Today Should Be Preferred

Zhuo Yuan played this song, not because of the creative background of the song or the meaning of the song itself, but the sentimental atmosphere created by this song can best express his heart at the moment, it is a kind of unseen sadness .

For a whole sophomore year, the two seemed to be walking in a parallel world with no intersection at all.

She goes to school and after school step by step every day, always on the line at two o'clock.

In addition to his studies, he was also learning the latest technology outside. At that time, he had already begun to emerge in a lot of youth competitions. Even the teacher revealed to him that based on his current grades and achievements outside school, It is possible to go directly to a top domestic university, but he refused. He wants to finish the three years of high school step by step.

His radio broadcasts every Friday after school attracts a lot of girls. The school broadcast room receives a large number of handwritten letters every Friday afternoon. Of course, he has always turned a blind eye to it.

His campus broadcast job ended in the third year of high school.

In the last broadcast, he actually planned for a long, long time. He wanted to clearly confess to her, and wanted to tell her all his emotions loudly, but he sat in the broadcasting room for an afternoon, but in the end, he didn’t say a word. No expression, not even a word, just silently played a song "I Wanna Wait"

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I don't want to love anymore

The love that keeps a retreat is a kind of expiration

I do not care

Once I ignite love again

Please let me have a long-lasting plan

Everyone has a place for their souls

And love is the direction

.....

After singing the song on the radio, he still didn't say a word, turned off the equipment, and left the radio room.

He is willing to wait, wait another year, wait until the college entrance examination is finished, and then confess.

The high school grades suddenly became tense, even Zhuo Yuan began to study and review step by step.

The school also forced their students throughout the grade to study in the evening at school.

What Zhuo Yuan didn't expect was that he had a legitimate reason to approach her again. Because every night after self-study at night, she and Cheng Chen would go to the rice noodle shop near the school to eat supper before returning home.

Lu Kuo was already chasing Cheng Chen at that time. Lu Kuo had always had a thick-skinned face. No matter what Cheng Chen's attitude was, he didn't care at all. As long as he was in his spare time, he would follow them.

Zhuo Yuan also had the opportunity to approach again, but now he has learned to exercise restraint. In front of her, he no longer shows his liking, and will never make any intimate actions, always keeping a certain distance with her.

He has tasted the bitterness of secret love and the taste of following her every day. He has tasted it for two full years, so now it is very satisfying to be able to look at her up close so every day.

The proprietress of this shop really likes her. Every time she comes, she secretly fried a poached egg in her foundation. No one else has any. But Tinglan never noticed that because she was focused on what she did, and even devoted herself to eating noodles, she never found that there was no fried egg in other people's noodles.

In fact, Tinglan often thinks about other things when she eats fans. She didn't tell anyone that the atmosphere in her house was very wrong recently. Often when she returned home from self-study late at night, she heard quarrels in her parents' room.

Since her third year of high school, her father has either gone out early and returned late or traveled frequently, and it took half a month to leave. When I came home from a business trip, I often frowned and looked very tired.

And because of the poor efficiency of the mother’s unit, many employees are facing layoffs.

She happened to be a third year in high school.

The pressure at home can be imagined.

She sighed imperceptibly while eating the noodles. She wanted to share the burden for her parents, but she couldn't do anything. She didn't know if this was the way a person had to go through to grow up. It was a bit bitter, she thought.

At that time, how did she know that the real suffering of life was still behind.

When she returned home after eating the powder, she saw Dad's shoes at the door. She stood by the door and listened quietly. Sure enough, there was a quarrel in the parents' room.

My mother's voice was a bit sharp: "Can you take care of your family? Lan Lan is about to take the college entrance examination, so you don't care what you are."

Dad’s voice is very tired: "Do you think I am playing outside? I am also very tired, there are a lot of things in the unit."

"Just your unit has a lot of things, is my unit okay? The list of dismissed personnel is going to be posted on the top, I am afraid I am among them."

Dad's voice finally calmed down: "Does the family have enough money for you and Tinglan to use her to graduate from college?"

"Shu Minghai, are we discussing the issue of money now? It is for you to spare more time to take care of your home and take care of your daughter who is going to take the college entrance examination."

Dad still insisted on asking: "How much money is there in the family? Is it enough for you and Tinglanhua?"

My mother's voice also calmed down, and she asked in a strange tone: "Why do you always ask this question? Your salary for the past few years has been saved, enough to spend."

"Just enough flowers."

Ting Lan walked gently to his room, but halfway through, he accidentally bumped into the chair in the living room and made a bang. Mom and Dad hurried out of the room and turned on the lights in the living room.

The family of three had different expressions, and my mother was still angry. My father looked tired, and Dinglan was a little embarrassed. But now that she was found out, she said, "Mom and dad, don’t care about me. I can take care of me in the third year of high school. Your own, you can take care of your work with peace of mind."

In the third year of high school, it is not a lack of arms and legs, there is no need to shift the focus of the whole family to her.

Mom accepted her anger, changed the subject, and asked, "Are you hungry? Mom will make you a supper."

"Not hungry, I ate outside."

"Okay, I'll go home when I'm hungry. Mom will make it for you. The things outside are not clean, so I need to eat less."

"knew."

After this, maybe parents are also scrupulous about being afraid of her hearing, so they rarely quarrel. But the atmosphere at home has never been as good as before. The most important thing is Dad, who often sits in the living room all night.

Occasionally, his mother asked him what was wrong, but he only said that it was okay, but the work pressure was a little bit heavy.

Shu Minghai knew that his anger was exhausted. When he sent someone from the capital to conduct a private investigation two years ago, he had a fluke in his heart, thinking that he could escape, after all, all the money had not passed through him. hand.

But now above, following the vines, he has been found on his body, and he is only waiting for strong evidence to arrest him.

Is he for money? Yes, it doesn't seem to be the case. No matter how rich he is, he still has three meals a day. What's more, he dare not spend a cent of the money, let alone give it to his wife and children, for fear of implicating them.

Probably it is a kind of satisfaction in vanity. Just like some people, they put piles of money in their homes and piled them into castles. They don't spend a penny, but they enjoy watching it every day.

The same is true for money, and the same is true for Wenlan's mother and daughter. It was his most primitive, undeveloped product of its inferiority.