Transmigrated Into The Book

Jaewon slammed the door closed the moment he reached his apartment. He slid down and hugged his knees.

"I don't hate you...I couldn't bring myself to hate you."

Those words again strike him back, with an illusion of Yeon-ho's face in front of him, he couldn't even look the male on eyes. He was always running away, because he didn't want to face reality, his true emotions. 

"I'm so pathetic," he muttered as he buried his head on his knees.

He pressed the magic pen and re-read the new information about the male. 

'Ryu Yeon-ho,alpha, 23 years old, son of the Ryu Corporation Group, his father was the owner of the company. His family were rich and had so many connections. Also their company was one of the sponsors of the School. Cheol Jinyi, his celebrity childhood friend.'

Who would have thought that Yeon-ho had a different family background. They were very different from each other and that line between them was making them more apart. Of course, Yeon-ho was family oriented, is that why he mentioned in front of Min-woo that he hated gay people? Then what about him? Why didn't Yeon-ho bring himself to hate Jaewon?

"Did he like me? No, it's not…" 

Jaewon stood up,went straight to the bathroom and washed his face. As he lifted his head from the sink, he saw his own reflection. He chuckled after observing his face and being, Jaewon was gay and he was a man. He will never get what he wants, all he can do is to run away everytime. 

He exited the bathroom and opened his room, there he laid down on the bed and stared blankly on the white painted plain ceiling of his apartment. He remained like that for almost a minute, like he was thinking something deep.

He was still dizzy and the hangover was still crawling inside his body. He released a long sigh then he closed his eyes, trying to take a nap. Maybe he just needed to relax his mind for a minute.

Jaewon started to blink his eyelids, he couldn't sleep. Like his body was fully awake but his thoughts were drained and empty. 

"Gahh! I can't sleep!!" he trudged towards his desk with his stamping feet and dropped his butt on his soft cushion chair. Jaewon opened his laptop and clicked the familiar site.

[Sugar69: Yow, Are you up this early, BJ Ace?]

Jaewon leaned his head on the desk, BJ Ace was only active at night so it's impossible for him to reply at day time.

He sighed, "Should I do something?" he muttered 

Suddenly, his phone beside his head rang so he immediately answered the call. "Hello?"

The voice on the other line chuckled, "How are you?" Nohae was always calm and gentle when he was talking to Jaewon. Even though he was so hurt that day, he was still the same.

Jaewon paused after hearing the mellow voice, this voice was always comforting and reassuring to him. "I-I'm good, how about y-you?" he asked, a little bit hesitant. 

Nohae on the other line,smiled "Why are you so sad? I can imagine your tone just by hearing your voice…" he commented "Do you want to go somewhere? Let's grab some snacks." he added 

Jaewon stood up, he was going to refuse but his stomach growled in hunger, he sighed "Okay, let's do that.." he replied

In just a minute, Nohae reached Jaewon's apartment. He brought his car for them to use as he waited outside for the male.

Jaewon waves his hand when he was just an inches away from the male, he opened the car and entered, "H-Hello." he awkwardly greets

Nohae turned his gaze back to the road, "Where do you want to eat?" he asked, he started the engine. Jaewon fastened his seatbelt and adjusted his collar, "Anything is okay with me" he replied

The two headed to the restaurant near the park, Nohae's family was one of its business partners so he decided to bring Jaewon there.

They took the VIP seats near the table, and one of the waiters gave them a menu for their orders. Nohae smiled, "What do you want to eat?" He asked.

Jaewon was a little bit embarrassed because this place was a little bit out of his league and he couldn't even choose because the foods were all pricey and looked delicious.

"It's okay Jaewon, please don't think of me like some big shots out there..you can have what you wanted," Nohae said to at least cope with the male's feelings. He wasn't really planning on showing his other side with Jaewon but he wanted to let the male experience something that only he could give.

Jaewon glanced at him as he closed the menu book, "Nohae, I literally don't know what to order here, Can I just leave it to you?" he said

Nohae blushed but didn't lose his composure. "Okay," he called the waiter and whispered something in his ears before it walked away from them.

Jaewon looked outside, the wall was glass so you can see the things outside the restaurant. He paused and then thought of something. What if he agrees on using Nohae? Will Yeon-ho come back for him?

Will Yeon-ho get jealous and hide him somewhere away from Nohae? What will the male feel? In his deep thoughts, he didn't realize that he was smiling. What if he can seek revenge? What if it will help him to let Yeon-ho realize that he was just blind?

Jaewon made a smirking face secretly, "What should I do?" he mumbled to himself.

Their orders arrived while Nohae set the table, "Jaewon?" he called out upon seeing a different expression on the other male, "Are you okay? The food is here," he smiled "Let's eat?"

Jaewon faced him back and grinned, "Thank you for taking me here, Let's do this another time," he said

Nohae was a little bit surprised but he couldn't deny that it made his heart flutter instantly. His gaze was fixated on the male as he replied "S-Sure…"