Trapped In Her Heart

[SEMI MATURE SCENE AHEAD: THIS IS A SUPPOSED TO BE A WARNING BUT I KNOW YOU PEOPLE WILL SHAMELESSLY READ IT…...BECAUSE WHY NOT? :p]

Placing his hand on her waist, he kissed the top of her head, " You are beautiful honey." 

Her face flushed even more when she felt his hardness. She was scared, even more scared then she already was. She wanted things to happen but at the same time she didn't want it to happen. 

She shoved the unnecessary and not so important thoughts to the back of her head when he cupped her b.r.e.a.s.t and squeezed it. 

Just then, he lifted her up and wrapped her legs around his crotch before capturing her lips. Walking towards the bed, he slowly placed her down and howered her body with his. 

Caressing her bare thighs, he started trailing kisses down her neck. She m.o.a.ned when he nibbled her skin before moving further downwards. 

Tightly clutching the sheets, she curled her toes and closed her eyes when planted soft kisses on her chest. 

Unhooking her bra, he slowly removed the strap exposing her b.r.e.a.s.t. But before he could get a proper look of it, she covered her chest and moved away. 

With her face flushed red and sweaty, she lowered her head and curled herself up in a corner of the bed. 

Quickly getting up, he ran his finger through his hair before rushing towards the wardrobe. Grabbing a random shirt from his section, he quickly gave it to her. "Here, you can wear this." 

Taking the shirt from his hand, Ellie quickly wore it and awkwardly sat there without saying anything. She had no idea how she was supposed to explain her inappropriate behaviour. Didn't she want it to happen too? Then why did she stop it? 

Sensing her awkwardness, he sat on the edge of the bed and sighed, "You don't have to feel awkward El, it's all my fault. If I hadn't started it or stopped right before something that would make you uncomfortable happened, everything would have been normal." 

Crawling towards him with the help of her knees, she hugged him from behind and shook her head, "No its isn't your fault, I was the one who said there was no limit and I even asked you to bring me in the bedroom but—" Stopping midway, she sighed, "I don't know what happened, it's not like I don't want to but—" 

Pulling her in his lap, he kissed her forehead. "You don't have to explain anything, we don't have to rush into everything. We have all the time we need so let's wait until we both are fully ready, okay?" 

"You are not angry right?" she inquired. 

"Of course not honey, why would I be angry over something like this though I am still very angry and sad about you leaving me alone and going to Seattle," he answered. 

Placing her hand on his cheek, she smiled and gave him a peck on his lips, "I love you." 

"I love you too honey." 

"Are you hungry? Do you want me to make something for you? Sandwiches?" she inquired. 

"Hmm, let me just take a quick shower first and then we can discuss this," he answered before shifting her to the bed and getting up. 

Just then she grabbed his hand and pouted her lips, "Cuddles first?" 

When he hesitated for a while, she frowned and was about to complain when she saw the huge bulge on his pants. Lowering her head, she blushed and lowered her head before letting go off his hand. 

Awkwardly clearing his throat, he stated, "I'll just shower." Without waiting for her reply, he quickly rushed inside the washroom. 

After he left, she buried her face on the pillow and groaned in frustration, she hated being the c.o.c.k blocker of her own boyfriend. Thinking for a while and after analyzing a couple of things, she took a deep breath before rushing towards the washroom. 

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Inside the washroom. 

With both his hands pressed against the glass walls of the bathing area, Sebastian had his eyes squeezed shut. The cold water ran through his clenched muscles but he couldn't help but feel himself grow bigger and bigger. His mind was covered with images of Ellie and no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't stop thinking about it. 

This wasn't the first time he was trying to calm himself down with a cold shower but it was getting harder everyday. As his feelings and love for her grew stronger and stronger each day, his body was also yearning for her. He didn't want to do anything with her hundred percent consent but it was so hard to resist that he could barely hold himself back anymore. But he knew that he had to control himself and wait for the correct time. He slipped a little today and she looked so scared, he would have to make sure that it never happens again. 

As he was trying very hard to hold himself back, he heard a light knock at the glass door. 

Turning the shower off, he was about to say something when Ellie asked, "Seb, can I come in?" 

Widening his eyes in shock, he was about to ask her not to but the door opened and she stepped inside. 

At the sight of his erect member, she gulped in nervousness. The initial motive of gathering all her courage and stepping into the shower got completely wiped away along with the water droplets which were dripping down his body. 

Closing his eyes, he took a deep breath before turning around. "You should go honey." He then turned on the shower, the sudden unexpected sight of her made everything even worse. 

Just then, a pair of soft delicate arms wrapped around his waist. She then kissed his back and stated, "Let me help you." 

He closed his eyes and groaned when he felt her chest pressed against his back. The image of her half exposed b.r.e.a.s.t popped in his head and he automatically decided to give in....

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