Thorny First Marriage

Sang Qi and I seldom talk about love, and sometimes they just make fun of each other.

When we were together before, maybe there was no love between us. Now I have a qualitative change in my attitude towards him.

Now I look him in the eye, dare I admit it?

"How was my play just now? You seem to have been cheated I raised my finger and flicked his brain: "look at your eyes, you don't really believe it, do you?"

He looked at me for a moment, his eyes still clear: "what do you mean?"

"Cheating is like cheating. It's just true." I sat up from the bed and looked back at him still lying in the pillow.

He looked at me and said, "OK, what do you mean?"

I quickly stopped tears, looked up from his arms, looked at him as if some wet eyelashes, opened a heartless smile: "OK."

My loss is only temporary, occasionally I have emotional time, but come fast, go fast.

I shed tears, and then my closed brain suddenly opened up, and my heart suddenly opened up.

There is a man who lives in my heart. He smashes my heart with his hammer. He is as broken as a pile of glass scraps.

Maybe I'm so charming. I heard his heart beating violently in his chest.

He suddenly buried my head in his chest, and my tears wet his shirt.

My tears, salty flow into my mouth.

I closed my eyes and wept. The lacrimal glands of people who don't cry often seem to be blocked. Once they are poked open, it's difficult to stop them in time.

This should be the first time sang Qi saw me cry, he should feel very puzzled, because I think my tears flow a little puzzled.

Is that right? Did I cry? I didn't know I was crying.

His fingers glided gently under my eyes, and the rough sound like running over sandpaper sounded in front of me: "summer solstice, are you crying?"

I didn't open my eyes when he let me go, but I knew he was looking at me.

I don't know how long he held me? It's about one minute. It's about two minutes. I don't know how long it is.

He hugged me tightly and lay on the edge of my pillow.

I clung to the corner of his coat with one hand, and his neck with the other, until there was a spasm in my lower abdomen and my body trembled.

He pressed me on the bed, and every heavy breath brushed all the senses of my body, leaving my sweat pores in a state of excitement and tension.

After I had been kissing him crazily for at least a minute, he finally responded crazily to me.

I even have an impulse now. I want to divorce sang Shixi immediately, and then catch him to divorce he Xiangu. No matter Sheng Yanyan in the hospital at the moment, I want to have the man in front of me. I want to get him as simple as that.

Yes, I am a little infatuated, I am a little confused, at the moment I did not control their feelings.

His eyelashes finally drooped, his eyes half closed, I don't know if I was wrong, I saw a trace of heartbreak in his eyes.

His lips are very soft, and sang Qi kiss, I finally know how love is going on, at the moment I am all over the air, my heart is very light, floating on the sky in general, can't pull, can't pull back.

I don't know what he looks like in my eyes, whether he is like me with a kind of heroism that even if he is abandoned by the whole world.

I opened my eyes and looked at his eyes. His eyes were wide open. I saw myself in his eyes, with a kind of half crazy indifference.

This time, it's very different. His lips are very cold, his fingers are very cold, and I lost the temperature in the palm of my hand.

This is the first time that I took the initiative to kiss sangqi. Although we have done it many times, it was him who took the initiative and I was passive.

I held sang Qi's face and closed my eyes to kiss him.

I know it's impossible, but once love is opened, it's like the gate of flood discharge can't be closed any more.

I don't know how other people feel. It seems that I have a hand holding tightly, which makes me gasp, but I can't stop.

It rolled in that cave, and the pain was strange.

Looking at the deep black pupil of sangqi, my heart seems to fall into a deep hole that can't be seen. Even if I work very hard to salvage it, I can't salvage it.

But now I know.

I am a heartless thing, never heartache, I do not know what kind of heartache is.

"Because I love you..." I want to continue to smile, smile solidification in my lips.

"Why marry sang Shixi..."

But my voice is very clear, every word is enough to let him understand: "yes, I love you!""I'll ask again..." His voice was hoarse and indistinct.

He raised his eyes and moved inch by inch on my face. I even heard my cells being crushed and bursting.

Because whether we believe or not, we can't change our present state.

So I don't care whether he believes it or not.

No matter when and where I can face my heart, love is love, do not love is not love.

I have a lot of small problems, but the only one is that I seldom lie, almost never.

"What if you believe?" I smile: "you ask me a hundred times, I am still the answer."

His voice was so low that I could hardly hear him: "I'll ask you again. If it's the same answer, I'll believe it."

His hand suddenly held my face, long eyelashes hanging, the light in his eyes dodged between the long eyelashes, dividing countless thoughts that I could not understand.

Maybe it's too easy for me to say this sentence, or maybe I'm smiling, so he can't see sincerity in my eyes, so he thinks I'm lying to him.

At such a sensational moment, I should cry, but I grinned: "yes, I love you..."

I looked up at him, he was as good as ever in my eyes, good enough to confuse me, so let me automatically filter all the false things he had done to me.

He still looked at me like that: "you say it again."

"Ha." I laughed: "you ask me to say it again when I don't play, now let me say it again after the play. Brother, it's good to bring acting into the role, but remember to pull it away at any time. If you indulge in it and can't pull it out, you'll be burned. "

Ah, it's so easy for a handsome man to look back at you