Tomboy

    Li Mingzhu glanced at him and quickly walked into the nursing home.

    The facilities in the sanatorium are very advanced. Su Tianyu is on the fifth floor with the best facilities. The elevator goes up to the fifth floor. The nurse greets her with familiarity when she sees her coming.

    Li Mingzhu nodded.

    The room is at the end of the hallway.

    Su Tianyu has sat up.

    She was pale, and she was emaciated by the pain.

    Li Mingzhu walked quickly to the door, then stopped slowly, she took a breath and pushed open the door.

    Su Tianyu heard the movement, turned the angle little by little like a zombie, and finally set her eyes on Li Mingzhu.

    Li Mingzhu said: "Wake up."

    She hasn't spoken to Su Tianyu for a long time.

    Su Tianyu's illness is very intractable, this woman is either in the emergency room or on the way to the emergency room.

    And the rest of the days in the ward, most of the time he slept.

    Every time Li Mingzhu sees her, she can only look at her sleeping face.

    Su Tianyu slept very soundly under the control of the drug, and she seemed to be unable to fall asleep like this, so every time she guarded Su Tianyu, her heart trembled.

    Li Mingzhu thought: She promised me, she will not die.

    "Pearl..."

    Su Tianyu called her.

    This female madman has not called her in such a gentle voice for many years.

    Li Mingzhu has been cursed by her for so many years, and she has not died. It can be seen that these curses are useless.

    Li Mingzhu sat on the stool beside the bed.

    Su Tianyu's voice is hoarse, which is a symptom of speaking after not speaking for a long time.

    Her name is Li Mingzhu, very unskilled.

    Li Mingzhu looked straight at Su Tianyu.

    "I'm leaving..." Su Tianyu said slowly, but firmly.

    Li Mingzhu suddenly clenched her fists.

    "Where are you going, give me a good treatment here."

    Su Tianyu's eyes were gray and glutinous, "I've caused you trouble."

    Li Mingzhu raised her voice, as if she felt something, burst out, and shouted, "Heal here! Who the **** thinks you are troublesome!"

     After Li Mingzhu shouted, she stood up and hurried to leave, saying as she walked, "Have you caused me less trouble? I'll go get you medicine..."

    Su Tianyu's voice was weak, but she was determined.

    "Pearl, I'm gone, what do you do?"

    "Where are you going?" Li Mingzhu turned around, her eyes were red, and her whole body trembled slightly.

    Su Tianyu did not speak.

    "I ask you, where the **** are you going!" Li Mingzhu shouted, "I'll pay for your treatment, where are you going!"

    She was incoherent and forced herself to calm down.

    Li Mingzhu's throat rolled, and she put her hand on the doorknob and added: "Su Tianyu, you are not a thing."

    Su Tianyu grabbed the sheet, and grabbed the corner of the sheet so it was crumpled.

    Li Mingzhu said: "If you want to be crazy, go crazy. Don't be crazy for a while and wake up. I think you might as well be crazy now."

    "Pearl, do you hate me?" Su Tianyu asked her.

    "Sleep." Li Mingzhu forcibly calmed down, "I'll go get the medicine."

    "You come to accompany me for a while, I'm out of control of my body these days, and I can't sit up. The nurse outside the door helped me up." Su Tianyu didn't know what was wrong Genjin, speaking in a gentle tone.

    Li Mingzhu has a mother and no mother, and she has never received a few good-natured words from Su Tianyu in her life, so the tone of these few words forced her to stop.

    "What do you want to say."

    Li Mingzhu turned back and sat beside her bed again.

    "I want to talk to you, I have nothing else to say." Su Tianyu said in a hoarse voice, "You can say anything."

    After a moment of silence, she said.

    “…Tell me about yourself.”

    Li Mingzhu has nothing to say to herself.

    "I'm like this, can't you see."

    "I can't see most of the time." Su Tianyu wanted to laugh, twitched her mouth, laughing was uglier than crying.

    "I woke up in the morning feeling relieved, Pearl, I knew I was free."

    Li Mingzhu looked at her for a moment.

    Su Tianyu repeated, "I'm free."

    "I spent most of my life hating someone, and now I'm free."

    Li Mingzhu's throat was bitter and sweet, and a sharp pain came up.

    The nurse pushed in the door and laid Su Tianyu flat.

    Her body can't sit for a long time, otherwise it will accelerate and deteriorate.

    Li Mingzhu covered her mouth and coughed twice until her heart hurt.

    She looks like a sick person with a bad cold, and her whole body hurts.

    When Su Tianyu said 'I'm relieved', her aching body twisted together, dizzy and almost fainted.

    "She described death as liberation, so what am I." Li Mingzhu thought to herself, "What am I living for so many years."

    She has listened to a lot of gossip since she was a child, but it is not as heavy as Su Tianyu's words.

    Li Mingzhu has never realized so sharply at a moment: I am superfluous.

    Su Tianyu gave birth to her as a mistake, she is superfluous and should not exist.

    Su Tianyu ruined the first half of her life for Li Wenlin, she should have died, what Su Tianyu wants is not her, but a boy, a boy who can make her live a good life.

    Li Mingzhu has spent her whole life proving to her that I am a woman can also make you live a good life.

    But fate always destroys her again and again on her way, until just now, completely defeated her line of defense.

    She, a mad mother, never felt that her existence was any consolation, and when she was about to die, she said the two sons of 'liberation'.

    Li Mingzhu woke up in the middle of the night like countless nightmares in her childhood. She reached out and touched Su Tianyu's fresh body, and her young and helpless heart could always find a little comfort.

    She still has a mother and a living person beside her.

    At the age of six or seven years old, she was encouraged by the cruel reality and learned to live without a teacher.

    She regarded Su Tianyu as a light, but Su Tianyu said that death is liberation. So what is she, a joke?

    Su Tianyu used to be the only cage that bound the beast in her heart, but now the cage is broken, she was about to struggle, and finally she was defeated.

    Li Mingzhu's face was like a concubine, but her footsteps were steady, and she walked downstairs step by step.

    Li Chen looked at her and asked, "How is it? She..."

    Li Chen didn't finish his sentence, when he saw Li Mingzhu's face, he was shocked, "What's wrong with you?"

    She looked like she was going to die in the next second, the only light in her eyes was gone.

    Li Mingzhu waved her hand, "I'm going to sit in the back of the nursing home for a while."

    Speaking lightly and with the same tone.

    Li Chen frowned and called the nurse, "What did Su Tianyu tell her?"

    The nurse said: "I was outside, I didn't hear clearly."

    Li Chen: "What about Su Tianyu, isn't she crazy, why is she sober all of a sudden?"

    The nurse is embarrassed: "...this, we don't know very well."

    Li Chen frowned: "Aren't you a doctor?"

    The nurse thought: I am a nurse!

    But she didn't dare to talk back to her boss, she lowered her eyebrows and retreated to the side, cleverly keeping silent.

    Li Mingzhu walked from the front to the back. There is a small pond behind the sanatorium. It is surrounded by tiles. The water is very shallow, but there are many water lilies in it. bottom of the pond.

    Li Mingzhu was sitting on the bench. On the bench was the heavy snow that fell last night. The snow piled up into a thick layer. After it solidified, it was very hard and cold, and it instantly soaked her clothes.

    Li Mingzhu didn't feel anything and just sat dry.

    She thought to herself: Otherwise, I will be so relieved.

    She was really desperate, she thought about how to die all at once.

    She thought of committing suicide by throwing herself into the lake, but when she saw the pond, the surface of the water only reached her waist.

    According to her observation, if she commits suicide by diving in this pond, she will not get any benefit except for the menstrual cramps that she will soak in the rest of her life.

    Li Mingzhu thought: I need to bury my whole head in the water so that I can die quickly.

    She thought about it for a while and thought of Lu Yao.

    Li Mingzhu moved her fingertips. From this small movement, the nerves of her fingertips affected her heart, and she seemed to be alive again.

    Li Mingzhu felt that it was cold sitting on the snow, the wind outside was cold, and the dry tears in her eyes were also cold.

    She stood up from the stool, her lips turning purple from the cold.

    Li Mingzhu called Lu Yao and asked where he was.

    Before she called, Lu Yao was putting the phone in the middle of the table, staring at the phone firmly, as if to stare out a hole.

    He thought to himself: I can't always call her, love is hard to get hold of, what if she doesn't like reposting?

    Lu Yao just made such a decision: before Li Mingzhu called him, he would never call back.

    Lu Yao stared at the phone and warned himself not to dial every three minutes. When noon reached the afternoon, Li Mingzhu's call finally came.

    Lu Yao immediately forgot his 'play-and-play' method and took it in seconds.

    "Lu Yao, where are you?"

    Li Mingzhu said: "I want to see you now."

    Want to…

    "I'll come right now." Lu Yao got up immediately, took his coat from the stool, and ran out quickly, "Address."

    Li Mingzhu reported the address of the nursing home.

    Lu Yao checked the navigation and found that Li Mingzhu was in the nursing home, and felt a little uneasy.

    The last time he was so timid was because of Su Tianyu.

    That was five years ago, Su Tianyu was diagnosed with ALS, and Li Mingzhu answered his phone in the hospital in the middle of the night.

    Now it's feeling again.

    Lu Yao drove the car and immediately found the location of the nursing home.

    Li Mingzhu was standing at the entrance of the sanatorium, Lu Yao walked over, and as soon as she walked in, she found that she was soaked from waist to lower body.

    Lu Yao's expression changed and he said nervously, "Did you fall into the water?"

    Li Mingzhu shook her head, "I'll go to the hotel to change a set of clothes."

    Lu Yao reached back and touched the handle, and the water came out.

    He frowned: "The hotel is so far away, how do you change it, is there a store nearby, I'll buy you a set."

    He dragged Li Mingzhu away as he said, "Go to the car first, I've turned on the air conditioner to warm up."

    Li Mingzhu was taken into the car obediently by him, like a child who just learned to walk.

    Lu Yao held her face and muttered, "Why is her face so cold."

    He closed the car door and put his coat over Li Mingzhu's lap.

    "Wait for me."

    The temperature of Lu Yao on the jacket is very hot, which contrasts sharply with Li Mingzhu's icy body.

    Lu Yao acted quickly, bought a set of the thickest-looking coat in the store simply and rudely, and was recognized by the clerk as Lu Yao, who signed his name halfway through.

    When he came back in such a short time, Li Mingzhu could fall asleep.

    The clothes were on her legs, the head was on one side, and she had just fallen asleep.

    Seeing her sleeping in wet clothes, Lu Yao was afraid that she would catch a cold. There was not enough space in the car, and it was not easy for Li Mingzhu to put it on, so Lu Yao had to drive the car back to the hotel.

    He parked the car, hugged Li Mingzhu, went straight to the elevator from the underground garage, and entered the room.

    Ordinary family suites, hotels are five-star, so ordinary suites are also very luxurious and low-key.

    Cross the living room, and on the left is the bedroom.

    Lu Yao put her on the bed, carefully changed her clothes, turned on the air conditioner, and covered her with a quilt.

    He originally wanted to talk to Li Mingzhu about something else, but the other party fell asleep and he couldn't wake them up.

    In the middle of the night, Li Mingzhu developed a high fever.

    Lu Yao slept next to her, and felt the abnormal high fever of the person in her arms for the first time.

    He fell into a daze, got up from the bed, and tested Li Mingzhu's temperature with his forehead.

    B city snows at night, Lu Yao sleeps with Li Mingzhu in his arms in the afternoon, wearing pajamas, he really can't get up without a little perseverance.

    Worrying about Li Mingzhu's body, he crawled off the bed half asleep, took his coat, and went downstairs sleepily to buy medicine.

    There is no pharmacy downstairs for two streets in a row, and it is only available on the third street.

    He bought some common antipyretics and returned to the hotel.

    Lu Yao changed her pajamas, and her face was flushed red, looking even redder than Li Mingzhu, who had a fever.

    He fed Li Mingzhu two pills, but he didn't dare to sleep, lying on the bedside guarding Li Mingzhu.

    After a while, Lu Yao couldn't hold back, reached out to hold her hand, and intertwined her fingers.

    Li Mingzhu was delirious in her illness, and could only vaguely feel that there was someone around her.

    She had a hoarse voice, calling Lu Yao's name very nice.

    "Lu Yao..."

    Lu Yao leaned forward, put her arms around her, and spoke softly.

    "What?"

    Li Mingzhu seemed to use a lot of strength to grab his front placket with her hands, it was loose, but it couldn't fall off.

    Li Mingzhu murmured.

    "I only have you..."