Traps Of Love

The city's neon flashing, Beijing's long and noisy night, busy streets, congested and prosperous subway stations, the university students who are going back to their dormitories with books in their arms, the bus stops working overtime, the men and women in professional clothes, the racing party in the Third Ring Road, the old man selling sugar gourd in the Hutong, the causeway With the guitar singing in Houhai, the city is diverse and crowded, with wine and stories everywhere.

Gongmo stands on the balcony of the newly bought villa, overlooking the Beijing night without haze, which is very beautiful. The little lights are just like the starry sky in Van Gogh's graceful painting.

Unfortunately - the fly in the ointment is that she was not able to enjoy the stars with him.

Valentine's day, with five minutes to go. But he didn't even take her hand, and those words that had been prepared for a whole year didn't say a word.

Heavy loss is like a silent boulder in the heart of Gongmo. His deep single Phoenix eyes are full of blue sky. Gu ziqiao's appearance makes him wonder whether his feelings are not protected from the beginning.

Perhaps, it was his obsession that stole her three years, which was not enough to make up for all the mistakes. Or is he not good enough to be worthy of her?

Gong Mo leaves in silence and walks into the living room. In the spacious and simple room, there is only a white piano. There is no light in the room, only moonlight and his lonely back.

He walked slowly to the piano, long white fingers gracefully placed on the black and white keys, the next moment in the movie melody is like wings, in his fingertips like lotus blossom, stars, melodious ups and downs, his melancholy expression incisively and vividly.

In my mind, it is Bai Liusu who squints lazily in the sunshine of Michelangelo Square and looks at the profile of star moon Bodhi beads.

The sunlight lingered in her eyes and became the most dazzling light. The white dove fluttered its wings and flew over her head. She drew a smile on her lips. "Little Momo, do you know? People are the most interesting. "

"When you succeed a little, the people around you will be jealous of you, but when you surpass them, they will be afraid of you. Therefore, you can either be a shrinking head turtle all your life and completely escape from this dirty world, or you will try your best to become the first, or you will fall into the trap of others and become a mediocre person

"You look so good-looking, become mediocre is really not as good as in the prime of time directly elegant death." She sighed with regret.

"What is mediocrity?" Palace Mo at that time, don't understand so much truth, he only know, he want to listen to her more. Chatter without stop make complaints about her happiest time.

Such wasted time, every second makes his lonely soul shine.

"Mediocre people are ordinary people who can't eat grapes and say they are sour." Bai Liusu fell into a special mood. She seemed to think of the most important person. She sighed and spoiled her eyes. "If you are too kind and care too much about other people's opinions, you will be oppressed by invisible shackles and become a mediocre person who can't be free all your life."

"For example, when she said she wanted to learn to drive, immediately someone rushed out to tell her how terrible the accident scene was and how heavy the traffic was in the city. When she said she wanted to travel abroad, immediately someone warned her how dangerous it was to be stolen, robbed and abused.

She said that if she wanted to get up early and run, someone immediately sent her a bunch of delicious food pictures, plus various kinds of poisonous chicken soup at home and abroad to brainwash her, telling her that the fatter one would be more lovely, and there was no need to turn into a bone shelf, without any meat feeling.

She said that if you want to learn how to make up, some people immediately say that natural beauty is the best thing to look at. What kind of make-up, in the end, is the snake spirit net red face.

She wants to study in University. After graduation, she goes to take the postgraduate entrance examination. Immediately, someone knocks her head and tells her that she is not the material for study, or she would have been a bully in school. Then she persuades her to tell her what to do after so hard study. Finally, it's not vegetable, rice, oil, salt, ginger, vinegar and tea. It's a waste of effort. "

White tassel indignantly said a long string, angry frown appearance, with domineering fierce, publicity to the extreme.

Palace Mo chase like to see that white flow Su, there is a kind of the world's exclusive hegemony wanton.

Memories mixed with melodious piano music, Gong Mo continued to play alone in the moonlight with his eyes closed. Now, he really understood that the "she" in Bai Liusu's mouth at that time must be mi Xiaoya at that time.

Mi Xiaoya, who has a soft ear and takes into account Gu Fengzhan's ideas, will really look forward and backward no matter what she does, as Bai Liusu said.

Is it because Mi Xiaoya's life is so flat that she can't bear tassel, so she will escape for a year?

It's a lot like her.

Palace Mo want to understand this joint, his good-looking lips can't help but raise a beautiful arc, he laughed. Even the sad melody of fingertips became a little relaxed. He laughed that Bai Liusu must have been angry, otherwise he would not have been so hard.

At that time, what else did she say? He remembered how much she said.

For a long time, he didn't think about the past. Gong Mo slowly opened his eyes and looked at the star moon Bodhi bracelet on his wrist. He found that he was too busy to miss in the past three years.There is a warm current on the tip of his heart, and his heart has the temperature of smiling and embracing.

It is Xiaoxiao that makes his pain heal unconsciously.

Gong Mo's mood gradually calms down. He continues to play the second half of the song, recalling the last few words Bai Liusu said.

She said, "in this world, there are always some" kind-hearted people "who kill people and do not pay for their lives. They are earnest and persuasive, and they constantly sell their so-called life experience of failure to you. If you don't listen, they will try their best to attack your life. "

She said, "to put it bluntly, there is only one psychology. They have been living in shackles all their lives. Why do you live a wonderful, free and happy life. They don't know what respect is, they don't know what perfection is. Such people may be family members, friends, or even your teachers. If you look closely at these "authoritative" faces, you will find that they are actually a decadent soul, too rotten to see. "

She said, "in a person's life, no one is qualified to say no. I haven't tried my best. There's no reason to say failure easily. "

She said, "if you don't succeed in repeating ten thousand times, as long as you don't give up, you will prove that there is no failure."

"In life, you just have to be responsible for yourself," she said