Traps Of Love

Forget -

if people's memory is only seven seconds like fish, will everything become simple?

She didn't know the answer. The only thing she could remember was the dark blue eyes with a layer of loneliness. He looked at her affectionately for a moment...

the deep, magnetic and sentimental murmur in his ear was his unique way.

Xiaoya, I'm here.

At midnight, Bai Xiaoya sat up from the bed in a cold sweat. It was like running a hard marathon and gasping.

"Mommy, you're kicking the quilt again! Come on in, don't freeze. " Smile lotus root segment as soft glutinous small arm hugged her neck, round body sticky up, gave her a warm and intimate hug.

Bai Xiaoya is so stunned that she doesn't turn around and smile as usual. Her eyes are complex and blank, as if she has lost something extremely important.

"Mommy?" Xiaoxiao noticed her abnormality, opened her bleary eyes, rubbed them with her hands, and looked at her anxiously, "Mommy, what's the matter with you?"

Bai Xiaoya looks down at Xiaoxiao's concerned eyes. Her frenzied heartbeat is calm. She tries to calm down, lie down again and hold her, "it's OK, it's OK, it's just a nightmare."

She murmured that the only fuzzy fragment in her mind was like a floating cloud drifting with the wind, which disappeared in a flash, no matter how hard she grasped it.

Memory of a messy piece of debris, unable to piece together, unable to recall carefully, a little effort will pain to the extreme, as if the soul was delayed.

"Mommy, what nightmare did you have? Uncle Mo said, "if you tell me the nightmare, you won't be afraid. You tell me, I'll protect you." Xiaoxiao embraces Bai Xiaoya's side face and kisses her with a soft kiss. Her soft hand holds her face and rubs her cleverly.

Bai Xiaoya's heart melts into the sweetest warm current like chocolate, and her previous fear disappears because of this "kiss".

She gently hugged and laughed, her face has returned to calm, "Mommy had a dream of falling into the water, someone in the dream was calling mommy's name, but also called the wrong surname."

What he yelled was Mi Xiaoya, and she was Bai Xiaoya, just two people.

However, the vague scene that the man in the dream was in a sea of fire and was still reciting the name made her heart feel the pain like a needle.

"Ha ha ha, what an interesting dream! It doesn't look like a nightmare at all. Mommy, how can you be afraid? " Xiaoxiao opens her eyes curiously, interrupts her trance thinking, smiles with a face of spirit, and suddenly becomes interested.

Bai Xiaoya's eyes were slightly astringent, and there were more emotions in her voice that she didn't usually have, "baby, the most terrible thing in this world is never the known world, but the unknown danger. So many people are afraid of diving. That nightmare is like being involved in the bottomless sea when diving "

She pauses and stops. In the nightmare, the sea of fire all over the sky and the man's face are too tragic. It's better not to tell Xiaoxiao about such a picture.

Although Xiaoxiao is like a six-year-old, she is also a little girl. She always wants to make up for it and give her more love.

"No, I can't remember that nightmare." Bai Xiaoya said lightly.

Xiaoxiao tilted her head, blinked her big eyes like Mo Yu, and looked at her seriously, "Mommy, your memory is really getting worse and worse. If you go on like this, I'll be careful that my handsome dad will dislike you in the future."

Bai Xiaoya a black line scurrying, "what future handsome daddy?"

Xiaoxiao, like a little adult, has a red face and adoring eyes. "Of course, it's uncle mo. he likes you so much and treats me so well. In the future, he's not my future father. Who else is qualified to be him?"

"Bai Xiaoya choked for a while, and it took her a long time to organize her language." smile, you know about mummy's amnesia. A person can't have no past. Before Mommy finds the real past, she can't even be a complete person. And the memory is really getting worse and worse. I forgot everything three days ago. In this case, Mommy won't accept anyone. "

"Ah? Mommy, but that man is my uncle who has been very kind to us all the time -- "I'm so worried.

"Baby, love may be as you like, but marriage is the responsibility. Mommy can't agree to your request. I'm sorry. But Mommy wants you to respect my choice, OK? " Bai Xiaoya reaches out her hand and gently rubs Xiaoxiao's hair.

Smile depressed hang head, eyeground is full of worry, "that Mo uncle how to do? He's so good. "

Bai Xiaoya sighs and holds the villain in her arms closer. "No matter lovers, relatives, friends of life and death, or even parents and children, people can only be responsible for themselves."

"And it's because your uncle is very kind to us that mommy shouldn't cheat him and let him down."

Xiaoxiao nodded his head, and his beautiful eyes were full of doubts and uneasiness, "ah? Mommy, do you include me in the other people you're talking about? ""Including, when Xiaoxiao baby is 18 years old, Mommy will give you real freedom. People should have the chance to choose how to live in their life." Bai Xiaoya was lost in thought. "This morning, Mommy saw a bloody news headline. A mother killed her six-year-old son and hid him under the bed. She also lied about the child's life. The whole police neighborhood went out to help find the child, and finally found that the child was killed by her biological mother."

If other families were to talk about such a frightening midnight topic, maybe the children would have been scared to cry.

But Xiaoxiao blinked her big talking eyes. There was no fear in Mo Yu's eyes. She seemed to have been used to such a large-scale way of communication as a friend for a long time. There was only sadness and sympathy on her face carved with Pink Jade. Little adults sighed, "Mommy, why? Why did the little brother's mother kill him? He's pathetic. "

Bai Xiaoya's temple is aching again. While rubbing her temple, she says slowly, "no one knows the specific reason, but it must not be a happy story. In some families, because of the times or family environment, many people have no free choice. They can only live according to their parents' wishes all their lives. Up to now, mommy has seen many talented college students in school. When she was a junior or senior, she was still forced by her family to test civil servants she didn't like at all, or learn majors she hated. "

In this world, the only occupation that doesn't need pre job training certificate is parenting.

But this is the most responsible and demanding profession in the world.