Today Should Be Preferred

But when I arrived at the hospital, I saw that he hadn't got off the car for a long time.

After Sister Hao sent him the hospital and ward numbers, she remembered that she wanted to talk to Lu Yaoyao.

When Lu Yaoyao heard this, he felt sour, but refused: "Don't let him in, I don't want to see him." She was almost sad for these two days. When she needed him the most, she called him and no one answered. She is a little bit now. I don't want to see him either.

"understood."

In fact, Gu Ruandong couldn't come if he wanted to, because the old man and Lu Kuo were both here.

Even if the doctor emphasizes that there is special care, no relatives need to see it, but the old man and Lu Kuo can really leave her alone in the hospital for others to take care of, so they are just outside the door, standing like two great gods.

The old man has a tough body. He doesn't have sore waist and legs after sitting all day, and he has better physical strength than young people.

Sister Hao and the assistant were of course also with them, keeping every step of the way.

It was 6 o'clock in the afternoon in the capital in winter, and it was completely dark. By 9 o'clock in the evening, Lu Yaoyao was already asleep, and the old man and Lu Kuo were persuaded by Sister Hao to go back. She was fine anyway. Lu Kuo stayed in the hospital all night last night, dark circles came out, and he really needed to go back and take a good rest.

"I'm guarding in the hospital, don't worry."

Sister Hao sent off the old man and Lu Kuo. She looked at her mobile phone. It was a bit strange. The call Gu Ruandong called in the morning seemed to be her hallucination. She didn’t contact him all day, and she was too calm. Well, not showing up all day.

Just before going to bed, Lu Yaoyao gave a thousand warnings that if Gu Ruandong came, he was not allowed to come in. As a result, she became amorous, and she didn't come up at all.

Lu Yaoyao had something in his heart, coupled with the pain of the wound, he was not sleeping well, and he listened to the movement outside the door from time to time. Whenever I really don't want to see him, it's just a little sad. I woke up in a daze in the middle of the night. In the dim light of the ward, I suddenly saw a dark figure sitting next to the bed, his hands being held by a pair of cold hands, I was shocked and I was sober.

"Yaoyao, it's me!" Gu Ruandong whispered, his voice too hoarse.

"Why did you come in?" I didn't want to pay attention to him, but still blurted out and asked that it was impossible for Sister Hao to let him in.

"Climbed in the window."

Her ward is on the 9th floor!

The room was silent, so quiet that Lu Yaoyao could almost hear her own heartbeat. She did not speak, and silently withdrew her hand, a little temperamental. Sad and wronged, from last night to tonight, she was surrounded by so many people who cared about her, but the one who wanted to see her most did not come.

"I'm sorry." Gu Ruandong's faint voice came. Using the dim light, he stretched out his hand to touch her face. At a close distance, his hands were cold, and even the breath he exhaled was cold.

Lu Yaoyao turned his face to prevent him from touching, but after turning his face, the tears in the corners of her eyes kept streaming. After she came out of the operating room, she didn't shed a single tear, but when she saw Gu Ruandong, she felt aggrieved. I want to cry, can't help it.

Gu Ruandong stretched out his hand and took her into his arms, and in the darkness, he lowered his head and kissed her tears and her lips, his lips were always cold.

"I'm sorry." He muttered an apology, over and over again. Seeing news on the screen of the plane in the morning, my heart has been hurting for a day.

I have never said these three words to anyone in my entire life, only to her. His voice was hoarse, as if it came from his chest, as if he had suffered a deeper wound than her.

In the ward at this time, it was surprisingly quiet. He didn't dare to make any big moves, for fear of touching her injury, he just leaned over and wiped her tears and kissed her eyes and lips.

Lu Yaoyao could feel his distress and guilt. When he came, her anger had disappeared for the most part, and only grievances remained.

When Gu Ruandong kissed her forehead, her head tilted to the side and refused.

: "I haven't washed my hair for two days, it smells bad!"

At any time, the image must be considered in front of him.

"It doesn't smell." In order to prove, he held her face in both hands and kissed her on her hair purposely.

Lu Yaoyao felt that he was really worthless. No matter how sad and grievance he was before, the kiss disappeared completely, and there was nothing left.

I cried enough at this time, so I had to complain

: "I called you at the time, but you didn't answer it."

"It's my fault. I will make sure that the phone will not leave my body in the future."

His attitude was so good that she was so poor that she had no choice but to remain silent.

"Does the foot hurt?" he asked.

"It hurts!" She immediately answered pitifully, very satisfied to see his distressed expression.

He took her hand and fell into silence. His hands are still cold and not warm at all. After thinking about it, she said again

: "In fact, it doesn't hurt much anymore."

He squeezed her hand and put it to his mouth to kiss: "Well, you sleep well, I'll be with you here."

"You come up and hug me to sleep." The bed is big enough.

He shook his head and refused: "Wait."

The main reason is that I am afraid of touching her wounds, so I am restrained, otherwise I just want to hold her well now.

With him by his side, Lu Yaoyao fell asleep very quickly, sleeping peacefully, and even lessened the pain in his feet.

Gu Ruandong kept holding her hand and rubbing her lips. This afternoon, he sat in the car for an afternoon and remembered many things from the past.

When she was very young, she was bleeding because of him. At that time, while crying and asking him if she would die, she didn't forget to ask him, did her brother hurt too?

He has been fighting with children outside the compound since he was a child, and his body is always blue and purple, but no one has ever asked him whether it hurts or not, and even his parents have never asked him, only complaining why he went to fight again? If the accused comes to the door, he will be beaten again by his parents.

She is the only one who is very small and cute. She will ask him if it hurts or not. When adults complain about him, she will tell him that it is not his brother's fault. In the compound, the Lu family forbids her to interact with him. Maybe she doesn’t remember it anymore. She would secretly hand him a lollipop every time he came home with injuries all over his body, and tell him: Brother It doesn't hurt to eat sugar.

The friendship from when he was young was the most precious, although later, his family was cut off after an accident and moved away. He wandered around in this society, saw countless dark human nature, saw countless dirty deeds, and even he himself was deeply involved. , But there is always a clean, pure warmth in my heart that reminds him at all times that he is not such a bad person.

This very small belief prevents him from going too crooked when facing temptation countless times, or facing the choice of forks countless times. To him, she was not about salvation, but a street lamp. When she didn't know, someone had been trying to go the right way because of her.

Gu Ruandong is not a person who likes to talk about feelings, his actions are far better than words; he is not a person who thinks about this or analyzes his own heart, but in the afternoon, sitting in the car, thinking of the past All sorts of things, there will be some feelings of powerlessness. She is too rich, not short of money, much less love. Injured by him when he was a child, surrounded by a group of people, hugs, comforting and comforting, dealing with wounds, dealing with wounds, he can only be an outsider.

The same was true this time. She was injured. The Lu family was able to mobilize the best resources and give the best care at the first time, but he still couldn't do anything and didn't need him to do it. He was still an outsider.