"Maybe for a long time, I don't want to face my own heart. In fact, at the beginning, I may be attracted by his light, but I feel that if I can't shine, I dare not face this feeling."

When I was a freshman, I met Chen Xiao when I was watching Lu Xun.

He stood on the stage and the theme of his speech that day was "environmental protection".

"Environmental protection". Is a very common word, human development, the earth's limited resources, human destruction, energy use will be related to environmental protection. However, a word that looks like a slogan in other people's mouth seems to be inexplicably attractive when it comes out of his mouth. I stopped, to this life for more than half a year in the campus, for the first time, stopped.

I heard that the girls around me have been asking for him on the stage. I know that his name is Chen Xiao, and I am a major in fashion design. It suddenly occurred to me that before I took part in a competition, the first place seemed to be Chen Xiao. I raised my head and took a serious look at him. He was wearing Lu Shuo's clothes and the Zhongshan suit of the Republic of China. His hair was a very comfortable length, because he talked for a long time, his lips were dry, and the sweat on his cheeks was shining in the sun. He seemed to notice my eyes and looked at me. I hid in the middle of the crowd and did not dare to look at him. Before leaving, I quietly put a bottle of water on their rest table.

I think life will pass quietly like this, I will spend my university blandly and become a mediocre person blandly. What I didn't expect was that fate had come to me.

In his sophomore year, Chen Xiao found me. Maybe my name, which is always the second in my major, attracted his attention. He asked me to join the design team with him.

Hell, I promised it.

In the design group, I met you, ah Yan, Sheng Sheng and many people. It's you who make my life colorful.

I gradually found that I seem to like Chen Xiao.

I will secretly look at him when he draws the design drawings, when he smiles, when he makes noise, and when he looks over, I will naturally turn my head.

I also noticed a different girl. Her name is Gu qianrong. She is quiet in her work and lively in her life. I think she is similar to Chen Xiao in some ways. I began to pay attention to him.

Once Chen Xiao had drunk too much and suddenly called me, "do you like Gu qianrong?"

I was a little flustered and hesitated to say "yes".

The phone was cut off.

Later, none of us mentioned it. One day, Chen Xiao came to me, he wanted to design a series of clothes with me, called "Xiaoshan".

I was stunned, and I said, "why?"

"Because it's just a design that we're both involved in."

I took a look at him and didn't ask much. I began to draw drawings day and night, but I didn't dare to show them to him. I don't know what works are worthy of Chen Xiao. I am reluctant to use bad design draft to prevaricate him.

In the second semester of her junior year, Gu qianrong went abroad to study, and our design team broke up for various reasons. After thinking about it, I probably didn't meet Chen Xiao again. I put the design draft in the drawer of the group office. I don't think we can use him any more.

Unexpectedly, in the year of graduation, Chen Xiao found me again and wanted to create a studio with me.

I agreed very quickly. The new company is developing very fast. In this society of copycat and high imitation, many people are willing to pay for the original style design. I am more and more happy. I can live side by side with Chen Xiao and live with my dream people every day. Maybe there is nothing better than this.

However, one day when I worked overtime, Chen Xiao kissed me.

I panicked. Everything is not true. How can this happen?

I'm like a mayfly living in the dark. I don't know the direction of the current. I don't know where I'm going. One day, I suddenly saw light. I began to pursue quietly, but I feel inferior to my weakness and ugliness. I can only follow all the time. But one day, the light suddenly came to me. It said, "you come, we shine together."

No, you can't. I was so ugly and humble that I ran away. I set up my own company and deliberately started a different style route from lbs. I no longer adhere to the original, I follow the popular, production is I used to look down on the rotten Street series. I seem to remind myself in this way that Chen Xiao and I are different people; It seems that I am also telling Chen Xiao in this way that I will not accept his feelings.

I'm very happy to know when my younger martial sister comes back. When I realize my happiness, I wonder if I have ended my love for Chen Xiao. Maybe what I like is my younger martial sister? But I got into a deeper tangle, I can't accept that I like men, or I can't accept that I like Chen Xiao.

I seem to have found a reason to pay attention to Chen Xiao. I'm paying attention to my younger martial sister. This kind of method makes me feel ugly, but I did it. I accept the call from Chen Xiao for the reason of my younger martial sister. I pretend to look at Chen Xiao when I look at my younger martial sister. The day he took me away, I suddenly found that I twisted for so long, it seemed very boring.

We, we like each other.

Little sister's accident, let me find that people really at any time what may happen, our life is so short, I want to cherish once.

Zhuang Yishan raised his head and looked at Gu qianrong“ In my opinion, there is no definite number for people to live. Cherish the present, no matter what kind of choice people make, they will regret it later. It's better to follow your heart when you choose. "

Gu shallow Rong Leng for a while, she did not expect usually shy seniors will suddenly and she said this. She looked at Zhuang Yishan calmly. Zhuang Yishan looked at her with a smile. Gu was suddenly relieved. She was very happy with the choice made by the seniors.

"The road you will take in the future may be very difficult. We have to stick to it. "

Zhuang Yishan nodded, "everyone has the right to pursue his own love. We are not any different, we will also choose to come out in public. I also hope that more people will not distort their love because of gender. We are not different. Homosexuality is genetically determined. We are born with it. I'll deal with it normally, too. "

Gu qianrong has some admiration in her heart. She doesn't dare to face her heart like the seniors. She and Ou Chen night, may still continue to pester for some time. She, to Ou Chen night's sentiment, she also cannot say clearly.

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