Transmigrated Into The Book

[BJ Ace: So, what did you say?]

Jaewon brushed his face, he remained silent while looking at the monitor. He just blurted it out straight to BJ Ace the moment he reached his apartment. 

Nohae's expression never left his mind, the male was indeed serious about it. Nohae was asking him to use him, but why?. That question never leaves his thoughts.

[Sugar69: I said, I don't know…]

[BJ Ace: How about the one who kissed you?]

[Sugar69: I don't know either, I tried to talk to him but he just pushed me away]

BJ Ace: Did he really want to push you away? What if he just doesn't know how to express himself?]

[Sugar69: How about you,BJ Ace? Have you ever experienced falling in love?]

[BJ Ace: I was raised in a perfect family…]

Jaewon, who was drinking a coffee, stopped halfway after reading it. He was a bit surprised after knowing this small detail about the man he was talking behind the screen. If BJ Ace came from a rich and perfect family, why was he doing this? Did he have any other reasons?

[Sugar69: Uhm, If it's uncomfortable with you,it's okay for me]

[BJ Ace: It's okay, I'm a bit comfortable talking with you,sugar...You are so open about your feelings and emotions, I envy you]

Jaewon then suddenly felt the sadness from the man's words, then he realized that maybe BJ Ace was also like him who's afraid to show his true self to everyone.

[Sugar69: BJ Ace, Are you also uncomfortable by expressing yourself?]

[BJ Ace: Yes sugar, I am...I am not open about myself in real life, I only like this because I am behind the screen]

Jaewon felt the sting again inside his chest, somehow he had this sympathy that's bursting out,wanting to hug the man behind the screen. "I felt bad for him," he uttered 

[Sugar69: If you ever find yourself lonely, you can always reach out for me, BJ Ace]

[BJ Ace: That's so sweet of you, my sugar]

The next day, Jaewon went to the library to return some books he borrowed for the upcoming exams. On his way to the library, he bumped into Min-woo. The male helped him because he was carrying almost 6 books. 

"Thank you, Min-woo.." Jaewon patted the male's head which made him blushed a little. "We haven't seen each other in a very long time, how are you doing?" he asked. 

Min-woo glanced at him with his soft eyes "I-I'm fine, how about you, Hyung?" he asked back 

"Uhh, Can I say that I was a little bit complicated at the moment?" he replied as a joke

Min-woo then remembered what he was going to say, he lowered his head and started to fidget his fingers, Jaewon noticed it, "Min-woo are you okay?" he asked

"Actually, I want to tell you something, Hyung…" the male replied 

Since it was still very early for the morning class, the two headed to the School Garden to talk about the things they missed about each other. 

While they were trailing the pathway, Jaewon already sensed something from Min-woo, the male was nervous and shaking. Why is he trembling? Is it very important? Heartbreaking? 

He ignored it and continued to walk with the male until they reached the bench beside the flower beds of tulips and roses, both sat down.

"So, What do you want to say?" Jaewon initiated the conversation.

Min-woo looked away, away from his thoughts. His gazes reach the shady trees of magnolias not far away from their stance. "Hyung," He called out,  Are you dating someone?"

Jaewon was a little bit surprised by the male's blunt question, he froze for a second because he didn't know what to answer. Min-woo was the meek and silent type, but he was also impulsive when it comes to someone he loves. 

"You startled me…" Jaewon rubbed the back of hs head, "It was so sudden" he added

Min-woo, who was staring into nothingness, lowered his head, "I see…" his face turned red but not from embarrassment, it was like he was glad. "I have someone I liked, hyung"

It wasn't new to Jaewon because he already knew that the male was like this, for sure he was here because Min-woo wanted to ask for his opinion and advice. "That guy must be very lucky because you liked him that much," he commented 

Min-woo stretches a smile, "Yes, he must be very lucky because even if he rejected me, I still like him so much," he uttered 

This time, the smile of support from Jaewon's face quickly vanished away. It made him silent and speechless. "Rejected?" he thought. Is there any other guy that rejected Min-woo? Did he have so many lovers before? The only one he knew was Yeon-ho…

"Could it be…"

Before he could guess who it was, Min-woo smiled at him and uttered "I still like to pursue Yeon-ho…"

It was morning but Jaewon suddenly felt the shivers from the cold night, he was frozen from his seat and could't even say a word. He should be happy for the male but why does he have this feeling of wanting to get angry and sad at the same time?

Jaewon clenched his teeth and looked away, because he didn't want Min-woo to see how disappointed he was, he remained his composure beside the male. "What should I do?" he mumbled to himself

"Is it okay for you, Hyung?"

That question hitted him again, he wanted to grab Min-woo by the shoulders and ask him why he needed to hear all of this. He wasn't prepared at all, and it's making him more anxious. 

Jaewon took a deep breath. He glanced at Min-woo, "Of course!" Then he flashed a smile.

That smile saved him, especially when he saw how happy Min-woo was after telling it to him. Somehow, he was envious of the male because he wasn't afraid to express what he was feeling towards other people. 

Is Yeon-ho really the one who needed to express more? Or is it him, who was always in denial…