Tomboy

    Li Mingzhu cried.

    She cried cautiously, without wailing loudly, without twitching, only twisting her hands into a circle and twisting it around Lu Yao's clothes.

    But Lu Yao knew she was crying.

    Lu Yao was a little embarrassed by her crying.

    He has never seen Li Mingzhu cry, and even not long ago he believed that Li Mingzhu had no such thing as tears.

    Lu Yao was holding her at this time, but felt that the bowl of water was all splashed on him.

    Li Mingzhu was locked in the dark in the small room, and Lu Yao lit another lamp for her.

    He learned the scene from the TV and patted Li Mingzhu's thin back lightly.

    Lu Yao rarely comforts people, he has never done this, and he stutters when he speaks.

    "You, don't cry, I'm with you..."

    "I'm with you, I'm not going anywhere."

    He recited the scriptures several times, repeating this sentence over and over like a wheel.

    Li Mingzhu didn't know how long she held him, holding him like a life-saving straw, as if she would fall back into the abyss if she let go.

    She just didn't let go, hugged Lu Yao, and fell asleep.

    Lu Yao only felt that the person in his arms sank, only to realize that Li Mingzhu had fallen asleep with his head tilted and crying in a daze.

    The accompanying bed in the hospital costs an extra 100 yuan. There is no small bed beside Su Tianyu's bed, so Lu Yao had to hug Li Mingzhu and sit on the hard stool.

    He was afraid that Li Mingzhu would not sleep well, so he sat with his back up in the middle of the night and didn't dare to move.

    When she woke up the next morning, Li Mingzhu's face was stiff.

    She looked like a 'scumbag' who turned her face and refused to admit her account. She turned the page without permission of her crying and miserable appearance last night, and first taught Lu Yao a lesson with a straight face.

    "What are you doing in H city at night, I think you are crazy!"

    She held up the bowl of water evenly again, her face tense, so that no one could see her vulnerability.

    Li Mingzhu always has a way to hide her weakness and helplessness so that no one can find it.

    Lu Yao yawned with two dark circles under his eyes.

    Li Mingzhu relented.

    "Have you finished the training? I'll buy you breakfast after the training."

    Li Mingzhu:…

    Only then did Li Mingzhu see that Lu Yao was dressed in a mess.

    Lu Yao only wore two pieces, the inside was a thin cotton pajamas, and the outside was a set of hoodies that were casually worn on his body.

    The hoodie wrapped him in a ball, making him look like a handsome bun.

    Li Mingzhu can't even say a little harsher words now.

    She softened, with obvious concern.

     "Put your clothes on, zip up, don't go out, sit indoors, and after the morning check is over, I'll go home and get you a change of clothes."

    Lu Yao was thinking about Li Mingzhu's lack of breakfast.

    Su Tianyu slept last night until this morning, when the nurse came in to clean up her body, she woke her up.

    As soon as she woke up, she howled loudly, speaking incomprehensibly, like a jujube in her mouth.

    Li Mingzhu couldn't hear what she said, and only vaguely guessed what she wanted to express from Su Tianyu's actions.

    "It's okay, I won't let you die." Li Mingzhu leaned down and forced out a word of comfort, "It's an inspection, nothing to be afraid of, I'll be watching from your side."

    Su Tianyu was instinctively scared. When the nurse came to carry her to the flat car, she screamed especially fiercely.

    Patients are emotionally unstable. This is a common situation. The nurses did not think much about it, let alone Su Tianyu is a mentally unstable lunatic. cannot.

    The nurse raised her voice as high as possible to soothe Su Tianyu's emotions.

    Su Tianyu stared at Li Mingzhu, who held her hand.

    "Go to the doctor, we'll go home when we're well. Don't you want a new mirror? I'll pick the biggest one and buy it for you."

    The words "buy a mirror" seemed to touch Su Tianyu's mind, she slowly calmed down, her eyes still fell on Li Mingzhu, without blinking.

    The routine inspection in the morning was over, and then came a snowflake-like bill of payment. Li Mingzhu read it carefully from beginning to end, and went to the registration office to pay a huge sum of money.

    She silently calculated the next expenses, her heart was heavy like a rock.

    Lu Yao was dishonest in the room. When Li Mingzhu went back, he saw the breakfast he was carrying.

    Li Mingzhu's face darkened, "Didn't I let you stay in the room!"

    Lu Yao pretended to be stupid, "Eat first, then talk after eating."

    Lu Yao fed everything to Li Mingzhu's mouth and waited for Li Mingzhu to open her mouth to eat it.

    "What's wrong with Auntie?" Lu Yao asked.

    He talked to Li Mingzhu last night and heard that Li Mingzhu was in the hospital.

    When he arrived last night, he confirmed that it was Su Tianyu, not Li Mingzhu.

    Although it was very selfish to think so, Lu Yao was really relieved at that time.

    Fortunately, fortunately she is fine.

    "It has nothing to do with you." Li Mingzhu divided the porridge into half and blew it carefully, "Go back to the team after dinner."

    "No." Lu Yao swaggered out of the door. He didn't know what to do at the front desk. After a while, the nurse outside dragged in the small folding bed to accompany the bed, and Lu Yao continued. , "I want to stay with you."

    "Bullshit." Li Mingzhu said stiffly.

    Lu Yao shivered in the air-conditioned room, "You can't drive me away, it's too hot outside, I can't go back."

    …strong words.

    Lu Yao said, "I won't leave anyway."

    Lu Yao was silent, obviously, he also knew that it was a very irresponsible thing for him to run like this.

    But he will never leave Li Mingzhu at this moment.

    Last night when he came here, he saw Li Mingzhu's appearance. This person who usually does not change his face when Mount Tai collapsed in front of him, at that time, he was as desperate as if the sky was falling. How could he let it go? Such Li Mingzhu faced difficulties alone.

    "I'll make it clear to Fang Tian." Lu Yao said, "It's just regular training now, I'm going back when the summer split starts."

    "Lu Yao, don't be willful." Li Mingzhu said.

    "Li Ming, don't force it, don't be duplicitous." Lu Yao copied her words and replied, "You need me."

    Li Mingzhu was stunned for a moment, the words 'I don't need you' stuck in her throat and didn't say it.

    At nine o'clock in the morning, Fang Tian didn't find Lu Yao's person in the training room, and only after a phone call did he know that Lu Yao ran back to H City in the early morning.

    He was so angry that he almost vomited on the ground, Lu Yao explained to him the cause and effect of the matter, and said that he would take a long vacation.

    Fang Tian was extremely helpless, saying that he skipped work as soon as he went to work. This time, Lu Yao was sincere and listened to Fang Tian’s complaints honestly, and finally asked Fang Tian to approve his fake note.

    Lu Yao said halfway and asked, "By the way, what about my salary?"

    Fang Tiandao, "What's wrong?"

    "Transfer the salary to me, I will use the money." Lu Yao said.

    "Use money? Don't you have money, what are you in a hurry to use?"

    "I will use a large sum of money, you can transfer it." Lu Yao said, "When will it be credited?"

    Fang Tian reported a time.

    Lu Yao accompanied Li Mingzhu in the hospital for a week.

    Li Mingzhu hadn't slept well all night these days, and the bizarre dreams were stuffed into her mind one by one, making her restless. Lu Yao was always by her side, staring at Li Mingzhu like a thief staring at someone else's wallet, for fear that something would happen to her.

    In just one week, Li Mingzhu felt that the mountains and rivers were exhausted and there was no way out.

    She has been tasting the taste of despair since she was born, and until now, some habits have become natural.

    When the nurse from the inpatient department came to urge Li Mingzhu to pay the hospital fee for the third time, Lu Yao secretly swiped the card for her.

    He paid and handed this thin, green bank card to Li Mingzhu solemnly.

    Li Mingzhu took the card and wondered, "What are you doing?"

    Lu Yao directly poked: "salary card, for you."

    "What do you do for me."

    "Use it for you." Lu Yao took it for granted, "Money is for use."

    What he said was very reasonable, and incidentally told Li Mingzhu the password of this bank card.

    "The password is your birthday, and the salary will be transferred in on the 9th of every month. Besides, Fang Tian also said that any endorsement fees, advertising fees, etc., will be transferred to this card. "

    After Lu Yao finished speaking, he glanced at Li Mingzhu cautiously.

    Li Mingzhu returned the card to him.

    "I don't want it, you keep it and don't litter it."

    Lu Yao refused to accept this card, stubbornly said, "You want it."

    He and Li Mingzhu stood at the elevator door on the sixth floor. There was a small protruding flat ground, and a circle of floor-to-ceiling windows stretched out in front of them. Looking down from here, they could see the whole hospital.

    Lu Yao suddenly moved, hugging her sticky, "I'm going to the team."

    Li Mingzhu's eyes fell to the ground.

    "I know that Aunt Su's disease is incurable and it will cost a lot of money. I have money, so don't worry about it." Lu Yao vowed, "Just stay with her and don't think too much. , if you have any difficulties, you must tell me."

    "Don't hold it alone." He finally said this.

    Lu Yao has always felt this way this week.

    Li Mingzhu usually feels a little illusory, her only connection with the society seems to be in school, after leaving the school, the sense of existence is even thinner, as if blowing can blow this person away .

    He deeply realized that some things cannot be grasped by hand, especially Li Mingzhu.

    He didn't even know what to take to catch Li Mingzhu, so he had to repeat it like chanting every day: I'm with you.

    Speaking to Li Mingzhu is like speaking to herself.

    "I'll take care of you in the future." He was triumphant.

    Li Mingzhu was amused by him, and coaxed in a soft tone, "Okay, I know you have money. Lu Yao, money is not so easy to earn, take it back and spend it where it should be spent. "

    "I'm spending where it should be, and spending it on you is where it should be."

    Li Mingzhu shook her head.

    "I don't need it."

    Money is a kind of thing, borrowed and borrowed, it becomes a debt of favor, and it is impossible to repay one by one.

    Li Mingzhu never owes others favors, she is most afraid of trouble.

      I couldn't count the number, so I asked her to promise her.

    Lu Yao's abacus crackled.

    "If you don't want it, just throw it in the trash can. I don't want it either."

    Li Mingzhu:…

    "Otherwise, you can keep it for me first. The money is in it and you can use it at any time. If you don't want to use it, you can borrow it. I don't need to spend money there."

    Li Mingzhu: "Lu..."

    "Okay, I'm leaving, I won't tell you." Lu Yao quickly stopped her long speech, "You use it, I will call you every day, you can't help but Pick up my call, and don't hang up, otherwise I'll just come to H City to settle the account with you just like last time."

    Lu Yao paused for a while, then ordered her, "You have to take me downstairs."

    Li Mingzhu gave him a road and sent him to the door of the hospital. Lu Yao was still reluctant to leave, and took her precious time for half an hour. Before leaving, his eyes were glued to Li Mingzhu , you can't even pull it out.

    Lu Yao is serious: "Based on our upcoming long-distance relationship, I need a buffer to appease."

    Li Mingzhu: "Don't be a demon."

    Lu Yao: "You kiss me."

    He was aggrieved, "I'm leaving, you won't even kiss me, is there a more failure than me being a boyfriend... Oh, there really is, you. "

    Li Mingzhu: "Who?"

    Lu Yao: "You, you failed, kiss me quickly, refute me, and prove that you are a successful boyfriend."

    Li Mingzhu was speechless: "...There are a lot of people here."

    Lu Yao said, "Well, it's the same for me to kiss you."

    He didn't care, he held down the back of Li Mingzhu's head, first pecked her lips, and then deepened the kiss.

    The forest path behind the subway occasionally passed one or two passers-by. A girl exclaimed, covered her face and left with red ears.

    When Lu Yao separated from her, he bit her lips, hugged her, and buried his face into her shoulders and neck.

      "

    Li Mingzhu said, "I didn't want you."

    Lu Yao panicked, "You have, you must have thought about it, either now or in the future."

    Li Mingzhu thought to herself: You can guess so accurately, why don't you become a fairy.

    She did think about it.

    Lu Yao's life has just begun, a lot of bright future is waiting for him, there is no need to mess up his messy life.

    But Lu Yao's nerves, which have always been rambunctious, were particularly sensitive at this time. He seemed to have some intuition, and vaguely touched Li Mingzhu's thoughts. .

    "I don't want to leave, I want to follow you 24 hours a day, or you will disappear."

    "I won't, Lu Yao, stop being self-willed, the driver is waiting for you."

    "...let him wait a little longer." Lu Yao said in a muffled voice, "I regret listening to Fang Tian's words to play a game, if I don't play a game..."

    Li Mingzhu said, "I won't want you."

    She is like a rhetoric 'man', making up things, condescendingly said some kind words, "I don't want you, I don't want you, well, I know you want to hear this, satisfied Are you satisfied, leave now."

    Lu Yao heard the promise—even though the promise sounded frivolous, but he always had a bottom line in his heart, and he happily kissed her.

    Lu Yao got into the car and followed Li Mingzhu until the car drove a few kilometers away, and Li Mingzhu disappeared from his sight.

      Live in two places.

    Li Mingzhu watched his car slowly disappear. For the first time, she felt possessiveness towards individuals other than herself.

    Like a child who sees a favorite candy and will not let go, Li Mingzhu didn't own much candy when she was a child, but she felt this feeling at this moment.

    She thought: I don't want to let go, this is mine, it should be mine.

    At the end of August, Lu Yao, representing Cang Shui, stood under the lights of the professional stage for the first time.

    His professional debut Yishi caused a thousand waves and overwhelming, and the e-sports circle was full of reports about him this day.