To Be His Dream Girl

It's driving me crazy

Hu Wan has dinner here, sits with he Xinying for a while, and then goes back. He Xinying also goes upstairs to her room. It's getting late, and Zhang Ya and Shen He will come back at any time. She's really in no mood to deal with them now.

The night is as cool as water.

He Xinying took a comfortable hot bath, put on her silk pajamas and put them under the quilt.

It's been a whole day. Shen Junquan hasn't returned to Shen's home or called her. He Xinying hasn't contacted Ji Longman since he went there last night.

Although he Xinying is curious about what he plans to do, she doesn't want to take the initiative to ask. What happened this time makes her understand that Ji Longman is different in Shen Junquan's mind. Compared with her, her grievances are tiny and worthless.

Thinking about it, he Xinying feels bored. She shakes her head in chagrin, closes her eyes and begins to feel sleepy.

He Xinying was awakened by the itch on her neck. She slowly opened her eyes and smelled a faint fragrance of jasmine, which was the smell of shampoo in Huayuan bathroom.

"Did you wake up?"

Shen Junquan raised his head from her shoulder, supported his head with one hand, and lay on the other side of the bed.

He Xinying just woke up, her consciousness is still a little chaotic, but when she saw it was Shen Junquan, her brow was still slightly wrinkled.

Dark eyes slowly sober, but she just quietly looked at him, nothing to say.

Shen Junquan knows that she is waiting for an explanation.

But this matter, there is nothing to explain, the fact is, I am sorry for her.

"Xinying, I'm sorry. I'll make it up to you twice this time. Believe me."

He Xinying was stunned and then gave a dry smile, "ha!"

"Shen Junquan, do you think that's what I want to hear?" He Xinying's voice changed tone because of excitement, and the expression on her whole face twisted.

Her mood collapsed for a whole day. When she faced aunt Qin, she could be indifferent. When she faced zhangya, she could ignore her. When she faced Shen nianan and Hu Wan, she could also put on an open-minded smile. But when she faced Shen Junquan, how could she pretend?

When something happened, he told her not to worry. He was the one who told her that he would solve the problem. He also promised that he would give her an account. But now that things are like this, will he just use "future compensation" to kill her?

Even if you really don't love her, you can't be so perfunctory?

Shen Junquan saw that she was so excited that he could hardly breathe. However, the expression on his face was still like a light cloud.

"Xinying, I know you have been wronged. This is just a temporary thing. One day, I will clear you. Xinying, please bear it first..."

Before he finished, he Xinying suddenly sat up from the bed, picked up the pillow under her head and smashed it at him.

The pillow fell on him like a raindrop. Shen Junquan's thin lips pressed tightly. He didn't go on talking or stop he Xinying's action, so he let her hit him.

"Well Shen Junquan, I hate you I really hate you... " It's Shen Junquan who was beaten, and it's Shen Junquan who is not well-dressed and whose hair is in disorder.

but it's he Xinying who finally cried out of control.

She bent down on the pillow, the whole person's mood completely collapsed, no image and organization, wailing, mouth has been muttering low shout that sentence.

"Shen Junquan, I hate you."

Shen Junquan's eyelashes trembled. His heart seemed to be held by a pair of slender fingernails. He couldn't beat and break free. The feeling that he was sad was that he was going to die in the next second made him stretch out his hand and pull the crying woman into his arms.

His kiss fell down and went up the corner of her mouth to dry her tears. He Xinying cried so much that her tears were like broken beads, which could not be stopped.

Shen Junquan's arm is more and more tight, and finally tightly embrace her in his arms, thin lips close to her eyes, gently open mouth, hoarse voice, with unspeakable grief.

"Xinying, don't cry, don't cry..."

But he Xinying seems to have received a great stimulation. She pushes the man in front of her away and slaps him on his handsome side face. With full strength, Shen Junquan's face turns to one side.

"Shen Junquan, don't you feel sick? Do you feel ashamed to treat other women like this when you have someone you like? "

He Xinying's voice is hoarse, and the questioning is especially frightening.

Shen Junquan twisted his eyebrows and said in a low voice, "I don't like Ji Longman, I..."

"Enough!" He Xinying interrupts, "I don't care about you and Ji Longman, but from now on, don't involve me in your feelings. I beg you, Shen Junquan, please let me go..."He Xinying is anxious and painful. Her hands and feet are struggling desperately. Her fist falls on Shen Junquan's back like raindrops, but he is immersed in her torment as if he can't feel it. Her dark blue eyes are scarlet now. He Xinying can't see any reason from them.

He hurt her at the same time, in fact, is driving himself crazy!

Nothing is more heartbreaking than hurting the woman he loves deeply. God knows how he spent his day today. He wants to know if he Xinying is very sad. He wants to run to her and let her beat, scold and lose her temper, but he can't. Ji Long pesters him all day and doesn't come back until night.

Seeing he Xinying sleeping quietly upstairs, he deludes himself that maybe things are not so bad, but now it seems that things are worse than he imagined.

He Xinying has been struggling for a long time until her body has completely taken off her strength. After cleaning, her body is now wet with sweat. The man still leans on her body and gnaws at her. The skin he touched is burning with pain.

Suddenly, she calmed down.

Forget it

This kind of life, adhere to is too boring, she can't fight Ji long, fight Shen Junquan, she is also lazy to fight with them, so, let him go

Shen Junquan's excitement and enthusiasm seemed to be splashed with cold water.

His hands were on the side of he Xinying's head, and the whole person was over her. His thin lips opened gently, and he said, "he Xinying, what do you want?" What do you want? What do you want from me? Do not really feel a little bit of my feelings for you

He Xinying just feels funny. What does she want? All the time, it's Shen Junquan who wants to push away and keep pestering, isn't it? She married to the Shen family for money, and she took all the initiative from the beginning!

He Xinying closed her eyes and didn't answer.

After a while, the invisible pressure on her body finally disappeared, and then there was a huge sound of closing the door. When he Xinying opened her eyes again, Shen Junquan had already left.

He Xinying lay in the dark for a while, got up and took a bath again before she went back to bed to rest.

After Shen Junquan left, he Xinying didn't wake up until the next morning. But when she opened her eyes, her eyes were swollen. When she opened her mouth, her voice was hoarse. After that heartrending cry, she left a lot of "sequelae"

She cleaned up and dusted some powder to cover her red and swollen eyes. As soon as she was ready to go downstairs to get something to eat, the door of the room was knocked.

"Three young grannies, sir, let you go downstairs."

He Xinying's head was covered for a long time before she realized that Shen He should be the one in the next population. Oh, it's not a good thing for Shen He to find her.

"I see. You go down first. I'll change my clothes and go downstairs."

The servant answered and went out. He Xinying just stood up and walked towards the cloakroom.

Last night when Shen Junquan was crazy, she left many obvious marks on her neck and shoulders. She guessed that the next person should have seen it. She had been staring at her since she entered the door, with contempt in her eyes.

What? You think these marks were made by other men?

He Xinying feels funny in her heart, but she turns over a dress with collar and puts it on. When she looks at herself in the mirror again, it's not easy to see those marks. Unless she makes a big move, it can cover them.

She stood in front of the mirror, looking at the inside looking a little haggard himself, sighed.

"He Xinying, this is the price you have to pay for the money, so don't feel aggrieved or sad."