Thorny First Marriage

I don't know why I can see Sheng Yanyan again. I have just returned to Jincheng and haven't eaten anything special. Is it because I drank the milk prepared by sister Yu alone this morning?

If that is the case, it is impossible to prevent. As long as I exist, this is a day at home, I will always be regarded as a madman by others.

I'm not afraid of death to separate from sangqi. I don't want to make our relationship more and more difficult to end.

"The hallucination happened before the birthday party."

"Didn't you go to the birthday party with Sanshi last night?"

"What can I eat? I just came back from Duancheng the night before yesterday. "

Gu Yu thought that I was angry and rushed to me with a big face: "little madman, I don't believe you. Do you think you've eaten anything else?"

"All right, all right!"

"I don't think sangqi is a man who dares to do something and doesn't dare to recognize it."

I said: "you go, you go, you think you can ask something, you go to ask! Will sang Qi say to you, "yes, I did it?"

I used to stop her, but now I'm too lazy to stop her.

She was very depressed. She had nothing to say. After all, she just said those two words: "anyway, I don't believe it. I'm going to ask sang Qi."

I can see that Gu Yu wants to refute, but the fact is in front of her, and she doesn't know what to say.

I sighed: "Gu Yu, I know you have a good relationship with Sang Qi. You don't believe he will, but you don't know that when a person's hatred is burned, everything can be done."

Gu Yu naturally can't explain. He opens his mouth and looks at me.

"I eat well, sleep well and drink well in Duancheng, but I saw Sheng Yanyan again last night. How do you explain?"

"I've said that!" Gu Yu angrily yelled: "it's impossible. How can sang Qi do such a thing to you?"

"Yes."

Looking at the food in Guyu: "what are you afraid of?"

"I'm just afraid I'll go crazy." After they left the restaurant, I said to Gu Yu, "I'll eat what you've eaten in the future."

Gu Yu reached out and touched my forehead: "you are crazy."

Not only did I eat her leftovers, I even ate half of the fried dough sticks she had bitten in front of me.

"But I dislike you." She pretended to drag her bowl back, and I held her hand: "I eat your leftovers, what do you dislike?"

"I don't dislike you."

When she looked back, "little madman, I've had half of this bowl of porridge!"

Gu Yu was surprised, but I couldn't help it. When she asked Yu Jie to pour another glass of milk for her, I stole the bowl in front of her.

"I'll drink yours. You ask sister Yu to pour it for you."

"What's the matter, little madman? You need to drink. Let sister Yu pour another cup for you!"

The next morning when I went to the restaurant, Gu Yu was drinking milk. I took the milk cup in her hand and took a sip.

I know that sangqi is only harmful to me, he will not harm Guyu, so I will eat the things Guyu has touched.

What to do? Now I can't do without it, but I don't want to be a madman. I have to be extra careful at home. As long as I find that it is prepared for me alone, I will never eat it.

I never thought that one day sang Qi and I would become like this, but some things are beyond our control. I'm afraid even sang Qi can't control them.

I just don't want to go that far. Anyway, I still have a thought for each other.

Sang Qi has made it very clear that he still hates me now, so he is willing to pester me. When he doesn't even hate me, we are completely finished.

Sang Qi said and left, with a heavy sound of closing the door, my body cold to the freezing point.

Sang Qi stood up from the bedside and said to me without any doubt: "you know it's impossible. When I'm tired of you to hate you, I'll be separated from you naturally."

I don't think he doesn't understand that I don't think so at all. He just has to stab me with such language.

I didn't speak and resisted his accusation with silence.

"So that's what you did before you came here? In order to be with me, you didn't even look at the sugar at first, but now it's like this again? "

I said to him in an almost pitiful tone, "I don't want sugar. I'll give it to you, even if you don't let me see him."

I can't bear to see sang Qi become more and more unknown to me. I don't want hatred to erode him in the past.

So now he refused to let go, not because he loved me, but because he hated enough to torture others, including himself.

I think one of the outstanding characteristics of sangqi who wants to verify whether he doesn't hate me in the future is that he no longer binds me to him and imprisons me with this suffocating love and hate."Or do you feel bored? Oh, no, "he shook his head." no matter what you think, you can only stay with me until I feel bored. Now the mark on your body is sang Qi's wife. You are always mine when I don't want to let go. "

"You know it's not."

"Because of Tang Zizhe?" He asked again.

I didn't nod or shake my head. I just kept silent.

"Because of Sanshi?"

He looked at me with such cold eyes for a long time, and only when he saw that I didn't want to dare to look directly into his eyes did he speak.

His eyes were calm and terrible, as if he had thrown himself into a bottomless lake, only the cold water wrapped him.

So our separation is the best way to reduce each other's pain. I told sang Qi that after we separated, he looked at me all the time.

So I think now sang Qi hates me, but there's no way to be 100% cruel to me.

I know that every decision he made to me was quite torturous and tangled. He hurt me. First, he turned back and walked into the garden, but he couldn't bear to come back to save me.

But now I'm not afraid of death. I'm afraid that I'm not crazy. Sang Qi is crazy before me.

In fact, I'm going to get married all my life. I think as long as I stay by sang Qi's side, no matter how he treats me.

I stay by his side, in every moment will let him hate me more than before, he is now so to me because he is immersed in resentment, I want to pull him out in time, let him return to the previous sangqi.

"I don't believe it anyway."

Believe it or not, I certainly don't want to think of sangqi as that kind of person, but the fact is in front of me.

No matter how clever it is, it will not happen like this.