To Be With You Forever

   Chapter 1036 I am more jealous

"Sister Sang Yu, I’m sorry, that day, I really don’t know why I did that, but when I recovered, I found out what I did, Sister Sang Yu, I thought about admitting my mistakes to you in those few days. Yes, but I don’t dare.” Ning Meng looked at her hand tremblingly, “I always envy people like Sister Sang Yu, who looks good and will reincarnate. She has been like a princess since she was a child. When someone is pampered, even success is easier than others."

  Perhaps because of this envy, over time, it becomes a kind of jealousy that distorts people's hearts.

  This kind of jealousy will devour people's hearts, and the person who bites is always unhappy in their hearts.

  Ning Meng still remembers that when she pushed Jane Sangyu out, besides being afraid, she also had a feeling of joy.

  While she was scared, she felt very relieved and very happy.

"I always think, why is something I can't ask for, but for some people, it's just a word? Why is it something that can't be sought in half a lifetime of hard work, but others can easily own it. "

  Like the advertisement, she couldn't reach the threshold after finding so many ways, but Jian Sangyu led her in with a word.

"I'm even more jealous. Why I spent four or five years working hard and fighting? I'm still just a little dragon that not many people know. When people talk about me, they will always say that I am nothing but a mockery. An unknown artist outside the 18th lane, and you, a newcomer, can even beat Hibiscus in just half a year."

  Ning Meng admitted that in the time she spent with Jane Sangyu, she seemed to be very indifferent on the surface, but in fact, all the time, her heart was tormented by the fire of jealousy.

She watched Jian Sangyu use hundreds of thousands of lipsticks and the clothes she wears every day are all kinds of luxury brands. The shoes on her feet, the bags in her hands, and even a mobile phone case are all worth it. Pay someone else’s one month’s salary.

  This is a life that Ning Meng would not even dare to dream about, but it happened that such a person lived in front of her.

  She buys a bag from the L house, she has to hesitate for a long time, find a different purchasing agent to compare the price for a long time, after buying, she put the bag in the most tidy and cleanest place in the house.

  If it is not an important occasion, even if you are not willing to carry it on your back, you are afraid of getting dirty and fold it.

  And what about Jane Sangyu?

  A top handmade bag from the L family. She can meet with her and change one at a time. Ning Meng watched her put everything she thought could fit in the bag, and even eat it with flavor.

  In Ning Meng's eyes, it was like a silent irony and show-off, and she felt uncomfortable in her heart.

Every time I see Jian Sangyu, every time I see her change a bag, a lipstick, and a set of clothes, I see her using words that everyone praises on Weibo to recommend perfumes that she may not necessarily buy in her life. Such a mood almost made Ning Meng feel suffocated. Therefore, Ning Meng clearly remembered that the moment Jian Sangyu was introduced, her ideal was, why didn't she die?

  She is so rich and enjoying a life that no one else can enjoy, she should have died long ago!

  But when she saw Jian Sangyu and Chen Xianan go down the mountain, Ning Meng regretted it.

  (End of this chapter)