. She roars with me, sneers with me and screams with me.

I go to bed very early every night. For a few days, I didn't even put down my job and fell asleep on the dining table. Gu Yu and several aunts dragged me upstairs. Fortunately, there was an elevator at home, otherwise I could only sleep on the sofa in the living room.

People's words are formidable. I can't block so many mouths one by one. They can only say what they want.

I've been sang Qi's wife, but I'm still going to find my ex girlfriend's trouble, and I've finally forced her to death.

But later it turned out that it wasn't like that. Even in my shopping mall, sang Qi's wife forced his ex girlfriend to death.

I used to think that public opinion and pressure are nothing. I just don't take it seriously.

In fact, Sheng Yanyan died, the poor is not her, but me, I have to live in other people's fingers all my life.

Gu Yu comforted me that this is the fate of Sheng Yanyan and me. Sheng Yanyan is my nightmare. Even if I die, it has something to do with me.

The answer is yes, she has no disease, no pain, no disaster, how can a good person die.

He said: "if you don't come, will Sheng Yanyan live longer?"

Although I often brainwash myself and say that Sheng Yanyan's death has nothing to do with me, sang Qi's words pop up in my mind from time to time.

I hope he won't be like others, but after Sheng Yanyan died, our relationship seems to be worse, and my mental state is getting worse and worse.

I don't care if everyone misunderstands. I care about sangqi.

Today's people are really interesting. They are all opera masters. They especially like to add drama to other people's lives.

So Sheng Yanyan's case was identified as an accident, but I became a real murderer who intentionally killed his rival.

Even if I didn't save Sheng Yanyan, it's just a moral problem, it can't rise criminal cases.

It's just that there's no surveillance on the pond, but it can also prove that I didn't mean to murder, it's just an accident.

But later, we got surveillance, which showed that Sheng Yanyan ran into me, and then we fell into the pond.

After Sheng Yanyan's funeral, I was called by the police. The nurses in the sanatorium all described me as murderous. How could they see that I was murderous?

He doesn't beat me or scold me, but it brings me the deepest pain.

Sang Qi didn't talk to me all the time, but he didn't beat me or scold me, just his eyes were the same as a stranger.

Sheng Yanyan has no parents, brothers and sisters, her funeral is very lonely, only sang Qi in.

I didn't have to be furtive, so I went all the way.

Gu Yu told me not to go, but I'm not the killer. Why don't I go?

Sheng Yanyan really died this time. She was cremated at the funeral, and I was there all the way.

It turns out that I'm still afraid, even if I have a clear conscience.

Originally I was not afraid of it, but somehow I suddenly thought of Sheng Yanyan stretching out two hands to pinch me from the white cloth sheet. I was scared to step back.

Leaving me alone in the room, and Sheng Yanyan lying not far away from me, I slowly walked over and stood beside her bed, she covered with a white sheet.

Sang Qi said and left, his words and I don't kill Bo Ren, but Bo Ren died because of me have the same wonderful.

But I didn't speak. Sang Qi floated on my head with a slightly joking voice: "what if you don't go to her? Can she live longer? "

Sometimes guilt is able to kill a person, but I think Sheng Yanyan's death has nothing to do with me, I'm desperately trying to save her, it's her fight with me, fight to the death.It's the deepest curse. It's worse than his slapping me.

He suddenly laughed: "good, I think you'll dream about her more often in the days to come."

I don't know what he's going to say next. I just nodded.

"You said you always dreamed about her some time ago, didn't you?" Sang Qi asked me calmly.

I don't know why I feel guilty. In fact, I shouldn't feel guilty. I think I have a clear conscience about Sheng Yanyan's death.

Sangqi's most terrible time was not when he was angry, but when his voice was calm and could not hear a trace of emotion.

"All right." He interrupted me: "people are dead, there is nothing to say."

"I'm not in a good mental state recently. I always dream of Sheng Yanyan before I go to her. She fought with me. We fell into the pond together. I wanted to save her, but she didn't cooperate. That's why... "

I'm hoarse, but I have to explain for myself.

I look up at him, in his eyes I can't understand whether it's sadness or something else.

Because I know sang Qi has never loved her before, but now I don't know.

I arrived at the head office of Dayu group the next day in a daze. The group meeting once a month is very important. I have to attend the thunder and rain.

Suhe arrived earlier than I did. When she saw me from a long distance, she came up and held my arm: "how come your face is getting worse and worse? Do you want to ask for leave to go to the hospital to have a look?"

I told her I was a little thirsty, and she immediately handed me the thermos in her hand: "I've made you tea."