Traveling through the Warhammer world, but I didn’t cry

"Life" and "Death".

This concept of integration constitutes the perfect circle of life. From the distant ancient times to the present human empire, countless scholars have used various methods to analyze the forces of "life" and "death" in life.

The desire to live is not only the instinct of survival, but also has other meanings, such as the need for recognition from others, the realization of one's own life value, and the desire to feel love.

Although the originals are regarded as demigods, it does not mean that they really have ruthless divinity. On the contrary, because of their extremely strong perception and intelligent nature, their needs for "life" and "death" have become more complex. complex.

For example, Perturabo is conflicted about love. He desires and hates love. This entanglement tortures him and everyone who tries to get close to him.

However, Lin Fan is not afraid of Perturabo's torture. He can torture Perturabo in turn because he understands everything. He can point out Perturabo's tangles and bear it without any harm. Under this kind of desensitization training, Petura became numb to his shameful anger, and gradually opened up the barriers in his heart.

Lin Fan can understand everything from an absolutely objective perspective. Due to the lack of empathic experience, Lin Fan can naturally view the entire Warhammer universe in an omniscient "Hypocritical Virgin" way.

But how do others see things from Lin Fan's perspective? There is concealment, deception, ignorance, misdirection, and incomprehension between them. No one can perfectly tell others about their mental activities at this moment and the next. In addition to analyzing tone, expression, and past experiences, it is extremely difficult to understand a person, a race, a concept, or even those in the subspace. Perceptual "emotional tides"

The Primarch, born in a jar in the genetic laboratory of Terra, was a life form engineered by the Emperor and the Immortal Nida through genetic technology, mixed with unspeakable powers stolen by the Emperor from the Warp.

This special way of birth allowed the Primarchs to plant a bomb of desire in their genes.

A creature's first experience of love, at least according to human standards, is its slow growth in the mother's womb, under the warm embrace of amniotic fluid. Just like the vast ocean of Mother Earth gave birth to the first primitive life, all future branch species will have a desire and need for water.

The mother's womb is the first and last time a human being experiences unconditional love. When humans leave their mother's body, they need to obtain nutrition and care through their own efforts and the cooperation of their mother. By attracting the mother's attention through crying and movements, love is no longer anytime, anywhere and unconditional.

The original body lacks the link of unconditional love. On the psychological level, they already have a huge scar. If it is repaired in time, it will be okay, but if this wound is ignored, it will become the dark source of tearing the original body apart in the future. .

The incapacity for love of a Primarch who had not received maternal care would direct their desire to another relative, the Emperor himself. But after all, the images of mother and father are very different in their emotional expressions. Just like many myths will hand over the responsibility of the harvest to a gentle, just, and loving goddess, just like the goddess in ancient Greek mythology. Meter; entrusting the responsibility of order, rigor, and destruction to a strong male god. Ares is an excellent indicator of this concept.

As the genetic father, the Emperor lacked that kind of pure love for his children. It may be that the child grown in vitro makes him feel unfamiliar, or it may be that the excessive responsibilities he bears deprive him of the ability to understand ordinary people's emotions.

In short, the Emperor viewed the Primarchs more as tools than as children in need of their father's guidance. In the absence of maternal love and fatherly love, the balance between "life" and "death" needs to be completed by the original body itself.

As the saying goes, a dragon is born with nine sons. If the nine sons do not become a dragon, each has his own interests. Brothers and sisters have different qualities and hobbies. Their needs and standards for love are also different. Some Primarchs only need to see the Emperor nod to him, and the love he gets is enough to overflow several jars. Leman Russ is this type of Primarch.

Some Primarchs did not receive love in return, and they also lost the perception and reacquisition of love. Angron lost all his slave brothers and sisters, and his sanity was completely destroyed by the Butcher's Nail. As a result, his relationship with the Emperor was particularly tense, viewing the Emperor as a symbol of punishment, destruction, and an irreconcilable enemy.

Among the many primarchs, Guilliman may be the only one who perfectly achieves the balance between "life" and "death". Although his father was a nobleman, he was also a kind man. His father's words and deeds dedicated to improving the welfare of civilians and promoting elite political reforms had a profound impact on Guilliman.

Although Perturabo's father also loved him very much, his father was a tyrant, a man who valued Perturabo's war talent more than his construction talent. If Perturabo and Guilliman's fathers were different, maybe the fates of Perturabo and Guilliman would be completely opposite.

Guilliman not only has a gentle father, but also a kind adoptive mother. Compared to other Primarchs who were born in the wilderness and forests without a father or mother, and whose adoptive father was a tyrant or an alien, Guilliman was already at the beginning.

When the brothers reunited in the future, Konrad Curze couldn't control his jealousy and hatred when he learned that Guilliman's parents were both alive.

The original body that has completed the balance between "life" and "death" has shown amazing abilities. Although Guilliman is indeed not as good as other brothers in single combat, his mind and tough heart make him enough to become the backing of the Empire.

If everything went according to the timeline without Lin Fan, Guilliman would come to the throne in hardship. He learned that the Emperor had become a broken and ruthless monster, that he was just a tool for him to achieve his goals, and how the human empire had changed from a vibrant country to the decayed and bloated corpse it is today.

This blow is enough to crush any idealist, and so is Guilliman. He collapsed and roared at the Emperor, saying that he would rather witness the human empire burn into debris in the fire of Horus's ambition, and would rather see the entire human race destroyed in the early morning of hope than see such a deep and desperate night in the future.

But Guilliman still held on, countless loves were supporting his spirit and soul. He missed his adoptive mother, his adoptive father, his ideals and feelings, and the brothers who could get together and hug. He walked out of the cold and ruthless throne hall and gave his choice in front of all the ignorant, strange, and fanatical people.

He said: "There is still hope."

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